Look to the Light Sisters
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Marian Olivia Heath Griffin
Marian Olivia Heath Griffin lives in Baton Rouge, Louisiana with her husband of fifty-eight years. She is a Licensed Professional Counselor and College Administrator (retired) for thirty-six years, the last seven years as Director of International Student Affairs. After she retired from Southern University in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, she decided to utilize her degree in Mass Communication and Photography to tell her people’s stories and history. Griffin graduated from Delaware State University with a Bachelor of Arts Degree in Sociology and Psychology, a Master’s Degree program in Atlanta University School of Social Work, a Master’s Degree program at Gammon Theological Seminary of the Interdenominational Theological Center in Atlanta. She received her Master’s Degree from the New Orleans Baptist Theological Seminary in Psychological Counseling and Social Work. She received a Master’s Degree in Educational Supervision and Mass Communication and Photography from Southern University. She did further study at Louisiana State University and Northwestern University in Evanston, Illinois. She studied Genealogy at the East Baton Rouge Parish Library in Baton Rouge. She has traveled over the fifty states of the U.S. and six of the seven continents. She has written eighteen books in two years, published them with XLIBRIS and compiled and published two photo books with MYCANVAS BY ALEXANDER. She is proud of her three children: Rev. Bertrand, II (Rev. Kotosha Seals Griffin), Karen G. Phenix, (Keith Phenix) and Dr. Michael (Tracie Haydel Griffin). She adores her eight grandchildren: Nia, Kiara, Christian-Paris, Michael, II. Amelia-Grai, Victoria, Olivia and Sophia – all Griffins and one god-child, Whitney White, one great grandchild – Keomi Phenix, one great- godchild, Amelia Pleasant and her brother, Warren, six great- nieces, Whitney Foucheaux, Amoree Sanders, and Danee Heath, Tikia and Lentia Brown, and great nephews: Bobbie, Jr., Enrique and Alberto Garcia, Tyler Heath, Lauren and Kee Kee Dennis, Arshawon Brown (recently deceased), Willie, Jermaine. Brown, Michael Martin and sons, and Devonte Walker.
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1.jpgContents
Author’s Notes
Preface
Acknowledgements
Introduction
PART ONE
AFRICAN AMERICAN FEMALE CIVIL RIGHTS ACTIVISTS
Chapter 1 Only Human
Chapter 2 Mary Elizabeth Bowser, Union Civil War Spy
Achievements Accomplishments
Mary Elizabeth Where Abouts Unknown
Mary Elizabeth Bowser Inducted Into Hall Of Fame
Chapter 3 Elizabeth Freeman, Activist And Abolitionist
Declaration Of Independence Written
End Of Slavery In Massachusetts
Achievement – The Case Of Brom And Bett V John Ashley, Esq.
Freedom At Last, Died A Free Woman
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 4 Sojourner Truth, Abolitionist, Preacher, Women’s Right Activist
Achievements And Accomplishments
Sojourner Truth Dictates Her Autobiography
Inducted Into Halls Of Fame
Chapter 5 Harriet Tubman, Moses Of Her People
Achievements Accomplishments
Tribute To Moses Of The People
Chapter 6 Kathryn Magnolia Johnson, NAACP Guru
Achievement – Early Recruiter For NAACP
Establishing Branches Of NAACP
Successful Campaigns For NAACP
Chapter 7 Ida B. Wells, Social Justice Activist And Crusader
Education
Campaign Against Lynching
A Hundred Women’s Clubs
Achievements And Accomplishments
Awards And Honors
Chapter 8 Sadie Mossell Alexander, Civil Rights Lawyer
Education
Achievements And Appointments
Distinctions And Awards
Chapter 9 Ella Josephine Baker, Pioneer In The Civil Rights Movement
Education
Young Negroes Cooperative League
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 10 Ruby Hurley, Regional Secretary For The NAACP
Appointments And Positions
Achievements And Honors
Chapter 11 Pauli Murray, Advocate For Women’s Rights, Attorney, Writer
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Published Author
Received An Appointment By Prsident John F. Kennedy
National Organization Of Women
Entered The Ministry
Murray’s Autibiography
Awards And Honors
Chapter 12 Fannie Lou Hamer, Civil Rights Activist
Worked With Voting Rights At Early Age
Attended The Democratic Convention In Atlantic City In 1964
Achievements And Accomplishments
Awards And Honors
Chapter 13 Diane Nash, Dedicater Of Equality And Justice
Transfrred Education
Lunch-Counter Sit-Ins
A Nonviolent Leader
Diane, A Spokesperson
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 14 Ethel L. Payne, Civil Rights Crusader
Education
Appointments And Accomplishments
Traveled With Secretary Of State, Henry Kissinger
Awards And Honors
PART TWO
PREACHERS & TEACHERS, AMERICA’S HEARTSTRINGS
Chapter 15 Humannes Our Offering To The World
Chapter 16 Sarah Mapps Douglass, Educator And Writer
Education
Association With White Quakers And Abolitionists
Achievements And Accomplishments
Health Education For Women
Chapter 17 Nancy V. Heath Kellam, Extraordinary Special Education Teacher
Nancy’s Love Of Trees
Education
4-H Club Achievements And Scholarship
High School Days
Achievements And Accomplishments.
