BELLECOUR
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John Callabro
John Calabro has been teaching for twenty-five years with the Toronto District School Board. Bellecour is his first work of fiction.
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BELLECOUR - John Callabro
JOHN CALABRO
BELLECOUR
CITY SERIES 2
GUERNICA
Toronto – Buffalo – Lancaster (U.K.)
2005
FOR SANDRA, LOUIS, CLAUDIA,
AND BASILIQUE SACRÉ-COEUR
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I wish to thank Luciano Iacobelli for encouraging me to explore the art of writing, Antonio D’Alfonso for helping me understand the art of writing, and Sandra Lisi-Calabro for trying to understand this author.
We do not remember days . . .
we remember moments.
Cesare Pavese
BELLECOUR
I walk. Head hazy. A murky pool of drunken, tripping, half-chewed, disconnected, leftover thoughts. The numb feeling at the back of my head persists and my now scraped-empty stomach aches with the aftermath of convulsing.
Don’t stagger as much anymore, swagger from side to side, I avoid hitting lampposts and try to feel better. The darkness is blacker, soothing, befriending me. I need to walk.
The dirty metallic shutters reappear more often, almost on every second store, all of them varying shades of grey. Orienting myself in this black and white neighbourhood is difficult. Shutters, leaking rust, display faded, barely legible names and logos hiding behind peeling paint.The filth and desolation are more prevailing and maybe because of this, I hurt less. The graffiti is bleak, hideous, mostly meaningless scribbles, grey on white, smudges with rounded embossed contours. Illegible. Sometimes, jagged-edged indecipherable lettering; all in all, a poor effort at rebellion.Tossed garbage and broken glass, dark empty remnants of wine bottles, are scattered over an uncaring sidewalk. Imprints of rotting food, squashed by heavy steps, smear the already soiled walkway; footprints acting as pointers. It is an ugly route that I am following.
Torn pages of blemished, dated, yellowed newspaper are flying around, lifted off the ground by a lazy breeze that suddenly comes from nowhere. The garbage circles my elongated, oblique shadow, as it lurches forward, sideways. Half images of truncated moments and thinly sliced words recount, re-describe and re-invent tales of the evening, carving themselves momentary niches through mind-numbing repetition. Words, thoughts and images wrestle for attention, of which I have none to spare.
I don’t recognize this part of Queen Street, even the streetlights appear different, older and duller, from another era. My stomach feels fine, no more burning sensations, the defeated acids having been exiled. The storefronts are closed and dark, the only illumination coming from weary lampposts and a reluctant full moon, trying to hide behind slow-moving, thinning, cottons of clouds.
Not all the stores display the shutters of a distrusting neighbourhood on their windows. There is a dark undefended bakery. Inside, shelves mostly empty; an overlooked baguette on display. A line-up of square tables provides a resting-place for wooden chairs, making it easier for the floors to be swept and washed at the end of a long day.
I pause in front of the window. It doesn’t seem possible that patrons might have sat here earlier this evening. It doesn’t seem possible that people would even want to live around here. La Boulangerie parisienne has the look of having been closed for a while, and yet at the same time appearing ready to open, and serve hot coffee and chocolate croissants to anxious morning commuters.
These storefronts have French names, which is typical for this part of the city, although there is more French than I recall there ever being on Queen Street, as if the area were trying to redefine itself as the French Quarter, and hadn’t told anyone. The side streets also have French names that are vaguely familiar. I try to recall where I have seen them before. The exercise helps me regain some balance and grounds a lingering stoned drunkenness. None of the names prompt any specific memory, just a muted awareness.
I cross a side street and look down. The streetlights are out, perhaps a malfunction. Everyone is asleep, having turned off their houselights, the area is darker than it should be.
My hands don’t hurt anymore, and the muffled haze constricting my thoughts is beginning to lift.The swirling images of tonight’s hurt are slowly fading giving way to a clearer picture of a present moment. Walking in the dark is good.
There are no trees either, giving this residential neighbourhood added inner-city sadness. No grass, no flowers, just aged, ruptured cement sidewalks. I read the street signs out loud as soon as I can decipher them, my voice keeping me company. I have a feeling that if I call out their names, it will trigger a brighter memory and anchor me to a stronger sense of reality. My weak eyes, made impotent by the darkness of the night, make it more of a challenge than it should be. One side street sounds familiar.
At this distance, I can make out the outline of the first part of the street name Bell . . . Perhaps Bellwoods. I know that name. I get closer and decipher the full name: Bellecour.
Rue Bellecour.
Rue Bellecour is the name of the street I grew up on in France. The one that crossed my neighbourhood behind Place de la Bastille, west of Montmartre. Bellecour is a common French name and