Into the Spirit World

By Christopher Robin Lee

Into the Spirit World
by Christopher Robin Lee
COPYRIGHT ©2019 by Christopher Robin Lee. All U.S.A. and International Copyrights are reserved by the Author. First Edition 2019. Portland, Oregon, U.S.A.

How and why ‘Visions’ of Apparitions, Dream ‘Downloads’, Channeling, Oracles, and Possession co-mingle with events of High Strangeness and contact with non-Human intelligences as inspirational influences and manipulative deceptions in Human Spirituality and Religions.

A Reconstructed Diary Format Chronological Journal of what I have experienced or witnessed of Paranormal Phenomenon and other events of High Strangeness in my spiritual and religious life, with Monologue, Dialogue, Analysis, and Commentary: I am an Experiencer of Visions of: Buddha, Vajrapani, Jesus, Chinnamasta, and I am an Experiencer of Encounters with a “Dark Angel”, Jinn, and Vampires.

SUMMARIZED OVERVIEW OF CONTENTS:

Table of Contents, Dedication, Acknowledgements, Forward, Preface, Introduction, and Prologue.

PART ONE: Summary List Of my Abductions and Related Events of High Strangeness.

PART TWO is a Chronological Journal of my spiritual and religious experiences, and of Paranormal Phenomenon and other events of High Strangeness, that I have experienced or witnessed, in a Reconstructed Diary Format, with Monologue, Dialogue, Commentary, and Analysis.

PART THREE: Into the Spirit World: Analysis and Commentary of:

Contact with Spirits. Incubus and Succubus Predation. Photonic and Demonic Entities.

Psychic Abilities and Siddhi(s). Psychics, Channelers, Shamans, Oracles, Witches, and Alchemists. Religions and Cults. Shamanism, Alchemy, Witchcraft, Magick, Corrupted Light, and the Occult.

Angels and Buddhas, Oracles in the Tibetan Bon Tradition, Methods of inducing altered states to facilitate empowered healing. Whom or what possesses the Oracles of Tibet? Oracles in Tibetan Buddhism. The Reformation of Tibetan Buddhism. Chinnamasta.

PART FOUR: High Strangeness: Analysis and Commentary of:

The Flyers / The Predator, Jinn, the ‘New World Order’ and Breakaway Civilization(s);

Black Goo, Artificial Intelligence Mind Control Technology;

Antidotes to: Black Goo and Artificial Intelligence; Mind Control Deprogramming, and Entity Predation.

A Better Way Forward. Epilogue. Post Script. Author Biography.

This Book is part of a four Book Quadrilogy of inter-related and inter-connected Books about subjects of immense gravitas, epic momentum, and profound consequences for the future of Humanity. The Book Quadrilogy Titles in the order of publication: “The Return of Prometheus”, “I am a Vampire”, “Taken to the Fringe”, and, “Into the Spirit World".

• Language: English
• Publisher: Christopher Robin Lee
• Release date: Apr 19, 2019
• ISBN: 9780463696453