Church & Community Achievements
Travels
Chapter 18 Anna Haywood Cooper, Teacher, Advocate For Black Women
Education
Author/Published
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 19 Joni Jenelle Roberts, Principal Extraordinaire
Education
Accomplishments And Achievements
Professional Experience
Professional Activities
Licensure
Chapter 20 Gloria Ann Heath-Martin, Teacher/Minister Extraordiniare
Education
Church Affiliation And Opportunities
Achievements And Opportunities
Awards And Honors
Chapter 21 Gayle Williams, Minister & Teacher Guru
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Call To Ministry
PART THREE
GREAT WOMEN AUTHORS, POETS & INTELLECTUALS
Chapter 22 Phyllis Wheatley, Slave Ship To Freedom Through Poetry
First Black Poet
Freedom With Poetry
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 23 Frances Ellen Watkins Harper, Prominent African American Author
African American Women Speak
Women’s Era: Strong In A Love Of Justice
Achievements And Accomplishments
Social And Civic Organizations
Chapter 24 Maya Angelou, Great Poet And Writer
Maya’s Autobiography
Scholarship To A Local Theater Program
Achievements And Accomplishments
Author Of Best Sellers, Poetry
Northern Coordinator For The Southern Christian Leadership Confereice
Awards And Honorary Degrees
Chapter 25 Gwendolyn Brooks, Twentieth Century Poet And Author
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
We Be Cool
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 26 Juanita M. Dandridge: Dramatis Persona, Poet, Author & Motivational Speaker
An Author And Poet
Achievements And Accomplishments
Church And Civic Organizations
Juanita Dandridge’s Style Of Writing
PART FOUR
GREAT WOMEN SCIENTISTS, MATHEMATICIANS, DOCTORS
Chapter 27 Mary Jackon, Human Computer In NASA
A Human Computer Depected In Hidden Figures
West Area Human Computers
Achievements And Accomplishments
Chapter 28 Dorothy Johnson Vaughn, Mathematician & Human Computer
Education
Programming Data
Achievements And Accomplshments
Awards And Medals
Chats About Hidden Figures.
Chapter 29 Katherine Johnson, Human Computer At National Aeronautics And Space Administration
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Prestigious Honors And Awards
Chapter 30 Raye Montague, Renown Naval Engineer
Education
All Things Are Possible
Achievements And Accomplishments
Social And Civic Organizations
Awards And Honors
Chapter 31 Lovenia Deconge Watson, Greatest Mathematical Genius In The World
Education
Publications
Professional Organizations
Awards And Accomplishments
Church And Communitiy Activities
Travels
To Remember Me
Chapter 32 May E. Chinn, Physician And Researcher Of Cancer
Education
Contributions And Achievements
Awards And Recognitions
Chapter 33 Saundra Yancy Mcguire, PH.D Chemistry Educator & Learning Specialist
Education
Professional Appointments
Achievements And Accomplishments
She Received Lifetime Achievement Award, National Organization For The Professional Advancement Of Black Chemists And Chemical Engineers - NOBCCHE, (2014).
