The Voyage of a Rich-Dreamer Girl but Lost

By Claire S.

It's the story of an adolescent rich and dreamer that who could have had everything and succeed in her life if she did not stay blocked on the problems of the heart and love as well as from the parents than the despair to find love, as well as her heart injury that did not allow her to succeed anything.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Claire S.
• Release date: Dec 4, 2013
• ISBN: 9781310668357

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The voyage of a

Rich-Dreamer girl

but lost

Copyright Claire S. 2013

Published at Smashwords

I dedicate this book to my late father that I loved more than any words could ever describe and that I admire.

Prologue

I wish to share my turmoil life story without attacking anyone or hurting anybody. It is something I need to do at this point of my life after such a brutal and tragic loss of my dad. All my life I have wanted to write a book on my mother’s and my dad’s life, but I do not have information and my dad died too early. My dad was always very secret towards me. I have a scar in my heart that will stay forever. I realize now since the past 5 months that I need to share my suffering with the world.

Part I essentially talks about the result I have become and of my daddy, whereas part II talks about a part of my teenage life that my daddy has allowed me to have.

PART I

Chapter 1

Since I came into my daddy’s life he has spent his life saving me. I sadly could not show him half of my love and recognition towards him for everything that he has done for me. I was very selfish towards my daddy. Today I sadly cannot do anything to catch up with that. My heart has a huge emptiness that no words could ever express. My daddy did not know how to give me love and has always, as soon as he had sufficient money, given me a lot of money and things. During all this phase of my life I had not learned how to manage money. And I have never managed to finish something in my life, apart from my Secretary Diploma. I have never managed to stay in a job for more than a year, except when I was working with my mom.

Or when I had my own company that I managed to sabotage and that I had managed to start at its beginnings once again because of my daddy.

It all started during my premature birth of one month in the African bush of Swaziland. I was born dead. My daddy did all he could to reanimate me and he succeeded. From that moment on, my daddy has spent his life saving me. I have never managed to finish anything in my life. I am a big dreamer and hopeless romantic of life…..

Chapter 2

All my acts in life were always to try and attract the attention of my daddy. I would always receive everything I wanted, money, all the toys I wanted, furniture I wanted, the computer I wanted. It