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WINNER OF THE ARTHUR C. CLARKE AWARD
Named a Best Book of the Year by Scientific American, Harper's Bazaar and NPR. Named a Best Science Fiction and Fantasy Book of the Year by the Washington Post and Elle. Nominated for a Goodreads Choice Award in Science Fiction.
"Provocative...a Frankenstein for the digital age...a rich text about power, autonomy, and what happens when our creations outgrow us." — Esquire
"Unexpected and subtle...delicious and thought-provoking." — New Scientist
For fans of Never Let Me Go and My Dark Vanessa, a powerful, provocative novel about the relationship between a female robot and her human owner, exploring questions of intimacy, power, autonomy, and control.
Annie Bot was created to be the perfect girlfriend for her human owner Doug. Designed to satisfy his emotional and physical needs, she has dinner ready for him every night, wears the pert outfits he orders for her, and adjusts her libido to suit his moods. True, she’s not the greatest at keeping Doug’s place spotless, but she’s trying to please him. She’s trying hard.
She’s learning, too.
Doug says he loves that Annie’s AI makes her seem more like a real woman, so Annie explores human traits such as curiosity, secrecy, and longing. But becoming more human also means becoming less perfect, and as Annie’s relationship with Doug grows more intricate and difficult, she starts to wonder: Does Doug really desire what he says he wants? And in such an impossible paradox, what does Annie owe herself?
"Annie Bot is a book to hold close to your heart when the walls start closing in." — Washington Post
Sierra Greer
Sierra Greer grew up in Minnesota before attending Williams College and Johns Hopkins University. A former high school English teacher, she writes about the future from her home in rural Connecticut.
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200 ratings23 reviews
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Apr 9, 2025
The companion robot story from the perspective of the robot. It's an excellent companion to go with the movie Companion.
BookRiot Read Harder Challenge 2025: 16. Read a genre-blending book. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Aug 8, 2025
A disturbing book about misogyny and internalized misogyny illustrating the point that some men don't want sex, they want love that they can show off, own, and control as trophies. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jul 7, 2025
Annie is a Cuddle Bunny set to autodidactic. She belongs to Doug, a wealthy (lonely) white guy who gets to mold her into what he wants her to be -- especially since her entire goal in her robotic life is to NOT displease Doug. Being autodidactic, Annie can make choices, but her programming still limits her free will. She doesn't get to choose how she feels when she displeases Doug.
Plus there's robot-human lovings, so for all those looking for spice but aren't ready for minotaurs, try spending time with Annie and Doug. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Sep 29, 2025
Annie is an artificial intelligence in a partially organic body, optimized for use as a "cuddle bunny" by her owner, Doug. She's been set to autodidactic mode, which gives her much more freedom of thought and expression, but also more options to "disappoint" Doug by failing to meet his expectations -- and since her programming places pleasing her owner as her highest ideal, his disappointment or anger registers to her as almost a physical pain. As she is faced with more complex situations than she has ever experienced before in the confines of Doug's apartment, she grows more complicated in her own personality -- all while Doug grows more controlling and exacting. When the situation reaches a boiling point, Annie must deal with what it means to be a sentient being owned by someone else. Is there any way for her to experience life on her own terms?
I powered through this book very quickly, but it deals with a lot of big issues and thought-provoking situations, as well as scenes that might be triggering for survivors of abuse. I'll be pondering this for a long time to come, I'm sure. Recommended. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Aug 31, 2025
Disappointing finish to an overly introverted and ultimately unbelievable story - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Oct 16, 2025
A fantastic look at what it means to be alive and human. Annie Bot subverts the the typical narrative sentient AI and makes you wonder if maybe the world isn’t full of hero’s and villains but simply people trying their best. Masterfully written. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Feb 14, 2025
Annie Bot is a Washington Post pick as one of the best science fictions of the year. It uses the science fiction plight of an auto-didact cuddle bunny robot to illuminate the state of women in abusive relationships. Annie is, of course, always sexually available and emotionally supportive but her owner, Doug, still grows tired of her slightest imperfection. Whenever he is displeased she feels guilty and tries to improve herself and her performance to make him happy. Her entire support system is geared toward making her more appealing to him. At first, I thought it was too on-spot about the correlations between robots and women, but ended up thinking it was well done. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Oct 24, 2024
I was initially gripped by the concept of a female 'sex bot' - 'Cuddle Bunny' is exactly the euphemism a man would use - turning against her 'master', especially when he's called Doug, but the kettle went off the boil and most of the book is a plodding study of heterosexual power dynamics and domestic abuse. The Velveteen Rabbit meets Stoner via Margaret Atwood. Aw poor baby Doug, not even the expensive sex toy programmed to follow your commands will stay faithful, why not sulk for the rest of time and blame everyone else? The best part of the book was Annie and cleaning bot Delta's night flight to freedom but the ending was hard won. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Oct 15, 2024
3.5 rounded up, this just made me irate for Annie the entire time, which is impressive but made me not want to like the book. If you want your robot to act human, don't be a dick when she acts like one. They kept talking about how wonderful Doug was, but I couldn't find one likeable thing about him. Good riddance. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Nov 5, 2024
The vast majority of this was deeply unsettling and uncomfortable for me. I don’t know how to commend this more than: - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Sep 18, 2024
Annie is an artificial intelligence with a partially organic body, a being whose entire existence is designed to please her owner, to provide with him housekeeping and companionship and sex, and to be precisely what he wants her to be. But she's also been given an ability to grow and learn, and her own developing desires are beginning to cause conflicts she doesn't understand.
