A Cry for a Hero

By Jonathan Womack

29 year old Jack Ramsey grew up in the majestic Colorado Rocky
Mountains. As a youth, Jack emulated superheroes, a tucked-in towel for a
cape, T-shirt and jeans in place of tights. Those times are far behind now, his
comics long since put on the shelf.

Until one fateful day when a terrifying encounter triggers a profound
metamorphosis that forever changes him, awakening a power both
wonderful and shocking.

Flying high over the earth, Jack discovers a satellite weapon saturating areas of the United States with wounding energy waves. Jack ignores the odds, recalling his comic lore to transform into the superhero Ram. Together with the sultry, enigmatic Russian assassin, Vonya, and ‘Out of Body’ researcher Dr. Hadji Keef, they struggle to prevent an insidious enemy from laying waste to an entire city!

• Language: English
• Publisher: Charles River Press
• Release date: Dec 15, 2012
• ISBN: 9781936185092

Jonathan Womack

Musician, martial artist, author, and out-of-body explorer Jonathan Womack is committed to raising awareness on the topics of the spirit world, and our connection with Mars. Jonathan freely lectures on his own amazing out-of-body episodes and understanding of the soul's experience and existence before, during, and after life - in a captivating, compelling manner cloaked in an approachable, aw-shucks Midwest charm. Jonathan is employed by Harvard University's Graduate School of Education and writes in his spare time. He has had a positive impact on many people looking for even the briefest glimpse of what it all means and why we are here. He resides outside of Boston and is currently at work on the sequel to A Cry for a Hero, Ram I Am.

Book preview

Part One

Discovery

One morning walking down the street

Where nobody walks, nobody can hear

I started listening to a sound so clear

To the world around me

From the song The World Around Me

King’s X

Chapter One

Jack’s heart froze. He’d drifted off to sleep when a clinking sound jarred him awake. Curled upon his sleeping bag, facing west, he opened his eyes. An August sun tanned his face, and a supple breeze carried scents of the Rocky Mountain high country.

He didn’t know if the noise was benign or hostile, though his instincts cried danger. Lying still, he surveyed the campsite, fight or flight adrenaline pumping his veins. Kevin and Jim’s unoccupied lean-to’s were off to the right, and in the center of camp a dying fire smoldered. Across the fire pit was a woodpile and next to it, his 12 gauge Winchester shotgun, leaning against a tree, unloaded. The shells sat nearby on a makeshift table along with various camping supplies. He cursed himself for letting his guard down.

Forty feet to his left he spied the source of the noise, a huge brown grizzly bear, rummaging through food left over from a recent cookout. How could he be so careless? Leaving meat out in the open was just asking for trouble, up here where everything from bears to bobcats hunted fresh game. He’d been tired from a long day of hiking, and after an appetizing dinner of Hobo burgers and beans, he was ready for a nap. His buddies talked of heading down to the lake for some early evening fishing. Leaving them in charge of cleaning up may prove to be a deadly mistake.

His shotgun was 60 feet away. A mad dash might get him there in time to load two shells and get off a shot before the bear was on him. The scenario did not fill him with confidence, for even if he ignited both barrels at close range, it seemed an insufficient means to bring down the beast. It was by far the largest grizzly he’d ever seen, and looked as if it could eat him, Kevin and Jim with nary a belch. He considered other options as the bear huffed and pawed through leftover venison. It knocked over a camping table: scattered pots and pans clattering the ground. Grumbling appreciative bear speak; it licked at the cookware, savoring tiny morsels.

Icy fingers of fear caressed Jack’s skin like a draft from a cold dark cellar. He remained immobile, afraid of drawing the bear’s attention as he searched in vain for a large stick within reach.

With a low growl, the mammoth carnivore knocked away an empty container in its search for additional treats, and came upon a cooler latched shut. Claws honed lethal by evolution slashed open the lid as a chef might filet a fish, overturning the container. The contents spilled to the ground, an assortment of raw venison, sausage, and steaks. Much like a slot machine gambler hitting the jackpot, the bear resumed its feasting, seemingly unaware of Jack’s presence.

