Divine Healing: Ancient Secrets of Our Ancestors

By Joan Schwartz

What if the power to heal your life was already within you, waiting to be awakened?

Divine Healing: Ancient Secrets of Our Ancestors is a groundbreaking guide by Joan Schwartz that fuses energy healing, chakra healing techniques, and sacred teachings into a practical system for total transformation. Designed to forge a deeper connection to the healing energy within you, this book merges the worlds of science and spirituality to help you uncover the truth of your being.

Through the Integrated Healing Dynamics (IHD) Method, Schwartz teaches you to harness the power of natural healing energy to relieve pain and illness physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Drawing on a lifetime of profound experiences and insight from both the ancient world and modern quantum understanding, this complete healer’s guide offers step-by-step exercises to activate your body’s self-healing systems.

You will explore the mystical knowledge of Ancient Egypt, awaken the divine feminine within, and engage deeply with principles of spiritual transformation, ascension, and soul alignment. Whether you are just beginning your healing journey or are a seasoned practitioner, Divine Healing provides accessible, powerful tools to shift your energy, release emotional blocks, and live in harmony with your highest self.

This is more than a book. It is a path to wholeness. Remove the mask that hides your inner healer and claim your divine right to live in radiant health and spiritual freedom.

Awaken the healer within. Begin your journey with Divine Healing today.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Dec 8, 2024
• ISBN: 9798765255179

Joan Schwartz

Joan Schwartz has worked for more than forty-five years in energy healing. She is a medical and clinical hypnotherapist with a PhD in alternative healing. Born in the United States, she now lives with her husband, Brian Titus, in Alberta, Canada. She has five children, two stepchildren, twenty-five grandchildren, and twenty-six great-grandchildren plus her newly acquired Maltipoo puppy, Little Missy. Joan enjoys gardening, travel and exploration, the study of new topics, genealogy, watercolor painting, and writing poetry. Visit Joan’s website at ihdmethod.com.

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Divine

Healing

Ancient Secrets of Our Ancestors

JOAN SCHWARTZ

Copyright © 2024 Joan Schwartz.

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The author of this book does not dispense medical advice or prescribe the use of any technique as a form of treatment for physical, emotional, or medical problems without the advice of a physician, either directly or indirectly. The intent of the author is only to offer information of a general nature to help you in your quest for emotional and spiritual well-being. In the event you use any of the information in this book for yourself, which is your constitutional right, the author and the publisher assume no responsibility for your actions.

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To my beloved husband, Brian Titus. His unwavering dedication, support, and patience have been my guiding light throughout this journey. He has not only read every word of the manuscript but has also spent countless hours helping me, ensuring that this book becomes a reality. His love and encouragement have been my constant source of inspiration.

CONTENTS

Foreword

Preface

Acknowledgments

Introduction

1 Prayer

The Lord’s Prayer

Integrated Healing Dynamics Method

The Seven Hermetic Principles

The Ability to Heal

The Dynamics of Healing

2 Understanding Consciousness

What Is Consciousness?

The Different Aspects of Consciousness

What Is Awareness?

What Is the Difference between Consciousness and a Hypnotic Trance?

Understanding How the Mind Works

What Is Hypnosis?

The Power of the Subconscious Mind

One-Mind (All Is Mind): The Samadhi Condition

Karma: The Cause and Effect

Brain Waves

Inside the Brain

How Can We Outsmart the Left Brain?

The VAK System

Development of Intuition

Psychic Abilities

What Is Intuition?

3 Understanding Energy, Vibrations, and Frequencies

All Healings Begin with the Momma

Awareness Is Pure Awareness

Exercise: Develop Awareness

Energy Meridians

Energy Snap Technique

Electrical Switch Technique

Biofeedback Machines

Two-Point-Triangle Technique

The Importance of Breathing Properly

Exercise: Breathing

The Importance of Elements

The Five Elements of Chinese Medicine

Energy and Vibration

The Divine Mind

Kundalini Energy

Spiritual Alchemy

Anatomy of Belief

The Heart and Brain Connection

Intuition: Language of the Soul

Exercise: Develop Intuition

Psychic: Sensory Energy

Foundation of Energy Dynamics

Etheric Field

What Is an Aura?

Sensing, Feeling, and Seeing Energy Patterns

Technique for Clearing the Field of Unwanted Energy

Chakra Grounding

Exercise: Chakra Grounding

The Art of the Pendulum

Exercise: Health Chart Compass

Muscle-Testing

Exercise: Muscle Test

The Assemblage Point

4 Emotions, Beliefs, and Patterns

Exercise: What Emotions Are You Experiencing?

Understanding Our Negative Emotions and Their Effect on Us

What Is the Difference between Anger and Rage?

Tips for Coping with Stress

Exercise: Letting Go

Unhealthy Emotions Quiz

Manipulation versus Integrity

Fifteen Helpful Strategies to Deal with a Manipulative Person

Relationships: They Create Most of Our Memories and Our Belief Patterns

The Ancient Egypt Secrets of Relationships

The Sacred Beginning of Life

The Dynamics of Our Inner Child

Exercise: Writing Your Experience

Exercise: The Human Paradox

Exercise: Identifying Patterns

The Emotional Needs That Are Inherent to Human Nature

Exercise: Meditation

Codependency and the Wounded Child

What Is a Negative Trance?

5 Emotional Patterns

Is Humor a Teachable Life Skill?

Understanding Male and Female Relationships

Exercise: Values

Developing Balance and Unity of the Male and Female Dance

Universal Principle: Harmony in Relationships

Manifesting

What Are Anima and Animus?

Programs That Cause Separation in Relationships

The Art of Listening

Make a List of Your Results

Exercise: Compose a Letter to Yourself

Exercise: Toxic Thoughts

Exercise: Finding Our Patterns of Beliefs

Sacred Geometry Blueprint for Awakening

What the IHD Method Actually Encompasses

Holographic Reality

What Is Remote Viewing?

Exercises: Remote Viewing

What Is a Medical Intuitive?

Dimensions of Consciousness

6 Archetypes, Shadows, Symbols, and Myths

Exercise: Learn to Identify Symbols and Myths

The Shoulds That We Carry Around and Suppress

What Causes Mass Psychosis?