Social, Civic And Other Organizations
Honorary And Professional Organizations
Selected Publications
Chapter 34 Jane C. Wright, Pioneer In Chemotherapy Research
Education
Establishment Of The Cancer Research Center
Appointments And Leading Positions
PART FIVE
THE ARTS: MUSICIANS, SINGERS, ACTRESSES AND DANCERS
Chapter 35 Ma Rainey, Mother Of The Blues
Ma And Pa Rainey
ACHIEVEMENTS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS
Awards And Certificates
Chapter 36 Josephine Baker, Great Singer And Dancer
On To Paris And The Jazz Craze
World War II
Achievements And Awards
March On Washington
Chapter 37 Anne Brown, Originated The Role Of Bess In Porgy And Bess
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Outstanding Awards
Chapter 38 Lena Horne, Most Popular Entertainer Of The Twentieth Century
Education
Career Dynamics
Stormy Weather
Accomplishments And Achievements
Awards And Citations
Chapter 39 Nina Mae Mckinney, The Black Garbo: Actress, Singer & Dancer
Education
A Star Is Born
Accomplishments And Tributes
PART SIX
WOMEN IN BUSINESS, LAW AND ECONOMICS
Chapter 40 Byrolynn Lynn
Belvitt, Business Guru Extraordinaire
Education
Accomplishments And Achievements
Social And Civic Organizations
Chapter 41 Constance Connie
Hall, Volunteer Extraordinaire
Education
Achievements And Opportunities
President Of The Boosters Club
Awards And Certificates
Chapter 42 Sandra Temple Hall, Business Woman, Administrator And Educator
Education
Travels
Owner Of Maxima Industries
Church And Community Services
Accomplishments With Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Incorporated
Chapter 43 Marvis Henderson Lewis, Supervisor – Hearing Officer & Music Guru
Education
Experience And Accomplishments
Professional Achievements, Honors And Accomplishments In Music
Professional Memberships/ Organizations/ Credentials
Music Guru
Co-Author Of Studies And Research
Chapter 44 Janet Grace Nock Moreno, Fashion Design And Development Guru
Education
Accountablility And Responsibility
Genealogical Study
Chapter 45 Gwendolyn Jenkins Thomas, Chief Fiscal Officer, Louisiana National Resources Department
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Awards And Certificates
Leadership
PART SEVEN
AFRICAN AMERICAN WOMEN IN MILITARY SERVICE
Chapter 46 Charity Adams Earley - Army Major: Commanded Black Women’s Army Unit In World War II
Education
Achievements And Accomplishments
Community Services
Published Her Memoir
Awards And Recognition
Conclusion
How Long ! How Long, Lord.
Bibliography
Reference Books
My Personal References
AUTHOR’S NOTES
A T THE BEGINNING of life, we all have or should have hope and optimism for our future. Whatever we are as human beings, we should have hope. We are all important to God. Black women are important, their lives are important. They should not be ignored or put down.
When I was three years old, I knew what it meant to be frightened of the dark. When I awakened in the middle of the night, sometimes from a bad dream, I would frightfully run to my mother’s room to feel the warmth and strength of her loving arms.
Both of our bedrooms were dark, but there was a good feeling that would come over me when I was near my mother.
She always said, Don’t be afraid. Look to the light.
She began to tell me, Look out the window and see the moon and the stars. There is always light. You just have to look for it. There is always a crack where you can see light.
These statements have carried me through many trials and tribulations, joy and happiness. I learned at an early age to have faith and pray.
Later I learned that in Him there is no darkness. I learned that there is victory and success and triumph in darkness. You are gaining trust and faith in God through darkness.
Even in our humanness, we can see that the darkest hour is just before dawn. At the last second of darkness, there is a beacon of light.
Elisa Morgan said in OUR DAILY BREAD, Gazing only at the core of our fallen hearts, it’s tempting to distain our human status. But what if we consider our humanness to be part of our offering in this world?
Jesus teaches us how to be fully human, as servants recognizing we are all the same. Human
is how God made us, created in His image and redeemed by his unconditional love." (p. 25.)
I was very dependent upon my mother. What I didn’t realize until my mother died that she was dependent upon me. I graduated from college in the spring that my mother passed away. She died on January 30, 1961. I graduated on May 15, 1961. I was inconsolable at my graduation.
Mother had very much wanted to see me march down the aisle and get my diploma. I sang in the choir for four years at college, sometimes, solos. My last engagement to sing at was my graduation. I sang the solo part of Handel’s Messiah, He Shall Feed His Flock, Like a Shepherd.
When I finished, I couldn’t see, because I was blinded by tears. My roommate who also sang in the choir, helped me to my seat.
She whispered to me, Why are you crying so hard?
As I sat through the graduation ceremony, I began to pray. Then hope sustained me. I knew my mother was with me, as she and God were holding hands, giving me hope, comfort, courage and strength.
Michelle Obama, in her book, BECOMING, denoted, "A transition is exactly that, a passage to something new.
For me,
she said, becoming isn’t about arriving somewhere or achieving a certain aim. I see it instead as forward motion. A means of evolving, a way to reach continuously toward a better self. The journey doesn’t end. I am now at a new beginning, a new phase of life.
(p. 418.)
Michelle Obama said, I continue to adapt to and are humbled by what it means to truly love others; I have become by certain measures, a person of power, and yet there are moments when I feel insecure or unheard. It’s all a process, steps along a path. BECOMING requires equal parts – patience and rigor. BECOMING is never giving up on the idea that there’s more growing to do.
