The author of this book is also the main character. She and her children have lived a train wreck of emotional abuse that caused one of her sons to take his own life, and the remaining living child...view moreThe author of this book is also the main character. She and her children have lived a train wreck of emotional abuse that caused one of her sons to take his own life, and the remaining living children to become damaged to varying degrees and to become alienated from her for years. She has struggled with depression and doubt, yet has not only survived but thrived with the ability to remain hopeful because of her faith in a loving God.view less