NO CLUE I WAS DUE!
Dressed in my amazing black dress and new heels, I smiled as my friends pointed their phones at me, snapping photos.
‘Here, get one on my phone,’ I said, passing it over.
I wanted to capture this moment.
It was New Year’s Eve 2017 and I’d dragged myself out, despite feeling exhausted.
I had my fingers crossed that the new year would bring me luck.
The last few months had been really difficult.
I’d become so tired and
