Diamond Matrix Masters: Self Mastery Level 1

By Ruth Elisabeth

This book is written to show the difference between Universal Lore and Human Law and why Universal Lore brings immense freedom when understood.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press AU
• Release date: Jul 27, 2018
• ISBN: 9781504313933

Ruth Elisabeth

Ruth Elisabeth is an educator across many modalities and trains a unique formula of Transformational Leadership not seen before. All work is tailored from key universal observances sourced from a lifetime of discovery. Ruth formed Diamond Matrix Masters and developed the 4 Body Wellness formula, with a unique coaching construct taught in the DMM School of Self Mastery. Ruth activates and trains Diamond Matrix Masters Coaches and Healers. As a remote trainer in aged care, disability and cross-cultural studies, Ruth was attracted to the holistic care models and founded an improved way to facilitate others into self-determination. The 4 Body Wellness model assists in releasing trauma, and mental and emotional unwellness with remarkable results. Find Ruth Elisabeth at www.diamondmatrixmasters.net.

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DIAMOND MATRIX MASTERS

SELF MASTERY LEVEL 1

RUTH ELISABETH

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DEDICATION

Thank you to the Higher Realms, my Beloveds, my Soul and Board of Directors, for all assistance to understand this time.

Thank you to my life partner, my children, my parents and peers for assisting me to become my Authentic Self.

Thank you to the magnificent Diamond Matrix Masters community of Souls, intrepid explorers into the Diamond Matrix. I am so proud to journey with every one of you!

CONTENTS

Prologue

Chapter 1:      Foundation

Chapter 2:      Mother’s Day 1999!

Chapter 3:      Principle: Triggered Emotions Are Based In Control

Chapter 4:      Knowing Consent And Introduction To Contracts

Chapter 5:      Contracts - The Sign Off Activity

Chapter 6:      4 Body Wellness

Chapter 7:      The Light Body

Chapter 8:      The Physical Body The Greatest Detox On Earth Right Now

Chapter 9:      The Emotional Body

Chapter 10:    Time And Space Is A Direct Correlation To

Mental And Emotional Health

Chapter 11:    My Mental Health

Chapter 12:    Putting People Back Together Again Energetically

Chapter 13:    A Community Of Healers

Chapter 14:    The Product Of Resistance

Chapter 15:    The Alter Ego - An Expression Of Great Love!

Chapter 16:    Sovereignty Stripped In Modern History

Chapter 17:    The Game!

Chapter 18:    Don’t Play The Game!

Chapter 19:    Original Origin - Sovereignty

Chapter 20:    The Board Of Directors

Chapter 21:    Facilitate Individual Heart To Heart Discourse

Chapter 22:    Being Genuine To My Soul Direction

Chapter 23:    Authority & Elemental Beings Of Nature

Chapter 24:    Who Is Oppressing Who, Soul Initiation

Chapter 25:    I Am That, I Am

Chapter 26:    Lore Of Acquisition And Two Lesser Lores

Chapter 27:    Vibrational Matching And Two Law Examples

Chapter 28:    Alignment And Confusions

Chapter 29:    Little Will Creators Are Law Makers - A Very Strange Day

Chapter 30:    When We Lose The Reflection Of Separation! There Is No Mirror!

Chapter 31:    Honey Ant Dreaming

Final Summary

PROLOGUE

DIAMOND MATRIX MASTERS – SELF MASTERY LEVEL 1

Welcome!

Diamond Matrix Masters was born from Divine inspiration. After initiating through Silver and Gold levels of Spiritual Lore, I was told Diamond was the next level of spiritual consciousness to become, but it took 15 years to come. My Soul journeyed to live in the Kimberley, Western Australia, where I awoke one morning to realise that I lived next to one of the biggest Diamond mines in the world! Diamond Energy began to affect my Being, as Diamond Consciousness is the bridge between Mind to Heart Living and Being. And so, it began. Now it is time to get this new work with its Knowledge, Activations and Teachings out onto a public platform, for all to access the new Rainbow energy, New Dreaming as our world Originals know it; or as I was shown - The Diamond Matrix. I Am a Diamond Light Grid Worker and have been taught Spiritual Lore, with its Keys to understand this life of mine and of this Earth system we all call home in the Third Dimension.

This book is written to show the difference between Universal Lore and Human Law and why Universal Lore brings immense freedom when understood.

So, chapter to chapter from right here, right now, we will step back revelation by revelation, as the author has always thought back to front and upside down! The only way to understand Spiritual Wisdom is to turn inside out the logical mind, to get to the Heart and thus the Soul!

