In Your Dreams Bobby Anderson

By Sandra Jane Maidwell

Young Hollywood heartthrob, Bobby Anderson, has it all. But his perfect life is threatened when he finds himself drawn into the dreams of a beautiful and brassy mystery redhead named Susan, who has them both stuck on the beach of a deserted island.

As Bobby fits the pieces of the puzzle together, he realizes he might not be insane after all, and that Susan possibly needs his help in real life; if only he knew where to find her. Even hiring a private detective doesn't bring him closer to the truth of her whereabouts, and Bobby must face the reality of losing everything he has worked so hard for in order to be with the one he loves.

Enter into the exclusive and impossible world of Bobby Anderson as he attempts to find a way into the heart and dreams of a stranger, and stay there.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Sandra Jane Maidwell
• Release date: Oct 19, 2014
• ISBN: 9781310393723

Sandra Jane Maidwell

Sandra Jane Maidwell was born and raised on the small island of St. Maarten in the Caribbean. She has travelled extensively, but her favorite place is being home with her children, husband, and many pets. She loves writing and has published several books for young adult and children. Sandra's hobbies include watching movies, reading, walking her dogs, and running.

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This book is for my daughters,

Sara

Michele

Lauren

TABLE OF CONTENT

DEDICATION

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

COPYRIGHT NOTICE

PROLOGUE

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32

All that

we see

or seem

is but

a dream

within

a dream.

Edgar

Allan

Poe

CHAPTER 1

The sun shone and the girl sat. Bobby bent to pick up a stone. He aimed it carefully and flung. With a glisten it skipped and sank about five meters off shore. In reality, Bobby should be sick of this dream―was it a dream? It felt so real. The smell of the sea salt in the air filling his nostrils; the waves hugging the shore in perfect rhythm; the freckles on the girl’s face, countable in their perfection; the clouds drifting in unspeakable unison; it had to be real. Well, at least that’s what he thought while it happened. Afterwards he wasn’t so sure. But he wasn’t sick of it. When he saw the girl and followed the routine, he felt good.

Bobby wanted to speak to the girl, but in the dream he never did. They just smiled at each other and spent time at the shore, as if waiting for something to happen, and as if they were waiting for nothing at all.

Why can’t I speak to her? He often wondered. Whose dream is this? Is it mine? And even though he never spoke, and even if it was a dream, he loved being there. He loved the peace of the beach and the tingle of the sun on his bare arms; he loved the pleasant smile from the girl and her green clip trying desperately to hold down her mane of fiery hair; he enjoyed watching her walk up to him, her pink toenails digging into the sand, dressed in a red shirt with a slogan on the front that he could never quite make out, her tattered shorts cut right up to the tops of her silky white thighs.

Bobby tossed another stone and realized something significant. The dream was continuing. It was usually over by now, or it would start all over again; but now he had thrown his third stone and he was still standing there.

The girl looked up at him and smiled again. He wasn’t doing anything. He decided that he would do something.

What’s your name? he asked, not quite trusting his voice in this place. Would it be his voice? And it was his voice—sort of. It was his movie star voice: slower, deeper, sexier. But it wasn’t his voice, the one he used with Patrick, his manager, or with his mother. That voice had a higher pitch and whined slightly. But here, on this beach, Bobby was sexy Bobby and he didn’t even have to try.

She looked up at him with squinting eyes. Her mouth opened to answer… And he was back.

Bobby! Where is your head, man? You’re like, a whole minute late with your line!

Huh? Bobby shook his head and squeezed his eyes shut. This wasn’t good. Daydreaming during a shoot? This would get people talking. Twenty-four was a crucial time for a guy hitting stardom. He could continue to fly or he could sink. His career depended on his image right now. That’s what he was selling. God only knew he wasn’t the best actor out there, but he was committed to being a star. It was the one thing people who knew him could count on. Daydreaming was not an option. They’d think he was on drugs.

Man, I got a case of Lola! Bobby tried to laugh, and the camera crew laughed with him. Everyone loved him. Everyone, that is, except for Neil Carley, the director.

Bobby hadn’t been his choice. He’d wanted an older more established actor. He’d found Bobby too young by about ten years. But a director is not a producer, and there is only so much leeway you give someone like Neil. In the end, it was thought that Bobby turned a movie script into a Blockbuster, not Neil Carley.

