Hand Me Down Bride

By Juliet Waldron

To help her impoverished family, Sophie agrees to marry a wealthy older in far off America. Less than twenty-four hours after she arrives in German’s Mill, Pennsylvania, events have taken a far stranger turn than anything she could have imagined.

Set in Post-Civil-War Pennsylvania, this tale of an arranged marriage is as much family saga as romance. Sophie is a sensitive young woman struggling to make sense of her past and to understand her new homeland. Karl is not only a veteran of the Great War, but scarred by the secret violence of his childhood. How they both learn to trust—and to love—is their unique story.

• Language: English
• Publisher: BWL Publishing Inc.
• Release date: Jul 26, 2015
• ISBN: 9781771451536

Juliet Waldron

“Not all who wander are lost.” Juliet Waldron was baptized in the yellow spring of a small Ohio farm town. She earned a B. A. in English, but has worked at jobs ranging from artist’s model to brokerage. Twenty-five years ago, after the kids left home, she dropped out of 9-5 and began to write, hoping to create a genuine time travel experience for herself—and her readers—by researching herself into the Past. Mozart’s Wife won the 1st Independent e-Book Award. Genesee originally won the 2003 Epic Award for Best Historical, and she’s delighted that it’s available again from Books We Love. She enjoys cats, long hikes, history books and making messy gardens with native plants. She’s happy to ride behind her husband on his big “bucket list” sport bike.

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Hand Me Down Bride

Sisters, Book 1

By Juliet Waldron

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Copyright 2015 by Juliet Waldron

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Chapter 1

Sophie studied her toes. She sat on the double bed in which she’d spent the night, knees drawn up beneath her white lawn nightgown. Lifting her dark head, she gazed through a nearby window at a May morning that shone upon a blooming--but sternly regimented--rose garden. In spite of the warm breeze, she shivered.

Then, hoping it wasn’t true, for the hundredth time, she looked at the other narrow bed, the one next to hers. Upon it lay her new husband, the rich grandfatherly man who’d paid her way from Germany, a man she’d married only yesterday.

Theodore Wildbach was quite dead. Proper, in death as in life, he was flat on his back, hands folded on his chest. He looked like the stone knights lying in the cathedral in her home town. That was how Theodore habitually slept, and how he’d died. Pale lips gaped inside a ring of neatly trimmed salt-and-pepper beard.

She’d discovered him upon awakening. She’d come close, staring, unable to believe her eyes. It was a terrible surprise, nowhere among the thousand twists of fate she’d imagined as she’d journeyed across sea and land to German Mills, Pennsylvania.

That was when the shivering began. Stumbling, teeth chattering, Sophie beat a hasty retreat to her bed.

She’d been sitting there ever since. She kept thinking she ought to feel something, sorrow for Mr. Wildbach, panic at the black abyss of unknowns into which she was plunged, but all she could do was sit, study her toes, and shake.

At last she heard footsteps ascending the stairs. Sophie jumped out of bed, dashed across the room, tore open the door and ran into the long hallway. She didn’t know which member of the family she’d meet, but she didn’t care. She couldn’t sit with a corpse--even such a proper one--for another minute.

There was her dead husband’s youngest son, dressed in one of those outfits of denim that all the young men around here seemed to wear. He was tall, muscular and blonde. He was also shocked by her sudden and indecorous appearance in nothing more than a summer nightgown.

Herr Karl Joseph! She how noted his clear gray eyes widened, then began to roll, trying to look anywhere but at her. "Dein Vater ist Tod!"

What?

* * *

Your father is dead?

"Vas-Vas?"

The shock of seeing that poor girl race into the hallway, shaking, terrified, in an embarrassing state of undress, made him stumble over the German. Karl had been born and raised here in Pennsylvania, but, unlike his father, he strove to be, in every way, an American. When, at the age of fourteen, he’d run away and joined the Union Army, he’d told everyone his name was Joe Wildbrook.

Only yesterday Karl had come from the mill to attend the wedding. He’d arrived in a terrible mood, still hardly able to believe his father was enough of an old goat to have gone through with it. The feeling grew after he’d seen the young, pretty Fraulein Papa had ordered from The Old Country. Karl had come home from the great Civil War with a notion to get married himself, but the local German girls his father kept parading under his nose aroused no interest.