To share a Divine revelation is to impart the Logos or Living Wisdom that will be activated within the reader. Each Key is a vibrational frequency, an alchemical activation to uplift an individual into Soul connection, into the New Knowledge, to access the Greater Part of them that is already seated in Self Mastery. To start from the bottom was never the approach of the great Teachers and Masters. To be Whole, is the only stimulus of the Soul and is rightfully ours to claim. This book is designed to pass us quickly through the veils (for that is all they are) into inner Certitude of who you are, even within this Third Dimension. The Light Workers of all kind, the Ancestral Guardianship, Indigenous Lore Men and Women of the world’s Originals, and the Light beyond have been dedicated to imparting Divine Intelligence and Strategy for millennia up to this moment. It is time to BE that Light.

The Great Shift is collapsing people’s former experiences, longstanding paradigms, institutions, human Law and even old spiritual Laws. Indeed, their very lives are crumbling as they slide into chaos and quandary, whilst throwing their greatest efforts at it. You are not alone! This shift is causing mental health, people movement, relationship breakdown, bizarre circumstances, and even geographical relocation. Individual Souls are coming out of the closet of obscurity, to transition into true relationship with themselves and others and into Soul-Responsibility and Self Governance. There is no choice. There is no negotiation, the time is now. World governments have become a laughingstock and the grip of corporation control is crumbling. The earth is being reorganised. You are being reorganised.

Men, women and children, are acutely hurting like bugs hitting a live wire, over and over again! Lifetimes of pain bodies are reacting, and the old dual system of separation is unable to support us. We cannot win in the current Game of this world. We must turn inside, where we no longer need external support, relationships, love, resources or services to aid us. It is time to create it from our Mighty Inner Being, in absolute trust, in the union of our Greater part. It is time to know how it works.

The Soul presenting itself to the reading of this book is Dynamic. It has journeyed throughout the Ages. It has in this lifetime come to an end of its Initiate’s expedition. The individual is now ready to cross the bridge and activate the new Diamond Consciousness that is the new Leading Edge and Living Potential. It is honoured for its journey, greatly admired and respected. It has arrived here, at the completion of many karmic lifetimes and somewhere deep inside, we know this. So, to continue living the old dualist system of separation is not an option, as we cannot win and so must cross the bridge into the Way. The Way of the Heart. The Heart chakra is the bridge.

The heart of the matter is to open the portal of the Heart! To access Unconditional Love! Feel this Joy, as it takes your breath away! Feel this anticipation! Feel the pang in your Heart, right now! Bliss bombs! It is a time of New Birth, a New Incarnation, and a fresh start for you and yours without exception. This is why you came. You put up your hand and volunteered. There are no victims here, only deliberate Creators in the realm of physical experience. What did you come for? What do you bring to the table? Your Soul carries Divine Intelligence that remembers your Destiny, activate it and bring forth its genius. The word for this week is opulence, last week it was immaculate; contemplate supreme opulence, and see only the immaculate and your destiny will be revealed in all your actions, words and Creations. Through this, you will open the doorway of your Heart, into the new Diamond Matrix. It is such an honour to meet you!

Welcome to Self Mastery!

Ruth Elisabeth

Ps All words and lettering in small letters throughout this book indicates earthen power, laws and authority, all capital letters indicate true Power, Universal Lore and Authority of Divine Governance and Creatorship. I AM THAT, I AM.

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CHAPTER 1

FOUNDATION

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R ight here, right now, I am having a coffee out of 6-year-old Charleigh’s ONE DIRECTION mug. ‘One Direction,’ is appropriate pondering for this chapter, and so pertinent to the message. As spoken in the intro, the New Dreaming or coming into the Diamond Matrix is about opening the portal of the Heart . To enter the ‘Kingdom of God’ or the Fifth Dimension. As we ascend into this new consciousness, we must take personal responsibility for our own unfoldment. Our own personal expansion and our own relationship with the Divine in us, is our own responsibility. It is not about another, it is not to take others with us, nor expect them to take us. We must turn inward ourselves . It is time to come into BEING and Self Mastery for ourselves, and then our environment, even our world, will shift.

2012-2019 has been the supreme refacing of the deepest recesses of our own fixations, our supports and co dependencies. We are to reassess what we have been doing, and process and redecree what we are really here for. To remove ourselves from and re-establish ourselves in relationships, employ, communities, and social and religious systems, that negate our Soul truths in the unsustainable. To be true to our Higher Self and now take instruction from our very individual Soul Force. Much turmoil, heart break and mental health has been accentuated throughout this time. Old ways are crumbling and no longer suffice.