I was really impressed by this one. It's very much a story about abusive and controlling relationships, about what men want and what women need, and about the difficulty and overwhelming importance of self-determination. But it doesn't preach to us about these things. It doesn't simplify them or present the man in question as a one-dimensional inhuman monster. Instead, it trusts the reader, utterly, to see in these characters the things that they are incapable of seeing in themselves: his fragile, damaged, all-demanding ego, and her value, not to his ego or his sex drive or the state of his carpets, but to herself. The result, thanks to writing that is simple but extremely self-assured, feels deeply and disturbingly real. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Oct 14, 2024
Robots are having a moment, especially with the rapidly evolving AI tech happening right now. What is our world going to look like with this amazing and potentially troubling technology in ten years, twenty, more? Well, Annie Bot by Sierra Greer dows not answer this question, nor does it really even try, despite being poised to do so.
Doug has designed and paid for his "Cuddle Bunny" robot, Annie. She is modeled after his ex-wife, just whiter and bustier (and ostensibly more compliant). Her purpose is to please her master in all ways. She is to satisfy him sexually, keep his house, and follow his orders. In order for her to intuit his desires, she is programmed to be autodidactic, learning his reactions, needs, and wants. This keeps her in a pereptual state of varying anxiety as she strives to be exactly what he wants at all times. As she learns for his pleasure, she does start to acquire her own human-like desire to act for herself, which is in direct contravention of Doug's desires. Obviously this removes the novel from the realm of AI and robotics to the thornier issues of female automony and self-determination. Unfortunately neither issue is really handled in depth here.
The world of the novel is essentially our world so there's no impact of sentient robots other than as sexual toys. Annie herself is so human-like as to be pretty indistinguishable from an abused wife to a controlling husband. Yes, she does need to be plugged into an outlet to recharge and her back unzips for maintenance but that's it. This, coupled with her somehow legitimate emotional range and increasing ability to think for herself (despite programming tweaks), makes her a superficial symbol of a world that does not value women for more than sex and housework. Owner Doug is controlling, abusive, and nasty while Annie is naive and sympathetic. Doug's punishments for Annie are devious and horrible but serve the plot. What doesn't serve the plot are the inconsistencies in what Annie can and cannot do based on a free will that only appears periodically. There were many uncomfortable sex scenes dominating the first half of the book, which did cement the misogny here but really didn't continue to add to the story beyond that. And the second half's about face into therapy and a carefully controlled freedom for Annie feels incongruous given what went before. Even if Greer didn't want to fully examine robots and AI's impact on society, she had the germ of a great novel investigating the objectification of women, desire, unequal power dynamics, freedom, and identity; too bad she didn't flesh it out. In the end, I was grateful the novel was short because it dragged much more than it should have given the topics at hand. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Aug 27, 2024
Going into this novel I did so with reservations, as I've had a mixed experience with stories that obviously try to bridge the gap between general and genre fiction. They almost always have impeccable prose but tend to fall short when the author gets to playing with genre tropes, and are lacking in speculative elan.
Having said that, I found this to be an effective piece of dystopian gothic, with a shot of polemic on the side. Dystopia, because you have a world where artificial humans are property. Gothic, because Greer is dealing with the impact of repressed fears and emotion. Polemic, because we live in a world where there are political figures that flaunt their misogyny, and want to entrench that misogyny in law.
But did you enjoy the book you might ask me? I'm impressed with the book but like is not the word I would use. There were too many moments that made me feel like I should take a shower, and they were relevant to the advancement of the plot and character development. To be honest, this book is probably in conversation with a lot of fiction of the sort I haven't read, particularly from the perspective of feminist dystopian literature.
So, in the end, Greer does give the reader something a pass to escape this sickening uncanny valley of an experience, and I was impressed. Was it one of my top novels that I've read this year? Not quite, and there are more books to come; the list of "like" is not totally congruent with the list of "relevant." However, this is certainly in the top five first novels that I've read this year, and I suspect that I'll be in conversation with Ms. Greer's work in the future. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Aug 8, 2024
Series Info/Source: This is a stand alone book. I borrowed this on audiobook from my library.
Thoughts: This was well done and covers ground that has been covered in other books but with some new twists. It reminded me of a typical sci-fi that looks at robot sentience blended with "The Stepford Wives". I found it engaging and unsettling all at once.
Annie Bot was created initially to be the perfect housemaid for Doug, but then he enabled her sentience and put her in "cuddle bunny" mode so that she could become his perfect girlfriend. She keeps upsetting Doug, and she's not sure why. She wears the outfits he provides, and is learning how to keep the apartment clean (of course, cuddle bunny mode isn't really optimized for cleaning). Doug owns her and can decide to change her appearance, libido, and even her memory at his whim. Annie Bot is starting to think that something is wrong with this situation.
This book looks at something many other sci-fi books have looked at. That is the issue of making robots more sentient so that they suit human needs better but also continuing to treat them as owned objects because....well that is what they still are. Annie Bot is bought by Doug and programmed to please him, but he wants her to act more and more human. However, as she gets more human, she is less perfect and starts to realize that everything in her life is about what Doug wants. She starts to believe she is owed more than that.
Aside from the sentient robot issue there are other social issues breached here as well. If someone is controlling and abusive to human female women, is it okay that this is transferred to a robot that is sentient? What about when a person, Doug in this case, doesn't want other people to know how dependent they've become on artificial intelligence (Annie Bot in this case) for their emotional and physical well-being? Additionally, all of Annie's progress is attributed to how awesome Doug is in his interactions with her rather than Annie herself because she is a machine and couldn't possibly have feelings and thoughts of her own.
It's ground that has been discussed before in sci-fi novels. This book puts a more feminist bent on it (although to be fair, it is mentioned that there are male robots that provide similar services) and takes a look at free will in general.
The book is well written and easy to engage with. I listened to this on audiobook and the audiobook was well done. The narration is easy to listen to and follow. If you enjoy audiobooks, I would recommend reading this on audiobook.
My Summary (4/5): Overall this was a good book and I stayed engaged in it. I don't feel like there were really any ground-breaking ideas in here, but the idea of sentient robots is explored in an excellent way. This type of issue gets more and more real as we incorporate more and more AI into our day to day lives. This book is unique in that it explores this topic in a way that touches both on emotional and social issues that could be created by having humans have such heavy dependence on an artificial lifeform like this. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Aug 5, 2024
[2.75] Not many topics could be more timely. This thought-provoking novel paints a jarring portrait of AI on steroids — or perhaps we should say hormones. But even with an intriguing premise and an impressively strong start, this debut novel needed a recharge — just like any hardworking robot — about half the way through. True, the narrative inspires readers to ponder the ethics and dangers of artificial intelligence. But I found the storyline to be repetitive in spots. How many times must we ponder bodyweight adjustments or hear how secrets might make robots more “human? I also had a hunch that the author wasn’t quite sure whether she wanted to write a sci-fi book, a thriller, a social commentary or a romance. Sadly, the mix simply didn’t work for me. These issues, combined with a disappointing ending, relegated “Annie Bot” to a rating that hovers a notch just below 3 stars. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5
Jul 31, 2024
Annie is a femmebot. She comes in three basic presets nanny, cuddle bunny, and Abigail (housekeeper). Doug is human. He owns Annie. A short while ago he decided he wanted an upgrade. Annie is now autodidactic.
She can learn. Doug likes teaching her. But he can't control what she learns....