Christopher Robin Lee

Christopher Robin Lee, also known as: Hui Fa (Mandarin, "Wisdom of the Law"), Gesar Tengri Siddhi (Tibetan name), Vetala (Sanskrit, Sanguinarian name), Prometheus (Super-Hero Avatar Alter-Ego).CONTACT INFORMATION: Christopher Robin Lee: [e-mail]1961 Birth to adulthood in Portland, Oregon, USA. Woodland Acres Academy Kindergarten Diploma. Beaverton High School Diploma major: Film Production. Portland Community College: Associate of General Studies Degree emphasis Physical Education. Associate of Applied Science Degree Radio Broadcasting Technology. Exercise Leader/Aerobics Certification American College of Sports Medicine.Lifespan careers: Aerobics Instructor, Reporter in Radio and Print, Inventor, e-book Author.1988 Adult Baptism St. James Lutheran Church E.L.C.A., Portland, Oregon. 2010 Pledged and received: Refuge, Vows, Vase Initiation, and named Hui Fa: (Mandarin: "Wisdom of the Law") at Hui Lin Temple from Yuandanchilie Rinpoche in the Saben Lineage of Buddhism, eventuating with the selection of: Yidam- Vajrapani, and Dharma Protector- Sitatapatra; additional personal practice: Chinnamunda-Chinnamasta devotee, with additional Yoga-Tantra practices of deities Vajra Varahi Tengri, Vajra Yogini Chinnamunda, Bhairavi, and Kurukulla.Pursuits, interests, research and study emphasis:Study, practice, and teach Chinnamunda yoga-tantra in the traditions of Tibetan Bon & Vajrayana Buddhism religions, and Chinnamasta yoga-tantra practices in Hinduism traditions. Practice yoga-tantra to acquire psychic abilities / siddhi(s) as an aid to alleviating suffering, increase vitality, and as an assist to achieve enlightenment. Study and practice Tibetan Bon-Buddhist Vajrapani Oracle Practice. Investigation of and utilization of paranormal phenomenon during tantric yoga and oracle practices of Vajrayana Buddhism, Bon, and Hinduism traditions. Study and selectively utilize other methods of Yoga Tantra and Occult 'Magick'.Design and develop Siddhi-interactive devices and sacred sites to generate supramundane abilities, paranormal phenomenon, and supernatural events as an aid to alleviating suffering, enhancing vitality, and to assist the achievement of enlightenment / vast awakening.Study and selectively utilize skills and methods of healing as Tibetan spiritual healing practices such as: Nejang Yoga (Tibetan: གནས་སྦྱངས་), Yuthok Nyingthig (Tibetan: གཡུ་ཐོག་སྙིང་ཐིག་); traditional Tibetan medicine healing practices Sowa Rigpa (Tibetan: གསོ་བ་རིག་པ་) and Medicine Buddha (Tibetan: སངས་རྒྱས་སྨན་ལྷ་).Composition and performance of music, song, and dance in Ethno-botananical Shamanism; research and development in the fields of: Acoustics, Artificial Telepathy, Cymatic Yantras, Optics; Scalar Field Enhancement, Orgone Energy, Biological Energetics, and Synthetic Biology. Research and application of brain & mind neuroscience studies towards alleviation of suffering, enhance vitality, and realized manifestation of enlightenment.Ethically principled business practices pursuit of proprietorship of business(s) related to my practice interests.Athletic training: Calisthenics, dancing, hiking, plyometrics, weight lifting, yoga.My Heroes: U.K.: Rich Hall https://www.richplanet.net/ Andrew Johnson https://www.checktheevidence.com; U.S.A.: Dane Wiggington https://www.geoengineeringwatch.org/ John Rappaport https://www.nomorefakenews.com.Recommended readings: Buddha's Brain by Rick Hanson, PhD. Chinnamasta by Elizabeth Anne Benard. Lords of the Left Hand Path, by Stephen Flowers Ph.D.Recommended Video Lecture series regarding Brain Neruo-Science applications in spirituality and religion(s):Professor Todd Murphy https://sacredneurology.com/ https://www.god-helmet.com/wp/ https://www.youtube.com/user/brainsci https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqrpKUTMXgY&list=PU1ix4FL830QV7od5wBDFkUA"Mechanism of the Gunas" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPmWkNDJneU Landscape of the Soul https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iadpzV3QEWo"Cut off that head of excuses and victim speech, and drink deep from your capacities!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jURuZBgYerYFavorite Quote: "When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace"- Jimi Hendrix https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7v3BuC_UMKoDECLARATION OF AUTONOMOUS SOVEREIGNTY: I trust you know your calling, mission, purpose, that your life is meaningful to you, but if you chose wrong, then do a U-Turn with your life. Meanwhile, you may find yourself having sex with more than one person, or you may find yourself in a Rapture at a Tent Revival, or alone in meditation isolated at a secluded Retreat; or as a lay Exorcist confronting the Demonic while exorcising a Client, or as an Oracle possessed by a ‘Spirit’, or drinking Ayahuasca with a Shaman, or as a Vampire drinking Blood; whatever you must do to manifest your chosen destiny, fight for your Rights with all of your might, and with all of your wit. I am self-sovereign, so it’s important to me to codify into laws “The Right to be Strange” without harm to others, a Right to the ‘Fringes’ or ‘Outer Limits’ of what being alive on Earth as a Human can be, that at some point in all of our lives we must all ‘Step outside the Box’ and dare “The Road less travelled”.By necessity, and because I choose to, I fight for freedom from control, manipulation, coercion, or harassment from governments, private organizations, or anyone. I am the sovereign King of my Kingdom of one, Me. My allegiance is to me, and any Alliances or Allegiances to any Organizations, Collectives, Communes, Syndicates, or people with which or whom I choose to ally or align, including none, is solely my choice, and absolutely definitely not any government’s choice or decision. I claim Autonomous Sovereignty of my Life with Ownership of my Body and Name, and claim my inherent right to my liberty of freedom of choice and self-determination; it is my choice to choose my work, friends, lifestyle, partners, politics, beliefs, destiny, and fate.I am an International Citizen, at peace with everyone. I claim radical self-sovereignty and radical self-responsibility; and I say that all of us must claim our self-sovereignty and self-responsibility as fully independent and Autonomous Self-Sovereign Entities, with the liberty of freedom of choice of self-determination. All of us must claim our self-sovereignty as fully independent and autonomous self-sovereign Entities, with the freedom of choice of self-determination.Currently the U.S.A. Constitution is superseded by the Patriot Act, The National Security Act, other 'Acts' of Congress and of the Executive Branch, including several Presidential Directives by several Presidents over time. Fight for the restoration of all Constitutional Rights, Human Rights, Civil Rights, and Statutory freedoms and liberties, and fight to repeal all prior and subsequent negations and abrogations of our Rights.The revolution will not be televised. Rise, rebel, resist. El pueblo unido jamas sera vencido (the people united will never be defeated). Fight for access to information, fight for Human Rights, fight for Civil Rights, fight for Statutory Rights.. Do not be cowarded by 'them'. “We can beat them forever and ever. We can be Heroes”- David Bowie.COPYRIGHT ©2019, 2020 by Christopher Robin Lee.(Declaration of Autonomous Sovereignty is Public Domain.)(Notice__WARNING: Institutions, groups, or individuals accessing my web pages on this site or any of its associated sites do not have license to use any content in any form without written and properly executed permission of the author. Violators will be prosecuted through all the extent allowed by law.)ONLINE PRESENCE OF Christopher Robin Lee:Smashwords Edition e-books by Christopher Robin Lee:Save Tibetan Buddhism According to Gesar Tengri Siddhihttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1062006The Prometheus Quadrilogy Appendix: Ordeals and Essays of a Super-Herohttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1056633Into the Spirit Worldhttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/935050Taken to the Fringehttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/934083I am a Vampirehttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/932402The Return of Prometheushttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/878024Oracle of Vajrapanihttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/576930A Fitness Instructor's Guide to Exercisehttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/323676Sacred Sites and Sacred Spaceshttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/123869https://www.smashwords.com/books/search?query=christopher+robin+leehttps://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/ChristopherRLeehttps://www.smashwords.com/interview/ChristopherRLeehttps://www.gofundme.com/chinnamasta-yoga-tantra-templehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0paOB0R20Pchttps://www.meetup.com/members/9465139/https://www.fetster.com/user/Vajrapanihttps://fetlife.com/users/10205639https://www.fling.com/ Search: Vajrapanihttps://www.classmates.com/siteui/people/christopher%20robin-lee/4000172116730/WEBSITE LINKS OF INFLUENCE TO MY PRACTICES:https://purelandfarms.com/http://www.iattm.net/https://www.sorig.net/http://www.yangchenma.org/http://nechungbuddhistcenter.org/https://sites.google.com/site/nwtcaus/PLEASE STAY INFORMED AND INVOLVED:https://www.geoengineeringwatch.orghttps://www.youtube.com/user/danewigingtonhttp://www.nomorefakenews.com/https://www.youtube.com/user/JonRappoporthttp://www.richplanet.net/https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQwCjFkhLbdpsu1xUDm7oGAhttp://www.visionaryliving.com/https://www.youtube.com/user/rosemaryguileyhttp://www.collective-evolution.com/http://www.nationallibertyalliance.org/https://www.checktheevidence.com/wordpress/WHERE TO BUY RARE TIBETAN BUDDHIST OBJECTS:http://bonstore.org/http://ligminchastore.org/www.himalayanmart.com/www.baronet4tibet.com/www.tibetantreasures.comhttp://creativehandnepal.com/http://www.tibetanspirit.com/http://sharchen.com/http://www.potalagate.com/Qstore/Qstore.cgihttps://flyingmystics.ngo/sale/http://www.mandalatrading.com/https://garudashop.com/https://shop.fpmt.org/keralaartsandcrafts.comhttps://www.vajrasecrets.comhttps://www.exoticindiaarts.comhttps://www.exoticindia.com/