A break for the nearest tree was not an option. The Douglas Firs and cottonwoods within his view afforded no handholds to climb.

The predator slurped with satisfaction, blood juices from the raw meats frothing its chin. Jack knew the meal wouldn’t last much longer and when the food was gone, the ravenous creature would come looking for a main course. Him.

He calculated a path toward Indian Point and the old rope-bridge spanning Queechay Gorge a hundred yards distant. Once across the bridge, he would be safe.

The moment of now or never approached fast as he gathered his courage, ready to spring into action. When he tried to move, he found that his muscles had stopped obeying. Fear had bound his arms and legs to stakes buried deep in the ground, leaving him helpless, at the mercy of a savage killer.

The creature made short work of the meats, batting away the empty cooler, growling with unsatisfied hunger. It paused, nose up, sniffing the air.

It turned around.

It was now facing Jack, eyes locked, sudden realization dawning upon its primitive brain.

Like a nightmare turned real, the hulking grizzly lumbered its great bulk toward him, twelve hundred pounds of menace on a mission. Murderous intent gleamed from its eyes. Muscles capable of ripping a man in half rippled beneath its fur as it walked; bloody drool spilling from its open mouth.

Jack had waited too long, for fear now had him in its iron grip and would not let go. The opportunity for flight had just come and gone; now death approached to claim its prize.

Desperation inched up his spine, his heart shuddering. The survival instinct screamed in his mind. Run damn you, run!

The bear loomed closer.

Jack teetered on panic’s edge, all but certain he was about to meet his end, here and now, a violent and horrific death.

The man-eater growled in anticipation. There was no escape. His father once said that if a bear ever came after you, Don’t run, just lie down and be dead. He didn’t say play dead or act dead, he said, be dead.

He thought of his father and mother, and how he had been blessed with parents that provided him with love and support for all of his 29 years. They’d learn of their only child’s gruesome demise from the county Sheriff or local preacher, leaving them devastated. Jack’s heart cried out. No chance to say goodbye, or tell them how he respected and cared for them. Bitterness burned his soul and he cursed a god that could be so cruel, so uncaring. His death would be meaningless.

He couldn’t let that happen, refused to give in. He’d always been a survivor and he was determined to survive this. His only chance, though slim, was to ‘be dead,’ hope the bear believed it, and being convinced, wander off in search of its next meal.

He closed his eyes, holding his breath, visualizing himself as a corpse.

Be dead…

The thundering stride drew near. A large, meaty paw nudged his leg. Steel-like claws teased the fabric of his jeans. It lowered its head, sniffing his feet.

Jack lie frozen, wrapped in terror’s lethal embrace.

Be dead…

His heartbeat slowed to a crawl, thip-thumped inside his head.

Be dead…

The hairy mammoth trailed its nose up his legs, to his stomach, sniffing. It nudged him, rolling him onto his back.

Be dead…

It slid its nose across his chest, snorting his scent.

Be dead…

Now, inches from his cheek, its hot breath buffeted his face like a medieval bellows. Slimy spools of saliva found their way into his nose and mouth, the nauseating stench threatening to trigger his gag reflex. He could feel its immense weight and power as it brushed against his chin with its cold, wet nose.

Be dead…

With a guttural growl, it raised its head and Jack braced himself for the inevitable crushing blow. A mighty roar shook his body and rocked his eardrums. A spray of bloody spittle from its huge maw rained down on his face and neck.

Be dead…

It paused to sniff at his face for what seemed an eternity. Then, as if hearing a call beyond human senses, the creature pricked its ears, wheeled around, and trudged off into the woods, its prize meal left unclaimed.

Jack remained motionless, disbelieving this unlikely twist of fate. He should be dead, a front-page tragedy in tomorrow’s local headlines. However, he would not meet his maker today. By some miracle, he’d been given a second chance.

***

Kevin Plummer and Jim Madigan stood by the shore, placidly casting their lines, enjoying the sunset, chatting about everything from girls to gears; two backwoods philosophers without much of a scholarly education. What they lacked in degrees and certifications they made up for in common horse sense. They weren’t in the best of shape, Kevin at 5’ 10" and Jim just over six feet, both men a good twenty-five pounds overweight, with full beards and long, bushy hair. If you put a fiddle and a guitar in their hands, you’d have a couple of robust mountain men and a hoot-in-any. Neither had any bites yet, but that mattered little to them. Fishing was a state of mind.

They’d been casting for thirty minutes when the silence was shattered by the bellowing rage of a ferocious animal. It came from the direction of their camp, the roar of the most feared creature in the woods unmistakable. They exchanged an apprehensive look, and dropped their fishing rigs. Grabbing up their rifles, they ran up the path back to camp; armed and dangerous; thoughts of Jack being mutilated driving them to the limits of their endurance. Any one of the three men would have given their life to save the other two, an unspoken trust formed from years of shared life experience.

Though the trail was a fifteen-minute walk, time seemed to slow down as they ran, stretching the path to infinity. They heard no screams or calls for help, which could translate to either good or bad. Dread crawled down their backs like spiders run amok.

They picked up the frenzied pace.

***

The bright orange setting sun silhouetted a distant mountain peak as it descended into the horizon, casting an orange glow across the campsite. Jack tried to sit up, and found that his body was too rigid for such a maneuver. He had no feeling in his arms or legs and his pulse had faded to a dead stall. He’d even stopped breathing. Oddly enough, he wasn’t alarmed, and felt quite serene. His mind was clear and focused and for the first time in his life, he felt completely at peace.

A warm vibration tingled his toes. It felt like hitting your funny bone, only pleasant. It spread from his toes to his feet and a moment later his legs were filled with a warm buzzing sensation. He felt no apprehension, rather the wonderment of a child enthralled with discovery. He heard a faint hiss inside his head, like someone letting the air out of a tire. The vibrating effect moved up his torso, increasing in strength and amplitude as it spread heat through his chest, the hiss now a soft roar. It spilled into his arms, hands, and fingers, as he lay spellbound. Rumblings in his ears grew louder as the vibrations intensified, moving into his head, his entire body trembling from the pulsating energy. He thought of an angry Atlas, holding up the world, trying to shake him from its surface. Like ripples in a pond, wave after wave of energy flowed from his head to his feet, and back.

This must be what it feels like to be electrocuted.

As quickly as it had come, the effect receded into dissipation. A preternatural quiet settled over the forest. Nothing stirred: no sound, no breeze. Only perfect stillness.

How strange, Jack thought. He’d never heard of this happening to anyone before. Was it possible he alone had experienced this bizarre occurrence? It didn’t seem to have any adverse effects, he felt fine. He wondered if there was information about it on the web and decided to investigate further when he returned home. For now, he’d best arm himself. He wouldn’t be caught off guard again. Then he would find out if his friends were OK.

He stood and looked around the camp. Everything seemed normal. Hot embers glowed in the fire pit. Leftover flames flickered here and there, licking at black remains of half burned logs. Evidence of the bear’s appearance littered the ground; the ransacked cooler, empty pots and pans, paper cups and plates. His shotgun shells were scattered in the dirt, their supplies strewn about as though a forest leprechaun had gone on a mad bender. He noticed large paw prints pressed into the ground. With his gaze, he followed them as they trailed across the campsite to his sleeping bag, some as much as three inches deep. That was no bear, he realized. It was a monster. He was a lucky man indeed.

What happened next surprised and confused him. Looking down, he saw a figure lying on his sleeping bag. That’s odd, who would be lying on my…? It took Jack a moment to realize the figure was he. His panic returned in an instant. Could this be death? He didn’t feel dead. How was it possible to be dead and yet alive? Confusion filled his mind as he tried to understand what was happening.

He held his hands in front of his face. They shined with silver luminescence and he could see through them. His whole body glowed with a transparent shimmer, much like ghost popularized in Hollywood movies. Incredible! Whatever had happened, he seemed to be in no real danger and none the worse for wear. His momentary panic subsided, his curiosity taking hold.

Just then, his friends, Kevin and Jim, emerged from the path leading to the lake. He was glad to see they hadn’t been eaten by the grizzly. They must have heard the earth-shaking roar all the way from the lake. They looked his way and ran toward him, shouting. Ram, are you all right!

Yes, he said, but they seemed not to hear or see him, and stooped to the figure on the ground, ignoring him. He watched in fascination as they checked for signs of life, and finding none, began administering CPR.

Kevin tilted back the head and pinched the nose, covering the mouth with his own to breathe oxygen into the lifeless body.

Jim placed his stacked hands palm down on Jack’s chest, and began a timed pumping motion over the heart. Come on Ram, don’t give up on us. He put an ear over Jack’s heart.

Still no beat.

Why did it have to be Jack, Kevin thought? Jack had been the peacemaker, the referee, breaking up occasional fights between the close friends, forever keeping the triad together. Whether a helping hand or encouraging word was needed, Jack was the ‘go to’ guy, and had more than once saved their hides. Jack Ramsey was the last person on earth who deserved to die.

As the seconds ticked by, they fought off increasing desperation, repeating the CPR cycle. Nevertheless, Jack’s body remained rigid, lifeless.

Jack attempted to garner their attention. Guys, hey. It’s all right, I’m right here and I’m OK. Can’t you see me? The men continued their attempt to revive his body, oblivious to his transformation. Jack was about to tap Kevin on the shoulder when something drew Jack’s attention away from the frantic scene.

He looked up into the twilight sky.

A band of cumulus clouds drifted past, highlighted by the red-orange glow from the fading sun. Mesmerized, Jack felt drawn to the majesty of the world above as if he belonged there, filling him with an overwhelming desire to fly. Suddenly, like the fictional hero from Krypton, Jack lifted off the ground and floated fifty-feet above the campsite where he hovered, looking down at the commotion with a detached interest. The sky called to him with the soulful song of sirens, and without knowing how or why, guided only by instinct, he answered it. He glided off effortlessly and in moments was soaring over a shroud of treetops. They sped by below as he reveled in this newfound freedom.

Coming upon the lake where his friends had been fishing earlier, he slowed and hovered a hundred feet over the water, looking down on the panoramic scene. The trees, the grass, the lake, everything had a sparkle quality as though Nature had sweetened reality with sprinkles. Its pristine beauty struck a gentle chord in the fiber of his being.

Giddy, he rose higher and looked west over the Rocky Mountains. A sliver of deep red clung to the horizon. Liquid rays of red-orange light leaked over mountain peaks and flowed down slopes like a volcano spilling lava. He looked east, where rolling hills cascaded toward the Midwest flat plains. A river coursed through small, sleepy towns dotting the landscape.

The view filled him with awe, as if God had pulled away the curtains of his mind to reveal the true beauty of creation. All around him pulsed with life-generating energy. It seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere. Even the earth, in some strange way, was alive. He was more alive than he’d ever been. He absorbed the splendorous vibe like a parched child thirsting for knowledge.

Gliding westward at a steady pace, Jack arrived at Elbow, Colorado, his small hometown. It looked so peaceful nestled in the crook of a wedge-shaped valley. Warm glows of early evening lights spread from windows of homes and businesses. Street lamps cast soft amber pools on the roads and sidewalks as town folk went about their earthly affairs. From this height, it reminded Jack of his boyhood, sitting on the barn roof at dusk, watching fire flies air dance in the field below.