Archetypal Stories

Exercise: Writing Your Own Story

Archetypes: Our Own Holy Grail

The Shadow: Our Dark Side

Exercise: Mirrors

The Three Taboos of Western Civilization Archetypes: Sex, Death, and Money

Exercise: Money, Death, and Sex

Money

Death

Sexuality

Exercise: Shadow Side

What Comprises a Healing Session

Instructions for Energy Practitioners

Dreams and Interpretations

Exercises: Seven Steps for Interpreting Dreams

Exercise: Create a Dream Journal

Exercise: Keep a Personal Dream Log

Energy Is Light

Fractal Energy

Vibrational Music of the Spheres

The Kirtan Kriya Music

Spine and Harmonic Waves

Astrology: Your Planetary Relationship

Ascension

7 The IHD Method: Integrated Healing Dynamics

Exercise: How to Multitask with Your Mind

Exercise: Here’s How We Do It

The Seven Steps of the IHD Method: Integrated Healing Dynamics

The Healing Script: IHD Method

What the IHD Method Encompasses

IHD Method: For the Shock and Trauma Healing

About the Author

My Egyptian Journey

Resources

Endnotes

Foreword

As a master facilitator and adept remote viewer of truth and energy patterns in people (and animals), Joan Schwartz has an exceptional, elegant, yet practical methodology for integrating one’s purpose into the expression of the mystical transformative realm in transcending unwanted energy patterns that limit us all. She almost magically removes long-standing energetic blocks in the soul’s force field. What you will encounter in your journey with her will make you the director and eventually master of your own destiny.

Joan’s work is a modern restatement of ancient truths and mysticism relevant to the challenges and transformative opportunities of our modern times. Through the journey Joan provides, the subsequent manifestation of our increased human potential elevates us to the optimization of our soul purpose as human beings. With this evolution of possibilities, the ultimate expression of our individual soul merges with the collective potential of humanity. It is indeed the power of positive change that Joan expresses and shares in her vision work with emerging human beings.

The very activity of Joan utilizing her gifts, skills, and ability to connect with the divine in energetic transformative expression sets into motion the manifestation of an individual’s potential energy for positive change. Phenomenal things have been set into motion utilizing this blessed process. I have personally committed to her process and have had the amazing opportunity to witness loved ones around me heal and grow remotely due to my connection with Joan and her adept skill of moving and transforming unwanted energy. I call it the ripple effect. I invite you to experience the blessed depth of joining Joan in her method of Divine Healing. She has put her heart and soul into relaying her method for your personal home use in this publication.

Dr. Patricia Murray Suzuki, QME and CEO/founder of Distinctive Medical Solutions, LLC

Preface

I have walked the path of the wounded healer-warrior with lifelong experiences of how to transform deep grief, sadness, pain, anger, and the insidious shame that has lived within me into sources of strength and compassion. This activity ever-presently transformed my soul’s wounds into personal power and a knowingness of being human. I now have a calling to impart this information and knowledge of Divine Healing to the world by sharing this method of self-healing revealed through my experiences through personal suffering and by developing my spiritual gifts. In working with others, I have found that all humans share this path of suffering.

For forty-five years, I have had the privilege of working with people from every walk of life doing thousands of healing sessions. These men, women, teenagers, and children came with just about every physical infirmity and emotional trauma one can imagine. In most cases, we made significant improvements in their lives, and equally as important, each of these individuals taught me something, adding a deeper appreciation and understanding for this wonderful gift of life. I learned we are not alone in our suffering. Every human being has something to overcome: a cross to bear, an affliction, a need for healing, or a challenge to face.

One of the things I’ve come to realize through these encounters, as well as through my own experiences, is that each of us has a unique gift within our being that we have brought here to earth or developed in this life to share with others. These gifts cannot be assessed, evaluated, or compared with anyone else’s assets as they are novel to each of us alone. One individual’s contribution, invention, or discovery may have a varying degree of worth with regard to their purpose when measured with man-made standards. In the overall scheme of life, the thing that really matters is that each person fulfills their own purpose and shares their gifts with others.

Somehow the innate gifts I came to this earthly existence with included the ability to see, sense, and consciously direct subtle energies. As a young child, I had a vital sense of the value and importance of life in sentient beings who were able to think, feel, and experience consciousness. Through assisting others with their suffering over the years, I have developed and built upon the gift of healing. This innate inborn gift was mastered through practice, study, research, and more profoundly, in the crucible of life itself.

I mention these trials from my life to emphasize the commonality of human beings as many of us have shared such heartbreaks and seemingly insurmountable obstacles.

I now understand those who have put everything they have on the line to live according to their highest truth and have had to bear the slings and arrows from those closest to them. These experiences, as difficult and painful as they have been, are invaluable gifts that have contributed to my growth and allowed me to give more and be more understanding and patient with myself, my family, friends, and clients. What a gift! Although the pain it generated at the time prevented me from experiencing it with a smile! That gratitude came with time.

Another life chapter included surviving six near-death experiences. This gave me a greater depth of knowledge and compassion for life and for our experiences here on this planet. It also provided insight and connection into the hereafter. An enhanced awareness developed in me of how we learn through choice and how consequences and our choices affect our lives. Hence, I came to experience a profound understanding of unconditional love and what it really is and how knowing our purpose helps us make wiser, more loving choices. I have done my best in articulating the lessons I have learned through all these experiences. I must say I am sometimes at a loss as to how to describe the true depth and meaning of these insights when there are really no words in the human vocabulary to express these deepest truths and spiritual experiences. I found that words and numbers are symbols that convey deeper meanings. There are many symbols, including ancient symbols, in my work, and it is my hope and prayer that you, the reader, will experience these deeper truths in this book and that your lives can be touched and transformed as you desire.

While in the King’s Chamber in the Great Pyramid of Giza, I was shown a vision for the cover of this book. I saw the distinct pictures and the meaning of the symbols on the wall in the pyramid. That is how the Integrated Healing Dynamics Divine Healing name came about. It is the all-encompassing healing the shadow within and within our society.

Many of the teachings are ancient and come from Egypt. The symbolism itself found in Egypt transforms our understanding of who we are and why we are here. It is interesting to note that the words health, healing, wholeness, and holy are all derived from the same root word, hoelen. As we learn this ancient, ageless wisdom, we find that as we heal ourselves physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, we do become whole. In that realization of who we truly are, we can experience a holiness that is not a mental thought, a belief, or an emotional feeling but a spiritual knowing that transcends them all.

