Louise’s brother Jessie was everyone’s best friend.  So she had to conceal her happiness when he died.  Louise tells us about their complicated relationship and the unexpected things that have happened since he passed. Production support: Susie Lark. Street Secret Team: Bobbi Jo Valdez.  Thanks guys.   LOLA 40% OFF SPECIAL OFFER. LOLA, founded for women by women, bringing you 100% organic feminine care products To get 40% off all subscriptions, visit mylola.com and enter SECRET when you subscribe.   Help us thank LOLA for supporting The Secret Room!   PICTURES Louise made a discovery when she was searching for pictures.  Read out exchange about it on social.  Also a picture of Jessie living large, and pictures of Louise with Jessie as kids and then as adults. See them all now: facebook.com/SecretRoomPod and instagram.com/SecretRoomPod/ and later in the week on at twitter.com/SecretRoomPod ~Ben   SECRET ROOM TEES, MUGS AND TOTES!  Show your affiliation with the coolest indie podcast on the planet with our cool merch!  Visit our store.   AUDIBLE Thanks to Audible for supporting our podcast. Get a free audiobook with a free 30 day trial at audible.com/SECRETROOM or text SECRETROOM to 500-500.    LISTENER SURVEY Take our Listener Survey!   Thank you for supporting the Secret Room. :)  ~Ben