Handsome enough, eh? His father had taken Karl by the elbow, nodded in the direction of the bride. Sophie sat on the other side of the room, gravely sipping from a flowered teacup, one that had belonged to the first Mrs. Wildbach. Karl’s mother had been a plump, fair lady from an English family. Her placid manner had given Theodore no warning of the strength of will she’d possessed.

We could send for one of her sisters for you.

No thanks, Papa. I can find a wife on my own. Karl pointedly disengaged his father’s hand. His insistence upon his marrying a German girl grated. Brother George had been given no such orders, but George, like Papa before him, had found himself a well heeled bride.

"Ah, but not a Schone Jungfrau like that." His father had sent a proud, possessive look at the poor girl.

To Karl, Sophie appeared solemn and edgy. There was not so much as a glint of happiness to animate her beauty. She seemed like the girls who eyed him hopefully at the church socials in nearby Palatine or New Bremen, the ones from whom he ran as if they were agents of the devil.

Sophie nodded whenever his father spoke, those dark, long-lashed eyes apparently engaged in a careful study of her lap. Born and raised to be a Hausfrau, Karl thought, with not a thing in her lovely head but "kuchen, kirche und kinder--cooking, church and babies . . .

It was a genuine surprise to learn she could play the piano. When her Aunt insisted, Sophie executed a classical piece, showing far more animation than she had in conversation. Karl didn’t know much about music, but it was a treat, the performance poised and polished. It was clearly no beginner’s effort.

Papa had been cross when Karl, after one too many glasses of the spiked punch, had made a joke about it.

You think I would marry a peasant? If I wanted one of those, I could have had a barefoot Mennonite off any farm from here to New Bremen, with none of the trouble--or expense--I’ve just gone to.

As the celebration went on, Karl began to have second thoughts about the girl. When she thought no one was looking, she surveyed the goings-on with intelligent, wary eyes. When she caught him watching, however, that numb mask quickly took control again.

Maybe she was the sly opportunist his sister-in-law Sally suspected. Which would, Karl thought, serve Sally right. After all, it took one to know one.

Now, this morning, here the object of all his speculation stood! Dark braids trailed over high unsupported breasts. Ample curves showed to advantage beneath a sheer lawn night gown. She was distraught, disturbingly disheveled.

Sophie, seeing the shock and embarrassment in Karl Joseph’s gray eyes, thought he might run away. To prevent this, she seized his wrist and repeated what she’d said.

"Entschuldigen bitte, Herr Karl. Excuse, please, Herr Karl. Somehow she managed to translate between chattering teeth. Dein Vater ist Tod. Then, hoping that use of both languages would aid the son’s tardy understanding, she added, Herr Teo-dore--iss--dead."

Good God! Karl tore his wrist from her grasp and ran straight into the spacious paternal suite.

* * *

After months of traveling, Sophie stepped out of the coach that had come from Philadelphia, PA, to German’s Mill. It had been the goal of a journey that had taken her across the ocean, to the port of New York where she’d been met by Aunt Ilga, her mother’s sister.

They had traveled by train to Philadelphia where they’d spent a week resting in her Aunt and Uncle’s fine home.

"We want to you to be calm and pretty when Herr Wildbach sees you, Pretty Neice. First impressions are so important." Her aunt had anxiously pinched Sophie’s travel-pale cheeks.

All too soon, she and her aunt were away again, this time in company with her coarse, rich American Uncle Ralph. They’d taken a short train trip to Lancaster, where a coach awaited them. Some hours later, in German’s Mill, dapper Theodore, beard neat and elegant, greeted them. He’d worn a new three-piece black suit, waistcoat crossed by a heavy golden watch chain. Herr Wildbach was old enough to be Sophie’s grandfather, but still a fine looking man. He carried a bouquet of fresh cut roses.

He was formal, but Sophie knew he was looking her over, from the top of her brown head to her brand new high-button shoes. Seeming to approve of what he saw, he smiled gravely, gave her his arm, and escorted her to a shiny carriage which boasted a uniformed black driver. Ilga and Ralph joined them.

Her aunt beamed. She had made the match, successfully sparking Theodore’s interest.

Sophie knew that Uncle Ralph and Herr Theodore were sometime business partners, and that her husband-to-be visited Philadelphia several times a year. It was during one of those business trips Aunt Ilga had found the opening for her proposal.

The drive took them through red dirt fields filled with new corn and green hay and finally to a little town with rutted streets and many tall, graceful elms and maples. Graciously speaking to Sophie in German, Theodore pointed out sights of interest in this, her new home.

