Surviving Love and Relationships
By Tony Crisp
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A loving relationship is one of the most sought goals. It is also one of the most difficult to attain and maintain. A major reason is that most of us fail to understand some of the fundamental aspects of what makes us love, and what might make us destroy what love we give or receive. To call most of today's relationships loving is incorrect.
Tony Crisp
I have been writing since the age of 18, having now about 40 books published. Mostly about the mystery of being human and the life of humans, their dreams, passions and the wonderful opening to the MORE that we can all achieve. I have worked and taught in many parts of the world, and seem to be, at 83, still exploring and discovering. I hope my writings share that with you.
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Surviving Love and Relationships - Tony Crisp
Surviving Love and Relationships
Lessons in avoiding the awful pain of relationships
Tony Crisp
Surviving Love and Relationships
Copyright © 2009 by Tony Crisp
Smashwords Edition 1.0 November 2009
E’mail: tonycrisp@yahoo.com
http://dreamhawk.com
Chapters
Growing Up to Love
Homecoming to Love
Love Sex and Desire
Surviving Love and Relationships
Growing Up to Love
What do you think it would be like to fall in love with or get married to someone who is only four or six years old emotionally? If you can’t remember being that young, love at that age means being incredibly dependent, with an enormous need for attention, possibly very jealous if someone else gets the love you desperately want; and if you lose a parent/loved one at that age it is devastating, even life threatening. But it may mean, because of early hurts, being unable to feel or express love.
Does that all sound familiar? You, like I, have either lived it, or witnessed it again and again with friends or in film drama – and I am talking about adults! This is really serious survival stuff. Take a minute to remember how many times you have either yourself experienced being unable to give or receive love, felt real pain from losing or fearing the loss of a loved person, experienced a total breakdown, or even heard of people killing themselves. And love isn’t something you can choose not to have like a new handbag or wristwatch. I know some people appear to survive without that magical blending of selves that can occur, but look at them closely. I believe you will see a whole facet of them is missing.
I know this story very deeply, because it happens to be mine. Soon after my premature birth my ageing grandmother took over my rearing – my mother was working almost every day. But this first love of mine died before I was two. It left a very sensitive wound of loss in me.
I suppose I was one of the lucky ones as my mother took over after my grandma’s death. However the wound was pierced once more when I was put in a hospital at three without any warning. The terror of feeling I was unwanted and was now losing my mother was beyond easy description. Then, at five my mother decided to punish me for being late home from school. Okay, she was worried, but she said to me, You hurt me, and now I am going to hurt you.
She did. She stripped me, bathed me, telling me she was sending me to the orphanage.
Remember the wound of loss? Well that really opened it up and deepened it. I was on my knees begging not to be hurt like that again. But it didn’t have the effect my mother wanted. Of course it was only an awful threat, but it was real to me, and I responded by cutting my mother out of my life as completely as I could. I cut out all love I felt for her and killed any emotional connection. It wasn’t a conscious act, more like an attempt at survival as I struggled with the apparent fact that my mother could get rid of me at any time.
It was a tragic act, and unfortunately the tragedy went two ways. My mother never received the love from her son that she could have had, and I never learned to let my love grow beyond that of a five year old. I married and helped raise five children, was capable, a