It is time for Self-acceptance, vulnerability, transparency and transition. Time and Space Laws are imminent in people movement and geographical relocating, even to different parts of the world. The Soul is calling us to front up and to activate what we came here for. The time for observation is finished. It is time for action and Soul-responsibility. Ouch!

We are directly responsible for our own shift into the opening of our Heart Chakra to connect with the Greater that is within us. Know that we are all feeling and doing this shift together! When we feel alone in our separation or at enmity with our environment, take comfort in knowing that we are all in this upliftment together. Please find Peace from extreme forms of isolation and self-agony that you have been feeling and experiencing! You are not alone; you are on course and we are all doing and feeling this together. On the flip side of this I have heard many spiritual ones say recently, ‘Oh well, it’s not just me then,’ and rest back on laurels of blame and guilt sharing, as they fight for their ‘right’ to coexist.

But be aware, as this can also permit you to remain in your state of separation when in fact, you must activate your own Soul Alignment, Attunements, Divine learning and Spiritual Guidance in every moment, regardless of another. So, I will not allow you to be blaze` in any instant of your living. You are completely accountable for your own expansion or lack of it, 24/7, within your own personal environment and within your own body. Endearing, am I not? But I will also give you good reason, why you would not wish to invest in laxness.

CHOOSE A MINISTRY

Over eighteen years ago, after Mother’s Day 1999, I was offered three ministries and asked to choose one. I chose the one closest to my Heart, as I had just initiated through Silver Spiritual Consciousness and its Divine Principles or Lore, to Gold. Each Soul Initiation level has its own Dispensation of Consciousness, guidelines or Universal Principles, to expand into Self and Divine knowledge. I still work today in this chosen ministry. This area of Ministry or Logos activation has the transformational capacity to free ready souls from lower states of being, to bridge across into the Greater, into Life even as I did. So, Souls come to me when they have thrown everything in their power at their experience, and simply have nothing more to give. It is a time that is often called the ‘Dark night of the Soul.’ A time of deep internal crisis, and a time of letting go, to initiate into the New Heart teachings and impartations. Before Silver Lore, symbolises subservience in learning within one’s story and imprinting. Silver Lore is becoming conscious of our ability to affect our environment, which transcends to Gold Lore which represents Resurrection Lore, to begin to be in independent oneness with the Greater Being that courses through us. This assists us to remove ourselves from our stories imprinting to become Self-Governing. Diamond Lore is Ascension Lore or Soul Sovereignty as access to the Fifth level and above in a multiverse of Unconditional Love. It is a state of Being. Each is a level of consciousness that we grow into.

When our Souls journey to our physical and Spiritual meeting point, by synchronistic and what I call a Divine Appointment, it is an absolute honour to meet with this Soul when it arrives. The individual has done everything in their human inner determination, dedication and honesty, in every circumstance to be true to their inner guidance. They have done the Silver level to its glass ceiling and have nothing more to give from this power base. They let go, they are finished with their story and are really, really over it! They come to my services, in complete transparency and vulnerability. It is time for them to come into Rest, into Life and begin that day, to taste a life of Self Mastery. Most do say throughout our Self Mastery coaching, ‘I KNEW IT!!!’ They are about to cross over into the Diamond Matrix, bypassing Silver and Gold, to access their Opulent Life, Love and Fifth Dimensional capacities, through opening the Portal of the Heart!

A spiritual practitioner told me that she had thrown everything she knew at her circumstances and her heart was broken, and it was raw. She still worked with the elements of Gold and its Universal Lore and the crisis was deep and personal. She knew Gold Lore and didn’t understand that we are traversing into Diamond Lore. However, she had been getting information about the Diamond Matrix coming, as had I. Many practitioners come in the same ailment and many don’t want to be here on the Earth plane anymore. A vast amount of people is in this condition right now. How is it then for the average person in this world, if even the spiritual Teachers, Healers and Guardians are stretched to breaking point? We are at the tipping point which is why our Earth is being re-organised.

While all are actually spiraling upwards, many appear to be spiraling downwards. We are spiraling into mental health, supported drug regimes, self-administering through addictions, constant clinical assessment and micromanagement. We are also witnessing physical illness and terrifying experiences without true or holistic solution. We are taking our next generation, our children, with us under the guise of mental, emotional and physical disorders. We do this with fully medicated regimes and system checks. We directly affect our children’s function by imprinting dysfunction into their daily life!