He swooped upward and onward, again to the west, watching in fascination as mountain peaks passed underneath, resembling great speed bumps on the road to paradise. Soon, mountain ranges gave way to the Nevada desert flats. Gaining speed, Jack rushed toward the setting sun, flying faster and faster, reaching the coast of California in under a minute. He rose higher still as he soared above the ocean, the fading sun glaring off steel blue waves, the sense of freedom beyond exhilarating. No longer was he bound to the Earth by gravity. He could fly! He didn’t know how exactly, or why, and he didn’t care. It was the single most incredible feeling he’d ever experienced and he didn’t want it to end. Nothing else mattered.

Rising to thirty thousand feet, he crossed the expanse of the Pacific Ocean in mere heartbeats, his sky-high vantage point presenting him with an incredible vista. Asia came into view. From this altitude, he could discern the islands of Japan and Okinawa, the coast of eastern China cresting the horizon.

With the heady delight of a test pilot exploring the limits of a new jet fighter, he turned upward into a straight climb, speeding faster than a bullet to forty-thousand feet where he slowed to a mid-air stop. Testing out a mental checklist of abilities depicted in the panels of his beloved Superhero comics, Jack spun in place, his rotation accelerating into a blur of supercharged motion with a cascading shine. He arrested his spin in a quick, inertia-free instant, exhibiting a natural capacity to control his powers. He wondered what other abilities might await him as he angled into a nosedive, the air around him whooshing by as he plunged at the sea. Jack swooped into a level glide over a majestic ocean, executing a series of forward rolls, a backward loop-the-loop maneuver, and a ninety-degree hairpin turn at an insane velocity, each exercise accomplished with little effort.

This was amazing! He wondered how far he could take it. It was a New World waiting to be explored and he was the man to do it. He would learn all there was to learn here in this…? Where was he? What was this strange and beautiful realm? He was sure this was no dream. He was wide-awake, fully conscious, and flying. He was still Jack Ramsey, with all his memories and emotions intact, but somehow he had become different. He could find no scientific, logical explanation for his condition, and it didn’t quite fit the religion of his youth. Nevertheless, he couldn’t wait to tell his parents and friends about this wondrous experience.

At the thought of his parents, images raced along the speedways of his mind; having toast and coffee with mom; helping dad fix the tractor carburetor. Small moments that formed deep bonds with people he loved. He saw ugliness, too. Bouts of anger and jealousy, things he did that shamed him. Times he had hurt others and the ripple effect of his thoughtless actions. A thousand moments flashed by in fast forward, overwhelming him in a sea of emotion.

He embraced all of it. Seeing his life from this perspective forever changed him. The soils of his mind now enriched, seeds of understanding sprouted vivid awareness. It was so simple. The answers had been right there in front of him all along. He’d just been too blind to see. He wasn’t unique at all. Everyone had a soul, and he grasped that all humans were spirits residing in temporary, physical form while taking part in the earthly school of hard knocks, or put simply, ‘Spirit Class 101.’

Jack floated high above Asia as he soaked in understanding, humbled by the simplicity of life’s hidden meaning. When he got back, he would do everything in his power to live life to its fullest potential, with renewed appreciation, and insights as to his purpose here on earth.

When he got back? Back to where? Yes, of course, he had a body, and if he didn’t return to it soon, he was under no illusion as to the consequences. His physical vessel could not survive indefinitely without his soul. If he stayed ‘out’ for too long, there would be no going back. He’d be a stranded spirit in search of a host. It may already be too late. As awesome as this state of consciousness was, it was time to go.

Following his instincts, he conjured an image of his body lying back at camp and expressed the desire to return, and sprang off at a speed that would make Einstein shudder. He arrived at the distant campsite, half a world away, in the time it takes to pour a glass of buttermilk.

Hovering over the clearing, he watched his two friends pound his chest in a valiant effort to resuscitate his dead form.