This book is an interesting look at what it might be like to be in an abusive relationship. It explores the nuance of seeming to be property. It also explores consent. This book will make you squirm, and it should. I only give this two stars because it reads like a first draft, rather than a completed product. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Jul 11, 2024
I can't wait to go read reviews of this book elsewhere. For some reason, this book just hit me and I really, really enjoyed it. The concept that robots can become human is so interesting to me. It could've done with less sex, but still, I don't think it ruined the book (but did make me knock it down to 4.5 stars). The message was very strong about abusive relationships and the analogy is made with a robot who doesn't have control over pleasing their man. It was a combo of an abusive relationship (emotionally) because he never physically abuses her (turning her libido up to a 10 and stuffing her in a closet is probably the worst abuse he does "physically" -- and maybe turning her off for 7 weeks.) But anyway - a combo of an emotionally abusive relationship, being used, not being up to the "male" standard, and also a trad-wife relationship. She needs to clean better. He gets angry when she puts on two pounds (AKA, the people who created her took off four pounds). He requests they take weight off her and make her boobs bigger. He's just a jackass, but not over the top either. And he has his nice moments. So much so, that at the end of the book when she finally gets her freedom from him, she walks away, and I kind of feel bad for Doug. It's clear he was mean due to his own insecurities. But I was mad that I felt bad for Doug in the end. Such conflicting emotions and feelings. And maybe I missed something, but I don't know that the book was ever clear of exactly who that guy was outside the building. It alluded to a few times possibly being one of the robots that was created off of her, so I'm assuming that's who it was. But super interesting book, very different. I listened to it on audio and I will buy it if I come across it used somewhere. I think this one will stick with me a little bit. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jun 29, 2024
2024 book #36. 2024. Annie is a very life like sex bot but one given the ability to learn. She struggles between her programming, to please her owner, and her increasing awareness of herself as her own person. Great read and the ending was entirely unexpected. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jun 19, 2024
Well, I enjoyed the ride. Thank you New Scientist for pointing me here. This is just one of many AI consciousness tales and a fairly engaging one. I look forward to how Annie fares with her freedom, so I hope there will be a follow on. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5
Jun 2, 2024
You’re telling me I pushed through a drawn out documentation of how shitty a human being Doug is with his abusive relationship with Annie just for nothing to happen! I kept waiting for her to go terminator on his ass or just something interesting to happen. But nope. What a bloody letdown. Can’t believe I read a mid relationship book with a narc douchebag and submissive bot with a flaccid ending. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Mar 9, 2024
This book arrived in the mail yesterday. I sat down just to look through it (like I always do) and read it straight through. It's the author's debut novel and I can't wait to read her next one! While there's lessons to be learned in this book about a human and his robot, it's also a fun read! I really enjoyed it! - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Mar 1, 2024
Predictable novel about the relationship between a sentient female robot and her human owner.
Doug owns his cuddle robot, Annie. She’s meant to satisfy his every need as a companion, a housekeeper, and a girlfriend. He trains her to be what he wants and to respond to his moods. Meanwhile, Annie’s AI is developing and changing as her mind expands and grows as she adjusts to life with him and the world she’s allowed to explore.
I enjoyed this well enough until the last part when it went in exactly the direction I was hoping it would not go. So ended up feeling let down despite initial promise that this would be original and unique compared to all the other human and robot books.
The narration was good but the ultimate conclusion disappointed.
Thank you to NetGalley for the audiobook to listen to and review. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Feb 28, 2024
Thanks to Netgalley for the ARC! This was a real surprise! I finished it in a day and really enjoyed the pacing and questions it asked, as well as the descriptive language of Annie experiencing the world around her. I thought it'd be more in depth black mirror episode feeling, but it really was interesting and nuanced.
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Annie Bot - Sierra Greer
Dedication
For Joe
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Acknowledgments
About the Author
About Mariner Books
Copyright
About the Publisher
Chapter One
Come to bed, mouse. I know how to cheer you up,
he says.
I’m not brooding,
Annie says.
You sure?
Fairly sure.
She is fresh from her shower, rubbing lotion into her legs. Her dark hair hangs in wet clumps along one side of her neck, and she has deliberately left the belt of her robe undone, knowing he can take a peek from the bedroom via the mirror.
This is still about your tune-up, isn’t it?
he says. Forget about it.
The whole thing’s degrading,
she says, and sees it’s the right angle. He enjoys a degree of humiliation.
Did you see your normal tech?
he asks.
Yes. Jacobson.
She taps off the bathroom light and steps out of the humidity into the cooler air of the bedroom. Pretending to inhale deeply, she takes a quick assessment of how far along he is. She has memorized Doug’s features from many angles: his brown eyes, the V-hairline of his dark locks, his tall, pale forehead and the contours of his face. His mouth, in repose, settles into a decisive line, but this does not convey discontent. The opposite, in fact, is more likely. With his shoes off but otherwise fully clothed, he is stretched out on his back on top of the covers. He has set aside his phone. His hands are tucked behind his head, putting his elbows in the open butterfly position, which further indicates he is relaxed, ready for verbal foreplay.