From the carriage, she saw a school house, a smithy, a harness maker, and a cooper’s shop. A modern brick general store had the same sort of porch-sitters Sophie had noticed at every general store in America, but there were shoppers, too. Mill and store both belonged to Theodore.

The mill itself was on one end of the town, set adjacent to a rushing creek. In the middle distance, Sophie could see a white cataract. Theodore explained that water had been diverted along a race to power the mill.

Making an expansive gesture, Theodore explained, My great-grandfather immigrated from Brandenberg to Manheim, Pennsylvania. My father moved up here and built this mill, the cornerstone of this village. Theodore had gone his father one better, setting up the general store and coining money as the population grew.

Wagons drawn by red oxen waited beside the mill. Farmers with straw hats, brown faces and baggy, dusty work clothes stood at the loading area doing what farmers everywhere do--discuss the weather.

They paused to solemnly tip their hats to Theodore. He returned their salute, but did not ask the driver to stop. Over the sound of falling water, the repetitive thump and groan of a working mill was audible.

Where is Karl Joseph? Aunt Ilga had been studying the men busily loading sacks into wagons.

Out looking at buckwheat, Theodore replied. He’s gauging the harvest. My dear, you will meet my youngest, Karl Joseph, later this evening. Taking Sophie’s hand in his, he’d added, My second son manages my mill for me. It is an excellent place for a young man to acquire a thorough knowledge of business.

Then, he pointed up the hill toward a two-story stone house with tall windows and announced, There is your new home, Miss Neimann.

Sophie, who had spent her life in cramped, dark city apartments, had never imagined she would live in such a house! It sat in the midst of a park-

like space, with tall trees in an avenue. A rose garden in full bloom ornamented one side of the lawn.

It would be like a fairy tale, she thought, except for the woman’s price I shall soon pay--my body given to that chilly old man!

Sternly, she pushed self-pity away. Her father had been an educated gentleman, a civil servant. Since his untimely death, her mother had worked to exhaustion, attempting to support her and her sisters.

As Sophie had done time and again on the voyage, she schooled herself.

"I am ever so fortunate to have this opportunity to help my family to a better life. Perhaps, in time, if I please this gentleman, and if he is as generous as Aunt Ilga says, he will let me bring my mother and all my sisters to this wonderful country, where there is more than enough for everyone."

In spite of the often-repeated internal lecture, fear churned in the pit of her stomach as the carriage ascended the shady drive.

Theodore handed Sophie down, and escorted her through a tall, dark door into an impressive but gloomy parlor. It was paneled in walnut, full of massive furniture and Turkish carpets. Dresden figurines crowded small tables. Lace-edged antimacassar lay across the chair backs. China plates lined rails just below the ceiling.

Here Sophie met Herr Wildbach’s oldest son, George, and his wife, Sally. Both were distinctly cold, but Aunt Ilga had warned her about them.

George Wildbach thought he had the inheritance sewed up. When you have children—and, she paused to send Sophie a solicitous glance, I am convinced you will most certainly have that happiness, George and Sally’s plans will be out the window.

Theodore, in a lord-of-the-manor fashion, introduced Sophie to two housemaids and to the German cook. When Sophie saw how nicely the servants were dressed, she was glad Aunt Ilga had bought her these new high-button shoes.

It wouldn’t have done at all to arrive in German’s Mill with those wooden ones she’d worn across the ocean. She’d owned leather shoes at home, but her mother had been told that it wouldn’t be safe for Sophie to look as if she had anything to steal, so she’d gone on board dressed like a servant.

The New York shoes were breaking in nicely, although they still rubbed a little. She’d had to resort to sticking plasters at the heels, but Sophie was thrilled with them anyway. It had only been during Papa’s lifetime that she’d owned anything so handsome.

That very evening, she and Herr Wildbach, he, starched and upright, were married in the oppressive downstairs parlor. A local dignitary, called a District Justice, performed the service. Only servants and immediate family were present.

Sally Wildbach was tearful, but clearly not with happiness. Her husband, George, a stooped younger copy of his upright father, appeared preoccupied. Karl had arrived late, just after Theodore had opened his pocket watch and declared he would not wait one second more to convenience that impertinent puppy.

Puppy, Sophie saw, did not really describe Karl Joseph. He was taller than either father or brother, muscular and fair, made from a different mold. His handsome face was pale and shadowed, like a man who has spent the night awake. Sophie felt ill-at-ease, for she had an intuition Karl was sorrowfully remembering his mother. When Aunt Ilga had talked about the Wildbachs, she’d explained that Karl Joseph had been deeply attached to his mother, that he’d run away and joined the army just after she had died. It didn’t take much imagination to guess what he was feeling.

