Bookended By Beauty Queens

By Victoria Marshal

Angie Palmer likes her life just the way it is–private. She has no desire to entangle herself in complex friendships, and her relationship with her two beauty queen sisters is safely distant.

When disaster strikes Angie takes her Grandmother into her home. Life with Grandma comes with a world of changes, and new friends, including Val, a drag queen with hopes of being the next US-Gay Beauty Queen. Angie is determined to keep Val at a distance but Val has an instinct for knowing Angie’s heart.

Just as Angie gets comfortable with Grandma living with her, a budding friendship with Val, and a new romantic interest, everything takes an unexpected turn.

Val is the victim of a violent crime and ends up in a coma. Angie begins a struggle against Val’s family who wants to remove their son from life support.
Suddenly Angie’s private life becomes very public, and her world becomes a media circus. She is caught in a clash between religious beliefs and gay rights.

Through many twists and turns, Angie discovers a new appreciation for family, friends, and love.

In the end, Angie learns that a life filled with people to care about is never too crowded.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Before the Fall Books
• Release date: Feb 11, 2012
• ISBN: 9780983713739

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Bookended By

Beauty

Queens

Victoria Marshal

www.BeforetheFallBooks.com

Published by Before The Fall

Smashwords Edition

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents, are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental

Copyright ©2012

ISBN: 978-0-9837137-1-5

Library of Congress Control Number: 2012932454

Cover Designs by Jeff

Crown Image Copyright Yurkina Alexandra, 2012 Used under license from Shutterstock.com

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews.

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Table of Contents

Copyrights

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

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Authors Notes

About the Author

Chapter One

I was bookended by beauty queens; one older sister and one younger. I, on the other hand, had a lazy eye and cowlicks, which made my hair stick out in a corona all over my head. So, I buried myself in books. I got smarter, and they got prettier. High school was a painful experience. They got crowned, and I got zits.

Angie Palmer ran her hands over the leather arms of the easy chair. The texture of the leather tickled her palms.

I can see where that would give you a fuck you attitude. Forgive my bluntness.

Pete had been her therapist for two months. Angie’s comfort level with him had finally reached the point where Pete no longer needed to pry information from her.

If you weren’t blunt, I wouldn’t pay you a hundred and fifty dollars an hour. Sorry, I mean fifty-minutes.

If I charged you less you wouldn’t respect me.

Yeah and I’d pay you more if you could prescribe Prozac.

You don’t need Prozac or any other meds. He scratched at a spot over his left eyebrow. I shouldn’t even be treating you, it’s unethical.

Give me a break Pete, it was one date. We weren’t married. I’ll pay you for that night if you want me to. Angie patted him on the knee. You’re such a good listener.

I lose more dates that way. He leaned back in his chair and gave a half smile, more of a grimace. We need to end.

Angie retrieved her checkbook from her purse, scrawled out a check, and handed it to him. Pete had a hesitant way of receiving a check, as if you were handing him a dirty condom instead of filthy lucre. Angie believed that on one of her visits he might refuse payment all together.

Maybe that’s why things between them hadn’t clicked on their fateful date. Pete was too reserved and Angie found herself inexplicably drawn to bold men. Too bad half of the bold men she dated also turned out to be complete sociopaths.

Next week? He said.

Same bat time, same bat channel. Angie slung her book bag over her shoulder. The weight of the bag pulled down on her shoulder so hard she needed to bend to the other side to remain standing. Eventually she’d need to hire a Sherpa to get her work home at night.

Angie, you don’t need a therapist. What you need is a girlfriend. You know like other women have. You have to leave your house more often. Go shopping, share secrets, or what have you.

Angie shivered her body all over. That is the worst prescription any doctor has ever given me.

She pushed past him toward the door to his waiting area. I don’t do girlfriends, remember? I have two sisters. That’s enough trauma for one life.

Friends are different from sisters. Friends accept you and allow you a space to be open and honest, which you struggle with when it comes to your sisters. He leaned against the doorjamb and rubbed at the corner of his eyes.

You know sisters and friends differ from experience?

That was one of the things Angie remembered from their date, Pete had no siblings. Each time she found out that someone was an only child she felt a pang of envy.

Don’t side step the issue.