Another deep connection I maintain is with my Native American ancestors who guide me by teaching me their ways and downloading into me their ways of belief and living. Some of the things you will learn in this book come from those Native American ancestors. I have also been keenly aware of my Norse and Viking ancestry and identify with them as well.

As you learn these ancient healing techniques, keep in mind that truth is universal and timeless. Truth is truth! Some of the spiritual truths expressed through religions five thousand years ago are the same now as they were then and are now being rediscovered through quantum physics, new biology, and breakthroughs in psychology, technologies, and ancient records that have been rediscovered. There are also those teachings that have persisted by being passed down verbally through the ages from master to student.

My gift to you is sharing a practical application of the ancient healing wisdom that will help you and your family, friends, and clients move forward on their path to wholeness. Thank you for sharing the path and your gifts with me, and I look forward to a rich, fulfilling journey with you.

Acknowledgments

I extend heartfelt gratitude to my dear teacher and friend, Bill, who has shared his wisdom and truths with me, guiding me to find my true priorities in life. His belief in me as a student has been instrumental in shaping my path.

My appreciation knows no bounds for my cherished children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren. They are the treasures of my heart, and I’m profoundly grateful for the privilege of being their mother, grandmother, and great-grandmother.

Special recognition goes to my son Robert Barnes. His unwavering support from the inception of this journey, his graphic contributions to this book, and his role as my business partner have been invaluable. He played a crucial role in compiling the manuals and crafting the images that brought this book to life. His counsel and wisdom have been a guiding force to me.

To my daughter Jenny Matthews, who not only taught me life’s most valuable lessons but also shared her poetry and collaborated with me in working with clients using her SCIO biofeedback machine. She is a talented and gifted healer and best friend.

To my daughter Raylene Russell, for her uplifting spirit of love and encouragement and for embodying an exemplary life for her family and staying true to her values. Her captured image of the lotus flower in Hawaii resonates with her beautiful soul and the joy she has brought to my life.

To my daughter Stephanie Robles, for her musical talents, unwavering support, and belief in my abilities. Her care during my recovery from a brain hemorrhage and her continuous concern for my well-being are deeply cherished. She is talented musician, songwriter, and performer. Her music touches the hearts of those who hear it.

To my son Paul Barnes whose encouragement led me to pursue my PhD in alternative healing. Paul went with me on many house calls to visit those who were in need. His sensitivity and dedication were a testament to his caring nature. He deeply loved children and animals. He left us all too early, and his absence is deeply felt.

I extend my gratitude to three of my grandchildren, McKenzie Barnes, Zane Peterson, and Matthew Barnes. Their support and friendship have been instrumental in this journey. McKenzie’s self-portrait and Zane’s technical assistance and graphics contributions have left an indelible mark. And I appreciate Matthew’s willingness to study and learn how to heal himself.

To all my grandchildren and great-grandchildren whose presence has been a source of joy and inspiration in my life, who each have added in their own way and have contributed to this book: Carlos, Hope, Steven, Zane, Clint, Chris, Cami, Chay, Caden, Garrick, McKenzie, Maddi, Mason, Matthew, DJ, Benjamin, and Jackson. Great-grandchildren: Lexi, Athena, Sandra, Savanah, Parker, Christian, Addy, Cardston, Oaklee, Preslee, Paislee, Finn, Eero, Etta, Olli, Auden, Bowen, and Beckham.

My journey has been enriched by the support of my friends. To Randy Usleman and the Usleman family for their care and support during my recovery. To Faun Gordon, Alma Climo, Dr. Hector Garcia, Amirah Hall, and Louise Cook for their friendship, encouragement, and belief in me. To Eddie, Holly, and Ed Gornik for their unwavering support and belief in my dreams. To Patricia Suzuki for her support in making this book become a reality.

To my dear friend Ann McGill whose heartfelt artwork adorns this book. To Karen Williamson, who is like a daughter to me, for her unyielding belief in me and her contribution to making this book become a reality. To Lon-Art whose beautiful artwork reflects a soul connection that spans lifetimes. To Ilene Thompson for sharing our Egyptian experiences and her unwavering support and Derek Graco for his loving support and belief in my work.

To my teachers Michael Feeley, Dr. Richard Nelson, Doug Drane, Yvonne Buchanan-Sedun, and the late Dr. Robert Moody for their encouragement and guidance.

Lastly, to my lifelong friend Melody Dunn, whose dedication and support in editing this manuscript have been indispensable. Her contribution has been instrumental in making this book a reality. Without her, this book would not have been possible.

Introduction

The purpose of writing this book is to give you a guide to the power you have within to heal yourself. You are holding in your hands a powerful tool to transform your life. This book is designed to forge a deeper connection to the healing energy within you by merging the world of science and spirituality to help you find the truth of your being.

You will enhance your ability to balance your own energy and trigger your body’s self-healing systems. You will learn how to harness the power of natural healing energy to relieve pain and illness physically, emotionally, and spiritually. You are a divine human being. This book helps remove the mask you wear that prevents you from claiming this divine right.

Energy healing is a constant presence in our lives, operating whether we’re conscious of it or not. The IHD Method emerged from powerful insights in the ever-unfolding wisdom experienced with life itself. For those of us who are fascinated by the worlds of quantum science, spirituality, and healing, the profound healing power embedded within thoughts, emotions, and vibrations becomes undeniably evident. It is an invaluable reservoir that harmonizes age-old energy principles with the cutting-edge horizons of the new frontiers of quantum understanding.

The IHD Method is easy to apply and can effectively heal your mind, your body, and your relationship with yourself and others as well as your reality. Visit Joan’s website at ihdmethod.com.

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Prayer

Energy healing naturally becomes a permanent and unwavering part of our lives, even if we may not always acknowledge it. Its innate persistence contrasts with our choices in how we choose to harness and acknowledge its existence. The key step involves embracing the awareness that it exists and that it is becoming the natural way of healing, which is being recognized in today’s world of medicine.¹

The IHD Method, Integrated Healing Dynamics, has emerged from profound insights gained through the ever-evolving wisdom inherent in life itself. For individuals like me who are drawn to the realms of quantum science, spirituality, and healing, the potent healing influence residing within thoughts, emotions, and vibrations becomes undeniably evident—a priceless treasure trove that harmoniously blends ancient energy concepts with the cutting-edge frontiers of quantum understanding.

