Is there a double standard at BYU when divvying out punishments to athletes vs students who break the honor code? Mormon Stories producer and co-host Carah Burrell takes the reins on this intense episode as lead interviewer of our guest Kelly Trust as we take a deep dive into answering that question! Finally feeling freed from the constraints that kept her quiet for too long, Kelly describes the confusing, unhealthy sexual messages around her body that plagued her youth, the relationship with a star BYU athlete that led to her expulsion from the school while the player stayed, and the faith crisis that ensued after reading the CES Letter.  Content warning on this episode for strong sexual themes and profanity.  We are 100% donor funded! Please click HERE to donate! Links and show notes:  Honor Code Stories Instagram:  CES Letter:  “Leaving the Saints” by Marth Beck:  “Braving the Wilderness”  by Brene Brown:  Instagram: