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After five months of sheer absolute craziness I was going back to being plain old background D.J. In photographs of course I’m always in the background . . .
   But it turns out other folks have big plans for D.J. Like her coach. College scouts. All the town hoops fans. A certain Red Bend High School junior who’s keen for romance and karaoke. Not to mention Brian Nelson, who she should not be thinking about! Who she is done with, thank you very much. But who keeps showing up anyway . . .
   Readers first fell in love with straight-talking D.J. Schwenk in Dairy Queen; they followed her ups and downs both on and off the court in The Off Season. Now D.J. steps out from behind the free-throw line in this third installment of the Dairy Queen series.

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PublisherHarperCollins
Release dateOct 19, 2009
ISBN9780547417486
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Catherine Gilbert Murdock

Catherine Murdock grew up on a small farm in Connecticut and now lives in suburban Philadelphia with her husband, two brilliant unicycling children, several cats, and a one-acre yard that she is slowly transforming into a wee, but flourishing ecosystem. She is the author of several books, including the popular Dairy Queen series starring lovable heroine D. J. Schwenk,  Princess Ben, and Wisdom's Kiss.

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  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
    3/5
    As DJ Schwenk gets into her junior year of high school basketball, she faces two difficult decisions about her life. Will she give a verbal pledge to one of the Big Ten colleges trying to recruit her to play Division I ball for them, or will she aim for a much smaller school? And will she keep dating silly, likable, Beaner... or will she go back to Brian, yet again?Honestly, if you just picked this book up without reading the first two in the series, I think you'd probably be a bit bored with it. The whole book really does revolve around those two questions.But if you have read the other two, and you're now reading this one, then it's surely because you just love DJ Schwenk, and you're rooting for her, and going through the struggles with her. And that was me. "Front and Center" is not up there with "Dairy Queen," and doesn't have the emotional impact of "The Off Season," but if you love DJ, you've just got to go on to find out what happens to her next.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    Book Three of “The Dairy Queen” series picks up shortly after the end of the second book in this trilogy. D.J. (for Darlene Joyce) Schwenk, 16 now, is six feet tall, athletic, funny, and the charming narrator of this trilogy about her “coming of age” in Red Bend, Wisconsin. D.J. was playing football for her high school for a while, but had to give it up after an injury; now she is concentrating on becoming a better basketball player so she can get a scholarship to college. She also remains fixated on Brian Nelson, the quarterback of Red Bend’s main rival, Hawley, and someone who seemed to like her, but only when his friends couldn’t see he was with her instead of someone “cooler.” She decides she deserves better.She starts going out with a boy she has always considered a friend, “Beaner” Halstaad, but she just doesn’t feel that “spark” she felt with Brian. And of course, that’s not her only problem. In order to excel at basketball, she has to exhibit leadership skills, which means speaking out and being assertive, something the shy D.J. has always avoided. In fact, the very idea frightens her enough that she wants to avoid the better teams of Division I of the National Collegiate Athletic Association (NCAA), just so she can stay in the background.D.J. has to figure out if she can overcome her fears to become all that she can be, and decide on the best way to deal with her conflicted feelings about the boys in her life. Those of us who have been following D.J.’s progress since Book One of this appealing series know she will figure out a way; the fun is going through the process with her.Evaluation: Book Three of this charming coming-of-age series is mostly wrapping up the issues presented in the previous books. But overall, this series has a lot of positive aspects and is full of humor. The protagonist is comfortable with her “non-size zero” body and learns to capitalize on her other assets at well. I strongly recommend this series for girls who don’t fit into the usual mold of “the popular set” in high school.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    There seems to be curse among YA authors who do trilogies. After a fantastic 2 and a half books, with characters you know and love, that critical ending that has to be perfect to satisfy you and give you enough closure - and it sucks. It's disappointing and it almost ruins the whole thing for you (see the Delirium trilogy by Lauren Oliver or The Wolves Of Mercy Falls trilogy by Maggie Stiefvater and you'll know what I'm talking about). So, as you can expect, I was a little worried about opening up Front and Center and see how it all ends for DJ.I did not have that problem with Front and Center. I loved the story, and I loved the ending - how it was not about Brian or Beaner or boys, it was about DJ and Win and her realisation that she saved his life and he helped hers and oh God I just cried. It was a beautiful ending, and a beautiful story, and as a reader I felt closure for the trilogy but I would also welcome another book (Murdock hinted at a book about DJ's freshman year of college but not for a while yet).I'm going to miss DJ!Should this be under spoilers? Oh well, too bad.  