The only thing I’m side stepping is this shabby coffee table. She pointed to a tattered table that held copies of Newsweek and People magazine. Why are there never any other patients in the waiting area? Are you that bad of a therapist?

Pete pursed his lips and then smiled. No, you’re always my last patient of the day. After one of our sessions, I need a break, so I can get a drink.

Angie tugged open the door. A faint chime sounded in Pete’s office. A drink. Pete, that is the best prescription any doctor has ever given me.

Angie turned the key in the lock, and then hip checked the door to release it from the sticky frame. She stumbled into the narrow entryway and dropped her keys into the bowl on the entry table. The door slammed shut when Angie leaned against it. She closed her eyes, grateful to be home. Home was her bliss. At the end of every day, Angie raced to get home even a few minutes earlier than usual.

She’d been lucky to get this three-bedroom brownstone in Brooklyn. Normally, you had to read months of obituaries to score a place like this. She got lucky when the senior editor at Maverick Books had retired, and decided to move to Maine with his wife to open a Bed and Breakfast. Gabe had been Angie’s mentor. He knew she’d loved the place, and wanted to invest in property.

He’d made her a fair deal, and with the second floor converted into a rental unit a few years ago to help offset the mortgage, she couldn’t pass up the opportunity to be a genuine homeowner. At the moment, the rental stood empty, and had for the last two months, since her renter had followed her musician boyfriend to California, in a midnight moving company maneuver. The damage deposit had covered the first month of vacancy. If she didn’t find another renter soon, she’d have to dip into savings to cover the monthly payments.

Angie dead-bolted the door, racked the chain, and then dropped her bag on the floor.

Relief! She arched her back to ease the ache that came from carrying the enormous bag, and then headed down the hall to the kitchen, intent on fulfilling Pete’s drink prescription posthaste.

Angie punched play on her answering machine as she breezed past it in the hallway.

You have one new message.

Angie brightened. See, I have friends.

Hi Ang, it’s your sister. Jessica’s saccharine voice chirped from the machine.

Angie groaned and thumped her head on the freezer door twice.

I need you to call me. We’re having a family meeting about a little– Jess hesitated. Issue. Just call me, okay. Thanks. Bye.

Oh shit. What fresh hell is this?

The last little issue that called for a family meeting had been when her parents decided to sell their childhood home. Jessica and Shay had gone nuclear at the thought. During that meeting, Angie sat mute and listened to her sister’s tearful pleas to their Mom and Dad not to throw away their cherished, childhood memories.

When Angie’s turn to speak came, she’d agreed with her parent’s decision to sell the house. After all, it was an enormous, suburban, split-level that was made for a family and now that it was just the two of them all of the extra rooms didn’t make much sense. Jessica and Shay hadn’t spoken to her much since then.

Angie tugged open the fridge and perused the wine list.

To hell with it. She opened the freezer and pulled out a bottle of Belvedere Vodka. If I have to call Jess, I might as well be numb.

Maybe I should get a friend. Someone to complain to about my sisters, besides Pete. Then again maybe I should light my hair on fire. That might be fun too.

Next to the bottle of vodka was one last Lean Cuisine frozen dinner. Tomorrow she’d either have to eat out, order in, or go grocery shopping. She grabbed the meal, tore off the end, dumped the little black tray into the microwave, and switched it on without poking vent-holes in the protective cover. Then she dumped a handful of ice into a martini-glass. When the glass was sufficiently chilled, she poured the vodka over four green olives. Jess could wait until after dinner and at least two drinks.

The microwave beeped. Angie draped a dishtowel over her forearm and balanced the hot tray on top. She held her martini glass between her index and middle finger and then retrieved her bag from the entry. Taking more than one trip to bring everything into the living room was out of the question. She’d learned the art of balancing full trays years ago when she worked as a waitress, and now she was a one trip wonder.

Angie sprawled out on the couch. The plan for the evening was to get through some of the manuscripts that were threatening to cover the last bit of free space in her office. Of course, that was the plan every night, but she could usually find something to distract her from her good intentions.

The first fork-full of ginger chicken (a perennial favorite) hadn’t even grazed her lips when the phone rang.

Damn, I’m popular for having no friends. She lifted the living room extension from its cradle and pressed it to her ear. Hello?