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Into the Spirit World

by Christopher Robin Lee

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Into the Spirit World

by Christopher Robin Lee

How and why ‘Visions’ of Apparitions, Dream ‘Downloads’, Channeling, Oracles, and Possession co-mingle with events of High Strangeness and contact with non-Human intelligences as inspirational influences and manipulative deceptions in Human Spirituality and Religions. COPYRIGHT ©2019 by Christopher Robin Lee. All U.S.A. and International Copyrights are reserved by the Author. First Edition 2019. Portland, Oregon, U.S.A.

SUMMARIZED OVERVIEW OF CONTENTS:

Into the Spirit World

by Christopher Robin Lee

How and why ‘Visions’ of Apparitions, Dream ‘Downloads’, Channeling, Oracles, and Possession co-mingle with events of High Strangeness and contact with non-Human intelligences as inspirational influences and manipulative deceptions in Human Spirituality and Religions.

My History of Experiences with Paranormal Phenomenons and other High Strangeness in Life, Spirituality, and Religion as a Chronological Journal in a Reconstructed Diary Format, with Monologue, Dialogue, Commentary, and Analysis.

I am an Experiencer of Visions of: Buddha, Vajrapani, Jesus, Chinnamasta, and a ‘Tengri’; and I am an Experiencer of Encounters with a Dark Angel, and Vampires.

I am a multiple-encounter Survivor of: Alien and New World Order / Breakaway Civilization Abductions and 'Super-Soldier' Human Medical Experimentation; A Survivor of: Black Goo, Artificial Intelligence Matrix Technology, and Mind Control Technology; A Witness to: The Flyer(s) / The Predator, Jinn, Gorn, Invisibility 'Cloaking' Technology, and ‘U.F.O.’S'; An Experiencer of: Time Travel, and Teleportation; An Experiencer of Vampire 'Bite Fever', and Vampire Bite with ‘Serum’ Injection induced Werewolfism.

Table of Contents, Dedication, Acknowledgements, Forward, Preface, Introduction, and Prologue.

PART ONE: Summary List Of my Abductions and Related Events of High Strangeness.

PART TWO is a Chronological Journal of my spiritual and religious experiences, and of Paranormal Phenomenon and other events of High Strangeness, that I have experienced or witnessed, in a Reconstructed Diary Format, with Monologue, Dialogue, Commentary, and Analysis.

PART THREE: Into the Spirit World: Analysis and Commentary of:

Contact with Spirits. Incubus and Succubus Predation. Photonic and Demonic Entities.

Psychic Abilities and Siddhi(s). Psychics, Channelers, Shamans, Oracles, Witches, and Alchemists. Religions and Cults. Shamanism, Alchemy, Witchcraft, Magick, Corrupted Light, and the Occult.

Angels and Buddhas, Oracles in the Tibetan Bon Tradition, Methods of inducing altered states to facilitate empowered healing. Whom or what possesses the Oracles of Tibet? Oracles in Tibetan Buddhism. The Reformation of Tibetan Buddhism. Chinnamasta.

PART FOUR: High Strangeness: Analysis and Commentary of:

The Flyers / The Predator, Jinn, the ‘New World Order’ and Breakaway Civilization(s);

Black Goo, Artificial Intelligence Mind Control Technology;

Antidotes to: Black Goo and Artificial Intelligence; Mind Control Deprogramming, and Entity Predation.

A Better Way Forward. Epilogue. Post Script. Author Biography.

This Book is part of a four Book Quadrilogy of inter-related and inter-connected Books about subjects of immense gravitas, epic momentum, and profound consequences for Humanity. The Book Quadrilogy Titles in the order of publication: The Return of Prometheus, I am a Vampire, Taken to the Fringe, Into the Spirit World.

DEDICATION.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS.

FORWARD.

PREFACE.

INTRODUCTION.

PROLOGUE.

PART ONE: SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS.

PART TWO: RECONSTRUCTED DIARY.

PART THREE: INTO THE SPIRIT WORLD.

VAMPIRISM.

PSYCHIC SEX.

TELEPATHIC TELEKINETIC SEX.

SACRED SEXUALITY.

JINN.

INCUBUS AND SUCCUBUS SEDUCTION, POSSESSION, AND PREDATION.

CONTACT WITH SPIRITS.

PSYCHICS, PSYCHIC ABILITIES, AND SIDDHI(S).

SIDDHI.

SPIRITUALISM, MEDIUMS, CHANNELERS, AND CHANNELING.

RELIGIONS AND CULTS.

THE OCCULT.

LIGHT, CORRUPTED LIGHT, AND PSYCHIC ABILITIES.

SHAMANISM, WITCHCRAFT, MAGICIANS, ALCHEMISTS, AND WIZARDS.

SHAMANS AND ORACLES.

METHODS OF INDUCING ALTERED STATES TO FACILITATE EMPOWERED HEALING.

TIBET BON - BUDDHIST SHAMANIC ORACLE PRACTICE.

WHOM OR WHAT POSSESSES THE ORACLES OF TIBET?

THE OFFICIAL ORACLES OF TIBETAN BUDDHISM.

THE REFORMATION OF TIBETAN BUDDHISM.

CHINNAMASTA. CHINNAMUNDA IN TIBETAN BUDDHISM.

CHINNAMASTA IN HINDUISM.

CENTRAL CONCEPTS OF CHINNAMASTA IN HINDUISM.

DEPICTIONS OF CHINNAMASTA IN HINDUISM.

CHINNAMASTA’S YANTRA.

LEGENDS OF CHINNAMASTA IN HINDUISM.

CHINNAMASTA, BHAIRAVI, KURUKULLA, VAIROCHANA, AND OTHER CHINNAMASTA RELATED PERSONAS.