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    I count myself among the fans who have patiently waited for the last book in the trilogy (Dairy Queen and The Off Season) and were rewarded with another touching, funny and inspirational book; perhaps Murdock will continue with more D.J. one day.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    I got halfway though the acknowledgments page before I realized the book had ended the page before so the ending a little abrupt. It was a nice wrap up book. I really like how Murdock kept the main character DJ very real and authentic throughout the series. She goes through a lot of typical teen angsty stuff, boyfriend drama, family drama, school drama but maintains her underlying values and identity.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    This series really tickles me. I just feel like I know and love DJ and her crazy family. I laugh out loud when I read these books at the way DJ describes the events of her life. In this book, she is back to playing girls basketball, and being scouted by colleges. Again, I love that this series shows a girl who in most media presentations would be the popular girl (star athlete!) and instead creates a more interesting character who can be very insecure. Really my only complaint is that over three books, she's still very insecure, although in this one, the problem of having to make decisions about college is very different than previous plot points, so I suppose I can see how a teenager who had made some strides with self-confidence would still be thrown by having to navigate college recruitment.As an adult reader, it is a little frustrating to see situations where EVERYTHING WOULD BECOME CLEAR if DJ would simply tell someone what was going on, but I also realize that was something I didn't learn myself until later in life. From a plot standpoint though, the one thing that really bothered me was that I think it would be a lot more obvious to teachers, coaches, and other high school students in a small town with struggling farms that she is relying upon a scholarship in order to go to college. This seems to mystify everyone, while I would think in real life, it would be discussed at the weekly school guidance counselor meeting as a standing agenda item -- not DJ, but that the kids in the school in general need to make decisions based on lean financial resources at home.Oh, my OTHER complaint which has nothing to do with the book itself is my annoyance that the cover (and the last one, too) is a photo of a girl who is conventionally pretty, which is missing the entire point. It's like those movies where the "ugly" girl is so obviously hot, just wearing frumpy clothes and glasses, and then she puts on nice clothes and omg, she is transformed! Gag.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Loved D.J's honest and emotional journey to becoming who she is - a central theme in the Dairy Queen trilogy. Found myself tearing up with the wonderful ending. Would definitely recommend the trilogy to anyone young or older who loves a coming-of-age story with a strong female protagonist with humor and heartstrings.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    So I've recently realized something about myself: I love farms. Seriously. Farms, small country towns, hicks (well, I've always loved hicks so that's not new), and all manner of bumpkin-types who find humor in their not-always-easy lives; feel both smothered and comforted by their small-town insularity; and live by practical wisdom and a greater understanding of the circle of life. But mostly, I love the open spaces: the fields, the pastures, the grass, the horizon unblemished by anything but trees. There's a great enviable lack of pretension about people who live on farms and, a lot of the time, people who live in small country towns as well. Being from a small middle-of-nowhere town and completely loving it, I'm surprised that I didn't realize this about myself before I read the Dairy Queen books and became totally enamored with DJ and all the other Schwenks, and her friends, too. I love them. I love Brian (Brian!). I love Amber. I love them all. I want to move to Wisconsin and help DJ milk whatever football player cows they have now. I'll muck stalls and whitewash stuff. I can be good a haying. Seriously. They have such an uncomplicated view of life that I relish, and in addition to that worldview, DJ has no filter on her thoughts. She's frank and commonsense smart, loyal and hard-working, funny and strong. Nothing that she says or does or feels seems insincere. I love characters like that, who tell it like it is and who acknowledge the hard thing or the sucky thing and instead of complaining about it a lot, they get right to figuring out how to take what they can from it and keep moving. DJ had a lot of things to deal with in these books: her family's farm falling into disrepair and financial instability; her brothers leaving the house under bad circumstance, and Win's difficulties that arise in the third book; Amber and the issues about sexuality that come from her life and that are treated with honesty and care and humor; and Brian. I loved DJ's relationship with Brian and how, when she was missing him, it was because she was missing her best friend and not that she was overly lovesick, even though she did love him. I loved that when she talked, Brian listened to her, and became a trustworthy confidante and friend, in addition to a boyfriend. DJ relied on him to return her honesty in kind and he did so with genuine affection and understanding. It was wonderful to see them build the foundation like they did. And I really loved that Brian never tried to make DJ's decisions for her, even when he hoped she went one way instead of another for his own sake. She decided for herself and he supported her. So adult! Of course, they weren't without their drama: Brian in the second book was, in the end, not a good boyfriend or friend in general. Who could ever be embarrassed by DJ Schwenk?!?!? But his actions in that book felt so true to me, so the kind of things that, general lack of pretension aside, always happen in small towns, that, even though I was mad at him, I knew he was a better person than his actions indicated; I had faith that he would come around. And he did. I hope he went to all of her games and cheered her on from the stands. I had a big crush on how normal he was, and how sweetly awesome. I had a big crush on their relationship, too, warts and all. And I really did love the way DJ handled her friend Amber's sexuality. It wasn't as much of a shock to me as a reader, but I think that's one of the reasons I loved DJ so much, that she was naive enough to have no idea. Her initial feelings of weirdness around her old friend were never malicious or judgmental; just DJ working out her confusion and the fact that she had never seen the signs before. Felt totally real. And I'm certainly glad that things worked out for Amber, too, and that her sexuality was never seen as an overly dramatic thing by DJ; it just was. It took a little getting used to, but in the end, no one really seemed to care overmuch (in the end), and that might be one of the only times that having characters who didn't care overmuch about something gave me the warm fuzzies. I seriously cannot say enough about how much I loved these books and it was mostly because of DJ. I wish she was my best friend. I can't remember the last time I had such unabashed love for a character. Where I can't recall anything she did that really bothered me. That's not to say that she didn't have faults. It's just that her voice, her honesty was so endearing and amusing and real that her faults just made me love her more. Also, I was jealous of her farm. They literally had fields of clover. I feel like that only happens in song lyrics or something. But seriously, love.