Again! Neil shouted from the director’s chair. And damn it, Bobby, pay attention!

The scene went to some degree of acceptance and the actors and crew scattered, mostly to the makeshift canteen with its over abundance of salads and Evian water.

Bobby headed to the privacy of his trailer to prepare for the next scene. Once there, he tried to calm his nerves while munching on a piece of fresh melon. This thing, whatever it was, was becoming more than he could control. Well, hell, he never could control it, not since the first time it happened. It had all started just after his latest movie premiered, Killers Beware. It was his best film to date. Well, not his best acting, by far, in Bobby’s own opinion, but it earned the producers a tidy sum, and Bobby was finally able to buy his own playboy mansion. Not bad for a simple kid from New Jersey whose mom had to work nightshifts as a nurse, and whose father took off as soon as humanely possible to follow dreams, which Bobby later learned to associate with names like ‘Barbara’.

Yes, Killers Beware had been the turning point in his career, but it had also started the dreams, which were only getting worse.

Tap, tap. Bobby?

Patrick?

Can I come in?

Bobby groaned and hesitated. He didn’t feel like speaking with Patrick, but he knew his manager wouldn’t leave him alone once he got it into his head that he needed to have a heart-to-heart. Somehow Patrick was under the impression that they were friends.

Bobby sighed heavily and opened the trailer door.

Talk? Patrick raised his eyebrows hopefully and made some sort of peace greeting with his hand.

Sure. I’ve got five minutes. Bobby slumped back onto the sofa and concentrated on his long slender fingers.

Patrick followed suit, and for a second they both admired Bobby. But there is only so much groveling even a star actor can take. What? Bobby asked impatiently.

Patrick flinched, but came even closer to his client―his favorite client, mind you. Bobby Anderson was his brainchild. Patrick felt—no, believed! that Bobby was his. What happened out there today? He had to know. It was his job, after all. If Lola was messing with Bobby’s brain it was his duty to fix it.

It was nothing. Damn it! Can’t a guy just daydream? Bobby ran his hands through his brown glossy hair and out of habit tried to look sexy.

Not for an entire minute, he can’t. Patrick said, purposely ignoring Bobby’s good looks. What’s Lola been up to?

Bobby almost wanted to laugh. Lola was his recent live-in girlfriend, but since the dreams started he’d been thinking of her less and less, until she almost didn’t feel like part of his life at all. He certainly hadn’t told her about the dreams. But faced with Patrick in his trailer, he realized that he had to speak to someone, and that someone most definitely was not his manager. But, who?

Bobby thought about his friends. He came up blank. Of course he had friends. Shit, the guy was barely ever alone. There was Tony, and Adrian, and Mike, for Christ sake, and Rob. No, Rob was his bodyguard. Did a bodyguard count as a friend? Maybe if your bodyguard was actually your friend. But, come to think of it, Bobby wasn’t so sure.

What about Tony? Tony had been his friend since forever, even before Bobby became famous. Tony was always there for him. Surely that counted for something. But when Bobby thought about the word friend he didn’t think Tony fitted the description. Tony hadn’t ever really gone out on a limb for him, or told him he sucked, or told him he was great either. Since following Bobby to L.A., Tony thought Bobby’s life was awesome. Telling him about the girl with the red hair was not an option.

And Adrian and Mike? Please! Those guys were star wannabe’s. They were like rugs and lamps and cushions. Easy to find, easy to lose, easy to replace.

Bobby laughed at Patrick. Was Patrick his only friend? It was too depressing to think about, so he laughed again. Maybe the person he needed now was his mother. Surely the nurse in her would help. If anyone knew how to stick Bobby back together again, it was Tillie.

Ignoring the remark about Lola, Bobby said, Um, Patrick, after the last shoot I’m going to head on out. I forgot that I promised my mother I’d visit.

Bobby wanted to hit himself, or at the least give his tongue a little bite. Since when did he have to explain his comings and goings to Patrick? And by the look in Patrick’s glazed eyes, he could see why he shouldn’t have. Never give your manager the upper hand, even for a second, he reminded himself. For a fraction of a fraction of a second, Bobby contemplated that this line of thought was paranoid, but he let it go as quickly as it had come.