***

Several minutes had passed with no sign of life. Kevin and Jim withdrew their efforts, regarding the unmoving figure on the ground, a cold, dead husk of lifeless flesh once their friend. Their world had gone from serene too surreal, the full impact of loss sinking in. Jack was one of a kind; their triad reduced to a wounded duo, like a broken milking stool, useless without the support of its third leg.

Kevin breathed deep, the weight of responsibility landing on his shoulders. He knew the food smell had attracted the bear. Now, a careless mistake had cost him his best friend’s life. He swallowed hard against blame. It fell to him to be the one to tell Mr. and Mrs. Ramsey of their son’s tragic death, for it was his idea to come up here this weekend, and his oversight that drew the bear’s attention.

He stooped to begin the unpleasant task of wrapping the body in a sleeping bag and placing it next to the fire where it would be safe from predators through the night. Tomorrow, they would carry it down the mile long slope to where Kevin’s Jeep CJ-7 waited like an ever-vigilant sentry. It would be a long ride home.

Jack dove for his physical body and smoothly melded back into place. The vibrations returned briefly, then faded.

Kevin unzipped Jack’s sleeping bag, feeling defeated. I’m sorry Ram, hope you can forgive me, wherever you are.

Kevin gasped as the corpse’s eyelids opened. Though he knew this to be a natural bodily reaction at the time of death, he could detect the elusive spark separating the living from the dead appearing behind Jack’s eyes. Relief flooded Kevin’s face. Jack was alive.

Kevin viewed it as a sign. The strong bond of their triad was invincible, and from his perspective, he and Jim had done the impossible, repaired the broken stool, the third leg now reattached. Their friend, Jack Allan Ramsey, was back where he belonged.

Chapter Two

Darkness descended upon their home away from home, the sounds of nature permeating the encampment. Crickets chirped a staccato rhythm, imitating a miniature string section of a symphonic orchestra. Somewhere nearby, a hoot owl repeatedly queried to no one in particular, and a whispering breeze rustled overhanging branches, dispersing the mournful wail of a wolf, howling at the rising full moon. A crackling fire cast shadows on the fringes of the clearing, hot flames emanating warmth and assurance. It burned in the center of camp like an elemental symbol of protection and safety, warding off hidden forest threats.

The three friends sat huddled around the fire lost in thought; each man having a loaded gun at arm’s length. Jim whittled away at the end of a branch as if preparing another weapon to add to his arsenal. Kevin, usually talkative, quietly poked at the hot coals with a stick, coaxing more heat from the burning wood. Well, looks like we could use some more timber on the barby. He rose and walked to the woodpile, picking out three hefty logs to burn well into the night. Returning to the fire, he placed them teepee fashion over the small blaze.

Jack regarded the night sky, transfixed by its vastness. Stars glittered in the darkness. A thin line of orange flame trailed across the heavens as a meteorite blazed its final glory. He located the constellation of Orion, seven outer stars tracing the form of the mythical hunter, pulling back his bow, forever poised to release his arrow into the void of space.

He considered the distant, burning suns, how that light rushed through the infinite wasteland of space at a speed unsurpassed in the universe. He wondered if he could travel to those stars in his out-of-body state. It seemed more than a possibility. In that wondrous realm, his soul was a precision engineered Maserati imbued with limitless speed. By comparison, one-hundred and eighty-six thousand miles-per-second, the unbreakable speed limit of the cosmos according to Einstein, was a broken down Model T Ford. Jack knew he was perched on the tip of a large iceberg. At his first opportunity, he would try and replicate the vibrations in an effort to trigger the out-of-body transformation.

The men sat in silence, like allies who had survived a long battle together and now, the battle won, pondered their mortality. None had spoken of the recent event, though it occupied their thoughts. Jim was the first to breech the subject.

Man, from the looks of those prints, that bear must a’ been a doozy.

Yeah Ram, what happened here anyway? Kevin said. We heard a roar and hightailed it up here as fast as we could, figuring you were bear bait, but when we got here, there was no grizzly, and you were lying dead on the ground. I thought you’d be minus an arm or a leg, at least a gaping wound. Funny thing was, you didn’t have a scratch on you.

