The Memoir of Johnny Devine

By Camille Eide

Love can’t rewrite the pages of your past, but it can cover a multitude of sins—one page at a time.

In 1953, desperation forces war widow, Eliza Saunderson, to take a job writing the memoir of ex-Hollywood heartthrob, Johnny Devine. Rumor has it Johnny can seduce anything in a skirt quicker than he can hail a cab. But now, the notorious womanizer claims he’s born again. And so he seems to be. Eliza soon finds herself falling for the humble, grace-filled man John has become—a man who shows no sign of returning her feelings.

No sign, that is, until she discovers something John never meant for her to see.

When Eliza’s articles on minority oppression land her on McCarthy’s communist hit list, both John and Eliza become entangled in a HUAC investigation that threatens both John’s book and Eliza’s future. To clear her name, Eliza must solve a family mystery. She also needs to convince John that real love—not the Hollywood illusion—can cover a multitude of sins. But just when the hope of love becomes reality, a troubling discovery confirms Eliza’s worst fears. Like the happy façade many Americans cling to, had it all been empty lies? Is there a love she can truly believe in?

The Memoir of Johnny Devine is a dramatic story-within-a-story of a bad boy reformed and a good girl in need of reform. It’s a powerful tale of love, redemption, intrigue, and the miracle of deliberate grace.

If you’ve ever wanted to walk the red carpet of old Hollywood, rub shoulders with movie stars, or write the memoir of a famous actor, The Memoir of Johnny Devine is the script for you!

“The romantic tension sizzles nearly from the beginning, and readers will often find themselves breathless from the sheer delight of it. The message of redemption is conveyed with such poignant elegance that it will linger long after turning the last page.”
-Carrie Townsend, RT Book Reviewer, 4 1⁄2 Gold Stars, Top Pick!

2015 RT Reviewers’ Choice Winner for Inspirational Romance
Seal of Excellence winner, RT Book Reviews

• Language: English
• Publisher: Ashberry Lane Publishing
• Release date: Dec 1, 2015
• ISBN: 9781941720301

Camille Eide

Camille Eide writes heart-tugging tales of love and faith. She lives in Oregon with her husband and is Mom to three brilliant adults and Grammy to a brand new grandbaby. She’s grateful for the amazing grace of God, and either in spite of or thanks to that grace, she has a PhD in Learning Stuff the Hard Way. She’s also a church office administrator, a bassist, and a sucker for classic rock, peanut M&Ms, muscle cars, and Jane Austen.

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Sharp, on-point writing immediately engages and makes it difficult to tear one’s attention away from this emotionally riveting novel. The romantic tension sizzles nearly from the beginning, and readers will often find themselves breathless from the sheer delight of it.

—RT Book Reviews, 5 Gold Stars, Top Pick

2015 Reviewers’ Choice Award Nominee for Inspirational Romance

I love this story! The golden era of movies, a Clark Gable bad-boy turned good, and a woman with a broken heart learning to love again. A beautifully written story of redemption and second chances, this Hollywood romance is one that will leave you with hope. A fantastic weekend escape!

—Susie May Warren

RITA- and Christy Award-winning, best-selling author of the Christiansen Family series

"Film noir and gripping romantic tension leap from the pages of The Memoir of Johnny Devine like a perfectly choreographed dance. Camille Eide’s writing is poignant and lovely from the first page to the last."

—Carla Stewart

Award-winning author of Stardust and A Flying Affair

"Combining the romance of classic Hollywood, the intrigue of the Cold War era, and a stirring spiritual message, The Memoir of Johnny Devine is unforgettable. Eliza, John, and all the supporting characters are compelling, and Camille Eide’s strong and evocative writing brings the story to life. A novel to savor."

—Sarah Sundin

Award-winning author of Through Waters Deep

"There is not a false beat in this engaging story. Eide has managed to create an intricate plot that flows effortlessly from one page to the next. Full of insight, intrigue, romance, and faith, The Memoir of Johnny Devine is so well constructed, it makes me want to go right back to the first page and read it again. Highly recommended!"

—Cindy Kelley

Screenwriter, co-author of Traces of Mercy and Finding Mercy

"Camille has written another heartthrob of a novel, with an inspiring beat of true love, beauty, and grace. The Memoir of Johnny Devine takes us from the Golden Age of Hollywood through World War II and into the Red Scare of the early 1950s, as it weaves a story of both despair and redemption. It’s a page-turner—literally a one-sitting story that I couldn’t put down until the very last word!"

