Unmaking Atoms
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Unmaking Atoms - Magdalena Ball
Unmaking Atoms
Magdalena Ball
Ginninderra PressContents
Artefacts
Salting the Wound
Most of Everything is Nothing
Robin’s Eye
A Cloud Withdrew
Hieroglyphics
Velocity or Pause
Notes
Acknowledgements
Unmaking Atoms
ISBN 978 1 76041 283 8
Copyright © text Magdalena Ball 2017
Cover image: Hand Floating Atoms © Ezume Images
All rights reserved. No part of this ebook may be reproduced, distributed or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the copyright holder. Requests for permission should be sent to the publisher at the address below.
First published 2017 by
Ginninderra Press
PO Box 3461 Port Adelaide 5015 Australia
www.ginninderrapress.com.au
Artefacts
The Last Report of the Day
I saw you, Adrienne Rich.
In my dream we were
walking like old friends
conspicuously cool
our maps drawn
before we took up pens
eyes searching for something
deeper than the wrinkles on our skin.
I felt your hand, crooked with arthritis
brush mine
in the depths of my consciousness
like a stirring of memory
you became every mother
I had ever lost
to a bigger cause
the world too hungry
the lines too sharp
for me to cross.
I was a little girl then
all my unspoken need
pulsing like a lighthouse
your untranslatable language
transmitted through my pores
a scent you recognised.
You didn’t need to say anything
the battery of signals
that battered you
like we’ve all been battered
I felt those signals in my shoulders
hunched against a rising wind.
Gently, but with reasonable force
you pushed my scapulae back
told me, sternly
like any mother would
to stand up straight.
Charitable Crumb
‘The sun set in the same sea; the same odd sun / rose from the sea’ – Elizabeth Bishop, ‘Crusoe in England’
It is still dark
the river ripples
below us
while we drink coffee
on that balcony
together at last
after so many years
of entanglement
remote whispers
down the phone line
and later
whatever means
we could find to keep
the conversation
going.
Now you lean in close
like a confidante
talk about observation
and longing
all that you never had
mother, father, siblings, lovers
the loss that kept coming
like water
suspended over blue-grey stones.
In the hard mouth of the world
we find sudden softness
released into our fingers
that intertwine and separate
typing words breathlessly
against the rising steam of time
our mutual loss holding us here
with this bottomless cup
and the same odd sun.
Luminous Air
‘Come and see my shining palace built upon the sand!’ – Edna St Vincent Millay, ‘A Few Figs from Thistles’
We forgot the secret again
lost on the island
you in your bare beauty
bringing up goosebumps
in the audience
while you tilted your head
whispering small, small.
The rain was full of ghosts
that night
the air luminous
with immortality.
When I next caught your eye
it was already too late
your heart broke over memory’s halls
marbled fingers tapping
against my breath
like dried figs in the early hour.
I crawled through indiscriminate dust
looking for the missing light.
Despite the smooth departure
you were not resigned
not found in easy places
even by the silver knocking
of silent fingers
where death becomes being.
Artefacts
This pile of rubble
buried with my body
fire-cracked
left to moulder.
Fumbling through
the detritus
that holds you here
strange attractor
forms a recurring pattern
out of chaos.
All these things slipped
from my home
bought, displayed, worn
against the skin
the beating of a heart
a memory of scent
powdered into ever finer
recursive detail
a Mandelbrot of loss.
Broken artefacts and bottles
scattered beads
excavated
as broken promises
repeating fractals
material culture
can’t bring back my face
though you keep looking.
Remnants along the filaments
parataxis of chipped glass
objectifying time
not bringing
me back.
Right Angles to Reality
On the bridge of time
I waited in a dream
toes curled along the edge
lips pulled back in expectation.
It could have been anywhere
scanning radio frequencies
cold and bright
as if this alien moon were the moon.
Enceladus spouting water
against a frozen heart