Jack, pensive, offered no explanation, instead studied the fire.

Kevin continued. Anyway, I’m just glad you’re OK. Truth is, me and Jim shoulda’ put that food away before heading down to the lake. We almost got you killed.

Jim nodded in agreement, saying with his eyes what he couldn’t express with words. Jack sensed their remorse and harbored no ill will. He still trusted his friends completely.

Kevin voiced a heart-felt oath. And I think I speak for Jim when I say we won’t ever leave you hanging again. That’s a promise.

Jack dismissed the notion of fault. Don’t sweat it guys. I know either one of you would run into a burning building to save me. I couldn’t ask for better friends.

Somebody up there was sure watching over your hide, Kevin said. I don’t know how else you’d explain an unarmed man sleeping in the woods surviving a run in with a hungry bear. If it had been Jim, then I could understand it. His hygiene would be enough to scare away any critter with two nostrils.

Jim harrumphed, verbal jousting part of the friendship. Look who’s talking. One fart from you and that bear would have dropped dead in its tracks.

Kevin studied Jack from across the fire. So how did you pull it off?

Jack paused before answering. It was a given they’d accept just about any story if he vowed it was God’s honest-truth. Even so, his experience was unbelievable at best. His relationship with his friends had changed. He didn’t know how well he could relate his experience without appearing demented, and didn’t want to needlessly alarm them with his ‘delusions of flying.’ His well intentioned buddies might conclude he’d suffered brain damage from his near death experience and commit him to the care of a mental institution. Jack knew he wasn’t crazy and was in no hurry to end up in some Schitzos ‘R’ Us facility, trying, but failing to convince an overly patronizing nurse he could fly like the Man of Steel. For now, he would avoid details.

I snoozed off before you guys left. When I woke up, there was this huge bear going through our stuff. My gun was too far away so I thought about making a run for the lake, but it was blocking the path. Then I figured I’d high tail it across the bridge to Indian Point. The bear had other plans. It came after me before I had a chance to run.

Jim took a swig from a near empty beer. Wow, that’s some scary shit, man. You had no gun, no knife, and this bastard was coming to eat you?

Yeah, thought for sure I was a goner, as terrified as a body can get.

So what did you do? Kevin said.

I played dead.

You played dead?

When it came after me, I closed my eyes, held my breath. It was scratching and sniffing, trying to figure out whether I was alive or not. I think it roared to see if I was faking it.

That sounded like one pissed off bear, Jim said.

After that, continued Jack. It sniffed me some more, then took off into the woods.

Kevin, with a ‘holy shit’ shake of his head, said, When Jim and I found you, you were as white as an albino in a snow storm. You had no heartbeat; you weren’t breathing. I don’t know how much deader you can get.

Did you have one of those near death experiences? Jim said. You know, the light and the tunnel thing?

Jack shook his head. No lights, no tunnel. Just…blacked out.

Well, you must be about the luckiest person alive.

Yeah, I suppose so. Thanks for bringing me back. I owe you both.

Shoot, ain’t no need to thank us. Kevin said. We talked about carving you up and having you for supper, seeing as how the bear ate all the food. We didn’t think you’d mind much, you being dead and all. Then we decided you were a bit too scrawny for our likes, and you’d probably taste like store bought chicken anyhow. We’re pretty much red meat and potato guys.

Don’t listen to him, Ram. You should’ve seen ol’ Red here run across camp. The way he jumped over the fire, he looked like mountain boy O.J. on his way to catch a wagon. He couldn’t wait to get his lips on yours. I’m sure I saw a twinkle in his eye when he was giving you mouth to mouth. Jim tossed Kevin an uneasy look. Always wondered about you, Red.

Next time, you do the kissing, I’ll do the pumping, shit-for-brains.

Whatever you say, lover boy.