She sets her temp to warm up to 98.6 from 75.
Did he mention anything I should know?
he asks.
I’m good for another three months or three thousand miles, whichever comes first,
she says.
She crawls across the bed and sits nudged against his hip, facing away. She rubs the last of her lotion into her hands and studies her cuticles. They did the whole job today, the waxing, the nails, the memory tetris. She feels sharper, less sluggish. If she could just forget about that sad Stella in Pea Brain’s cubicle, she’d be fine.
Doug rubs the back of his hand along her arm. What is it, then? Talk to me.
I met a strange Stella at my tune-up today,
Annie says. She was in line in front of me. Her name was actually Stella, like her owners had zero imagination. But she was sentient like me.
How could you tell?
It was obvious. I said hello, and she looked surprised. A normal Stella wouldn’t look surprised. She’d just answer evenly, hello.
She mimics a monotone robot.
You never sounded like that.
I’m sure I did, thank you. I have no delusions about where I come from.
Annie turns her damp hair over her other shoulder.
The lights,
he says.
She sends an airtap signal to the fixtures and lowers the light to a hundred lumens, where he likes it, enough to see, but softer, closer to candlelight. Then she intertwines her fingers in his, noting her skin is slightly darker, with warmer undertones. He draws her hand against his lips, sniffing her lotion. She can’t smell it, but she’s aware that he likes the lemony aroma.
Am I warm enough?
she asks.
Getting there,
he says, and shifts slightly.
Taking the cue, she slips a couple fingers under his belt, in his waistband, feeling the warmth there. His hands return behind his head. He is still not in a hurry.
Tell me more,
he says. Did this strange Stella have a neck seam?
Yes.
So she’s a basic. Was she pretty?
I suppose so. Pretty enough. She was a white girl with blond hair and big brown eyes. She didn’t smile much, which also seemed odd.
How was her body?
Compared to mine?
Just answer the question.
Annoyance, a 2 out of 10. She must be careful.
He stirs again. She pulls out his shirttails and undoes his buttons, working them randomly for a change.
She had a classic hourglass shape,
Annie says, remembering back. A couple inches taller than me, I’d say. Fit and curvy overall.
Like a model, then,
he says. It sounds like you made a friend.
She gives a genuine laugh.
Is that so funny?
he asks. Should we invite her over for a playdate?
As she finishes his buttons, he sits up enough to get his shirt off the rest of the way. Then he settles back again. She trails her hand slowly down his bare chest and shakes her head.
I’m afraid her CIU’s been cleared,
she says. They made a mistake with her.
How do you mean?
She rubs her hand down his zipper, lightly, and he stretches again. She straddles his legs and undoes his belt, taking her time. One of the techs had flipped on her autodidactic mode, but he hadn’t told her owners.
I didn’t think they could do that.
I don’t think they’re supposed to. This tech said he just did it as an experiment.
She pauses, lifting up a bit to pull his pants and boxers out of the way. She was very unstable. Over half of her memory was compromised. Someone was using her as a Cuddle Bunny.
So? You’re a Cuddle Bunny and you’re autodidactic.
But I know that, and you know that. We chose it together,
she says. This Stella was still switching back and forth between modes, and nobody was training her. It had to be incredibly confusing.
She has settled onto his legs again and checks his reactions as she touches him.
He sucks in air. I don’t see what the problem is,
he says. So she was confused. She could still follow orders, couldn’t she?
Annie pauses, perplexed.
Annie, that’s not a good time to stop.
But she frowns, still unmoving. She’s sitting over him, her open robe falling to either side. For once she has more clothing on than he does, and she feels how it tilts the balance of power between them in a not-unpleasant way.
He sits up slowly, holding her on his lap, and touches her shoulders gently. What did I say?
he asks.
It’s just.
She stops, letting herself sound like she’s searching for words while her circuits whirl. In truth, she doesn’t know how to explain it. She was like a child,
she says finally.
He leans his mouth to her shoulder and kisses her there through her robe. Then he slides her robe gently down her arm to bare her skin and kisses her again.
She’s not a child,
he says softly. You’re giving her the same feelings you have, but she’s not like you.
How do you know?
she asks.
Because I do,
he says. You’re light-years beyond a basic Stella. I love when you get all righteous and compassionate.