My journey commences as a three-year-old child whose essence profoundly influenced the story of this book. An innate force within me, a constant guiding light, has perpetually driven me toward a deeper exploration of energy and the profound potential of human touch. This unwavering force has charted the course of my life.

I was a curious child of just three years, a vivid memory unveiled itself in my mind. On a sunlit day, my small, red tricycle carried me with determination up a hill that led to a railroad trestle spanning a flowing river. Yet before I could conquer the hill’s summit, fate intervened. My tricycle took a tumble and I rolled downward, winding up nestled amid the protective embrace of bushes. These leafy saviors prevented me from tumbling farther into the river’s clutches.

Tears welled in my eyes as I lay there, scratched and bleeding, a lament that summoned an older couple’s compassionate presence. They materialized like guardian angels adorned in their finest attire; he wore a black fedora and topcoat and carried a cane while she radiated elegance in a suit graced by a fur collar. They brushed off the dirt, soothed my scratches, and restored me to my trusty tricycle. With their kindness etched in my heart, I pedaled homeward down the hill, stealing one last glance only to find that they had vanished like a whisper in the wind.

Years elapsed before the true significance of this encounter dawned on me as the tapestry of life wove itself into intricate patterns. The man who had once come to my aid, still vividly dressed in his hat and coat, reappeared in my life when I was much older. This time, he stood beside me as I welcomed a newborn grandson into the world, bestowing upon him a blessing of health. This man, once a silent helper in my childhood mishap, had seamlessly transitioned into a teacher, mentor, and cherished friend guiding me on the path of developing my innate healing abilities.

As time marches on, our recollections morph, transmuting into something distinct from the eyes of a child. Memories, once vivid like sunlit vistas, gradually fade into the gentle hues of dreams. This transformation echoed my own journey with the older gentleman I call Bill, whose role evolved from a distant memory to a steadfast presence in my life.

Even in my childhood, I exhibited inklings of my latent healing prowess. A unique gift lay in my hands—and in my mind—the power to mend and restore. These experiences left lasting impressions on my mind, creating so many questions that, over the years, I needed answers about healing energy.

Animals for years became my interest; their brokenness was the challenge I secretly yearned to address. I realized two remarkable talents: the ability to heal animals and the potent energy coursing through my hands, capable of mending fractured bones. These early moments carved questions into my consciousness, igniting a relentless quest for understanding the enigmatic realm of healing energy.

At three, a simple search for my dog, my friend, led me to a life-altering sight. A makeshift birthing nest, a cardboard box on the porch, cradled my dog as she brought new life into the world. Innocently intrigued, I crawled into the large box, bearing witness to the miracle of birth. A newborn pup, still and unresponsive, I cradled within my hands, prompted an instinctive response. Through touch and an inexplicable knowing, I breathed life into the fragile being. Though I lacked the words to explain my actions, an unspoken language flowed between me and the fourteen newborn pups, who all survived, and their mother, mending the delicate thread between life and the unknown. Being so excited at what I had experienced, I took one of the pups to my mom to show her that the mother dog had popped her puppies.

Summer’s tempestuous dance across the skies painted another vivid memory. Peering through the living-room window, storm-laden clouds gathered, and with them, an unspoken anxiety for my father’s safe return. Horses in the field, framed by electric fences, became unwitting participants in a symphony of nature’s fury. Lightning struck, beautiful colors danced, and the world seemed to pause. One gray horse, touched by an electrified spectacle, stood immobilized. Instinct beckoned me to lend aid, to channel my touch into healing. But my mom’s caution held me back, saying I would be blown away by the wind. In my child’s mind, I could not understand what had just happened. The enigma of that encounter has lingered within me for most of my life, igniting an insatiable curiosity and driving me to seek answers and understanding for my inquiries and what I had witnessed.

Sometimes in the passage of time, we go through both a period of growth and a period of loss that we experience as a tragedy.

I was about ten years old when after school, I went to feed my turtle, but my turtle was gone. I ran to Mom and asked, Where is my turtle? She answered, Phyllis wanted to help with the turtle and used hot water when she changed his water, which scalded him. Turtle died. I screamed, Where is he now? Mom took me out in the yard and showed me he was buried under the big cottonwood tree. With my bare hands, I dug up my turtle. He was cold and didn’t move. Sobbing, I held my turtle in my hands. I sat on the bare hard ground for what seemed like hours while the energy flowing from my hands revived my turtle. He started moving, and I was so happy my dear turtle came back to me. I did not question how he was revived and took him to my mom, who could not believe it. She knew he had died and that he had been buried all day.

Amid blossoming spring and a yearning for divine connection with my Heavenly Father, I climbed up a tree. Perched upon its boughs, I implored the heavens to feel his closeness. A quick answer to my plea was a phrase that etched itself into my being and my soul. Look to the rainbow for your happiness. Everything you need is in the rainbow. An enigma to my young self, those words held a promise that would unfurl their meaning through the annals of my life. The rainbow, a symbol of hope, whispered a truth: God’s presence and love were woven into the fabric of life’s multicolored threads, guiding me, healing me, and reminding me that miracles reside within the bounds of every day.

Promise of the Rainbow

Over the rainbow

Where skies are blue, the darkness retreats

And clouds disappear.

Mirrored blanket of raindrops

Meets the glimmering rays of sunlight;

The beautiful prisms of the rainbow appear,

Gladdening our hearts and delightful eyes,

Filling us with gratitude,

Feeling God’s love.

God has kept his promise.

We never need to lose hope,

For even in the darkest of times, we know that

God’s light will always follow with a rainbow.

In the days of Easter joy and the tender age of seven, a pivotal encounter awaited me. A neighbor’s invitation to attend church held the allure of the unknown. Seeking my mom’s consent yielded a disheartening response—a resolute no. But determination danced in my young heart so with the morning’s first light, I slipped away from the stillness of my home, embarking on a clandestine journey to the neighboring church with my friends without telling anyone.

Within those walls, a tableau unfolded that etched itself indelibly into my consciousness. A portrait of Christ’s grace adorned the space, accompanied by an unexpected harbinger of life—a newborn rabbit symbolizing his teachings. That day wove threads of connection, binding my spirit to Christ’s. Love started to grow and expand within me, a remembrance of a time long, long time ago, a bud blossoming into a lifelong devotion. Yet unknown to me, the joyous chapter I was writing was mirrored by my parents’ anger and concern.