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    DJ Schwenk is one of the best characters in YA fiction. Ending is a little pat.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    A splendid conclusion to an excellent series, DJ is back playing basketball, the sport she excels at, despite her season of football. And this time it is the pressure of success that has DJ for a loop. DK is such a wonderful, believable character, my heart was in my mouth when she had to telephone coaches, I'd rather pull out my own eyeballs!I'd give this to fans of the series. ANd I've give the first book to anyone looking for an engaging, funny, and altogether real female highschool character with lots of life happening.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Love this series and feel this one brings it to a nice conclusion. I'll miss DJ - maybe Catherine Murdock will bring her back to life when she goes off to college? I can only hope.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    In the third and final book in the Dairy Queen series, DJ Schwenk has a lot to think about. Her new-found attention from a People magazine article brings lots of college basketball offers and tough on-the-court decisions, but her love life predicaments may be even tougher. She's dating Beaner, her longtime friend and all-around good guy, but she can't stop thinking about her ex-boyfriend Brian and he keeps showing up in unexpected places. DJ is as lovable and funny as ever in this installment, and the reader can't help but agonize along with her decisions and applaud her growth. Natalie Moore's narration of the audiobook is a treat to listen to and her Wisconsin accent brings DJ to life.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
     The entire Dairy Queen series is amazing. D.J.'s story is fascinating in its simplicity - much like the character herself. You have to read the previous two novels in order to fully appreciate how Front & Center develops. It's a very satisfying cap to a extremely enjoyable trilogy.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    D.J. is a strong female character; it has been a treat watching her mature. Whether it is her rural background, her tom-boy tendencies, or her personality, she comes off as real. Loved the earlier books and liked this conclusion to the series.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    DJ is back for the third book. It is basketball season in her junior year. She's still going through all her own issues, her shyness and boy problems. Plus, although she just wants to melt into the back ground. Her coach wants her to step up and be a leader on the court. The pressure that she is feeling about being recruited for college is really getting to her. After all the Brian drama of the first two books, DJ is relieved to be able to hang out with her good friend Beaner, for a while at least. Win is still working to recover and treats his involvement with DJ's college decisions as a form of therapy. It was great to catch up with these characters and life in Red Bend once again.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    This book continues DJ Schwenk’s story (from Dairy Queen and The Off Season), but Murdock does not spend a lot of time recounting what happened before, so readers should re-read the series if not reading them all in a row. DJ is just starting school again after having been out helping her brother Win recover from a football accident, one in which he was paralyzed. When she returns to school, she begins basketball practice again, and soon discovers that she is being recruited to go to many colleges in their area, including some Division I schools – this effectively paralyzes her. She also begins dating a friend of hers, causing her to realize the depths of her love for Brian Nelson, whom she had previously broken up with. This is another great family story by Murdock, but it is also true growth for DJ, as well as a coming of age story. DJ really comes to realize how much her family all depends on each other, and how precious that support really is. One of the best things about this book is that her brother Win is the one who forces her to do what she believes she cannot. DJ comes into her own in this book, in a story that does not have any sex in it, and just one or two party scenes – pretty clean.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    I admit I haven't read the first two books in this series: Dairy Queen and The Off Season. But based on what a good book this one is for younger teens, I'd recommend all three. Her senior year in high school finds D.J. balancing basketball, applying for athletic scholarships and boys.
  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
    3/5
    Let's just say that I began this book a little unprepared. I was not aware when I began that this was the third book about the story of D.J. This was all around a alright story, but it was lacking in a real punch. I waited throughout the entire book for something outstanding that would catch my attention, and carry me the remainder of the book but it never happened. This was not a terrible story, and I didn't have to drag myself all the way through, but it was not a powerful story. Good for a quick light read. Although, it was noticeable that I had not read the previous two books. Make sure you visit Diary Queen and The Off Season before embarking on this venture.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    DJ Schwenk has returned to the farm and to school after helping with her brother Win's rehabilitation after his football injury. She's just in time for the girl's basketball season and all eyes are on DJ as the Schwenk magic unfolds on the court. Coach needs her to develop leadership skills as Division I schools on down are showing an interest in this Red Bend High School junior. DJ is still reluctant to call attention to herself and this final novel in the Dairy Queen trilogy grows with DJ as she gains confidence, both in manner and voice!