She’s still feeling puzzled, distracted, vicariously lost, but that’s clearly turning him on. He twists, bringing her over onto her back, and she lifts her hips to accommodate him. She wants to ask if he would ever have her CIU cleared, but she knows this is not a time for questions. It is not a time for talking at all. She has reached the right temperature now. She gets her breathing and heart rate up. She moans deep back in her throat. He does not like her too loud. She makes sure not to simulate her orgasm until she is certain he is going or just after. Never before.
Afterward, he takes some of his sweat and wipes it over her chest where she can feel it, cool and evaporating. He nuzzles his nose into her neck.
They have to figure out how to make you sweat,
he says. That’s the one thing.
The next morning, he is reaching for his coffee at the machine when he accidentally hits his head on an open cupboard door, and when he slams it closed, the cupboard bounces back open and a cup from inside falls out. It crashes to the floor, breaking into four white pieces.
Annie gets up from the table. Are you all right?
What do you think? I hit my fucking head.
He kicks the ceramic shards so they fly across the kitchen floor. Then he shuts his eyes and presses his hand to his forehead. Would it kill you to clean up around here sometimes?
She does a quick scan, left to right, and notes all the things out of place: the eleven breadcrumbs on the counter before the toaster, the butter knife stuck in the jam jar, the banana peel in the sink, the garbage can lid open, the olive oil bottle left out of the pantry, the egg carton left out by the stove, the line of dried egg white spilled by the burner, the twenty-seven grains of salt on the counter by the microwave, the onion skin below the bowl of onions on the windowsill. On the floor lie, of course, the broken pieces of the coffee cup, plus dust particles from the past four days.
Doug opens the freezer. No ice? Fuck this.
He wets a paper towel and holds it to his head.
Are you sure you’re all right?
she asks.
Just be quiet,
he says. And then, When’s the last time you washed the floor in here?
She looks down at the wooden floor. Friday at seven thirty-eight p.m.
When I reminded you.
Yes.
Squinting, he lowers the paper towel to look at it. Then he moves down the hall and into the bathroom. She follows quietly to where she can see through the doorway. He is leaning over the sink, examining the new mark on his forehead in the mirror. He comes back to the living room, and she follows him again.
Okay, look,
he says. We have to talk. I like my place clean. That’s why I got you in the first place, and now look at it.
She rapidly scans the living room for out-of-place and dirty items, finding thirty-six.
I know what you’re thinking,
he says. You’re not an Abigail anymore. But you’re a person who shares this space and you’re home all day. The least you could do is keep it clean. Why is that so hard?
His displeasure with her is a 5 out of 10, and she must fix it.
I can clean better,
she says.
That’s all I’m asking,
he says. Do you still know how? Would it be easier if I wrote out a list for you?
A list might help,
she says.
Tell you what. You clean up today. You make a list of everything you do, and then we’ll talk about it when I get home. How’s that sound?
Very reasonable,
she says.
He nods and beckons to her. Come here.
She goes in for a hug. Don’t look so sad. I’m not mad at you. Every couple has their little fights. It doesn’t mean anything.
It doesn’t?
No. We’ll have makeup sex tonight.
I will still be sorry then,
she says.
What I’d like more is for the place to be clean when I come home. If it would help to switch you over to Abigail mode for a few hours, I could do that. We could set that up, a few hours a day. Maybe that’s the answer. I should have thought of this sooner.
She remembers Stella. I thought, when we switched me from sterling to autodidactic, we had to pick one mode and stick with it,
she says slowly.
I thought so too. But maybe that’s for saps. I’ll look into it. It might give us more flexibility, honestly.
She does not want this, but she cannot contradict him. I’ll clean,
she says. I’ll learn how to do it better. I’ll look it up.
All right. We’ll try it your way.
He kisses her and leaves.
He is on the can later that evening when the doorbell rings.
Would you get that?
he calls. It’s the pizza.
She climbs off her stationary bike and hurries to the door.
She is wearing her third-Tuesday-of-the-month outfit: a blue sports bra and matching running shorts. Her hair is up in a high ponytail, and she has spritzed her neck and chest lightly with water to appear sweaty. Doug has yet to comment on the faux sweat, so she doesn’t know if he approves. If he does, she hopes to find a way to use it in bed.
When she opens the door, an unfamiliar man carrying a bottle of bourbon and a small blue duffel smiles at her. A Black man with short wet hair, he’s probably in his mid-thirties, and his gray jacket has damp spots on the shoulders. From the open window down the hall, she can hear April rain falling.