Sure man, Patrick said. You do what you have to do.

I’m not asking your permission, Patrick.

No permission needed. Say hi to mumsie for me.

Will do. Shit. Why was he weighing himself down with messages from Patrick? You learn early and you learn hard, if you want to make it in L.A., you don’t let yourself lose the upper hand, not even for a second.

CHAPTER 2

Bobby’s mother, Tillie Anderson, lived out of town. Bobby bought her the fifteen-room villa (bathrooms included) at the same time that he’d bought his own modest mansion. And how the press had adored him for it. Didn’t every mother want her child―neigh, her one and only son, to buy her a beautiful house?

Well, Bobby had succeeded and done just that. But he hadn’t bought a home, and as he pulled his BMW M6 convertible up the winding driveway, he suddenly missed the old house he’d grown up in. He missed those dark dusty corners you could never find in a modern marble ceramic tiled over-sized villa. At his mother’s new house, a whole crew of cleaners kept surfaces sparkling and not a glass out of place.

He hadn’t wanted his mother to work anymore. He’d wanted her to be a lady of leisure and thank her lucky stars each and every day that her son had been a success. But as he rang the doorbell and was greeted by a tall, thin, balding butler he didn’t recognize, he couldn’t help but feel that this house belonged to someone else and that his mother was just a guest there. When he saw her standing by the staircase, electric duster in one hand and a misplaced newspaper in the other, he realized she felt the same.

Son! she called to him, a breath of relief escaping her chest. What a surprise!

What are you doing, Mom? He looked accusingly at the duster. We have people to do that for you."

Oh, nonsense! Tillie gestured with her hand to her surroundings. You’ve got to clean your own mess, that’s my motto. Clean your own mess, and stop frowning or you’ll get wrinkles.

Bobby shrugged and went to hug her. Her smell was even different. She used to have an odor about her―not a bad odor, mind you, even though the term odor implied something unsavory. His mother’s odor had always been a mixture of pharmaceutical products, hand soap, and apple shampoo. But Tillie didn’t have an odor any more; she had a scent, some sort of lilac smell. It was all right, but not magic.

Do you want to sit down? she asked him, as she walked in the direction of a pair of sliding doors leading to a perfectly landscaped garden.

Bobby followed, and on the way looked around for dusty dark corners, but of course there were none.

He did see staff though. They were busy with glasses of water, vases, dusters, trays. A grey haired man, probably the gardener, brushed passed him on his way to somewhere, and outside by the pool a tall slender Latino attended the pool skimmers.

You certainly have a gang here, Bobby offered as conversation. In retrospect, he only had his housekeeper, Rosa, a gardener named Andy, a pool company he tried not to interact much with, and Lester, his butler.

Oh son, quit the chatter and tell me what’s wrong. His mother never beat about the bush the way his thoughts did lately.

I just came to see how you were doing, Bobby lied. He wasn’t so sure anymore whether he wanted to confide in his mother. He didn’t want her to doubt him, or worse, tell him he was crazy. That was it; if he was in fact crazy, his mother would be the only person honest enough to tell him, and the thought terrified him. He didn’t want to be crazy. He was a star at twenty-four. The world loved him. But they wouldn’t love him if they knew he was ‘undone’. Maybe he could cover it up, but crazy wasn’t something you could just schedule around. Crazy was the be-all and end-all of careers.

You don’t look so well. His mother inspected his face. That Lola treating you all right?

She’s fine, Mom.

Do you love her? Is that why you look so blue? Are you finally thinking of marriage?

Finally? Bobby couldn’t help but feel irritated. "I’m a young movie star, Mother, a famous bachelor with a temporary girlfriend. Marriage is the last thing on my mind. Geez, don’t you know how things work here?

I guess not, his mother pouted. And there’s no need to curse.

Bobby sighed. Well, I have absolutely no intention of marrying Lola, and I wish you wouldn’t bring it up again. She’s just my girlfriend.

Well, if that’s how it works these days. Don’t get all worked up about it. Do you want some tea?

Bobby sighed, Yeah, sure. Thanks.

He laid back in one of