—Leslie Gould

Christy Award-winning and #1-bestselling author

"The Memoir of Johnny Devine is one of those special reads you hope to find but rarely do. The power of this story drew me in and refused to release me. When I was forced to put down the book, the characters went with me, and I couldn’t wait to return to its pages. It is brilliantly written and felt as if every fragment of story and nuance of character were real. It did not feel like fiction. Truly a must read."

—Bonnie Leon

Best-selling author of The Journey of Eleven Moons and To Dance with Dolphins, 2015 RT Reviewers’ Choice Award Nominee for Inspirational Novel

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© 2015 by Camille Eide

Published by Ashberry Lane

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Names, characters, places, and incidents are either products of the author's imagination or used fictitiously. All characters are fictional, and any similarity to people living or dead is purely coincidental.

Published in association with Rachelle Gardner of Books & Such Literary Agency.

ISBN 978-1-941720-30-1

Library of Congress Control Number: 2015951809

Cover design by Miller Media Solutions

Edited by Rachel Lulich, Kristen Johnson, Andrea Cox, Amy Smith, and Tami Engle

Scripture used in this book, whether quoted or paraphrased by the characters, is taken from the King James Version of the Bible.

FICTION / Christian Romance / Historical

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There is neither Jew nor Greek,

there is neither bond nor free,

there is neither male nor female:

for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.

Galatians 3:28

To Mom, my anchor

a woman of class and grace

a true tender heart

After all the women I’ve known and all the illusions of romance I’ve helped create on stage and film, you’d think I was Hollywood’s leading expert on love. In fact, many people not only believed this, but banked on it.

~The Devine Truth: A Memoir

1

October 1953

Laurel District, Oakland, CA

A tiny cyclone of dry leaves raced ahead of Eliza as she crossed 35th Avenue, urging her to hurry. Or perhaps, more likely, the urge to hurry was coming from her stomach. The warm, leaf-scattering breeze caught the hem of her skirt and swirled it around her knees, quickening her steps all the more. Her heels clicking across the pavement sounded like a tiny horse’s hooves.

At the entrance to Lucky’s Diner, Eliza stopped and searched her sweetheart handbag—a gift from Betty, of course—just to make sure the money was still there. Eliza didn’t care what today’s Blue Plate Special was, as long as it didn’t cost more than fifty cents.

Inside the diner, her stomach groaned at the smells of coffee and fried food. A waitress Eliza had not seen before worked the window side of the diner. Tugging off the scarf that barely kept her dark, collar-length curls in order, she followed the woman’s progress.

The new waitress moved deftly from table to table. Perhaps this one would be friendlier than old Greta.

Eliza hurried to the only empty window seat, then turned up her coffee cup and waited, shushing the embarrassing sounds coming from her insides.

Anticipation must have awakened the sleeping beast.

As she waited, she made a quick study of the other diners. Two young women, one with a toddler and the other with an infant, sat in the next booth. The baby peeked over her mama’s shoulder and blinked at Eliza with big, blue eyes.

Eliza smiled until the baby broke out in a toothless grin. She widened her smile and waved her fingers, but the mother glared over her shoulder and quickly shifted the child down onto her lap. Cheeks warming, Eliza returned her hands to her own empty lap.

A man in a long, dark coat, seated at the counter, peered over his shoulder at her.

She turned and focused her attention on the busy crisscross of traffic outside her window. Busy was good.

Coffee? the new waitress asked, carafe in hand.

Yes, please. Eliza poked her cat-eye glasses higher and read the name Peg on the waitress’s pin.

Peg handed her a menu and filled her cup. Holler when you’re ready to order, hon.

I’ll have the Blue Plate Special, please. Eliza took a scalding sip of coffee. Black as tar and bitter as always.

Frowning, Peg watched Eliza gulp down her coffee. Don’t you even want to know what it is?

Eliza set the half-empty cup down and smiled. Whatever it is, I’m sure it’s divine.

As Peg left with her order, the jukebox blared to life.

Eliza tapped her toes to the lively sounds of Les Paul’s guitar and Mary Ford’s voice singing about her undying love for a boy named Johnny.

Papa would have closed his eyes, tuned out the sounds of traffic and café chatter, and focused on the sound of the guitar. After listening to a song once or twice, he would practice for hours until he could play it note for note.