CHINNAMASTA AND HIGH STRANGENESS.

CHINNAMASTA AND VAMPIRISM.

PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS OF A CHINNAMASTA DEVOTEE.

PART FOUR: ANALYSIS AND COMMENTARY OF HIGH STRANGENESS IN SPIRITUALITY AND RELIGIONS.

ALIEN PRESENCES IN HUMANITY.

ALIEN AGENDAS IN HUMANITY

ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE CONTROL SYSTEM MATRIX.

BLACK GOO AND BLACK RAIN AS A PART OF ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE CONTROL SYSTEM MATRIX.

WHO ARE THEY?

HUMAN ‘COLLABORATORS’

BEWARE OF CONTACT WITH NON-HUMANS AND THEIR HUMAN ‘COLLABORATORS’.

HOW AND WHY ‘VISIONS’ OF APPARITIONS, DREAM ‘DOWNLOADS’, CHANNELING, ORACLES, AND POSSESSION CO-MINGLE WITH EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS AND CONTACT WITH NON-HUMAN INTELLIGENCES AS INSPIRATIONAL INFLUENCES AND MANIPULATIVE DECEPTIONS IN HUMAN SPIRITUALITY AND RELIGIONS.

PERSONAL OBSERVATIONS OF MY LIFE IN THE SPIRIT WORLD.

FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT.

A BETTER WAY FORWARD.

EPILOGUE.

POST SCRIPT.

AUTHOR BIOGRAPHY.

DEDICATION:

This Book is dedicated to the benefit of all Beings.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS:

Don Adams, Mushkilil Athar, Giuseppe ‘Cagliostro’ Balsamo, The Beatles, Elizabeth Anne Benard, Pat Benatar, David Bowie, James Cagney, Kyogen and Gyokuko Carlson, Carlos Castenada, Annie Clark, Alice Cooper, Raymond Cree, Danny Deaville, Depech Mode, Namsel Donma, Alexandre Dumas, Mary Baker Eddy, Albert Einstein, Kathryn Austin Fitts, Sahih Ibn Hibban, Aldous Huxley, Mingyur Rinpoche, Tsering Wangdu Rinpoche, Honorable Judge Marco A. Hernandez, Harry Houdini, Rinchen Gelek, Rosemary Ellen Guiley, Rich Hall, Jimi Hendrix, Harry Houdini, Jesus, Harald Katz-Vella, Kathryn Kuhlman, Carl Jung, President John F. Kennedy, Paul Levy, President Abraham Lincoln, Dipa Ma, Mao Zedong, Eric Marcoux, Terrence McKenna, Anton Mesmer, Jetsun Milarepa, Eduardo Miller, Muhammad, Todd Murphy, Thupten Ngodup, George Orwell, P.D. Ouspensky, Guru Rinpoche Padmasambhava, Michael Persinger, Edgar Allen Poe, Christiana Polites, Vincent Price, Jon Rappaport, Tony Robbins, David Rockefeller, Ann Rule, Supreme Court Justice Antonin Scalia, Rebecca Rosen, Siddhatha Gotoma Sakya, Mary Wollstonecraft Shelly, Winston Shrout, St. Paul, Tacitus, Carlos Tanner, Dawn Taplin, Nikola Tesla, Mark Twain, Mingyur Rinpoche, Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, Tsem Rinpoche, Lama Wangdu Rinpoche, Yuandanchilie Rinpoche, Yangsi Rinpoche, Yuandachilie Rinpoche, Tenzin Wangdak, Tenzin Wangdu, Orson Wells, Ralph Wenge, Dane Wiggington; with Tribute to: H.H. 14th. Dalai Lama Tenzin Gyatso ‘Kundun’, and, H.H. 17th Gyalwa Karmapa Orgyen Trinley Dorje. Cover Photograph by John Cameron.

FORWARD

DISCLOSURE. This is what Disclosure looks like. I am what Disclosure looks like. I don’t like lies, pretense, or too many secrets, because they cause ignorance, and ignorance results in suffering for everyone, which is unacceptable.

I have excerpted specific Chapters and passages in the 1st. Edition of The Return of Prometheus and included them in the Into The Spirit World because they are relevant and German e to the goals of this Book: How and why ‘Visions’ of Apparitions, Dream ‘Downloads’, Channeling, Oracles, and Possession co-mingle with events of High Strangeness and contact with non-Human intelligences as inspirational influences and manipulative deceptions in Human Spirituality and Religions.