Where have you been? Jess decided to forgo the pleasantries. I tried your office, and they said you left hours ago, then I left a message on your cell, and then at your house, and you weren’t anywhere.

Leave it to Jess to believe that if she couldn’t get in touch with you, you weren’t anywhere. Angie was convinced that when Jessica closed her eyes the rest of the world didn’t exist.

I had an appointment after work today, Jess. Angie located her cell phone in her purse. Sure enough, the display showed one missed call. She turned the ringer volume to medium high.

Well, you should have taken my call, your hair can wait. Jess gave an exaggerated sigh. We have a family crisis.

Leave it to Jess to assume the appointment would be beauty related.

What’s the crisis? Angie shoveled a fork full of chicken into her mouth.

I’ll tell you about it at the meeting tomorrow. Be at my place by five-thirty.

I usually don’t leave work until after five-thirty, Jess.

Make time, Ang.

Angie bristled. Jessica knew how much Angie hated to have her name abbreviated, and when she added the perfect derisive tone, Jess knew she could get under Angie’s skin.

We’re family, Jess said. We’re all you have.

A sinking feeling landed in the pit of her stomach at the thought that her sisters were all she had in this lonely world. She shuttered as a chill went up her spine. The thought was shunted to the back of her mind.

Aren’t Mom and Dad still in Africa?

Yes.

So by family meeting you mean? Angie asked in a practiced, even tone.

You, me, and Shay.

Of course, the big three of the family. Angie took a swig of vodka.

Don’t be snide, Angie. It’s not like your job is saving the world. Sneak out early, and be at my house tomorrow at five-thirty. Jess hung up without waiting for an acknowledgement.

In order to get across town to Jessica’s house on time, Angie would need to leave work at least an hour early, which would put her a day behind at work. Work that was already weeks behind.

Angie wished, and not for the first time, that her parents were in town. They provided a buffer between her and the twin tiaras. Dad was on her side at least. Mom leaned toward her sisters.

Dad had joined Doctors Without Boarders after retirement and Mom went with him. Angie was proud of the work they were doing. When they left Angie felt their absence like having a limb removed.

Even after months without them, she still felt the urge to phone her parents or stop by to see how they were. Instead, she’d had to settle for the infrequent satellite phone calls from wherever her parents were currently deployed. Dad remained cagey about their location because he didn’t want his girls to worry. His vagueness only made Angie worry more.

Angie would have to suck it up and deal with her sisters alone, whatever the crisis.

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Chapter Two

The excitement and energy that filled the office always brightened Angie’s mood. She skirted past the copy room, where two of the assistants were holding a summit on how to add toner, and into the break room for her morning cup of coffee, two creams, and one sugar. When she was fully fueled, Angie headed down the hallway toward her office. At each turn, she was greeted by a friendly hello by one of her co-workers, or an excellent job on one project or another. Next to alone in her home, this was the only place Angie felt she truly belonged.

Last night, after the conversation with her sister, Angie had spent the evening considering what Pete had said in their appointment. As much as she hated to admit it, he was probably right. Angie could use someone to talk to that didn’t require cash or insurance. She considered the pool of potential friends from her co-workers and felt the same horrible dread she felt when she considered dating someone from the office. What if it doesn’t work out and then she would have to see that person every day. Friends from the office pool were out of the question.

Angie settled herself in for a day full of meetings, phone calls, and paperwork. If not for the family meeting this afternoon today would be perfect.

Late in the afternoon Gail, her assistant of the last six-months, dropped another load of potential best sellers onto her slush pile. Her arrival pulled Angie out of a moment of deep thought and window staring.

Wool gathering? Gail asked.

Sort of, I was thinking about getting a friend.

Gail brayed her burbly, girly, laugh. Angie cringed inwardly at the sound. Her whole life she’d been taunted by that laugh, first by her sisters and then later by the popular girls at school. The you’re such an idiot laugh.

What are you going to do, go to the friend store and pick out the one with the saddest eyes?

A warm flush burned up Angie’s chest, throat and terminated in her cheeks. By lunch tomorrow, everyone in the office would know Angie was on a friend hunt.