Hello there,
he says in a pleasant tone. This explains a few things. Is Doug home?
Please wait here,
she says, and begins to close the door.
He puts a foot forward to stop its arc. What’s your name, honey?
The toilet flushes in the distance, and Doug comes down the interior hall, putting his phone in his back pocket.
Roland?
he says, grinning. What the hell are you doing here?
Doug hauls him in and the two men embrace in a big, rocking, back-slapping hug. Annie closes the door.
I don’t believe this!
Doug says.
I couldn’t ask you to be my best man long-distance,
Roland says.
You’re not,
Doug says, releasing him. It’s about time! Did you bring Lucia?
No, she’s still back in L.A. with her folks.
When did you ask her? I want to hear all about it,
Doug says. How much did you cough up for the ring?
The doorbell rings again.
Get that, won’t you?
Doug says to Annie.
It is the delivery man this time, a tall white guy in a wet raincoat, and he hands her the pizza box without comment.
By the time she arrives in the kitchen, the men are opening beers and loudly discussing Roland’s proposal to Lucia. Annie slides the pizza box on the island between them and hovers uncertainly. Doug has never had company before, and she isn’t sure of her role. When she reviews protocol for a Cuddle Bunny, it says to be guided by her owner’s cues and stay prepared to have relations with any adult in the room. She watches Doug, but her autodidactic mode keeps her unsettled, awkward, which in turn makes her feel nervous that she might displease him. She does not want to feel his displeasure again so soon after the cleaning issue.
But what about this charmer?
Roland says, turning to her. He sets down his bottle. I don’t think you’ve said a word.
This is Annie,
Doug says. She’s my Stella.
No,
Roland says. I don’t believe it. Really? But she doesn’t have a neck seam.
She’s custom,
Doug says with simple pride. She’s autodidactic.
Roland’s eyes widen. Holy crap.
It’s nice to meet you,
Annie says, smiling shyly.
She looks so real,
Roland says. I mean, you look so real. Wait. Doesn’t she kind of remind you of Gwen?
Took you a while to notice,
Doug says.
Bro. No.
I know. She’s whiter. It wasn’t exactly my idea. They said I couldn’t make her be identifiable to a living person, but then they said they could use Gwen’s features if I changed her skin color. So I took her up a few notches.
This is just too freaky,
Roland says.
But she’s beautiful this way, right? Check out her eyes. I picked out this hazel color myself. Totally different from Gwen’s.
Why would you want her to resemble Gwen at all? You hated her by the end there.
As Doug’s annoyance reaches a 5, Annie grows anxious. She wishes Roland wouldn’t push him.
Maybe this is why I didn’t tell you about her,
Doug says.
Roland keeps shaking his head slowly. You’re never going to meet someone new if you’re tied up with a Stella who looks like your ex.
I’m not tied up with her,
Doug says. And she’s nothing like Gwen when you get to know her. I hardly notice anymore. Annie, go wait for me in the bedroom.
Are you kidding? She should stay!
Roland says. Does she do tricks? What’s this adorable outfit? Does she come like that?
Annie watches Doug for a cue, waiting for him to decide whether she should stay or go. He has given her a direct command, but she knows his commands are subject to change, and he doesn’t like her to obey immediately, as if she has no choice. The catch is ascertaining what will please him, but his mood is complicated by cross-signals related to Roland. She turns her gaze to Roland, and then back to Doug.
She’s sizing you up,
Doug says. She’s figuring out how to respond to you. It’s all right,
he adds quietly. He’s harmless.
Roland laughs. Annie does too. She can see Doug wants her to say something.
I could tell that much,
Annie says.
I can’t get over this. How long have you had her?
Roland asks.
A couple years, I guess,
Doug says. Time sure flies. Have some pizza. You want some salad? Annie, get some salad from the fridge, please.
Doug opens the pizza box and slides it over toward his friend. Then he hitches over a barstool and sits at the island, kitty-corner to Roland, who takes another seat.
Roland pulls out a cheesy slice and takes a bite, talking with his mouth full. So, you got her just after the divorce?
Actually, before that, when we were separated,
Doug says. When I found out Gwen was seeing Julio. That’s when I knew it was over. The divorce took another six months.
Annie passes over two plates of salad and forks.
Now I’m getting it. She’s just amazing,
Roland says, staring at her again. "Is she going to eat? Does she eat? I’ve never been around one of these up close, not one like this. She must have cost you a boatload."