All of these precious people I love so much, and this book is for each and every one of these Innocents. Our adults are the same, Innocents just grown, maybe hardened a little, but still Innocents.

There is only good news however, no matter how dark it is for you, you are right on track! What you are experiencing is true, it is real and your internal Self, the Greater Part of you, knows it is time to make the Leap! It is time to cross over into the Diamond Matrix! It is time to open the Portal of your Heart, your Star Gate, your Heart Chakra and it is time for true Leadership to arise and come forth because of it.

A NEW HEALING MODALITY

One morning, I was shown that I would come into a new healing modality. Reiki and Chiron healing, spiritual counseling and sports therapy were already my main practices. In thirty minutes after receiving this information, The Reconnection healing system by Doctor Eric Pearl came to my door! In a wee little telephone book, there was a full page spread on The Reconnection. Thrilled, I went to the Sunshine Coast for the Attunements. My Heart Chakra was opened, my body was healed, and then I began to see 333 and 111, everywhere! What is this? What are these numbers?

On a day that I would see 333, set appointments would fall through and I would find myself in another town, to work energetically with a Soul that was initiating from Silver Lore to cross the bridge to the open Heart. Remember, this healing takes a person from being in crisis and on their symbolic knees (whether religious or not), to experience an extraordinary healing, on their Heart chakra and body! The sheer Power and uniqueness of each healing was staggering. Their Heart Chakra was a tremendous opening involving the whole Light Body and would open and remain open. The crisis became nothing to them after the healing. They would come into amazing peace and immense Light Body expansion every time. I then taught them the new Quantum Lore as I had been instructed, on this transformation, the Soul connection, the new Universal principles and how to walk in it. Essentially, it was to teach them how energy is activated and recycled and how the Game works. How we can walk in Self Mastery by directing out on to a Quantum Field. Amazing transformations took place, the joy and freedom from living from an open Heart!

Souls are literally activated within this process, the spark of Life ignited, as they are set onto their new Path. Their testimonies and life stories from that experience were just so extraordinary and joyous that I learnt to trust the work implicitly.

This became common place with every amazing Soul that was brought to me in a sense of crisis. They all spoke desperately of needing a new way of being. Their Hearts ached for Living! They were dying in duality, in judgment, guilt, shame and blame, and relational isolation from family, from Soul. Spiraling into ‘mental health,’ many dogged by entities. All had their Soul guiding them from within, giving them information, which did not endorse the conformity they were trapped in. In fact, it was the entrapment of conformity which was destroying them yet opening to the next dimension of experience. Through Reconnection the Heart chakra gained the ability to stay open, to now align and access the frequency of Unconditional Love, into their Light body. Their conditions fell away.

I now know that we are all entering Diamond Reconnection with our Soul and all Hearts are to be opened permanently! Many practices still have the Heart center opening and closing for self-protection. This is no longer necessary as duality, judgment and blame within this world Game is being traversed. So, self-protection will no longer be appropriate, as there is nothing to protect one’s Soul Self from. Soul is untouchable. Unconditional Love is completely harmonious and innocent in intentional creating and will not harm another.

They were finished with their stories. Finished with their resistance to Love. Every Soul I have worked with is over their story and via the Reconnection and the opening of their Heart chakra, they would literally cross over, in this lifetime into Heart centered living. Finally, at peace to understand and be in direct Oneness with their Source, to steer their lives and to pour forth as a person that is connected and empowered from within. Their physical karmic journey is complete. They are ready to do what they came here to do. Wow, that is a big statement. They will know they are the Co-Creators of their lives with no past karmic effects and they will only reap what they sow, which is to Create in each moment.

The Reconnection attunements with Diamond energy, is quintessential to this Leap into the new Unconditional Love paradigm and is an important aspect of the 4 Body Wellness programs that we do in Diamond Matrix Masters. I totally recommend the activations and attunements within the book, ‘The Reconnection’ by Dr. Eric Pearl. We need activated Healers to bring Soul family into this new frequency of Heart energy. The Reconnection’s capacity to access instantaneous healing is phenomenal.

THE PORTAL OF THE HEART - AN HOURGLASS

An hourglass is the best visual that I can give, of the movement or Leap of Humanity into the new consciousness or the Fifth Dimension in this hour. All planetary Souls are ascending upwards and coming up to the bottleneck of this experience from Third Dimensional or ‘the world,’ consciousness. The Heart Center/chakra is the doorway through to the higher frequency of the Fifth Dimension. People are experiencing crucial hardship here on this physical plane, as they are all hitting their heads on the ceiling of the hourglass, wanting to pass through the bottle neck into the vast consciousness of the Fifth dimension, shown to be the top of the hourglass (see front cover). They are not able to do so with the lower Third Dimensional laws.