Lost in the labyrinth of their worry, they summoned the aid of the police to find their lost, wandering child. Unknown to all, the very meeting I attended was held just above the police station. Destiny’s irony played out, revealing my presence within arm’s reach. So our meeting became a serendipitous introduction—my parents, the missionaries, and I. Their presence kindled a light within our home, one I shall never forget, illuminating corners untouched and infusing our days with newfound joy. My budding education in the teachings of Christ’s love had found a home in these missionaries’ guidance.

My roots were not entwined with religious upbringing, but a gift from my grandma Elsie altered the course of my spiritual journey. A simple book titled God Loves Us became my window into understanding divinity’s boundless affection. Its pages and pictures whispered truths that resonated deep within me, a child of three; God’s love knows no bounds, encompassing us all. And from these humble beginnings, my destiny unfurled.

As time ripened, so did my awareness of a unique talent residing within me. Life’s intricate dance led me to raising horses, and in their care, I rediscovered my hands held the power of healing. Minor injuries succumbed to my touch, bearing testimony to the innate gift coursing through me. But it was not until a fateful accident involving our jockey that the full extent of my ability was laid bare.

Hospitalized with broken limbs, the jockey’s eyes implored me with a question that would alter the trajectory of my life. Why can’t you heal me like you do the horses? The gauntlet thrown was met with resolve. If bones mend in horses, why not in humans? So hands outstretched, I channeled my energy into his fractured form. The weeks that followed bore witness to a miracle; his limbs, once bound by casts, emerged strong and healed, baffling even the medical practitioners attending him.

This triumph became a lantern lighting my path, sparking a hunger for comprehension. The wells of knowledge beckoned, and I eagerly delved into various healing modalities; I was already a certified hypnotherapist. Courses and teachings became my guides, leading me through the labyrinthine corridors of alternative therapies. Reiki, energy healing, pranic healing, acupuncture, cranial sacral, and many other modalities as well—each a piece of the greater puzzle I was assembling.

The story of my life, colored by youthful defiance and unassuming books, guided me toward a destiny I could never have imagined. From clandestine church visits to miracle-inducing touch, my journey was far from conventional, weaving a tapestry of faith, healing, and an insatiable thirst for understanding.

This experience sparked a thirst for understanding my healing abilities. Over the years, I have taken many classes in various healing modalities to gain a deeper insight into my gift. Some of the areas I have studied include the following:

•atomic laws,

•colors, vibrations, and frequencies,

•chakras and auras,

•study of the five senses,

•physics, sciences, and astronomy,

•movements of planets,

•inaudible sounds of music,

•creation—movement of all things,

•physical body,

•study of the mind and hypnosis,

•energy anatomy, and

•psychology and human development.

This book will be a very brief outline of these subjects. Hopefully, you will feel the desire to study more on your own in the subjects that pertain to you. I am grateful for each author, and teacher, and the valuable information they have provided to me over the years.

When I was reading Cousto’s Cosmic Octave, I was reminded of the wonderful experience I had as a child: Look to the rainbow for your happiness. The rainbow is a sign of the Lord. When the flood began to subside, the rays of sunlight shone on the earth again for the first time after forty days of rain with millions of raindrops breaking the sunlight into the colossal rainbow. This is what God said: I promise that never again will all people and animals be destroyed by a flood; I am putting my rainbow in the clouds; and when the rainbow appears, you will see it and remember this promise of mine.²

The early nineteenth-century German scientist Joseph von Fraunhofer discovered that the spectrum of the rainbow reveals information about the identity and structure of every element. Our own eyes and ears allow us to learn about the world around us, enabling us to differentiate between varying wavelengths and frequencies of light and sound. As we will see later, the rainbow of colors and the frequencies of sound and music affect our bodies and have a significant effect on the vertebrae of the spine.

Reflecting on my childhood experience with the rainbow inspired me to study multiple areas of science and physics. My conclusion was that the vibrational properties of light and sound inform the structure of all things and describe exactly what their universal relationship is. They also form an important key to learning how to restore wholeness.³

Contemplating the creation of this book, Divine Healing, I found myself pondering its inception point. A gentle whisper from the spirit nudged me, advising, Commence with your journey, from the first step to its culmination. Thus, I resolved to heed this counsel. The spirit, in 1988, unveiled the entirety of this book, from its nascent dawn to its final page.

As the pages unfurl, they shall unveil a road map to comprehend the prerequisites of self-healing. Each topic sketched herein possesses the potential for deeper exploration, and I encourage you to embark on your own investigations into those that captivate your curiosity. What I offer is a brief prelude, a concise synthesis of the fundamentals essential to becoming a proficient energy healer. This journey’s triumph hinges upon the bedrock of faith in a Creator and the acknowledgment that energy courses through the very essence of all existence is the foundation for this process to be successful.

During my therapeutic journey, a question posed by Mr. Nelson, a counselor at the time, lingered in the air. How did you facilitate your own healing? I responded, Through prayer. I approach the Lord in earnest conversation, discussing my concerns, and I am granted guidance on rectifying them. Mr. Nelson’s response was laden with insight. Should you decipher the mechanics behind this, you could extend aid to many. His words carved a mark upon me, prompting the narrative that unfolds within these pages—a journey through the process I undertook and the knowledge I have amassed over the years.

As aptly conveyed by Barbara Brennan in her book The Hands of Light, the human body possesses an inherent capacity for self-repair; the skill lies in eliminating obstacles to enable its innate healing abilities to thrive. The essence of healing surpasses mere physicality; it represents a journey toward fullness in every aspect of existence. An intelligent and imaginative guiding force perpetually seeks wholeness, whether it is within the confines of cells or on the broader canvas of our being. Healing entails the acknowledgment, discovery, and release of traumas, whether they stem from physical, emotional, spiritual, or mental sources that hinder the natural and potent flow of loving energy within the soul.⁴

There are natural laws and universal principles governing all areas of health: physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, social, and economic. As we live in accordance with these natural laws, we grow in our experience and expression of health and wholeness. When we violate these laws or principles, knowingly or unknowingly, we experience a loss of health and inner fragmentation moving us away from a state of wholeness. Consciously choosing to develop physical, emotional, and mental health is an essential part of the process of personal and spiritual growth.