(p. 419.)
At my graduation, when I was able to answer my roommate’s question, I said, My Mother is not here.
Sometimes when all seems lost, we echo the words of the psalmist "My God, my God, why have You forsaken me? (Psalm 22:1, NIV.)
God answered Jesus as he hung on the cross. It is finished,
Jesus said.
Then God raised Jesus to life.
The only thing that would deliver us from the pain that we were suffering at that time was hope that God would answer our desperate cry for help. I began repeating The Twenty-Third Psalm (The Lord is my Shepherd) and have repeated it every day since that fateful day at my graduation, sixty years ago.
As I walk pass my message board, I glance as usual at my mother’s picture. A picture of Mother was made when she went to the Atlantic City, New Jersey beach when we were children. She went with her Home Demonstration Club, no kids allowed.
These ladies took a group picture of the Club and individual pictures. I still have the picture of Mother.
Once and awhile one of the varieties of pain will catch me when I look at my mother’s picture.
Sometimes, I just want to scream, but instead I find silent tears rolling down my cheeks. For years and years, I woke up crying on the day my mother died. I ran to the bathroom so my husband would not see tears slipping down my cheeks. I needed to learn how to work with it and live with it. Impossible!
Mary Jane Worden, made a statement in WOMEN’S DEVOTIONAL BIBLE, called Night Weeping,
One big component of the pain of losing someone is fear,
she said. Fear that this experience of pain may not be momentary but might settle down on me as a permanent condition, an incurable disease, an overwhelming and unmovable cloud. This time, it’s got me and it may never let me go. I needed to keep reminding myself, in the midst of the pain, that I can acknowledge it and give in to it because it isn’t a life sentence.
(p. 574.)
"Weeping may remain for a night,
But joy come in the morning." (Psalm 30:5, NIV.)
The New Testament in Matthew states:
"Blessed are those who mourn,
For they will be comforted." (Matthew 5: 4, NIV.)
I am sitting in my home on June 4, 2020, watching a funeral procession on television. Thousands and thousands of people are outside of the University of Minneapolis as the family of George Floyd sits inside to mourn his death. The Eulogy is being preached by Rev. Al Sharpton: Get your knee off my neck,
he said to the audience.
George Floyd, a black man, was killed by four white police men. The lead killer police man had his knee on George Floyd’s neck for eight minutes and forty-six seconds which killed George.
All fifty states in the United States of America have their streets crowded with people of all races for nine days and nights. (I didn’t know I would be writing something this drastic today on June 4, 2020.
This is a strange and horrendous time; an uncertain century.
Robin D. Kelley describes in her book TO MAKE OUR WORLD ANEW, that "During the first half of the sixteenth century, while men (Gomez and Esteban) encountered the wilderness of America, Europe was shaken by a religious upheaval.
The disruption was so large that its shock waves had a lasting influence on all parts of the Atlantic world, including Africa and North America. Members of Europe’s Catholic church led by German minister, Martin Luther, protested
against practices of the established priesthood and challenged the authority of the Pope.
These dissenters, called Protestants, broke away from the Catholic church in Rome and organized their own Christian churches. Their mass movement aiming to reform Christianity to a simpler purer pattern of earlier times became known as the Reformation.
There were more than religious motivations for defying papal power in Rome. The Catholic church was also a major economic and political force across Europe. Its large cathedrals and numerous monasteries made it a dominant landholder throughout the continent and the Catholic Authorities supported and benefited from the enormous spoils that flowed to Europe as a result of Spanish conquest in the New World.
(p. 58.)
After reading this passage and seeing the week’s drastic movement of young people in the streets of America, not to mention the Coronavirus, a pandemic, still raging in the nations, I felt a conjoining of these two eras.
Oftentimes we have to look back before we can move forward because history will repeat itself,
I told my grandchildren.
Are we heading for a strange new world or a repeat of many generations of denial of justice to African Americans and a continuation of disenfranchisement that characterizes our lack of freedom and opportunity?
I stated.
There were many persons who struggled in the name of freedom; and this continues to be the theme of the periods of African American history. We continue to fight against a modern- day slavery, the struggle to be free American citizens, despite incredible odds to maintain human dignity in the face of overwhelming inhumanity.
(Kelley, p 169.)
Oral tradition in my family was to pray each day and learn scriptures. I grew up in a home and culture of giving service to others and praying morning, noon and night for God’s grace for myself and all others. I learned to say The Lord is My Shepherd
sitting on my mother’s knees in the moonlight shining from my window and have not departed from it.
A