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    After the football fiasco and taking care of her older brother Win after his paralyzing accident, D.J. Schwenk is happy to settle back into a comfortable routine of playing basketball for her high school team in rural Red Bend, Wisconsin. But try as she might, she can’t entirely escape the limelight. D.J. has college decisions to make if she wants to get an athletic scholarship—and she really needs one to go to college. Problem is, colleges want leaders on the court, and D.J.’s never been one for speaking out.D.J. also has troubles in matters of the heart. Her good friend Beaner asks her out, and she isn’t sure how to respond to this new treatment. Then, Brian Nelson comes back into her life, after breaking her heart and letting her down more times than she wants to count. Will D.J. learn to take some risks and step outside her comfort zone for a chance to attain happiness and self-achievement?After a lengthy detour into Win’s physical recovery, I very happily return to a D.J.-centered novel…and am far from disappointed. Indeed, I am utterly in love with FRONT AND CENTER. It is a perfectly written and sweet conclusion that won’t leave D.J. devotees disappointed.It is a sign of great talent that an author can write a protagonist who is rather severely flawed in her thinking and self-concept, and yet is utterly lovable. D.J. has such low confidence in herself that you just want to beat her over the head with a stick and then give her a great big hug and a pep talk. D.J. is often infuriating, but she approaches everything with such a freshness that you cannot be angry at her. Instead, you will laugh with her, cry with her, and all throughout, cheer her on.The power of the characters return in full force. The way D.J. narrates her story, there are no weak characters: everyone has a purpose and their own identity. All of the complex character development guarantees that you will fall in love with some, if not all, of them. Brian Nelson in particular is a sweetheart, and fans of him from the earlier books will appreciate his growth and maturation alongside D.J.’s.The D.J. books contain remarkably authentic, yet relatable, details about situations involving rural living and sports. Even if you have no experience with either, D.J.’s candid and unassuming narration will make you fall right into her world and never want to come out. The particulars of both lifestyles are extraordinarily well researched, the in-school student dynamics realistic and relatable.If you’re looking for a book containing a strong female protagonist, a contemporary story with equal parts excellent plotting and characterization, a sweet but not overbearing romance, tomboys, and lots of laughs, don’t hesitate to check out Catherine Gilbert Murdock’s books about D.J. Schwenk, starting with DAIRY QUEEN. I’m sad that the series has to end, but beyond satisfied at how Murdock elegantly ties everything together for a hopeful future. This is a series that should not be missed!
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    As the Dairy Queen/DJ Shwank series comes to an end DJ has to figure out where she wants to go to college, how to deal with boys and work through all the things going on at home. I was so excited to get this book that I spent the rest of the day reading. This book hooks readers who have already met DJ and crew and holds the reader until the end. Some of the story might be confusing if readers have not read Dairy Queen or The Off Season, but readers of the series will be just fine. I really enjoyed this series and am sad to see it end, but think it was concluded well. This book should be added to collections that have the first two books, and the series given to teens that enjoy romance mixed with sports.
  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
    3/5
    DJ Schwenk from Dairy Queen and Off Season returns in the final book of the Dairy Queen trilogy. In the book, she’s confronted with the trauma of dealing with boyfriends, basketball and college. If you recall Dairy Queen, over the summer she coached Brian Nelson, a rival school quarterback, and fell in love. However, being from rival schools didn’t help the relationship. In Off Season, her brother, Win, incurred a paralyzing hit in a football game and DJ’s family is consumed with getting him through the ordeal. DJ, realizing her relationship with Brian is fraught with failure, breaks up with him and refuses to even talk to him.In Front and Center, DJ starts dating Beaner, her best friend, but the ‘spark’ isn’t there. She keeps thinking of Brian. Win is hounding her to call college coaches and tell them she’s interested in playing Division I basketball, which she’s not. Her coach is pushing her to assume a more leadership role on the team. Everyone is telling her what to do…their opinion, what they want. It’s only Brian, who she begins talking to, who tells her what he thinks is best for her.Murdock continues her saga of DJ growing up and it is best if you have read the first two books in the series. DJ must learn how to handle life, or maybe realize that she has been handling it all along, probably better than most kids her age. DJ has a nice, easy way about her, which makes her an endearing character. All Front and Center characters are real. You can imagine them being your family and friends. The dilemmas that DJ goes through are real enough. The outcome is totally predictable. I loved Dairy Queen and liked Off Season a lot. Although, Front and Center kept my interest, it wasn’t as absorbing as the first two books. It didn’t have the zing, the crises, story line of its forerunners. DJ fans will enjoy finding out what happens. Other readers? Consider this a good, easy read.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Front and Center takes up right where The Off Season leaves off. DJ's returning to school just in time for basketball season and the pressure is ON. She's got college coaches coming to her game, the farm's losing money, and her brother Win is getting extremely involved in her college search. Like, extremely involved. Like, paralyzing-DJ-with-the-thought-of-disappointing-him involved. And don't even mention the boy troubles. DJ's friend Beaner starts to show some interest, but Brian keeps popping back into DJ's head. What's a girl to do?Fans of DJ Schwenk won't be disappointed with this final book in the trilogy. DJ's a unique character in YA literature and Catherine Murdock really brings her to life in each of the books. Highly recommended (but do read Dairy Queen and Front and Center first).