With a sigh, Eliza shelved the memory. The last time she saw her parents was in 1938, just a week before her high school graduation. They had looked so full of life, waving goodbye from the train as it pulled away from the station, promising to return with pennants from Fresno State for her and Betty, and with any luck, two full-time teaching jobs. Papa had been especially keen on teaching again. Eliza always suspected the lean years following the Great Crash had been harder on him than on Mama. But the only souvenir Eliza and Betty got from their parents’ trip was a telegram saying they’d been killed in a railway accident outside of Modesto.

When her meal arrived, Eliza quickly assessed each item. The gravy-coated mashed potatoes and breaded mystery meat wouldn’t keep—those she would eat now. The dinner roll and dill pickle spear could wait. The green beans were questionable, but they would also wait.

In the center of the plate, as either an added bonus or a mistake, rested a cluster of plump, green grapes. Since when had the standard bargain fare included fresh fruit? She looked up.

In the long galley window, a toothy grin greeted her. Jimmy was cooking today. Of course.

Eliza checked to see if anyone was watching, then raised her hand in a brief wave of thanks.

Jimmy waved back, still grinning.

Swell. Grateful as she was for the treat, she didn’t want to encourage a college boy. For some reason, Jimmy didn’t seem to understand that Eliza was at least ten years his senior.

She ate slowly, marveling at the way warm potatoes could reach into the hollowest places. She cut the breaded mystery meat—which turned out to be chopped beef—into tiny bites and made her meal last longer with two more cups of coffee, a trick she’d learned from the girls in steno school. When she finished her allotted portion, she pushed the plate away, then drained her cup and signaled Peg for one last refill.

Pity you didn’t eat all your dinner, Peg said, filling Eliza’s cup. She reached for the half-empty plate.

No! Eliza grabbed the plate and pulled it close. Sorry, I’m … not quite finished with that.

Well, that’s good. Because just between you and me, doll, looks like you could stand to gain a few pounds. Peg gave her shoulder a soft pat and moved along to the next table.

Eliza tugged four napkins from the dispenser, unfolded them, and piled the rest of the food into the center of each. As she did, she felt eyes on her and looked up.

The man at the counter was staring at her again, sending a tingle along her spine.

She wrapped up the food and stuffed the bundles into her handbag. Whatever the stranger had in mind, she wasn’t interested.

Peg returned with her check. Will there be anything else? Dessert? More coffee?

No, thank you. Eliza smiled.

Peg smiled back and waited.

Ah, the tip! Eliza held her smile steady but wanted to slither beneath the table. She had only enough money to pay the bill and not a penny more. Betty would have kittens.

Once Peg had moved on, Eliza dug like mad through her handbag, searching for anything of worth she could leave the woman. Or at least a scrap of paper to write an IOU on.

Was she really so pitiful? No. This was only temporary; things would turn around soon. She just needed a break, a leg up. Perhaps the American Women’s Alliance would offer her a regular column now that she’d written a dozen articles for them, and one that paid in double digits for a change.

She could just hear Betty now. Don’t tell me you have no choice, Eliza. Women of our class do not scrape by. Forget those crazy notions of yours and get yourself a husband.

The trouble was, Eliza had already taken that particular advice, but marriage hadn’t been the fairy tale her sister had promised. Far from it.

In the bottom of her purse, Eliza’s fingers grasped something cold. She pulled out a nickel.

Her last nickel.

She could buy a cup of coffee with that.

Or … she could leave a tip. Peg had to eat too.

She left the nickel beside her plate, then paid her check.

The man at the counter rose and paid his check also. He left the diner a few steps behind Eliza.

She hurried across the street and looked back, but the ogler must have gone another way. Eliza slowed her pace. She was in no hurry to trade the clean bay breezes for her stifling one-room studio.

Since her last freelance job had just ended, the next thing on Eliza’s to-do list was to call the employment agency. Inside her building, Eliza ignored the peeling yellow paint in the lobby and looked around.

With any luck, the super was occupied elsewhere and not hovering near the telephone eavesdropping on tenants’ conversations.

She hurried to the hall at the bottom of the stairs, fully expecting to wait in line for the telephone, but for once, none of the other girls were using it. She gave the number to the operator and waited to be connected, fingers crossed.

It didn’t take the receptionist at the agency long to answer Eliza’s query. Still no typist or stenographer work.

