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Stuart Tillman
There must be purpose in the pain and suffering that emanates from errant choices thought the author, for no man knowingly invites this kind of carnage into his mid-life. The author had achieved th...view moreThere must be purpose in the pain and suffering that emanates from errant choices thought the author, for no man knowingly invites this kind of carnage into his mid-life. The author had achieved the American Dream at 40 years of age only to find that it would systematically turn into his nightmare. Upon the realization that repeating patterns of self-sabotaging behaviors were at the core, he prayed that God would finish the work even if it meant that he was destined to take the total beat down. It’s there that he learned of his toxic codependent nature stemming from a dysfunctional childhood home environment. Along the way this codependent persona would attract several narcistic personalities into his business initiatives, as well as his personal relationships, for they are mutually parasitic tendencies. This process of deconstruction led the author into a spiritual awakening and into an unwavering search for the Biblical construct of his story. This allegorical effort reflects the results of that quest.view less