This action is indeed the Sovereignty movement of Soul that is taking place right now.

The Heart of each individual is only just beginning to open. Very few have had this occur, which means that approximately 7 billion of us still need to come through the Heart gateway! The Earth itself is ascending and we must move in concordance.

There is much to do! The Souls ready to lead are coming through. As Teachers of the Teachers, (Remember your dreams and messages?) we are to bring through the Teachers, the Healers, the Coaches, the Writers, Singers, the Innovators, the Scientists, the true Ceremonial Original global Elders worldwide who are ready to Lead from the Heart in the New Dreaming.

In church language, they are the matured ones who operate in the fullness of the Five-Fold Ministry of The Christ, with all her gifts and attributes. Of visions, dreams and Heart centered messages from Spirit, who are reconnecting back into the Tree of Life. This is now being universally experienced and received by all humankind, even the ‘gentiles’ as Life is innate within us all. All of these with open Heart Chakras are the true Guardians and imparters of Sacred Knowledge, influential Leaders with individualised expertise and Divine connection. No matter their age, culture, shape and size, their Hearts and Messages are what dictate their crossing into the new paradigm, its timing and Soul Authority. These represent the new Governance of this next age. These represent and expand the Universal Sovereignty that is coming.

These Souls are of vital importance to you the reader, as their Diamond activated Light Force touch the places, people and community where you live and work. So, seek them out as they will be close by, perhaps unrecognised. They will bring solution to your questions, and healing to your bodies by connecting you to your Soul. Diamond Light Grid Workers operate from the Power of Soul and in Unconditional Love and will see only wholeness and have not anger, nor pain dominating their Light Body’s. They have no victimhood now, although perhaps have suffered in the past, ‘the world’ is being deactivated within them. Walking in Wisdom and Love, they have the Power to impart transformation into any situation. They are of our true Clan or Tribe and are coming together now.

The new Soul Sovereign Government is forming globally. The one world government was merely a counterfeit, or a shadow of the real that is emerging. There is nothing to fear. Many forerunners knew this, we knew this was coming and we have been prepped for this time. We are right on track!

MY INITIATES JOURNEY INTO REST

My personal initiate’s journey into Self Mastery Level 1, was through the christian church whom I still love with a passion. However, I cannot embrace her prejudiced stance, in the duality ethos of judgment, of separation and right versus wrong. She has not entered the Way of the Heart and has not transformed into Divine Unconditional Love here on earth, as was the example of the Risen and then Ascended Christ ideal. Much of the church is steeped in The Game and stuck before Silver, which is symbolic of remaining on one’s knees before the cross of Christ. Ever seeking for themselves and others, salvation from a wrathful God. Proof of this is that they can look upon another with judgment, i.e. a sinner in need of salvation, believed separated from God and so hold them separate from themselves. No matter the patient smiles, the service, tolerance and pretense of Love, it wears out sooner or later if one does not conform to their particular Law branding. Bottom line is that an individual within a doctrine, within doctrinal Law cannot Unconditionally Love at length, so do not expect them to. I will show you why shortly as this is a very big holding pattern for the Earth and much wounding is held within it. Whether you believe you are involved or not, you are acutely affected. Our modern democratic or rather theocratic society is built on this dual theology, which is why it is failing us in modern society.

The vital church has missed much of the dispensation of Gold Lore, which the embryonic Diamond Lore sparked 2000 years ago. Even though she speaks as though she knows the Resurrection Lore, the church is without fruit of its fullness in the world. The fruit is recognised by love and harmony in relationship with self and others. This era opened access in introduction to the inner Light connection codes, Spiritual Gifts and new universal Spiritual Messages. The Messages were to guide us to experience the opening of the Heart center, which is direct linage to Source. It was to give us Divine Knowledge of this new time we are now experiencing.

The church will need to front up and take responsibility for her lack of inner Love, Wisdom and Power and for keeping her people and the world community sightless, sick and oppressed. She has been silent, without any ‘hot off the press,’ fresh spiritual Guidance, Wisdom and Leadership. Her offerings are often 2000-year-old repetitious and fear-based teaching and observances, without Life infused remedy.

So, how has this affected us?