PREFACE

In December 2017 I emailed an acquaintance and wrote that recently I had recalled many childhood memories, including memories of being bitten by ‘Vampires’; in reply my acquaintance asked me to tell what had happened to me, so I wrote a reply, and by so doing began writing the First Edition of The Return of Prometheus; eventually I used the text of First Edition of The Return of Prometheus to create a four Book Quadrilogy of Books of inter-related and inter-connected subjects, including a Second Edition of The Return of Prometheus.

Everything in this Book is truthful to what I remember about what has actually happened in my life, which I’ve done my best to remember as accurately as possible, and describe to the best of my abilities; and that all of my commentaries are what I believe as true to what I believe, or what I suspect is the truth. My apologies if I have failed to accurately and completely describe my memories well, or make myself clear in my descriptions and commentaries.

I did do diligent, prior research of the subjects, but in addition to the inclusion of information gleaned from my research efforts, I intentionally chose to let the Muse of Vampire ‘Bite Fever’ speak through my intuition to what I knew to be true, or surmised to be true from personal experiences I’ve had, because as I wrote the bulk of the text of this Book, my most recent ‘Bite Fever’ had not yet gone into remission. Insufficient as my writings on these subjects is, I imagine I got a few facts wrong, so please allow me to apologize to you now for any inaccuracies or omissions, but as I wrote this Book, the Muse of Bite Fever Magick was present, so for a time my perceptions ‘Pierced the Veil’ of illusions, of Maya. All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.- Edgar Allen Poe.

INTRODUCTION

I began writing text fort this Book in December 2017, at that time I was experiencing recollections of many detailed memories, from all times in my life, and especially of very early in life, memories that were what I call dusty, poorly or partially remembered, and sort of partially or almost forgotten, memories that were revived and recalled with lots of details.

My memories were partially revived in September 2016, and further rejuvenated in July of 2017, due to the two ‘Bite Fever(s)’ of Vampirism that happened to me in 2016 and 2017, which gave new life and power to my Brain’s neurons and neural pathway connections, which then more easily retraced and recalled the engram pathways of my memories, maybe like how people have said that their ‘whole life passed before my eyes’ at a moment of being in danger or during a near death experience.

Because I have had numerous dangerous encounters, including hostile abductions, during which I was repeatedly told, by various parties, both telepathically and verbally, to forget what happened; the forgetting was worsened by Mind control technologies and drugs used on me to cause me to forget what actually happened. The ability to recall these events was suppressed immediately after the event, and for a period of time thereafter, the length of which varies from days to decades depending on how traumatic the event was, because of the efforts of others to suppress my memories, and the resultant traumas is an additional cause for forgetting; altogether it caused or created a selective amnesia about what happened.

For many years my memories of Abductions and other contacts were repressed, some parts forgotten to normal recollection, like amnesia, other memories were fragmented, and some events I had completely forgotten, but then remembered forty or more years later; other memories were always recallable, still others were periodically forgotten and remembered. For me it was the life threatening health crises at ages 54-56, after the three majors surgeries in nineteen months without any home care, and Many life-changing events crises, then being made a Vampire but not immediately remembering being made a vampire, that caused me to question myself and everything, and insisting on knowing the truth, my memories returned and answers came to me.

By writing this Book, the act of recalling memories, as I wrote descriptions of what happened, is a powerful way to remember events from earlier in life. And there was an event early in life that resulted in my treasuring the ability to remember: When I was two, one night I wanted some candy at bedtime, but my mom said, ‘no its time to sleep, but you can have candy tomorrow’, so I decided that I would remember to ask for candy tomorrow when I awakened, went to sleep thinking about it, the next morning upon awakening I immediately remembered that I wanted candy, asked for it, and received it, and that taught me to treasure the act of remembering, and generally treasure all of my memories.

PROLOGUE

In my family of origin, as I grew up, there was love, but there was also drama, verbal abuse, and neglect; and there would soon be trauma, resulting in amnesia, about the violence I experienced during abductions, some of which was re-triggered by the dramas of others around me, as chaos, drama, and craziness; resulting in a sense of powerlessness to defend or protect myself. Memories of actual events I easily understand as reality, but it would seem that sometimes I have been unconsciously reacting to my subconscious surfacing, presenting thoughts in a 2nd and 3rd person Narrative Voice, and there have been recurrent instances of an artificial telepathy presenting as invasive thoughts; I have experienced both, both are subtle and sometimes present as invasive thoughts. I know well the characteristics of my ‘Voice’, of my Thoughts; whomever or whatever they are, or it is, they, or it, know well the characteristics of my ‘voice’, of my thoughts, and can mimic the qualities of my thought so well that I have sometimes been deceived, and deceived myself, but I’m learning some ways to transform whichever phenomena arises to my advantage. Black Goo is in my Brain, which is a transceiver of data that I have sometimes heard, seen, and felt, so my hearing voices is more of an issue for me than most people.

