Linda Baldwin shares her journey through a wonderful life as a Mormon wife and mom till tragedy took her husband. Her world turned upside down, she struggled to measure up, and felt the judgment leveled at both her and her kids within her performance-based religion.  In part 1 we get to her breaking point - a devastating decision toward her son by church leadership.  This one is not for the faint of heart.  But there is lots of courage from this fierce single-mom and lots of hope and healing in part 2.