Not ready to give up, she headed upstairs to her apartment for her telephone book. There were still a couple of former contacts she could try again. But as she neared the top of the stairs, Eliza nearly tripped on the last step.

Her sister waited at the apartment door.

Kit-Cat’s steady ticking seemed louder than usual—as if to announce that there was an intruder in the room.

Betty must have heard it too, because she looked over her shoulder at the clock and made a huffing sound. I positively despise that thing.

Eliza sighed. She happened to love that clock. It was different.

It’s tacky, Eliza. I hate the way the eyes move back and forth with the tail. It gives me the heebie-jeebies.

All the more reason to love it. Eliza hid her smile.

Betty swept a narrowed gaze across the studio apartment.

Why had she come? With a husband, two neatly groomed kids, and a picture-perfect home surpassed only by Ozzie and Harriet’s, Betty was far too busy for drop-in visits. She only ventured down from Richmond Heights when something she couldn’t be caught dead without wasn’t available there.

As Eliza waited, Betty continued her scrutiny, shaking her blonde head at the narrow sideboard just big enough for a hot plate, electric coffee pot, two saucers, and a cup. She frowned at the small café table in the center of the room where Eliza’s ancient typewriter left no room for eating. Which was a moot point.

Betty grimaced at the threadbare chair, the rickety bureau, and lastly, Eliza’s twin bed. Which she’d forgotten to make.

She hadn’t exactly been expecting company.

Betty shook her head. Darling, you really need to—

Betty, please. Don’t start.

What? I just want to see you happy. It’s not too late, you know. You’re still young. And ten years of mourning is plenty sufficient.

Mourning? Was that what her sister thought she’d been doing?

You’re throwing away the best years of your life, Eliza. What’s all this writing and working yourself stick-thin getting you? Not a home of your own, that’s a fact. She frowned, dark-blue eyes seeming genuinely confused. What kind of a woman doesn’t want a home of her own?

The kind who would rather have no home than a miserable one, Eliza said quietly.

Betty stared at her, barely masking her disbelief. Just because your marriage wasn’t ideal is no reason to throw away your—

"Ideal? Eliza stiffened. The only ideal" thing about her marriage to Ralph Saunderson was that he joined the army the minute he heard about the war, giving Eliza a chance to lick her wounds in peace.

And then the selfish brute got what was coming to him.

Burning with shame, Eliza went to her bed and straightened the bedding, forcing the awful thought from her mind. A good wife would feel grief, not relief, at the news her husband had been killed in battle. But then, a good wife would probably do many things Eliza had never mastered, like turning a blind eye to his cheating. Or to the fact that he’d named some other woman his beneficiary.

Taking up her pillow, Eliza turned to her sister. I don’t want to argue with you, Betty.

Good. With a sigh, Betty moved closer, her brow creased. "What do you want?"

Eliza fluffed her pillow and lifted her shoulders in a shrug. I just want … to feel complete. She frowned. It wasn’t a notion she’d ever entertained, much less voiced aloud.

"Well, sure you want to be complete, darling. Hence the need for a husband. Isn’t that what I’ve been saying all along?"

Eliza tossed the pillow to the head of the bed, suddenly weary of the pressure to accept this destiny, to measure her worth by her home and what man she belonged to. Betty seemed so certain, and yet at times it all seemed like pretense, like the silent lie Eliza had lived once and swore she would never live again.

I don’t think a woman should get married just so she can have an automatic dishwasher and a full Frigidaire, she said.

Betty’s cheeks reddened, nearly matching her bold, red lips. You make married women sound shallow.

Eliza shrugged again.

Please tell me that’s not what you think of me.

She looked her sister in the eye. "I thought we were discussing me."

Kit-Cat’s ticking—which suddenly seemed louder—filled the room.

Rats, the time! Eliza needed to call her former employers again, now that people were getting home from work. Best not to do that with Betty hovering nearby. The drive to Richmond Heights must be a real bear, especially at this time of day.

Betty gasped at her watch. Oh, for pity’s sake, Ed will be home in two hours, and I don’t have meat thawing. I wouldn’t have come here if I’d known I’d have to wait so long for you to show up. We’ll talk soon, hon. She pecked the air with a kiss and left.

As soon as Betty was gone, Eliza took the bundles of food from her handbag and tucked them between the coffee pot and hot plate. Her stomach piqued a sudden interest in the grapes. But until she got paid again, she needed to make the food last.