PART ONE: SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS

SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS:

1964 Contact with ‘The Flyers / The Predator’; I watched a total of five of them arrive, witnessed their Corrupted Light camouflaged presence, and watched them leave.

1965-1966 Criminal predation by Vampires, and Abduction. When I was five I was bitten by three adult male Vampires and an adult female Vampire. All of them inserted a Hypodermic Needle into my Neck and drank my Blood for perhaps five to fifteen minutes each. One of the Vampires inserted his Blood into my Body. Within months of being Bitten, I was Abducted, and during the Abduction I overheard one of the Abductors say to another Abductor about me, He has the Vampire Pathogen.

1966 Hostile Abduction with teleportation to an unknown location Facility by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’; I was drugged, my Semen collected, forced excruciatingly painful surgical procedure performed on me implanting a Pituitary Tumor, subjected to very powerful Mind Control Technology, returned to nearby Home.

1969 Hostile Abduction at Garden Home Elementary School by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’ posing as State Employees; teleportation to an unknown location facility, painful Mind Control Equipment used on me, teleported back to School.

1970 Abduction by members of a Breakaway Civilization, round-trip teleportation from side yard at home to an unknown location Facility, Mind Control Technology used on me, teleported home to same location.

1971 Contact with an unseen Hostile resulting in my ingestion of ‘Black Goo’.

1971 Encounter with a ‘Gorn’, as a part of a ‘Super-Soldier’ Military Training Drill Exercise.

1975 ‘Friendly’ Abduction by Humans with knowledge of the future; teleportation to and from an unknown location; I was interviewed.

1977 Hostile Abduction by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’, teleportation from sleep in my Bed to an unknown location Facility; subjected to drugging and mind control technology, involuntarily forced to engage in Coitus with another Abductee, my Semen was collected, teleportation to my Bed at Home.

1983 Hostile Abduction by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’, teleportation from sleep in my Bed to an unknown location Facility, subjected to incarceration, drugging, and mind control technology for some hours for non-cooperation, teleportation to Bed in Home.

2009 Description of two U.F.O. ‘Spaceships’ I saw flying and hovering over Portland, Oregon, U.S.A. that used Artificial Telepathy as a counter-measure.

2012 October, Contact with an unseen presence, I suspect ‘The Flyers’ resulting in brief enhanced visual brightness and acuity, and then from the Ceiling to the Floor a descending Column of rainbow colors from Violet to Red.

2015 Hostile Abduction by non-Humans; subjected to teleportation and round-trip time travel to the near-future and back.

2015 July, Detection of invisibility Technology and hostile ‘People’.

2016 April, Telepathic Conversation Encounter with an unseen Entity that preceded a subsequent related Encounter on September 22, 2016.

2016 Autumnal Equinox Full Moon September 22, 2016 Contact with an unidentified Male whom performed a Medical Procedure on me and then ‘Bit’ and ‘Made’ me, resulting in my becoming a Vampire and Werewolf, and he became my Vampire Brother.

2017 July 15, I am consensually ‘Bitten’ and ‘Made’ a Vampire by a woman whom became my Vampire Wife.

2017 July, Telepathic Sex Encounter with a ‘playmate’ at a local Gym, with an additional Encounter by telepathic conversation with an unseen presence, whom self- identified as a Dark Angel.

INTO THE SPIRIT WORLD

BEGIN DIARY: 1960? - 1961 Memories from being in my mom’s womb. I have several memories from the time before I was born. I suspect that some memories are during 2nd. Trimester of my gestation, so given my likely date of conception, that places the memory(s) as late 1960, followed by memories in the womb in 1961, memories of being born, etcetera.

I believe that my mom was abducted twice while I was in her womb, and that she was administered an unknown substance(s) designed to affect her pregnancy with me, because while in the womb, I experienced two similar events that I remember, a sudden strange, uncomfortable, higher nervous energy that I believe was my sensing my mom’s physical reaction of fear, then being able to psychically hear my mom thinking, I’m terrified, then an incredibly sick feeling came over me that was incredibly terrifying. It happened once more on a different day, this time my mom’s fear was familiar so it wasn’t as scary, but the sick feeling was just as awful. It seems to me that this experience caused a cluster of conscious thoughts to coalesce around the event, creating an early awareness.

I believe genetic manipulation or some other medical alteration(s) happened to me when I was gestation in my Mother’s womb, some sort of biological change caused my earliest memories of the event; evidently an event so powerful that it generated my earliest consciousness, and memory, resulting from what I believe was a pre-natal contact Human medical experimentation.