All right guys, let’s not start a feud, Jack said. Save it for the bear. He might come back, and I already died once today. Who wants to take first watch? Jack was well aware of their marksmanship. Either could shoot the hair off a gnat’s ass at a hundred yards. He would sleep safe and sound.

I’ll do it, Kevin said, with a glance at Jim. If I leave this Annie Oakly wannabe in charge of protecting my ass, I’ll wake up dead for sure.

Oh, no you don’t. I wouldn’t trust you to fight off an angry squirrel. What makes you think I could sleep with you standing guard? I’d just as soon stick my head in boiling oil.

You look like you already tried that. Hell, if you were any uglier, we wouldn’t need these guns. You’d scare all the critters away.

The friendly barbs continued into the night as the three amigos ringed the fire, debating important issues, like the proper way to pour a glass of ale, and the passing skills of the Denver Broncos second string quarterback.

Around midnight, Jack headed off for his shelter as Jim added another log to the fire. Both Kevin and Jim would remain awake through the night, like sentries in a watchtower, prepared to meet any threat face to face, and conquer it.

Jack set his gun within easy reach and flopped on his sleeping bag, fatigued and excited. Images from his recent adventure filled his mind and he was eager to try again. He assumed the same position he’d been in earlier, on his back with his head to the north, his feet to the south. He closed his eyes, and let out a deep breath, hoping to recreate the condition. Instead, his explorations would have to wait, for sleep took hold the steering wheel of his mind and drove him to the quiet state of peaceful, uninterrupted slumber.

***

He awoke to the tranquil sound of water trickling down a stream, only to realize it was someone taking a leak at the edge of the clearing. It must be Jim because Jack could hear Kevin stoking the fire, half-humming, half mumbling a melody. Jack recognized the song, ‘Going to California;’ a melodic mountain tune by Led Zeppelin.

Jim returned to the fire and Jack could hear the two men discussing the Denver Rodeo they had all gone to last weekend. Four years ago, a champion roper named Jesse Gonsalves had miraculously survived a plane crash. His survival tolled a heavy price. His brother burned to death in the mangled twin engine plane, and Jesse suffered a broken back, two broken ribs and shattered forearm. Steel rods were implanted in his back and arm to augment the bones, the doctors claiming he would never walk again.

Jesse refused to give up, and vowed he would not only walk, but also ride again. Few believed it possible, yet there he was, four years later, winning the roping championship against all odds. His triumph personified the indomitable spirit of man.

As Kevin and Jim continued their conversation, Jack’s attention drifted back to his amazing discovery. The resounding joy experienced while flying was fresh in his mind. Now, after sleeping for several hours, he felt relaxed and alert, a ‘mind awake, body asleep’ state.

Be dead…

His heart beat slowed to a crawl.

Be dead…

His breath turned shallow.

Be dead…

In answer to his call, the tingling feeling appeared in his toes.

As before, the vibration grew stronger and faster as it spread up his body to his head. This time, he wasn’t violently shaken. The effect was softer, more focused. Maybe he was getting the hang of this.

He remained motionless as the vibration warmed and soothed. After a pair of minutes, the phenomenon took leave and returned from whence it came. If his guess was right, he should now be able to separate from his body. He stood and looked down to see his physical body prone on the ground. He gave his glow a once over, his soul body shining with the same silvery sheen as before. He noticed something he’d earlier missed. A silver cord sprouted from just below his navel. The cord’s opposite end was connected to his physical body where it was also attached below the navel. He instinctively knew that if the cord broke or snapped, he wouldn’t be able to return to his physical vessel. A sobering thought. Putting aside his fear of the unknown, his curiosity firmly in place, he was ready to do some exploring. He took off like a shot, heading west.

The light of the full moon blanketed the landscape, the terrain's uneven surface rising and falling as he soared over it. Ten miles ahead stood a wall of bedrock one thousand feet high, formed before the dinosaurs walked the earth. He slowed as he drew close and hovered in front of the cliff face,