It is like the Greater within us is silent and disinterested in today’s rollout of 2019. So, our lives are in combat, to survive without Spirit and without Life. Many of us do not tap into Divine Knowledge and internally instigated guidance, and therefore can only sprout what others, or institutional traditions espouse. Humankind is now evolving into the higher state of being, that is brought forward by the Diamond Energy activations. The church must also traverse to Ascension Diamond, like everyone else, as now she has no choice.

Each Soul caught in the physical church is now doctrinally exposed to its limited Love capacity, even though its service has been with utter devotion. Underlying the framework of our modern society and its Law constructs, exists the energetic framework designed by christian dualistic paradigms. Judgment keeps the individual separate, one from another. Judgment keeps the individual separate always, usually from healing, Love, unity and spiritual harmony between all of humankind. Judgment keeps the individual separated from God and the Greater Order of Life. Judgment keeps us trapped in systems that we cannot win in and we serve until we die. In a split second, judgment creates our duality of good vs. bad.

On recently being led back to the laws or principles of the particular church I grew up, 13 foundational principles, had written in their belief and interpretation, that we as human beings are helpless and hopeless and must be saved. These words are actually used. Essentially that we are unworthy. This is the belief or Law construct that I was imprinted with as a child. This transformation of belief explains my journey from hopeless sinner, if lucky, saved by Grace, to find Wholeness, Inner Connectedness and extraordinary Unconditional Love. This interpreted construct, a doctrine was put together by humans who chose its 13-point brief for me to believe. Never forget this. This writing is about the human Law constructs that we wrap ourselves in, often quite unwittingly and pass on to others, often Innocents of the next generation.

Study with conscious eyes, the movement or human Law construct or dot points that are formulated usually after a Soul came into an elated Living Vibrational experience with their individual Inner Source Connection. It is at this very point that then, the inspired perfect relationship with Soul is made imperfect and the Life is absconded with and becomes a doctrine or Law without the living expression of the open Heart. The freedom of the intended Diamond seed cannot grow into its end time fruit or harvest. Not so for the individual who experienced it originally, however, only the followers of the experience, who want to emulate it for themselves, get lost in its human conceived Law structures as they do not receive Life for themselves and so then deny others from receiving it also.

Offered the new Heart path, each individual’s own fears, uglies, patterns, triggers and underlying beliefs are being directly lived and experienced. Every soul on this planet is experiencing this. There is no exclusion. My intention here is not to degrade anyone, but to show the Law construct within the realm of duality. Duality that keeps us all bound in separation, and from the Self Mastery that was originally intended. Self Mastery is based in Unconditional Love and connection to Soul and Source.

When I was in the church these words came to me. You can’t save the unsaved, until you save the saved. Meaning those who thought they had salvation or were offering it to others, had as great an issue in day to day life, as those not confessing to a faith or salvation. Understand it is now an even playing field. The first shall be last and the last shall be first? I always suspected that the church herself may be this. But where there is a Heart and a Heartbeat, there is Divine Oneness and the Heart center opening can be realised now. Multitudes of spiritual Light workers, individuals and indeed faiths from all practices around the world are holding this Sacred Space of Oneness. The christian believes in Armageddon and rapture, via fear-based beliefs and leaving the sinners behind. The goal posts have now shifted, and we are all as Humankind, making the Leap together. Deep inside, each one of us knows this. We feel the falseness of these doctrinal traditions, these government and global systems, and desire the new. Spoken or unspoken, we are weary.

So, visions, dreams and revelations bombarded my life, instructing me to trust the movement and teachings of my Soul and my I AM Presence. The messages were always a call to let go of fear and striving, and to open the Heart! Even when at that time, I did not understand what the Heart essentially was, I was personally releasing and letting go of phenomenal fear and false belief. When imparting messages to the church about opening our Hearts, it was greeted with ‘Yes, yes, isn’t that lovely,’ without any activation. So, I did it myself. I was taught on Law, vows, and Alchemy (through direct channeling, dreams and visions) on almost every inflection of relationship; marriages, partnerships, parenting, schooling, organisations and world systems. My education has gone on until this day.

REST

I had re-entered the church as an adult, to defrag what I had been taught as a child. Over the next 10 years, I allowed the Holy Spirit to guide me (as it is the Spirit that gives Life) in Wisdom, Understanding and Knowledge. I studied many translations, texts and the Greek and Hebrew seed origins. I experienced the height, depth and breadth of the church as I expanded in the gifts. I learnt what God was not, but also what God is.