No, I didn’t mean ... Angie couldn’t think of lie fast enough. She wished she could suck her words back in. Never mind, I don’t know what I was saying.

You were serious? Gail leaned in to make eye contact. You were being serious. I am so sorry. I didn’t mean to laugh at you.

No, don’t be sorry. Angie waved off the apology. It’s a stupid idea.

No, it’s not. I understand, we all want to commune with those of a like mind.

Angie regretted hiring Gail. She missed her previous assistant. Sure she suffered a nervous breakdown, but that could happen to anyone in this city. At least she had a healthy sense of intimidation when she was near Angie. Instead, she was stuck with a Vassar lit major with an overactive vocabulary.

Unfortunately, you can’t just get a friend. It doesn’t work that way, Gail continued. You have to make friends. Check out a couple networking websites and see if you bond with someone.

Bond. Angie rubbed her temples. Right, I think we’re done with this conversation.

Don’t you have any friends? Gail’s face twisted with dismay. Are you one who doesn’t play nice in the big sandbox of life?

Yes, I have friends, but they’re mostly-

In an abrupt gesture, Gail snapped her fingers with a firecracker pop. Guys, right!

A wave of shock shuttered through Angie. It wasn’t every day her assistant displayed psychic ability. Especially since Gail had shown a remarkable lack of ability in all work related areas.

Yeah, how did you know?

You’re the type. Dedicated to your work. You know driven. Gail tapped her fingernails on the stack of rejected manuscripts in the outbox. You have guy traits.

It took a moment for Angie to grasp what she was saying. She’d never considered herself a type before, and she wasn’t sure having guy traits was anywhere near complimentary.

Angie pushed her chair back and crossed her arms over her chest. You called me a guy.

Gail held up her index finger. No, you’re misconstruing what I said.

Why don’t you call me a lesbian too.

You’re getting defensive over nothing. She held her hands up in a stop motion.

You have to forgive my defensiveness, Angie said. I don’t appreciate being called man-ish. I’m sure you can understand.

Settle down, Gail fanned her hands in the air. I didn’t say you were man-ish. It’s not like you have hairy knuckles, deep voice and a mustache like my cousin Sheila, she needs to pluck.

Angie clenched her fists and stifled a scream. Gail’s tangential way of thinking drove Angie crazy.

Gail must have read the frustration on her face. Anyway, I said you have a lot of traits that are typically male. So naturally, you have more in common with men.

Naturally. Angie rolled her eyes toward the ceiling. Why are we discussing this?

Because, I can help you with your search for a new friend. She held her arms open wide.

Angie’s head reeled with confusion. You want to be my friend?

No. Gail shook her head, then laughed. God no.

Angie clenched her fists again. This time she had to bite her lip to keep the scream from escaping.

Don’t get touchy, it’s only because you’re my boss, that would be weird. It’s not personal. But I can offer you some advice. Gail smiled. Find someone as driven as you are. You’re bound to have something in common with them, and they won’t get pissed when you blow them off for work, like you do your family.

I don’t blow off my family.

Gail fanned a stack of While You Were Out messages standing upright in a sorter.

Those messages are from my sisters, who in no way resemble any definition of family. Unless you mean the Manson Family.

How can you say that? Shay seems nice. I talked to her for awhile when she called.

Great now her assistant was bonding with her sisters. Life was taking on a surreal vibe.

They’re your sisters, and they obviously want to talk to you.

Believe me, they’re not calling out of sisterly love. Angie furrowed her brows. Anyway my relations with my sisters, or anyone else, are none of your business.

Reviews for Bookended By Beauty Queens

[barbsreviews · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

Angie grew up stuck between two sisters who were 2 beauty queens. She built up a wall around herself, no friends or even men in her life. She have a forgiving heart and has an opened mind, which helps when he grandmother comes to stay with her after a fire. She encounters a drag queen, Val who in turn introduce Angie and her grandmother to new and interesting people. After a hate crime is committed towards Val her life is in danger. Val's parents to do support her but Angie and Grandma do. I enjoyed the story as the author does a wonderful job with the plot. The characters are easy to fall in love with and support. Victoria opens up all of our minds and lets us see how things really are. You will laugh and cry which I find is wonderful in a book. This will be a re-read for me. As for the grammar errors I know she has taken care of this.