Words Of A Demented Prisoner

By Tony Crowe

What saved me from going mad in prison was my music and my pen. The words I believe were given to me by God at times when I needed them the most. Let the words of this book tell you the story of a man who is in a place he never should have been. By the grace of God go we. If you want to walk in my darkness then read this book. Out of that darkness came light. I met my now wife in prison and we now live and work for Jesus in Bulgaria where the people need the hope we both got from being in prison, me in the UK Rita in Bangkok. Only God could bring us together in an impossible place, prison I a prisoner,Rita a Chaplin.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tony Crowe
• Release date: Aug 12, 2011
• ISBN: 9781466017771

Tony Crowe

I now live and work in Bulgaria. when I'm not writing I minister to the local prison in Varna city. Rita my wife is helping the poor children here. our aim is to build an academy to educate the poor out of the poverty trap of following their farther or mother. Many young children end up on the streets of Bulgaria selling their selves in the sex trade. Or even being sold by their fathers to some one far away from their homes. The money from our books helps fund our work here. Thank you for your support if you buy a book you help a child. We love you and thank you Tony & Rita

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Words of A Demented Prisoner

By

Tony Crowe

1997 to 2004 HMP England

This is the thoughts I had when I was serving twelve years in prison for attempted murder, a crime someone else committed. Some of my thoughts were those of a bitter angry man. That man never came out of prison. I did. By the grace of God I am free and living a life that glorifies Him.Read my story in my book A Murder of Crows Salvation

Copyright 1999 Tony Crowe

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ISBN: 9781466017771

Published by Tony Crowe

Cover design by Tony Crowe

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I dedicate this book to all those in prison for someone else's crime; wherever they are.

Remember.

We are all guilty of something.

Other e-books from Tony and Rita

A Murder of Crows Salvation by Tony Crowe

A Murder of Crows Deliverance by Tony Crowe (coming soon)

No Going Back by Rita Crowe (Nee Nightingale)

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Table of Contents

Chapter-1 CP3703, that's me!

Chapter-2 The quad

Chapter-3 Toot smack

Chapter-4 The miracle of life

Chapter-5 How I long for the sea

Chapter-6 Do your jail

Chapter-7 The God given life

Chapter-8 Why did Jesus die for me?

Chapter-9 Time

Chapter-10 In the dock I stand

Chapter-11 Marbles for eyes

Chapter-12 Two women in my life

Chapter-13 Hung up

Chapter-14 Danger man

Chapter-15 The good die young?

Chapter-16 The stout man

Chapter-17 I will always love you

Chapter-18 Peace

Chapter-19 The waiting room of life

Chapter-20 Prison life but just one year

Chapter-21 God is every where

Chapter-22 Love is

Chapter-23 Reality

Chapter-24 C/sea/see?

Chapter-25 Whitehaven

Chapter-26 I see an angel

Chapter-27 Set the sail

Chapter-28 Depression

Chapter-29 Death by love

Chapter-30 Going fishing

Chapter-31 Prison works

Chapter-32 I met a stranger

Chapter-33 Room with a view

End Note

Chapter -1 CP3703, that's me!

The first thing that the prison does to you is give you a number, that number becomes you and your name is lost; It's just another way of taking away your humanity and self, When I told them my name was Tony they wrote down Anthony, the prison don't even give you the credit of knowing your own name, sad.

CP3703, that's me!

I once had a name,

it was given by my mother.

When I came to jail,

it was taken away by another.

CP3703, that's me.

Sometimes even that's reduced to, last Three?

No one knows my given name.

When asked I tell them.

(Tony I say)

They don't listen.

They always repeat with.

Antony or is that Anthony?

I don't know.

Do they honestly think I don't know my name?

They only ask it so as to take it away.

They lock it in a file.

Only to be taken out at the end of my;

Rehabilitation My long mile.

Until then it's; Crowe!

Or, CP3703, whenever they call me.

I feel like a man with no name.

Because there's nobody to call my name.

I feel like a man with no name.

Because without using my name It's forgotten.

Not just