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Front and Center - Catherine Gilbert Murdock

Copyright © 2009 by Catherine Gilbert Murdock

BIRDHOUSE IN YOUR SOUL

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WHY DOES THE SUN SHINE

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1

Back to School

HERE ARE TEN WORDS I NEVER thought I’d be saying . . . Well, okay, sure. I say these words all the time. It’s not like school and good and to are the kind of words you can avoid even if you wanted to. It’s just that I’ve never said them in this particular order. Not that I can remember, anyway. But what do you know, there they were inside my head, like a little thing you’d say just to get yourself psyched: It sure feels good to be going back to school.

Because you know what? It did. It felt really good, actually, even though school hasn’t exactly ever been the center of my happiness. Normally it’s kind of the opposite, a huge boring thing I have to put up with while I’m waiting for practice to start. Or a game, if it happens to be a game day, when the clocks go fifty times slower than they normally do and you can’t hear a word the teacher says, your head’s so on the court already. But today I was actually looking forward to it all, actually looking forward to the classes and the teachers and even those stupid crackly announcements. Because today, after five months of sheer absolute insanity, my life was finally getting back to normal.

No more football: that was one good thing. The season was over at last, so now I didn’t have to worry about everyone in the state of Wisconsin jawing about how weird it was for a girl to be playing, and then jawing about how terrible and awful and un-team-spirit-like it was for me to quit even though I wasn’t quitting, I was just saving my shoulder, which you’d think no one had ever heard of before, a player leaving because of an injury. But now hoops season was starting up, which is what I’d been saving my shoulder for, for basketball, and no one would jaw about me for even a second except to say stuff like Nice shot or When’s your next game? which is the kind of jawing I’ve been hearing forever and don’t mind at all. So that was one good thing.