Three early memories while in the womb: of being very peaceful and still and angelic and female and surrounded by a blue, violet, and white bubble of light; of waking up slowly and having a perfect awareness and understanding without words or concepts. After time had passed, perhaps weeks, I became aware of a sudden sense of acceleration and growth, and with it a realization that I was becoming less female, and that it was easier to allow this new energy than to resist it, because it was happening anyway, and was too powerful to stop, so better to go along with it.

In the womb I received ‘downloads’ of information, speculation of origin: telepathy with my Mother, and / or perhaps artificial telepathy; some happened while awake, some while asleep, and on one occasion I awakened amazed about sudden new understandings. I know that before I was born I had some understanding of the english language.

I remember the sound of my dad singing to me on the other side of my mom’s stomach on three occasions, the first time I heard my Father’s voice while in the womb was startling but the next time familiar and I remember listening and liking it the subsequent times, and as a child my parents told me about my dad singing to me by singing closer to mom’s pregnant belly. I remember the repeating vibration of my mom’s heart. I remember some perceptions that in retrospect I believe were my parents having sex because there was movement below me and I experienced a pleasurable excited feeling. I remember my body position shifting and falling downwards and being suspended upside down, presumably in the third trimester of my gestation, which I at first did not like and tried to reposition myself head upright again but it was not possible so I gave up and eventually got used to being inverted. I remember my mom’s voice, and her thought feelings, and she was mostly melodic and happy, but over time I noticed the same tangle of thoughts around some unresolved concern.

One memory is mysterious to me because it seems like it was a ‘prenatal download’ but might instead be a dream invasion at a later date, or simply a memory of a prenatal event; I saw my parents having sex, and while watching them have sex I heard a voice say to me, These are your parents. You love her, you hate him, which I believe that this was a suggestion intended to cause me to become a heterosexual; as to whom said it, perhaps a Jinn, I don’t know for sure. ‘Dream invasions’ started early in life for me.

My nose was broken during my birth, I remember the sensations of pressure and pain of my nose being broken as it slid past by my mom’s pubic bone during my delivery, which caused a deviated septum, which was repaired surgically in 2000.

I was born at a normal weight, a full head of white hair, big Hands and feet; as for birth defects: minor spina bifida of a few of my lumbar vertebrae, a mild case of pectus excavatum, and no wisdom teeth. When born, the first thing I noticed was air that felt cold, and bright lights overhead, with kind of blurry vision. Within minutes after being born I saw my umbilical cord being tied off and I felt the flow of energy into my belly stop, and then I heard a male voice say into my mind, They’re cutting you off from your Mother. You don’t want that. Say no! So as the nurse was Handling the tourniquet on my umbilical cord, I lunged my upper body towards her and cried aloud NO! I observed the nurse being shocked by what I said, then she exclaimed aloud that I had spoken and said No, and then that nurse was surrounded by two female nurses who said That’s not possible. What you heard could not be him speaking. It was just him screaming. She was so excited that they told her to Take a break, so she left the room. As I write this, I’m suddenly struck by how astounding all of this sounds; all I can say is at the time I understood what was happening around me, and knew enough conversational english to understand some of what was said aloud around me.

Perhaps a day later, or within a few days later, I remember my mom and her doctor standing near me, talking with each other, the doctor saying to my mom He has big Hands and feet; it was then that I saw standing behind the doctor and my Mother the barely perceptible translucent images of two entities standing next to each other, apparently invisible to the doctor and my mom, but I could see them, translucent, Humanoid bodies, I could see through their bodies which looked like translucent, ethereal energy bodies. They were so transparent that they were barely visible, at or near my threshold of detectability. They appeared to be males, with craggy faces. In retrospect, they looked ‘vampiric’: sunken and beady eyes, sunken cheeks, receding chins with small jaws, and very large craniums. Their heads had a honey-comb or catacomb ring(s) that encircled around their heads, that were a part of the structure of their heads, and these structures looked like white bony protrusions around their heads as a row of rectangular conical vortexes starting from deeper inside their head, and terminating in rectangular openings all the way around their heads at forehead height, sort of a honey-comb appearance, a mandala-like structure radiating outwards as an integral part of their skulls. The shorter male had one ring, the taller one had two rings. They remind me of the ‘Telosians’ on ‘Star Trek’, including the wearing of robes, but with the addition of these built-in mandala-like structures encircling their heads. They were looking at me as I was looking at them, and as I looked at them, it seemed that I either heard, or was the intended receiver of, the taller one’s thoughts, as he telepathically said, He can see us. Then the shorter one gestured with his arm pointing towards something, they took a step forward, and then they both floated towards that direction, it was as if they were standing on a conveyor belt, moving along, soon out of sight. At that time, I had a sense they were important, and that I might see them again. But, if their presence was an illusion, then whom was projecting the illusion, and why?

After being born, I remember several visitors at my crib there to see me; one group