A reason to live
KERRI AMOS* WAS walking her usual route from the office to London Waterloo when she considered throwing herself in front of a red double decker bus. She didn’t, but the thought was there. The 25-year-old had travelled to the capital three months earlier to start the job in TV production that she’d always dreamed of, but she was dreadfully lonely, homesick — and the self-confessed “country bumpkin” missed her horses.
“Looking back, I was depressed,” says Kerri. “I don’t think I would actually have done it, but it was the first suicidal thought I’d ever had and it was a red flag. Luckily, I had the presence of mind to tell myself not to be so silly, because I had seven horses at home on the farm depending on me.”
Kerri lived and worked in London on weekdays, returning to the
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