Plus I was home at last. At the moment I was driving to school, duh, but officially I was at home instead of at a huge shiny hospital, trying to convince my oldest brother not to kill himself, and then once he got his spirit back trying to convince him not to kill me because he was so desperate to boss someone around. Now Mom got to be that victim, which she was actually happy about because she’s a mom, and instead I got to live in our beat-up old house, eating real home-cooked food if you call what Dad makes food, and drive our beat-up old Caravan, and that was totally A-okay with me. Even the cooking.

But most of all—and this is what I was looking forward to the very, very most—I was done with all that boyfriend crap. Finished with the 24/7 Brian Nelson cable station that had been running nonstop inside my skull since July. No more feeling like I was some fluttery girl who doesn’t have anything better to do all day long than think about her boyfriend. Because I did have better things to think about, thank you very much, because I am not the kind of girl who has boyfriends; I’m the kind who’s just friends with boys, which is totally different and which I’m actually kind of good at. I’d pulled the plug on that Brian Nelson cable station for good.

That’s why it felt so nice to be getting back to school. Because after five months I was back to being plain old background D.J. That’s how I thought about it, anyway. In photographs of course I’m always in the background—it’s a family joke that us Schwenk kids could go to school naked on picture day because we’re all so crazy tall. But I mean that I was returning to the background of life. Where no one would really notice me or talk about me or even talk to me much except to say Nice shot, and I could just hang out without too many worries at all.

Anyway, the words normal and background and basketball were kind of percolating through my brain—kind of the way water glugs in those big coffeepots they rev up after church, although without that coffee smell—as I drove along with Curtis.

So, I said, feeling normal and happy enough to take a stab at a real normal conversation.

Curtis flinched, sitting there next to me. There are rabbits, wild rabbits, calmer than my little brother, the way he acts sometimes. Then he hunkered down in his seat. Sorry, he mumbled.

It’s okay. I was just wondering how Sarah’s doing.

Again: making conversation. Not even using the word girlfriend. But Curtis’s ears turned red like I’d asked him to walk through town in his underwear.

I mean, maybe you could have her over sometime. For supper or something.

Which made Curtis go even redder. He hunkered down further and started picking at his jeans like they were so fascinating that no one could possibly be interested in anything else. Yeah. Maybe. He didn’t say anything else either, for the rest of the ride. Not one word.

So much for making conversation.

I pulled up to the middle school. Curtis heaved up his backpack, heavy even for him. See you, he said, because Mom taught him that one little bit of manners at least.

Five-thirty, right?

He nodded. Then, his legs already out of the Caravan, he turned back. So, I was wondering how Brian was. Maybe you could have him over for supper.

My jaw dropped. Literally. I could not believe he said that. Of all the mean, thoughtless . . . And then I saw his mouth twitch and I finally got it: he was teasing me.

I lunged at him but the seat belt caught me, and then he was out of the Caravan, grinning like a maniac and hustling into the building with a crowd of kids half his size.

What a total little—I mean, here’s a kid who talks less than a rock, and it turns out the whole ride he’d been planning how to bounce back what I’d said. If it was anyone else rubbing it in about Brian, that would be one thing. But Curtis—that’s like getting mad at your dog. Although if Curtis kept pulling stunts like that, maybe I’d have to stop thinking of him as some poor little house pet and start thinking of him as a smart-mouthed kid who maybe needed a lesson on respect.


At least I was prepared for all the questions about Win. In just the few days I’d been home, wandering around town after Thanksgiving, I’d learned that pretty much every single person in Red Bend considered it their personal duty to grill me on how he was doing every single time they saw me. Once on Saturday I let on that I was getting really tired of having to repeat this conversation, and old Mrs. Ingalls looked so upset that I felt twice as bad about hurting her feelings as she probably did about Win. That’s when I learned just to say, He’s doing okay, thanks, and leave it at that.

That’s how it went in school, too, practically every kid asking, How’s Win? Or Is he walking yet? because everyone has this huge hang-up about walking, like it’s the most important thing you can do after you break your neck. And every time I’d answer, He’s getting there or He’s working hard, instead of saying that these days Win was working mostly on feeding himself and that maybe in the big picture of life being able to eat without assistance is a lot more important than managing a few little steps. I sure thought it, though.

