Dungeon Boy

By Toby Williams

Destitute
Undone
Neglected
Gaunt
Emasculated
Odious
Negative
Barbaric
Obnoxious
Yoked to the chains of the horrific occurrence of the past; entrenched With negativity; regarded as nothing, a nobody; the epitome of what one becomes in the muddy trenches of trauma. Negativity exudes from his pores with stench.His screams; piercing! His belligerence;Offensive!
He resides in the iniquitous darkness of his empty, dank dungeon. Hair matted. His face; stained with grief, tear stains, saliva, mucus and blood. His hands and feet; black with dirt. Breath; foul. Teeth; Black with decay. The horrific smell of urination and defecation protrudes to produce nausea.
Malnourishment exposes his protruding rib cage. He’s shunned,ostracized and abandoned; the boy you’ve incarcerated in the depths of your soul, emanating from the traumatizing occurrences.
You appease him with criminality,inebriate him with alcohol, and stupefy him with substances to sedate him while contemplating methods of his death.
But killing him will destroy you to eternal damnation, but to expose him to and embrace him with love would commence the process of his/your healing. you survived and your appreciation for having survived will catapult you into your purpose.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Toby Williams
• Release date: Nov 1, 2021
• ISBN: 9781005613143

Toby Williams

The author is presently residing in Gatesville, Texas. He presently holds a bachelor's degree in divinity and pursuing to further his education in biblical counseling; seeking to become a paralegal. He's motivational speaker and lead singing for the church praise and worship team. Also holding the position of law clerk. His works include his autobiography, A Date With Death: Redemption. Is a look into a man who was a tortured soul since birth. Accounts of his life and actions leading up to his conviction for murder. Put on death row, but so how made it out. Now residing in the TDCJ prison system. Available through Amazon. His current published work. Dungeon Boy is available. Recounting true accounts of men, Toby Williams has met. Whom share painful memories of the past. Men with similar elements as the authors life. Look up his appearance on the Netflix show, I Am A Killer: Something Hideous.

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NETFLIX'S SOMETHING HIDEOUS

                   FOR THE AUTHOR’S STORY

                      TOBY WILLIAMS

                        DUNGEON BOY

CONTENTS

Prologue                                                  

PART ONE

ONE

Premature I

TWO

The Ugly Part

THREE

The Artist

FOUR

Defense Mechanism I

FIVE

Pre-mature II

SIX

Defense Mechanism II

SEVEN

HIV

EIGHT

Young Gangster

NINE

Pre-mature III

PART TWO

Death Row

TEN

Beyond the sea

ELEVEN

Scandalist

TWELVE

Death Row Awaits

  Destitute

  Undone

  Neglected

  Gaunt

  Emasculated

  Odious

  Negative

  Barbaric

  Obnoxious

  Yoked to the chains of the horrific occurrence of the past; entrenched With negativity; regarded as nothing, a nobody; the epitome of what one becomes in the muddy trenches of trauma. Negativity exudes from his pores with stench.His screams; piercing! His belligerence;Offensive!

  He resides in the iniquitous darkness of his empty, dank dungeon. Hair matted. His face; stained with grief, tear stains, saliva, mucus and blood. His hands and feet; black with dirt. Breath; foul. Teeth; Black with decay. The horrific smell of urination and defecation protrudes to produce nausea.

   Malnourishment exposes his protruding rib cage. He’s shunned,ostracized and abandoned; the boy you’ve incarcerated in the depths of your soul, emanating from the traumatizing occurrences.

   You appease him with criminality,inebriate him with alcohol, and stupefy him with substances to sedate him while contemplating methods of his death.

    But killing him will destroy you to eternal damnation, but to expose him to and embrace him with love would commence the process of his/your healing.

     you survived and your appreciation for having survived will catapult you into your purpose.

                          Prologue

    #metoo publicity convinced many women to publicize their atrocities; revealing the sexual assaults they've endured. Many of these allegations contributed to dismantling the careers of celebrities, in spite of the statute of limitations eradicating actual charges. Some of them were actually tried and sentenced to prison terms.

   I had actually received a copy of the superseding indictment on Robert Sylvester Kelly, commonly known as R. Kelly, dated July 10, 2019, located in the Eastern District of New York. (The grand jury issued the original indictment on or about June 20, 2019).

  Although I'm not an attorney, I had been commissioned to look intoR. Kelly‘s predicament merely emanating from others' knowledge about my study of law.

  R. Kelley was charged with multiple counts revolving around sexual inappropriaties with minors. Because many of his charges affected interstate  and foreign commerce,he was also charged in other districts.

  On July 11, 2019, the Northern District of Illinois returned a thirteen count indictment against R, Kelly for producing and receiving child pornography, an enticing minors to engage in criminal sexual activity.

    Media outlets smothered many #metoo complaints, seeking their detailed accounts of their sexual assaults. They were bold in their description and many were uninhibited with the details.

   Questionable circumstances sought detail regarding many of their delays why wait so long?

   Embarrassment emanating from the exposure where the Primary Response.

   Psychology intervened with elaborated support, supporting the normality associated with multiple years of delay before exposing the culprits responsible for sexually assaulting them.

   Psychology also supported the embarrassment associated with these experiences. stigma conveys that many girls and women grapple with stages of deep depression, leading to a lifestyle of promiscuity and lesbianism: attributable to diminishing their self-worth. And many of them have succumb to suicide.

   Although multiple men can identify with these type of atrocities; molestation and rape, exposures more difficult as men tend to isolate themselves to contemplating revenge, provided that suicide failed to intervene.

   Stigma also conveys that little boys and Jerry Mullins station answer a lifestyle or promiscuity and homosexuality, convincing them to wrap themselves in the throes of extreme embarrassment.

    bitterness often lands on the table of violence; efforts to escape the turmoil, which continuously wreaks Havoc within the soul.

    The medium has further exposed the psychological improprieties of individuals committing massacres, often attributable to a subjects’ background revealing enormous abuses.

   Although an individual suffering some from the trauma may travel life's journey as a deaf mute; an inability to effectively communicate the atrocity, the results are always communicated through behaviors and attitudes. And often, the horror associated with the occurrence, visits at the most inopportune times to transform the victim into victimizer.

   R.Kelly himself testifies through his childhood traumas. Instead of seeking the proper outlet