Sorry, this is just an off the cuff video ... just me rambling and crying. I feel helpless, useless ... pathetic. 
I have nothing to offer to help here. Please follow and share the music of  @ZXSPunk Production  and  @Teren Band  if you like it. 
This is the only support I can think of right now. No sane person wants war for any reason ...  Here you can find them on Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ToqFpXDRZwkx03e4Ooqu9?si=SKq1d8zmSbWFPYQ2Zi0Llw  
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1uJdHaRmSY9nAlSXqHdGQQ?si=dg-5cvxiRtiqAybajgwu4g  
Stream their music in a loop if you like what they are doing. This is nothing, I know ... but I just needed to say & do something, this is eating me up inside ...   and of course, here they are in my playlist:  
https://playlist.shellshockedradio.com/link/griyke  
Here my talk with ZXSPunk:  https://youtu.be/2KJ6Kbps7H0  
and here with Teren:  https://youtu.be/NpRCEiLDpoM  
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