As I cradled my baby in front of the twinkling tree, reflections of the fairy lights sparkled and danced in her wide eyes. I’d always loved this time of year but my very first Christmas as a new mum felt extra special. It was December 2017 and Apollonia – Apple for short – had arrived months earlier, on 7 September. My husband Uriah and I were in a newborn bubble that Christmas and, over the next couple of years, as Apple began to understand the excitement of the holiday season, we enjoyed making family traditions. We’d hang decorations, bake gingerbread, giggle at pantomimes,