A buzz sounded at the door.

Expecting to hear one more piece of sisterly advice, she opened the door, but it was Ivy from across the hall.

"There’s a call on the line asking for Mrs. Saunderson. Ivy peered beyond Eliza as if looking for someone. Sounds official."

Thank you. Eliza stepped out and closed the door behind her, forcing Ivy and her curiosity to step back on the landing, and dashed downstairs. It had to be the agency. It had to.

Hello, this is Mrs. Saunderson, Eliza said into the receiver, hoping she sounded confident.

It was the agency. The receptionist told her about an interview for an opening. However, she said, the job doesn’t fully suit your qualifications.

Eliza frowned. But you said the job is for an editorial assistant with typing and shorthand skills. I have extensive experience in all three. It’s on my profile. Why do you say I’m not qualified?

The receptionist apologized. "What I meant was it doesn’t match your specifications. But I know you’re eager for work, so I thought you might want to hear about it anyway."

Yes, please. What specifications had she listed on her profile?

The job is a long-term project requiring strong editorial skills.

Yes, I understand that.

And it pays very well.

A shiver of excitement raced down her back. But …?

But the employer is … a single male, and the job is at his private home.

Ah. Her rule on that item was non-negotiable. I’m sorry, I don’t think—wait, how much does it pay?

The woman gave her a figure.

Per month? It wasn’t heaps more than what she’d made on her last freelance job, but was still worth considering.

No, that’s per week.

Eliza gasped. "Per week? Are you sure? She could earn six times her rent in a month. But working for a man in his home? It just wasn’t smart. I’m sorry, but I—"

The super lumbered past in his usual untucked, grease-stained work shirt—ironic, since he never actually worked on anything. When he saw Eliza, he rubbed his fingertips together and gave her that leering look of his. The one that reminded her that the further she got behind on rent, the less pleasant he could be.

Eliza shivered. Yes, I will take the interview.

Even if people wanted to forget the kind of man I once was, they couldn’t. The tabloids made certain of that.

~The Devine Truth: A Memoir

2

The bus left downtown Berkeley and climbed into the east hills. The neighborhoods north of the University campus differed from the rest of the city. The homes here were larger, finer, and set farther apart. But what stood out most was how vastly different each home was from the others in design and character, nothing at all like the uniformity of her east Oakland neighborhood.

The bus let her off at Beechwood Lane. It was a good ten-minute walk to the address the agency had given her, which turned out to be the last home on the dead-end, tree-lined street. At least, she assumed it was a house, since she couldn’t see any part of a building. A hedge of evergreens formed a tall screen along the front of the property and ended at two thick stone columns supporting a barred, metal gate.

Eliza tugged the hem of her jacket, smoothed her skirt, and pushed the call button. She’d never encountered a locked gate at a residential job before. Tucking a wayward curl behind her ear, she looked over her shoulder at the quiet lane. Only two cars had passed during her walk, another stark contrast to her busy neighborhood. It was almost as if she’d stepped into another world.

The speaker box beside the gate crackled. Yes? The female voice was nearly lost in the static.

Hello, Eliza said, wincing at the natural softness of her voice. She spoke up. My name is Mrs. Saunderson. I’m here for an interview. She pushed her glasses higher and peered closely at the tarnished brass plaque above the speaker box. Vincent.

Come up to the door and wait, the tired voice said.

The gate buzzed, then opened slowly with a humming, metallic sound.

Eliza stepped onto a cobbled stone drive.

The gate closed on its own.

She followed the drive as it curved to the right, bordered on either side by an overgrown hedge bursting with white blooms. The sweet fragrance reminded Eliza of her mother. Somehow, the passing years had made Mama’s favorite scent easier to remember than her face.

Still, the blooming hedge was a good sign. Anyone who would surround their home with the scent of gardenias couldn’t be all bad.

Weeping willows obscured Eliza’s view of the dwelling until she rounded another bend in the drive. There, nestled between flowering shrubs and trees, stood a house Eliza could only describe as something from a storybook. Dark, decorative trim adorned the white stucco walls, matching the weathered shakes of the roof. Leaded glass windows made up of small, square panes faced west, and smooth, round stones of varying sizes formed an arch above the door.