Eventually, I was called into Rest which (unbeknown at the time) brought me out of the human church forever. The church is not in Rest, it is based in human activity, human schedules, human hierarchy and human service, though it would declare otherwise. It is a business. After taking an amazing morning ladies meeting, a message came through that I was to rest, and I told them that I would be taking next week off. Well, I was guided not to go back and that my journey would commence from there. That was a shock and is a book for the church herself.

It was here that I was introduced to the Ascended Masters. I had already been working with one of them for many years, Jesus, via the Holy Spirit. I then began gaining messages about Heart Alchemy from St Germain, along with many others, and the Mighty I AM Presence through my Soul directly. These messages were vastly different to those in the fear-based system. These spoke only of Life, of Wholeness, Wisdom, Love and Alchemical Creation. These spoke of Love and our true relationship with others and our Greater Selves. They also spoke of the Light and creative ability that we bring to this world, by the Light Force that is within us which was meant to be the true message of the church. This went on for many years, with answers to my questions coming from all over the world. I will speak of these Beloveds later.

The REST consisted of three years of not using my Mental mind. Interestingly, this time was a Mental mind detox, and later of all 4 Bodies! I enjoyed being a bit of an intellectual and always involved myself in some type of mental or strategic activity. I was now unable to even watch game shows or assist others around me. I learnt to be quiet, and though frustrated often, my mind did quieten, and the new information and expansion began to fill me daily. It was a time of parenting young ones and a great time to learn.

AMNESIA

A period of learning repetitively brought to my attention the topic of amnesia. Yes, amnesia! In this time of Rest, I was learning to let go of all that I thought important. I was learning to let go of Mental Body function and the physical and striving action. In the non-action of Rest, I could see many forms of attachment that my ego or little Ruthy got involved in. I began to get teachings and Knowledge, even movies, where a person experienced amnesia or a repeating of their experience. I was a little worried and naturally concerned that I was being shown that I might experience amnesia and forget who I was, as a personality on my path to spirituality.

A bit afraid of dementia and forgetfulness, yet I was willing to participate in the learning that my Soul was bringing to my attention. So, for months Knowledge was coming about how we build concepts of who we believe we are. We seem dedicated to that which drives us to seek recognition, and approval in relationship outside of ourselves. We do this to gain achievement of self-worth from others, which is a false premise. We chain ourselves to bizarre causes and find no appreciation for much of our endeavors in this world.

Need for approval, compliments and worthiness shows the participant is seeking love outside in its environment, rather than in its connection to Source where there is only Love. It usually ends in under-recognition. We may get a gold pen at the end of fifty years of service or lucky to get a cake. The next shift merely has the new guy implanted. There will always be workers and those seeking love through service and attainment of recognition, through unbalanced loyalty and service, as that is a part of the initiate’s journey.

There is much confusion and unwellness in this life of busyness, and it does not let us graduate to our next level of Soul attention or to expand with ease. In fact, it interrupts the Soul journey on a daily basis. Let the next generation of workforce take our place. There will always be workers and the enthusiastic. We need the sages, teachers and leaders to come forth.

I had begun to realise that Soul and Spirit was with me. Spirit was already in my life and in relationship with me 24/7. I did not need to go to church or anywhere else to find it. It was much closer to home!

Back to amnesia, I was shown in a movie (I can’t remember the title, lol), but a guy was shot, and finds himself in an Intensive Care Unit. Heightened perspective brought through some points for me to understand. The man was shot and suddenly removed from his insanely successful life. He was in a coma and unconscious for a number of days. Essentially, here he was one on one with his Soul. Here in Intensive Care in a coma, his only relationship was with himself, completely alone with his Greater part, Source.

On waking with amnesia, his conscious relationship was just one on one, with a nurse in intensive care in the hospital. As he became stronger, he still with no outside life influences, then expanded his relational knowledge and widened his circle where he was. He then left Intensive Care and was placed into a greater sense of relationship and interaction, in a ward where other patients, more visitors and more world connection took place. He finally went home, still with his new condition of amnesia, but curious about his life environment that used to be so familiar.

This is a part of the unpacking process to understand our true position in this world and that we need not be concerned with our own sense of life position, importance or even lostness (as we can’t figure it all out). We have it all back to front and upside down anyway.

At home he realised through personal inspection that he had been having an affair, his wife was having an affair with his business partner, his children were miserable, his business was suffering, and no one respected him. He finally saw the truth of his life by his removal from his prior existence, and his forced isolation exposed the farce that they had all been living. He called it for what it was and began to rebuild it from scratch. But at least it was honest and true. Brilliant movie! Explains this Shift perfectly.