Since prayer has been so important to me throughout my entire life, let’s begin here in learning the IHD Method with the importance of prayer.

My Prayer as a Child

While sitting on the limb of a tree, a child in prayer,

Her heart seeking solace, her soul laid bare,

To her Heavenly Father she began to speak

Of her life on earth, of moments strong and weak.

"Dear Father above, I come to you right now

To share my earthly concerns.

You’ve given me breath, a heart to feel,

A canvas of life, both illogical and real.

But there are days when darkness descends,

Shadows creep in, and my soul must mend.

Yet through those trials, I found my strength to rise,

For you, dear Father, were my guiding light.

The world seems vast, and at times, unkind.

I stumbled, I faltered, trying to find

Where I belong; I search to know

the truth of who I really am.

When tears streamed down my face

Like the pouring rain,

You held me close, easing all my pain.

In every heartache, I felt your embrace,

A love so boundless, a comforting grace.

As seasons changed and years flew by,

I witnessed the stars twinkle in the sky.

They whispered tales of hope and dreams,

A gentle reminder of things you shared with me.

Now as I have grown and my journey unfolds,

I seek your wisdom to be brave and bold.

Guide me, dear Father, with your divine art,

To be a beacon of love, right from the heart.

For in this life, though fleeting and fast,

I want to make these moments last.

To shine your light through every day

And bring others closer to you is my prayer.

With each new dawn, your blessings I’ll share,

To let others know how much you care.

In every step, in every stride,

With you, dear Father, I’ll walk side by side."

As the child within finished speaking, a peace filled my soul.

My Heavenly Father’s love made me whole.

For in the quiet of that time, my heart found its worth,

Talking to my father about my life here on earth.

What does prayer truly signify? How does it function, and with whom do our words converse? Prayer often embraces a realm of intimacy for some individuals, a sanctum of the soul where words resonate privately. Many have never voiced a prayer aloud, while others harbor a sense of unheard petitions. For some, the art of prayer remains uncharted territory, unfamiliar in its practice and enigmatic in its purpose. Indeed, prayer wears diverse masks, each carrying distinct significance.

The query extends to the recipients of our prayers and the nature of the divine. Who claims the title of the Lord, and where lies the true power within prayer? The essence of communication, transforming prayer into an effective instrument for healing, rests upon the foundation of comprehension. In understanding prayer’s true nature, we elevate our dialogue to a realm resonating with our higher self, rendering every moment a state of prayer.

In essence, prayer establishes a dialogue, a conversation flowing two ways. No longer confined to a solitary monologue of supplication, it becomes a symphony of exchange. A prerequisite for effective prayer is its origin—not in the mind but in the heart, fueled by genuine and unfeigned emotions. The act necessitates faith—a trust that what is sought or desired shall manifest. Vital too is the capacity to perceive, to sense the response resonating in reply. This is no plea for mercy; it is the assertion of one’s worthiness to be heard, a sentiment echoed in the words Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours (Mark 11:24).

Since childhood, the spirit’s voice has graced my consciousness. Guiding thoughts, words, and pathways, it speaks through a knowing that transcends doubt and materializes as a profound sensation. Thus, the task becomes attunement—honing the art of hearing the spirit’s whispers and deciphering its subtle cues. Prayer is no longer a monologue; it is a dialogue with the divine, an exchange of words and feelings, bridging the realms of the human and the spiritual.

Within the pages of the scriptures, a trove of verses illuminates the significance of prayer. These sacred passages offer guidance on the art of praying, revealing both the methods and the heartfelt utterances of those who’ve walked before us. The divine call beckons us all—a summons to unceasing prayer—to engage in an ongoing dialogue with the Creator, articulating our needs and desires.

Prayer assumes myriad forms, an invocation directed toward God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, Mother Mary, the Heavenly Father, the Great Spirit, and Universal Energy—a nomenclature that resonates with your spirit. In my journey, I’ve discovered this Source within, dwelling in the sanctuary of my pineal gland, a hot spot you may say, a connection to my higher self whom I reverently address as my Father and Mother in heaven. This higher aspect serves as a conduit to the tapestry of energy spanning the cosmos and realms beyond earthly confines. My prayer not only aligns my energies with this Source but also transcends the bounds of ego and personality, ushering me into a realm of limitless potential.

In this endeavor, prayer surpasses the confines of the individual self, propelling us toward the very wellspring of existence and transformation. It is a sacred conduit through which we engage the essence of being itself, ushering us into the sublime realm where energies converge and our connection to the universe is unveiled.

Gregg Braden, one of my favorite authors and speakers, shared the following in his book Secrets of the Lost Mode of Prayer:

With regard to the power of prayer, a comparison of the modern biblical version of, Ask and you shall receive. For example, the original text gives us an idea of just how much can be lost! The modern and condensed passage of the King James Version of the Bible reads:

Whatsoever ye ask the father in my name, he will give it to you. Hitherto have ye asked nothing in my name: ask and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full. (John 16:23–24)

When we compare this to the original text, we see the key that is missing:

All things that you ask straightly, directly … from inside my name, you will be given. So far you have not done this. Ask without hidden motive and be surrounded by your answer. Be enveloped by what you desire, that your gladness be full.

In these words, we’re reminded that the quantum principle tells us that prayer is consciousness. It is a state of being that we are in, rather than something that we do at a certain time of the day. By inviting us to be surrounded by our answer and be enveloped by what we desire, this passage reminds us in words of precisely what the Abbott and my friend David showed us in the wisdom of traditions. When we first had the feelings of our prayers answered in our hearts before they become a reality in our life.⁵

We become the witness to our prayers before they are answered.

In the enchanting account found within The Life and Teachings of the Masters of the Far East by Baird Spalding, a tale unfolds whereby the realm of divinity intersects with a Tibetan village’s plight. The story weaves around the figure of Jesus, who graced the village with his presence. This remote corner of the world had no inkling that they were about to be thrust into a profound encounter.

A sinister shadow loomed—a group of marauding bandits galloping toward the village with their hearts set on plunder and destruction. The air was thick with unease as the villagers, gripped by fear, sought solace and protection. They approached Jesus, eyes filled with a blend of desperation and anticipation, petitioning for his intervention. A potent undercurrent of concern coursed through the villagers, for they believed Jesus stood idly by while peril approached.