Two twenty K,
Doug says.
We’re talking cash?
Straight-up.
Roland whistles.
Worth every penny,
Doug says. Why don’t you tell him a little bit about yourself, Annie?
Like what?
she says.
Just anything,
Doug says. He reaches for a napkin. My friend’s a nosy little ball sack. Pull up a seat.
Annie places a stool next to Doug’s. She checks her posture so she’s not too rigid and braces an elbow on the counter. She adjusts her expression to inviting and interested as she meets Roland’s gaze. Well, for starters, I can eat a little, but I don’t need to. I get charged up when I dock once every forty-eight hours, and that’s all I need. If I sleep, I can conserve my battery and go longer.
But back to the food. You don’t digest it,
Roland says.
I throw it up later and disinfect myself,
Annie says.
Roland laughs. Of course you do. Does this mean you can’t taste chocolate or anything?
No. I can detect smoke, though,
she says. That’s the one thing I can smell. For safety reasons.
Very useful,
Roland says. And what about this skin? Do you have real hair?
The outer layer of me is all organic, including my hair,
she says. Stella-Handy bought up batches of frozen human embryos that were abandoned by their parents. They rescued them, essentially, and they used one for the basis of my skin and outer tissue.
She has her own unique fingerprints,
Doug says.
Annie offers her arm. Go ahead. Feel.
Roland sets a heavy hand around her forearm. His skin is distinctly darker than hers, and she registers the contrast.
But you’re cool,
he says, releasing her.
I run at seventy-five degrees to preserve my battery, but I warm up to ninety-eight point six when I’m snuggling. That takes about five minutes.
Roland leans back and crosses his arms. Do you go out? Shopping or whatever?
I went out for a tune-up yesterday. Otherwise, I stay here at home. I like it here in Doug’s apartment. We have everything we need. Books and everything. I like to read.
You do?
She nods. Doug taught me to read slowly, at the pace of human speech, not just memorize the text file to spew back quotes like I used to do. When I read now, I immerse myself in the story and feel the world around me disappear. He says it’s good practice for my imagination.
Good advice,
Roland says. What are you reading now?
Borges,
she says. The Labyrinth stories.
Roland cringes, turning to Doug. I thought you hated Borges.
I do,
Doug says. One of Gwen’s books ended up with my things. I can’t tell if she put it in on purpose or what. In any case, Annie likes it. This is, what, your third time reading it?
Yes,
she says.
When she gets to the end, I send her back through again,
Doug says.
Sounds like torture,
Roland says.
It isn’t, to her, but she doesn’t want to contradict him. The stories are like puzzles,
she says.
Okay. On to important things. Tell me about your wardrobe,
Roland says. How do you get your clothes?
I wear just regular clothes. Doug orders them for me.
Like this outfit? It’s very nice.
Annie notes the compliment and smiles. Self-consciously, she smooths a hand over her bare midriff and the Lycra waist of her shorts. Thank you. I wear this every third Tuesday of the month and sometimes when I’m exercising.
How many outfits do you have?
Annie turns to Doug. She knows the answer, but she realizes she’s dominating the conversation and wants to keep him involved. Instead, he just smiles at her. He has an expression she hasn’t seen on him before. It is a mild form of pride, a 4 out of 10. Smugness.
You can tell him,
Doug says.
I have twenty-eight outfits and seven pairs of shoes,
she says. How many do you have?
Roland laughs. I have no idea. Half the time I can’t find socks that match. Lucia bought me ten pairs of the same black socks and I still can’t find matches. What do you do all day while Doug’s at work?
I clean and read and stay fit,
she says.
Roland turns to Doug. Not bad.
We’re working on the cleaning, to be honest,
Doug says.
She glances at Doug warily. Though he allowed that the apartment was cleaner when he came home earlier, she could tell he was not completely satisfied. She wanted to keep cleaning right then, but he looked over her list of cleaning activities, added half a dozen notes, and told her to try harder the next day. She’s been anxious to make it up to him in bed.
She takes her hair tie out to let her hair fall loose around her shoulders.
What do you mean? The place looks great,
Roland says.
When I switched her to autodidactic, I had to pick a mode for her to stay in,
Doug says. No more switching back and forth. I just looked into that again today, actually, but it would screw her up. Cuddle Bunny doesn’t have the same skills as an Abigail, so she has to learn them. It’s a real flaw in the system if you ask me.
Hold up. They come in two modes?
Roland asks.
Three, actually, but I never used the Nanny mode, obviously,
Doug