I had to check in at the main office first thing, turn in these forms showing I’d been absent twenty-seven days on purpose and not because I’m a juvenile delinquent. Mrs. Henning asked about Win of course, and was telling me that if there was anything we needed just let her know, like I would obviously think of her first, when there was this huge yell of Geronimo! and I had enough sense to brace my feet just as Beaner leapt up onto my back.

Beaner Halstaad is as skinny as a string bean and has more energy than a jumping bean. He’d started doing this jump-on-my-back thing during football, and I guess he hadn’t gotten tired of it yet. Right away he started pounding on my shoulders. You’re back, dude! That’s so awesome! Check it out, Mrs. Henning. She’s back! Isn’t that awesome?"

Hello, Beaner, said Mrs. Henning, like his behavior was completely normal. Which for Beaner it is.

Hey, guess what? Beaner poked me. I told Justin Hunsberger you were going to be playing boys’ basketball!

Even Mrs. Henning had to smile at that one.

What’d he say? I asked. Because of course Justin Hunsberger hates my guts like nobody’s business. And totally vice versa, too.

Oh, man, it was awesome. Beaner jumped down. "He was like, ‘No way, no way,’ and I was totally serious, saying all this stuff about how you’d found this loophole and really needed to grab recruiters because of missing last season and everything. And he totally bought it! You should’ve seen his face!"

Mrs. Henning went back to her desk with this smile like Kids today, and I couldn’t help laughing with Beaner.

Maybe I should suit up for it, I said.

Oh, man, wouldn’t that be awesome! He’d have a total cow!

Tell him we’re running screens. I cracked up at the thought of Justin’s face when he thought I’d be knocking him down on purpose.

"Oh, man . . . You gotta show up, just for today! C’mon, it would so totally rock! Hey, by the way, my folks are having this thing, you know, after the game Friday, for all the players and their parents, the guy players. You want to come?"

"All the guy players?"

Hey, cut me some slack. He grinned. It’ll be cool. I gotta go. He dashed out the door like he’d keel over dead if he slowed down for just a second. Then he dashed back in: And check out your locker!

"My locker?" But he was already gone.

So, seeing as it looked like I was done with Mrs. Henning and her D.J.-is-not-a-juvenile-delinquent forms, I headed that way. Which I would have done anyway, of course, only now I was worried. I mean, I hadn’t checked it in more than a month. I didn’t think I’d left any food in there, but you never know.

I kept my head down on the way there, trying to duck the Win questions, though once when I looked up I did notice a locker decked out in wrapping paper and balloons like it was a giant birthday present or something, done up the way the popular girls, the cheerleaders especially, do each other’s lockers sometimes.

Then I did a double take, because it was my locker that was all done up. And people were pointing at it, grinning at each other, and a couple kids were staring at the pictures stuck all over the front, although as soon as they saw me coming the kids slunk away.

I know all about the stuff done to lockers. Just a few months ago my best friend’s locker got trashed because some kids get a kick out of picking on kids who are a little bit different. And even though part of my brain was pointing out that it wasn’t graffiti, I still panicked. Because even though the gift wrap looked nice, who knew how mean it’d actually be?

But here’s the thing: it really was gift wrap. Friendly gift wrap, not Happy Birthday or anything like that, or Welcome Baby! which Mom had to use for Christmas one year because we’d run out of Christmas wrapping paper and it was too late to buy more. And taped on top was a big sign that said WELCOME BACK! WE MISSED YOU! signed by all the girls on the basketball team.

Other things were taped up as well, like a picture of me from last year before I had to quit the team, and basketball stickers. And right in the middle—maybe that’s why those kids had been staring—was a copy of that photograph of me from People magazine where I’m dribbling in to shoot and Brian has his arm around my waist. Which hadn’t been the best way to announce to the universe that Red Bend’s girl linebacker and the quarterback of our eternal archrival were kind of involved. Just looking at it now, my ears got hot. But someone—probably Kari Jorgensen, she’s so creative—had cut Brian out of the picture so it was just me, and then over my body where Brian’s arm had been she’d made a perfect little T-shirt out of paper and colored it in with my number 12, with Red Bend printed on it and everything. It was nicer looking than our real uniforms.

Then that whole photo of me in my paper 12 jersey was stuck on top of another piece of paper—how long had this taken?—with just-as-nice lettering that said D.J. IS #1!!! Which when you think of it is a little dumb, because right below is me wearing #12. And D.J. IS #1!! was on the balloons too.