After the brief ceremony, there had been a hearty German supper of roast pork, filling, gravy, kraut, and poppy-seeded noodles. The dessert was a fabulously tender and moist Dampfnudeln--raised dumplings--swimming in a delicious cherry sauce. Sophie’s stomach was a knot, so she couldn’t eat much, no matter how good the food was and how blessedly familiar.

Theodore and her Aunt and Uncle were cheerful, but the other family members were taciturn, particularly the handsome Karl. He passed dishes wordlessly and consumed quantities that would have made him champion at any eating contest. He was a polite diner, but the way he kept staring from across the table at her was almost unbearable. His cold gray eyes seemed full of reproof. Under such relentless scrutiny, she wielded her fork with great care.

What was the big square-jawed oaf staring at? Was he waiting for her to spill cherry sauce down the front of her new frock?

Worse still, how much he looked like Captain Frederick, that wolf in sheep’s clothing to whom she’d so foolishly lost her heart! Remembering that fine officer, remembering everything that had happened, a chill ran down her spine.

Sophie swallowed her last bite with difficulty, set the fork precisely down.

Once and for all, she told herself sternly, I will put the folly of my past behind me.

* * *

After a couple of agonizingly slow turns around the rose garden, Theodore announced they intended to retire. Sally and George looked at each other, and then at her, contempt and dislike all over their faces. The surly younger son, after a mumbled thank-you and good-bye, sentiments more suitable for a Sunday dinner than a wedding feast, had hurried to the front hitching post. Throwing himself upon his big chestnut horse, he’d galloped away down the avenue as if pursued by the devil.

Sophie’s heart had been pounding, her palms sweating, when, at last, the bedroom door closed behind them. In German, in a tone more like a sergeant than a husband, Theodore directed her to get undressed and put on the lovely nightgown Aunt Ilga had laid out.

Obediently, Sophie went to the bed by the window and lifted the fine material between trembling fingers. She was greatly relieved when her husband retreated into an adjacent dressing room.

Her Aunt had explained: Herr Wildbach believes that sleep is more profound and healthful when a husband and wife occupy separate beds.

Nervously hurrying to obey, Sophie heard the sound of pouring water. Next came the opening and closing of a cupboard door and the tinkle of a spoon inside a glass. After a few moments of silence in which Theodore was presumably drinking whatever mixture he’d made, he began to move about again. A wardrobe door opened and closed.

What would her ruined friend, Lisel, now left forever behind in Osnabruck, say about the kind of man who takes the time to hang up his pants on his wedding night? Especially a man of fifty-seven, about to possess a twenty-two year old bride?

Sophie began to shiver in earnest.

When Theodore reappeared, he wore a perfectly ironed ankle-length nightshirt, leather slippers and an alarmingly warm expression. He took her hands, and, formally, one at a time, lifted and kissed them.

Beneath that knowing older man’s gaze, Sophie lowered her eyes. She felt a flush bathe her, bosom to brow. Theodore bent and kissed Sophie upon the lips. His lips felt cold and dry.

Now, Frau Wildbach, into your bed.

She could hardly see, but somehow she managed it. When she faced him, clutching the sheet in a death grip, he said in his precise, clipped German, Don’t worry about your marital duties tonight, Frau Wildbach. We’ll perform them soon, but I think we should be more at ease with each other first. You will know when the time has come, he instructed, because I shall join you there.

Sophie tried not to look as relieved as she felt, but the reprieve brought her to the brink of tears.

Mind, my dear, don’t confide this to anyone, particularly Sally. It is none of her business, though she will try to make it so. She is a typical American woman, a busybody who does nothing all day but drive about in her carriage to pay visits. He shook his head disapprovingly. I’ve told George many times that leisure spoils a wife. It only gives them time to meddle in matters they shouldn’t.

Sophie nodded. The dangerous sister-in-law Aunt Ilga had warned her about was maybe not such a threat after all, if that is what Theodore thought of her.

I would not do that, Herr Wildbach, she replied. "Meine Mutter says that everything between husband and wife is to be kept private."

Prudent advice, Theodore observed dryly, but not always easily followed. At least until you have more English, you won’t . . . He paused again, left the sentence unfinished. Sophie could not tell if it was discretion he was requesting, or a better command of her new language.