As the horses’ hooves drummed the earth, a change rippled through the scene. A radiant luminance enveloped Jesus on a hillside, a beacon in the gathering gloom. What truly captivated the villagers was not just the brilliance of that light but also the words they could hear emanating from the depths of Jesus’s heart. It was not a plea for help that escaped his lips but a symphony of gratitude and thanksgiving. Jesus stood there, heart brimming with a joyous expanse, expressing his heartfelt thankfulness for the well-being of the villagers and the safety of the village.

Within moments, the atmosphere transformed, mirroring the spirit of gratitude that Jesus embodied. The hillsides, once dormant, suddenly stirred. Rocks tumbled down with an unyielding resolve, targeting the marauders. The bandits, driven by malicious intent, were brought to a standstill, their menacing march halted, and their capacity to inflict harm thwarted by nature’s intervention.

So Jesus bore witness to the remarkable unfolding of events—a testament to the interconnectedness of hearts, prayers, and actions. The village, once overshadowed by fear, stood untouched, its inhabitants protected by the resonance of gratitude that flowed from the heart of a Master. In this enchanting tale, the true power of prayer was unveiled—not as a plea for rescue but as a declaration of thanks, capable of shaping the world in ways beyond mortal comprehension.⁶

Christ Is Love

Christ’s is love incarnate,

A guiding light for souls to navigate.

With compassion and grace, he leads the way

Through darkness, showing us the brightest day.

He taught forgiveness, a balm for wounds,

And in his presence, hope always blooms.

In every heart, his love resides,

A constant presence, an eternal guide.

Christ is unity and peace,

A boundless love that will never cease.

In his embrace, all hearts find rest,

For in his love, we are truly blessed.

He leads by example, his path divine.

In every act, let his love shine.

The Christ lives in you and me,

A love that sets the spirit free.

The manner in which we approach the act of prayer carries profound significance. Our emotional state during these moments shapes the nature of our communion. Even in the grip of anger, frustration, or pain, our voices can ascend, and they shall be heard. However, these instances often amount to a monologue—a solitary release of emotions—with little room for receptive interaction. Yet the summit of prayer lies in its dialogue—an exchange where speaking is harmonized with listening.

A Child’s Prayer

Oh Heavenly Father in the sky,

Why do you live so high?

Over the clouds where one can see you

Past the fluffy pillows that go by.

I think about how you look; is it like in the storybook?

Or will I be able to set my eyes on you?

Will the glow be more than I can bear?

Giving sight to the blind!

Helping the lame man to walk!

Raising Lazarus from the dead!

All the hungry souls you fed!

I want to meet you one day, Lord,

and hear you say, Come aboard. (Terry C. Lewis, July 7, 2011)

The prayers that flourish and resonate the most are the ones that bridge both sides, when we vocalize our thoughts and quiet ourselves to perceive the response. A heart steeped in gratitude, embracing the abundance of existence, forms a fertile ground for this communion. Approaching prayer with self-assuredness, recognizing our intrinsic importance and worth, sets the stage for a conversation where speaking and listening harmoniously intertwine.

In truth, we are divine entities engaged in discourse with the divine, dialogues that unfurl amid our earthly journey—conversations about our struggles, our adversities, our wounds, our apprehensions, our ailments, and our joys. Within these sacred moments, we unveil the tapestry of our existence, laying bare our experiences before a higher presence. It is a communion that goes beyond words, an interaction of souls, where we seek solace, understanding, and guidance from the Source that watches over our journey.

The Lord’s Prayer

The Lord’s Prayer from the New Testament had never truly resonated with me—or so I believed. Despite having read and studied its verses, I found its significance eluding my grasp. The words seemed incomplete, failing to embed themselves within my thoughts or emotions. However, a transformative moment lay ahead, unknown to me.

In a tranquil interlude, while journeying to a friend’s distant abode, a change transpired. The atmosphere was serene, a canvas of peace, when the Lord’s Prayer softly slipped into my consciousness. Engaging with its phrases, I found myself enveloped in contemplation, and in that instant, a revelation unfurled. The words no longer lingered as mere symbols; they began to flourish with intended meaning, a tapestry of wisdom woven intricately. With this newfound understanding, the prayer morphed into a beacon, casting light upon my path, and it swiftly transformed into my guiding philosophy.

Frequently I recite these verses, not as a rote exercise but as a reminder of the boundless grace extended by the spirit to each one of us. The prayer, once aloof, has become a living testament, a touchstone of connection with the spiritual realm. It stands as an ever-present embodiment of the encompassing compassion that flows through existence, illuminating the journey we undertake.

The Lord’s Prayer

Our Father, who art in heaven,

Hallowed be Thy Name.

Thy kingdom come,

Thy will be done,

On earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our debts,

As we forgive our debtors.

And lead us not into temptation,

But deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom,

And the power, and the glory, forever. Amen. (Matthew 6:9–13)

My inspiration was as follows:

The Lord’s Prayer Revisited

While studying in Egypt, I again was taught the significance of the Lord’s Prayer. We can again see a genetic-human consciousness message that all we ever need is within ourselves!

Michael Feeley tells us in his book Alchemy of the Gods⁷ that amen equals amun, meaning hidden.

This is talking about the hidden power of the mind, mind over matter—on Earth as it is in Heaven (simply mind and matter, the physical and mental aspects of self-combined and merged together as one ultimate power). There are 9 dimensions that are hidden from us, which we call the 99% of true reality. This 99% realm is the actual source of all blessings, wisdom, pleasure, good fortune, and life itself. It is a realm of pure supernal energy. This is where we find true Divinity and miracles. The tenth dimension is our world, the physical reality. Here we only find 1% of reality because of the limitations of our five senses. This is a world of darkness and chaos and pain and death. There is Light in our world in the form of progress, happiness, technological advancements, peace, and prosperity only when our world is connected to the source, this hidden 99% reality.

The verses of the Lord’s Prayer tell us that our cosmic and divine connection is within Golgotha, the place of skulls, our own Mind.⁸

The Lord’s Prayer marries forthright simplicity with an enduring cosmic potency, encapsulated within a blueprint that has weathered over two thousand years with minimal alteration. It serves as a cosmic cipher, a key that unlocks the gateway to limitless potential dwelling within us. Just as a computer program’s code interfaces with unseen mechanics to steer a device toward its objectives, this prayer’s words are intricately designed to forge a connection—a bridge linking us with both the Creator and the very forces of creation that reside within our being. Concealed within the prayer’s verses lies the cryptic formula for the universe’s programming, a secret boldly camouflaged in plain view.

