Paul tells us about the toxic mix of his inner rage and a drug dealer.  It’s a story of how a deep insecurity fuels a life of drugs, guns, a heist and a purebred.  ACORN TV Get your first 30 days free by going to acorn.tv with promo code secret. BETTER HELP Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/secret. DIPSEA Get a 30 day free trial when you go to DipseaStories.com/SECRET. FEALS Become a member at Feals.com/SECRET and you'll get 40% off your first three months with free shipping.  PICTURES Mookie the Pit Bull; Paul and Jack just before the story; and Paul's polished Dodge Charger. They're all waiting for you on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter.  Handle: @secretroompod. THE SECRET ROOM | UNLOCKED Max from Episode 49 "Accidental Gay Male Escort" joins susie for some eye popping insanity.  They riff about their favorite episodes of the year and their secret New Year’s resolutions. The Secret Room | Unlocked is yours when you support your favorite indie podcast that could with a membership at patreon.com/secretroom. ALL OUR SPONSORS See all our sponsors past and present, and their offers, many of which are still valid: secretroompodcast.com/codes FACEBOOK DISCUSSION GROUPThere's even more fun at The Secret Room Podcast Facebook Discussion Page!  Just ask to join, all are welcome. :) YOUR SECRET Do you have an ersatz secret to share? Well, in every lie there is some truth, right?  We can workshop it!  Click "Share a Secret" at secretroompod.com! PODCAST TEAM Producer: Susie Lark. Story Development: Luna Patel. Hashtag Flipper: Alessandro Nigro.  Sound Engineer: Marco.  Street Secret Team: Oval. Music and Theme: Breakmaster Cylinder. LISTENER SURVEY Take our Listener Survey at SecretRoomPod.com!