Suzanne Miller, 53, from Durham
Christmas was always my favourite time of year.
And by August 2018, it was already on my mind.
Sat waiting in the car, I checked my watch.
My son Archie, then 16, was playing piano at an event in Newcastle, and I was waiting for him to finish.
Should we go to the cinema or pantomime this year? I thought.
Only, as I brushed my hand down my neck, I felt a lump.
Maybe it’s a
