Mindfucking Roundabouts of Carmel, Indiana: Poems and Short Prose
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Mindfucking Roundabouts of Carmel, Indiana - Dan Grossman
COPYRIGHT PAGE
Copyright © 2022 by Dan Grossman
All Rights Reserved
978-387-89681-3
Imprint: Lulu.com
All photos by Dan Grossman
Questions? Comments? Contact the author at dan@indycorrespondent.org
DEDICATION PAGE
This book is dedicated to my family, to my friends and teachers who encouraged me in my writing, and to Mayor Jim Brainard, who brought more roundabouts (traffic circles) to Carmel, Indiana than to any other city in the United States. The roundabouts, loathed by some, loved by others, provided inspiration for this book, in a roundabout way of course.
A picture containing outdoor, sky, tree Description automatically generatedMorning Sun
sculpture by Brad Howe on South Rangeline Rd.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Artifacts
was published in Poetica. Triple
was published in InPosse (2004) Israeli Travelog
was published in Bathtub Gin (2002) Mindfucking Roundabouts of Carmel, Indiana
, Hoosier Poet comes to White Castle
and Cruising on Mass Ave
were published in NUVO (2020-2021); Soldiers and Sailors Monument
was published in The Indianapolis Anthology (2021); Portnoy’s Complaint
, Space Jews
, and Israel/Palestine at the Children’s Museum
were published in Indy Correspondent (2021), I Love You,
Untitled
, and Gulf
were published in Kilohertz Country, published by Geekspeek Unique Press(1999). Triple
, 9/11 Dream, and South Shore Line
were published in pLopLop. Drinking with the Rusians
, Back Home in Indiana
, and Isis Bucket Challenge Dream
were published by Punchnel’s (2013-2016). I Love You
and Yahweh at Goodwill
were published in ArLiJo (2022) Untitled
and Triple
were published in Trash Sandwich (2022). Van Gogh at The LUME
was published in The Indianapolis Review. (2022)
MINDFUCKING ROUNDABOUTS: THE POEMS AND SHORT PROSE
A picture containing sky, outdoor, ground, day Description automatically generatedPhoto of roundabouts on Old Meridian Street in Carmel, Indiana near US 31.
Mindfucking Roundabouts of Carmel, Indiana
I’m driving my daughter around a roundabout, the first of six near the US 31 and Old Meridian St. interchange. I'm telling her about the first black hole ever photographed, 55 million light years away from Earth. In the center of that black hole, wider than our solar system, is a singularity: infinitely dense and infinitely small. But the singularity at the center of this roundabout is the pull of regret. And it pulls me in, through a wormhole into an alternate universe where instead of working in a bookstore for a decade after my Peace Corps service I win a fellowship to study Arabic at Cairo University. Immediately after graduation, I’m hired by the Cairo bureau at The New York Times. I report from all over the Middle East. During the Iraq War, I have two close calls with IEDs. The second one lands me in the hospital with a concussion. I fall in love with the nurse, Sasha Selim. Sasha’s into kabbalah, kink, and early Madonna. We marry and buy a flat in London. Against the advice of our Kabbalah Centre rabbi, I accept an assignment in Syria just after discovering that Sasha is pregnant with twins. Stationed in Damascus, I score two interviews, arranged by my bodyguard, with commanders in the Syrian opposition. The resulting features make the front page. But the third interview that he arranges isn’t with the rebels like he says. It’s with ISIS. They put me in an orange jumpsuit, in front of a green screen. My rabbi’s advice is ringing in my ears as my head, spurting arterial blood, is severed from my body. Just as the lights fade, I make the third turn-off onto Old Meridian. We fly by St. Vincent Hospital at a wicked clip. It occurs to me, as my daughter shoots me a startled glance, that I live a pretty good life.
Holcomb Gardens Redux
As we walked the canal towpath, we kept
our distance because of COVID. Your red coat
stretched 50 miles behind us.
You were a queen in your former life, you said.
We passed Holcomb Gardens with its Alice
in Wonderland hedges. I’d be your King
of Hearts, I said. I didn’t mention taking
my ex to those hedges before we married.
I didn’t mention how we groped each other,
how the Mad Hatter shouted Get a room.
We not only got a room but bought a house
and raised a child before everything exploded
and tumbled down like a house of cards.
Best not to bring this up, I thought, on a first date.
Self-Portrait at Five
A man in Army uniform, on crutches,
looks up at me from the Cornell Med Center
entrance as I drop Tinker Toys
from the apartment window. My dad
finds them on the sidewalk while walking back
from the hospital after a 12-hour shift.
As he walks through the door, I run to him
begging him to take me to the Museum,
to see the bones of T-Rex and friends.
The dinosaurs gallop through the Time-Life book
The World We Live In: I flip through the pages
way too quickly, ripping them.
Sometimes I tape my drawings of T-Rex over my bed.
Other times I install spaceship windows
with a view of Jupiter and Saturn.
I’ve become aware of my mom’s silences.
At the Central Park playground
the quiet pulses through her like a tide.
My dreams are loud. Cookie Monster keeps pace
beside me as we run towards Big Bird
who stands outside time. Hot on my heels:
Oscar the Grouch. When I wake up
my parents are shouting at each other.
I raise the white flag between them
and they retreat into their own inner spaces.
Meanwhile, in the Sinai and the Golan,
shells explode in the Yom Kippur dawn.
My Father’s Stamp Collection
The women who licked the Polish stamps
were gassed in Auschwitz.
Israel canceled Palestine
just as their last stamps were canceled.
Algeria threw out the French
along with their cafes and croissants.
Around that