I am sorry, Herr Wildbach, dat I do not have better English.

"English is a confusing language. If you want to know something, ask Grete in the kitchen, or me. Divine, the schwarze cook who works for Karl, knows German, too. She was born in Palatine."

This caused Sophie to raise her eyes in wonder. Herr Wildbach chuckled. I mean to say that Divine was born in Palatine, Pennsylvania.

Oh.

Theodore gave her a last long look in which fatherliness and lusty regret uneasily combined. Then he turned on his heel, crossed the room, blew out the lamp and got into his bed, the one closest to his dressing chamber.

It took her some time to stop trembling and settle back into the clean, fine linen where she smothered tears of weary gratitude in the pillow. What a kind, kind man, Sophie thought. Surely, after this, when Herr Theodore came to her bed, she could do what she must without so much fear. Perhaps, even, with a feeling of--if not love--at least gratitude for tonight’s supreme charity.

* * *

And you woke up and that was how he was? Karl repeated. Sophie had followed him back into the room and stood at the bed’s foot. Seeing the body, her teeth began chattering again.

"Ya. I did not know what to do."

Soon the house was in turmoil. People wept, even the servants. Men flocked up from the town below to stand, hats in hand, in the yard. Sophie shed some tears, too, at last, though she’d only known Theodore Wildbach for such a brief time.

She was truly sorry. Theodore had seemed fastidious in every way, a man of his word, and one who had been supremely careful of her feelings. His kindness last night had convinced her that he was—or rather, had been--a good man.

* * *

The Will was read in a Judge’s parlor. Here, from a seat beside her tight-lipped Aunt, Sophie learned that it had not been altered to include her. A codicil had been drawn, the Judge apologetically explained, but not yet signed. This left George and Sally possession of the great house on the hill, the general store, some railway stock, and undisclosed sums lodged in Cincinnati banks.

The judge read on: I bequeath the sum of $600 and title to the mill, commonly known as German’s Mill, as well as the attached house, barn and 3 acres, to my son Karl Joseph Wildbach on condition he forswear continued use of the English alias Joe Wildbrook. Shame concerning his family’s origin is an attitude that has inflicted great pain upon his father. Although, during his youth, Karl Joseph displayed a disobedient and reckless disposition, experience of life has, I trust, worked a transformation that will render him worthy of his inheritance.

Sophie saw Karl Joseph blanch. His big muscular hands gripped his hat as if he intended to punch strong fingertips through the brim.

Chapter 2

This is what I get, Karl thought, for feeling the least bit of sorrow for Papa. Even from the grave he knows where I’m vulnerable, how to humiliate me, control me.

That he, Joe Wildbrook, a decorated Veteran of the War Between the States, still could feel like a bullied child must be hidden at all costs. He had already proved he could survive beyond the protective wing of his rich father. As a soldier, he’d proved he was a man--if killing made you one--many times over.

Karl glared at the elaborate parquet which floored Judge Markham’s dim lair. He would not give George or that malicious Sally the pleasure of witnessing his pain.

He had been feeling sorry that he hadn’t loved his father more or pleased him more, remembering the affection his father had given--of a distant kind, to be sure, but a portion of what a father ought to give his son. Now here was Papa as ever, ruining the warm moment, still tearing him down, now from beyond the grave!

While fighting the Great War, a boy surviving among rough and desperate men, Karl had learned some of life’s hardest lessons. When he’d fallen seriously ill just as the war ended, his father had taken him from a crowded military hospital, and brought him home.

Karl had been grateful. After hearing from army friends that postwar service mainly consisted of killing Indians, he wanted no more of the army. He’d done enough killing, witnessed enough death and dying. So, after getting his health back, instead of resuming military life, he’d resigned. He ended as a Captain, no small feat for one who’d gone in as a friendless, penniless boy.

He had accepted his father’s offer to manage the mill. It was noisy and dirty there, nothing that either Papa or George wanted to deal with. Karl had been thankful to keep life simple while he got well and sorted out his mind about what he had seen--and done--during the long agony of that terrible war.

While recovering, he developed a vague notion of earning a stake, and heading west. He had heard inspiring stories about Oregon, and thought he might like to go there.

Now, three years since he’d risen from his death bed, Karl Joseph could neither bear himself nor German Mills. He was at his father’s beck and call, his nose rubbed in the same dreck that had driven him away in the first place.

Judge Markham, watery eyes twinkling over his spectacles as he read, was very much enjoying his role as Theodore’s