What really drew her attention was the turret above the entryway, a column rising from the place where two angled parts of the house met in the center. A cone-shaped roof topped the tower, coming to a point like a witch’s hat. The turret’s narrow window glittered from sunlight hitting the tiny diamond shapes. A small balcony jutted out beneath the window.

Eliza had never seen such a charming villa anywhere but in a book, and certainly not in the middle of a swanky Berkeley suburb. This home looked more like something from The Hobbit. Surely a bearded dwarf would round the corner any minute, and then perhaps a hobbit with a long pipe would throw open the tower window and shout a friendly greeting.

To the right of the house, beyond the drive, the grounds ended at a line of dense trees partially obscuring a stone wall. This homeowner clearly valued his privacy.

She couldn’t really blame him. Who wouldn’t want to keep such an enchanting place tucked away from prying eyes?

From midway along the drive, a moss-entwined stone path cut across the lawn and curved around the left of the house toward a secluded garden, daring Eliza to slip off her pumps and test the cool, green carpet and smooth stone with her stockinged feet. A trellis dripping with clusters of wisteria formed a canopy in the center of the garden, and beneath it, two white, wrought

Reviews for The Memoir of Johnny Devine

[vintagebeckie · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

5-stars is what I give The Memoir of Johnny Devine! I suppose this book could be termed an historical romance, but it is definitely so much more. With glimpses into the life of old Hollywood, a 1950s setting full of the unease of the McCarthy investigations, a woman living with disappointment and betrayal and an unlikely messenger of hope, Camille Eide has written a thought-provoking and touching novel I can Highly Recommend.Retired film star Johnny Devine is writing his memoir. Instead of a tell-all from the notorious playboy of Hollywood, John wants to impart a message of hope to his readers. Eliza Saunderson, disillusioned and alone is hired to help whip the manuscript into a coherent whole. The two form an unlikely partnership and perhaps a second chance at a new life.The Memoir of Johnny Devine has many strengths. The novel has a strong sense of time and place and revealed an America I have paid little attention to. World War II is in the past, but the threat of communism seems all too real. Mistrust, betrayal and fear were very real emotions for those who came under the magnifying glass of the House Un-American Activities Committee. The Hollywood studio system and race relations are also examined. Eide’s characters are also strongly written — no stereotypes here. Eliza is a woman moved by the injustices she sees among women and minorities. John’s former life haunts him despite His relationship with God. Their relationship develops slowly and realistically, and the reader cannot help but hope that their differences can be overcome. Perhaps the strongest element of the novel is its message of hope. God’s grace and forgiveness in the face of extreme shame and guilt is beautifully exemplified in John’s changed life. And that change makes its mark on Eliza. She learns that God’s call to submit never means a surrender to oppression.An unusual love story filled with God’s grace and mercy, The Memoir of Johnny Devine is perfect for readers looking for a fresh and unique voice.Highly Recommended.Audience: adults.(Thanks to Singing Librarian Tours for a review copy. All opinions expressed are mine alone.)

[nadinec.keels · Rating: 3 out of 5 stars]

After World War II, writer and war widow Eliza Saunderson lands a job helping a former silver screen sensation, Johnny Devine, write his memoir. Despite John's claim that he's a changed man of faith, Eliza has qualms about his history as a womanizer. But that issue pales in comparison to the threat they face when Eliza's articles about social oppression and John's Hollywood connections land them both on Senator Joseph McCarthy's communist hit list in The Memoir of Johnny Devine by author Camille Eide.Ever interrupt your regularly scheduled reading for a book you've gotta try, like, right now? Yeah. I put my schedule on hold when I found this novel. And taking nothing away from the muted and intriguing silhouette approach of the newer cover, it's the older cover with the bright marquee, the vintage typewriter, and the rose that got me in the mood for this historical fiction read.I'll admit that the story's pacing and the timing of events didn't always work for me, and sometimes the style felt more basic than what I was expecting. Also, I never fully got into the romance. Though I appreciate serious characters, a romance in particular isn't so compelling to me if one or both parties seem down or sorry much of the time without more to balance them out. Whether it's by way of humor or wit, or seeing how they liven right up while engrossed in their talent, purpose, pleasure, or what have you, I just like to see a little more from romantic characters to keep their downbeats from becoming redundant.However, the overall setting and themes kept me interested, especially the Red Scare elements. And a heroine who writes to combat racial and gender-based injustices—while wearing glasses, no less? Count me in as a fan of that.I'm looking forward to reading more from this author.