Well. I stood there just staring, wondering how long they’d been planning this, probably coming in way early with the custodians to have it ready for me, girls like Kari who had so much important stuff to do and are pretty popular, not to mention just plain pretty. All that effort for me. No one had ever decorated a locker for me before. No one had ever singled me out like this, with pictures and balloons and announcements to the world that I’m number one.

And then who should show up but Justin Hunsberger.

Hey, he said. Which usually isn’t insulting, but it sounds really different coming from him.

Hey, I said back, just as cold. Now what was I supposed to say? Sorry I missed the rest of football season just because I had to save my shoulder and my brother? Sorry for even trying out considering how you whined about me to anyone who would listen until pretty much the day I left? No, I don’t think so. Sorry’s out.

Justin kicked at the floor. He was wearing a Red Bend Football T-shirt in case someone in the building by some freak of ignorance still didn’t know he played. Hey, he said again. Your brother—

He’s not walking yet. But thanks for asking. Although I sure didn’t sound thankful.

No, that’s not . . . It’s just . . . He looked up. I’m praying for him, okay? I pray for him every day. He’s . . . he’s a really amazing guy. He kicked the floor. That’s all.

I swallowed. Oh.

Yeah. So. See you around.

Yeah, I said, wishing I had some idea what in the world to say other than that I actually wouldn’t be playing boys’ basketball, which I didn’t think had quite, you know, the right tone at this particular moment. But of course I couldn’t think of a thing.

Justin nodded and headed down the hall.

Of course then I thought of something. I’ll tell him! I called out. But I’m not sure Justin even heard me.

I was still staring after him, wondering what the heck had just happened, when out of nowhere Beaner showed up again. This time at least he didn’t jump on me. He just put his arm around my shoulders in his buddy way.

Pretty awesome, huh? he asked, studying my locker.

What? Um, yeah. It is.

So you coming? He squeezed my shoulder.

To what?

"To my party. He sighed this huge sigh. I can’t believe you forgot already. The parental units? Post-game? You’re coming?"

Beaner! You just asked. Give me a bit of time here.

He looked at the ceiling and whistled to himself. Okay . . . Was that time enough?

Now he had me laughing. No! This is my first day back—I’ll have a ton of homework—

"Homework, schmomework. This is a date, girlfriend."

A date? I grinned at the joke, even though he wasn’t grinning that way.

You betcha . . . Hey, my man! Wait up! And with that he zoomed away.

A date? Like—like what people in the movies do? What was he talking about?

Hey! Beaner shouted. Far down the hall, he was holding himself up on two guys’ shoulders. "Don’t blow me off now! This is a date, you know!" Then he shot me a pretend lay-up and disappeared into the crowd.

Everyone—everyone—in the hall heard him. Maybe everyone in the whole school. And every single one of them turned and looked straight at me.

Double quick I spun away, my face burning five kinds of fire, and made a big project of opening my locker.

Which was just wonderful considering I hadn’t been all that confident about the combination before this, and Beaner’s little announcement sure didn’t help any.

I got it open, finally. The good news is that nothing smelled. It was just snapshots of Win and Curtis and Bill, and our good dog Smut with the slimy football she carries everywhere, and books I could have used in Minneapolis, and an old Red Bend Basketball sweatshirt that wasn’t even dirty.

I should have been relieved, but I didn’t feel relief at all. Well, I was a little relieved my locker didn’t smell like a lab experiment. And it was nice to see those pictures I like so much, and my favorite sweatshirt, after six straight weeks of not seeing them once. But it wasn’t enough. Four snapshots and a sweatshirt weren’t nearly enough to balance out all this other weirdness.

By which I mean: How are you supposed to hate a guy who prays for your family? How mind-blowing, how totally mind-blowing, is that?

Not to mention the whole locker business. Don’t get me wrong: it was super nice of the team to spend all that time making my locker look like a homecoming parade. I should have been totally, 100% grateful. But now all around me I could hear kids laughing and whispering about it. About me. And now everyone would know where my locker was, and maybe even think about it—think about me—whenever they passed. Sure, I was stoked to be back for hoops season, and I know I’m a pretty big part of the team. But I’d never in a million years want anyone thinking I expected this sort of number-one treatment; that’s the last thing I wanted. I just wanted, you know, to play. The girls should have saved their wrapping paper

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