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Skin is the story of an abused, body-obsessed and body-loathing guy and his domineering girlfrend Lucy. Lucy goes away, his mother is dying, and he fixates on the woman living opposite; darkness ensues.
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Skin - Darren Francis
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Skin
Skin | Darren Francis
Acknowledgments
Darren Francis writes, makes art, and makes music.
He is the author of Spell, and - in collaboration with Simon Lewis - Jack Palmer & The Unspeakable Thing.
He was a member of the industrial band Cubanate in the mid-1990s and has recorded the spoken word albums God Thing, Future Ghosts, and Uforia, and six albums as Logos - Gehenna Now, Ascending A Line In The Sky To Sothis, Shamania, Santa Susana Blues, Everything Under The Sky, and Chasing A Thread That Has No End.
For further information and DF news go to darrenfrancis.co.uk
Skin
Darren Francis
First published in 2014 by Public House Press
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© Copyright Darren Francis 1992, 1995, 2014
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All rights reserved
The moral right of the author has been asserted
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No part of this book may be reproduced in any form, by photocopying or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage or retrieval systems, without the prior written permission of both the publisher and the copyright owner.
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For Angela N, wherever she may be
Acknowledgments
This material was written between 1990 and 1992.
It was first published in a much edited form - approximately 10,000 words - in the Pulp Faction anthology Skin in 1995, under the title Skin Of My Dead Mother (an early working title which the publishers of that volume favoured).
The complete text was re-typed by the author for this edition. Numerous edits and revisions were made, though no new material has been added.
1.
I wake from dreams that my mother is dead. Lie on my back in the cold bed, wind sheet-tips in my fingers. The dream edges tears from my eyes, though I know her death is a fiction; I saw her ten days ago, put the phone down to her mere hours before sleep. But I still cry.
I stand, look down at the bed. Only one body's indentation looks back at me. Lucy won't be back for another few hours. I pick up her hairbrush from the bedside cabinet. It is knotted with her long blonde hairs. I untangle them one by one, remember the dream and the trail of childhood the dream tugged in its wake.
A mother astride a half-interred coffin. One foot on each side, toes amongst the wet soil. Twist of mauve-painted ingrowing nail. Smell of turned earth, worms, copulation, blood. A mother held frozen on a hospital bed. Forcing me outward, pushing me forward. A baby squirms, leaves the womb, and out into cold. The doctor cuts the umbilical cord, child wrapped and cast away.
In the bathroom, waiting for Lucy. Windows, half-open, catch the light.
My youngest memory is white walls and bare stone floor. Kitchen; my mother stooped, concertinaed. Sepia memory, mother in pony-tails and floral prints.
To be carried.
To be born.
From a mother who walked for nine months, me curled up inside her. I was born Caesarean, three weeks overdue. Mother did not want to shed me, or maybe I didn't want to be shed.
Curled up with Lucy in my head. Pressed to the floor gazing out of this body. Standing by the pale wall. In the bathroom, stomach pressed against the sink. Sink half-filled with stale water. Tiny hairs hung on the surface. Me spread across the bathroom floor. Plucking hairs from legs with fingers. Four walls around me floor pressed below me ceiling above me unscathed.
By day Lucy works for her money. Home by night she gives it to me. I wait for her to feed me with coins. Can hear next door's television. Laughter. A priest asks for love and money. When he finishes a voice reels off murder statistics. I imagine Lucy placing her hands on the television screen. She has my mother's hands.
My mother's hands holding the child; she kisses its shallow pink head. The child is me, is of her body,