Invite a moment of contemplation as Andrea Bocelli lends his voice to the rendition of the Lord’s Prayer, accompanied by the Tabernacle Choir. Tune into the nuances of your emotions, observe the interplay between the lyrics and the melody and witness the symphony they craft within you. This melodic journey may unveil the enigma that resides beneath the surface as you delve into the depths of these harmonies to reveal the concealed treasure.

Listening to the Lord’s Prayer sung in old Arabic, I gained an appreciation for the Arabic language. It is a beautiful, expressive language. This prayer is for all people, no matter what language they speak or where they live. It is a universal prayer for all humanity.

The Lord’s Prayer (Translated from Arabic)

Abwan

Oh birther, father-mother of the cosmos, from whom the breath of life comes,

d’bwaschmaja

Who fills all realms of sound, light, and vibration.

Nethkadasch schmach

May your light be experienced in my utmost holiest.

Tete malkuthach

Your Heavenly Domain approaches,

Nehwe vjanach aikana d; bwaschmaja af b’arha

Let your will come true—in the universe (all that vibrates) just as on earth (material and dense).

Hawvlan lachma d’sunkana jaomana

Give us wisdom (understanding, assistance) for our daily need,

Waschboklan chauben wachtahen aikana daf chnan schwoken I’chaijaben

Detach the fetters of founts that bind us, (karma) like we let go the guilt of others.

Wela tachlan I’nesjuna

do not let surface mirages delude us,

ela partzan min bischa

But let us be freed from that what keeps us off from our true purpose.

Metol dilachie malkutha wahaila wateschbuhta I’ahlam almin

from you come the all-working will, the lively strength to act, the song that beautifies all and renews itself from age to age,

Amen

Sealed in trust, faith, and truth. (I confirm with my entire being.)⁹

The Lord’s Prayer, also known as the Our Father, is a Christian prayer that is attributed to Jesus Christ and is found in the New Testament of the Bible. It appears in both Matthew 6:9–13 and Luke 11:2–4.

Since it is part of the Bible, the prayer has been translated into various languages, including Arabic. The original Greek version of the prayer is the source from which translations into other languages are made. It is important to note that various Christian denominations and Arabic-speaking communities may use slightly different translations of the Lord’s Prayer, but the core meaning and content remain the same.

Prayer stands as the ubiquitous ritual for summoning assistance, both for us and on behalf of others. When employing the Integrated Healing Dynamics Method (IHD Method), we engage in a prayerful invocation of aid. Within this methodology, envisioning the individual as complete and whole in every way is paramount, a prerequisite before the healing currents can cascade forth effectively.

Meditation emerges yet another channel through which we commune with the divine, a conduit for receiving insights and revelations.

Amid the process of crafting this book, an epiphany graced me: to share my near-death experience (NDE) from 2002. This encounter reshaped the trajectory of my existence, an encounter so profound that its impact echoes eternally, forever altering the contours of my reality. Boldly reaffirming my lifelong need for prayer in my life.

Amid my journey, an unforeseen and catastrophic event struck—a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the deepest depth of my brain. These few words encapsulate a struggle that unfolded within the chambers of an intensive care unit, a harrowing battle against the odds that few emerge victorious from.

Picture the scene: A subarachnoid hemorrhage where blood seeps into the crevices surrounding the brain, exerting a relentless pressure upon the delicate organ. A crimson tide ebbs and flows within the confines of the skull, a silent intrusion that can drive up tension to breaking point. My experience took a particularly menacing turn as the blood coursed downward, leaving my neck ensnared in an unyielding grip and leaving me to wrestle with a stiff neck for months on end. The aftermath of this type of hemorrhage often reads like a foreboding script: brain damage, perpetual complications, enduring disabilities, and the chilling shadow of death that looms ominously. But here’s where my tale diverges from the dark script: I stand here, living testament to life’s remarkable resilience, embraced by each new day as a cherished gift.

It all commenced with an acute headache that punctuated my life. Fresh off the tumultuous seas of divorce and transplanted from Utah to the heart of California for work, the throes of this headache soon became too insistent to ignore. That fateful day, I ventured to church with my daughter Stephanie and my friend Randy, unknowingly standing at the precipice of an abyss. The headache, persistent and unyielding, played havoc with my senses. A storm brewed within, churning the waters of my well-being. As the days unfolded, my unease ballooned, the pounding in my head taking on a life of its own. Yet I persisted in my attempts to downplay the torment. I sought solace from medical professionals, but their expertise was overshadowed by the enigmatic nature of my affliction. A chiropractor, too, attempted to unravel the puzzle, his concern palpable even through house calls. Still, the headache raged on, ever more violent and relentless, until I was left cocooned in the chilling grip of its agony. The headache continued to worsen, and I could do nothing except wrap cold, wet towels around my head. My friends left to go to the store.

It was clear something was grievously amiss and something that warranted urgent action if I were to outwit the malevolent specter stalking me. A frantic urgency gripped me, and in that moment, I knew it was up to me to claim a life spared from the clutches of impending doom. My resolve solidified; I reached out to Bill, my longtime teacher, a beacon of hope in times of darkness. With a heart laden with desperation and a plea echoing through the realms, I recounted the torment that had consumed me. And then the plea: to pray for me and do a healing, a channeling of Kundalini energy, the very essence that could mend my fractured body.

As Bill prayed, his blessings enveloped me, a transcendental energy seized me, hoisting me beyond the confines of my earthly shell. My existence transcended the tangible realm, spiraling into a vortex of sound and color. I felt like I was being drawn into a wormhole where a symphony of cosmic proportions played out before me, harmonizing the elements of creation in a breathtaking tapestry. My body seemed to fragment, disassembling like pieces of a puzzle, only to be reassembled anew. I journeyed, traversing dimensions hidden from ordinary eyes, unlocking mysteries of existence itself. In that iridescent embrace, I glimpsed the truth that life, existence, is an eternal continuum.

Time bends and blurs; the boundaries between past, present, and future dissolve into a timeless dance. Elevated in awareness, I became witness to the cosmic orchestration of creation, the rhythmic heartbeat of existence resounding in its magnificent splendor. I was icy cold and moving at an accelerated speed when suddenly