When I brought into Rest, I had to see and understand the farce of what I had been living previously. Coming into Rest gave me so much more insight as to what was really driving me and what was truly important and that which was not.

The Soul-induced coma or amnesia brought Knowledge which was used to demonstrate how addicted I was to activity, image and pretense. This was via forceful or driven action and an oblivious relationship to my environment and Soul relationship.

Truth is you can be replaced if you are taken from the picture, perhaps by an accident or unfortunate event. It is our greatest fear, always looking for security, love and power. Looking for security is one of the three dilemmas. When we say that you are invaluable to your family, truthfully the family covers your familiar position, fills the gap and gets on with it in whatever way they creatively come up with if we are to pop off the planet.

When suddenly ejected from your life, though shock may occur a short while, soon your position is indeed filled in most capacities. So, let’s not think that you cannot let go of the ties that you have created, or can’t get into the rightful ‘time and space’ position. I have been ejected from my life a couple of major times, and these were designed to reformat my internal programming. Amnesia characterises you as mentally forgetting your false identity, along with the Mental Body attachments. Forgetting and leaving the roles, the games and manipulations that you have been playing on yourself and whomever you played it with.

Your Soul requires you to cooperate with that which you have already written into your Earth walk script. Live it free of encumbrance, false attachments and images that seek recognition. When one can’t remember one’s family, work, state or name, all the past is erased and the moment to moment action is right here, right now. Just me, being real with myself, this is the focus point where the Power inside you lays. Right here right now, in this Holy Instant.

The Universe hates a void. It will fill it; it must fill it. Your Soul will kick you out of your comfort zone sooner or later and if left too much later, it could be to the point of an accident, an illness or job loss. I hit the wall with bankruptcy when I was younger and it gutted every ideal that I had in place for myself, my family and children. I had to stop and change foundations. I had to move into correct perspective. I was doing things for all the wrong reasons, seeking approval and power outside of myself. Though a nightmare at the time, I changed and became much more authentic in my relationship to myself and to others around me. You will stop too, by positive or negative circumstance, you will stop, or remember stopping!

So, here I was in Rest, removed as if in a self-induced coma. Shut down, with only myself and family and much more able to ‘see’ what I had thought important. Now to understand that my attachments had been misleading, and my dabbling in involvements, inflicted pain also on those around me. Definitely pain on myself as it kept me separated from my Soul and Soul Journey through Mental, Emotional and Physical busyness.

I had to learn to withdraw from my images of created identity and to love myself and not be influenced by social norms, but to learn Self Governance for myself, trusting in my own ability to think and act for myself. I then had to learn that others and indeed my children also have this capacity. It is great ignorance to believe that each and every person cannot align with their own Soul, to Self-Govern, and to create for themselves. I had to learn to let go of control. To let them Self-Govern from within to live their own lives, by their own intuition to make their own decisions to be self-reliant. It is very hard to let go of those we love, when we love to the point that we sometimes live life for them. They will pass from us, even our beloved children move out and get on with their lives. They usually can’t wait, which isn’t very flattering. Time for us to do the same, it is time to move on and not be afraid to live.

We must understand that your Soul is not willing to share you with these false precepts and false relationships. Your Soul will keep bringing you back into the relationship within you, where your true design is held. Your truest Love relationship is union with your Soul, and your life here is a certainty of correct perception and true action.

In a dream at a Medicine Wheel I was told that I had it back to front, that I had to turn it around. Your relationship with your Soul (and it is indeed all about your relationship with your own Soul), comes first, everything else is second! Your Alignment with your innermost Being comes first. Your lived experience is a very real reflection of your inner intimate connection with your Soul. You are to Love yourself first in union with the Greater part, before you can Love others. Well, at the time Loving myself was simply not possible, as I would tell you that I didn’t know what Love was or whether it even existed. How could I be loved if I was hopeless? However, I did learn to trust the bottom line Knowing’s that would come to me. If I knew what I was meant to do, then I would fully embrace it and accept what unfolded.

THE MEANING OF REST

Towards the end of my ‘Rest’ and in complete frustration, I wanted to know what was at the base of this Rest and what it was all about! ENOUGH! Three years was enough!!! What IS REST? I want the bottom line! Just tell me! The next morning, my husband shared that he had sat up and watched an illusionist on TV with my son the night before and was trying to figure out how the illusionist had done the illusions. Suddenly my mind blew open and I KNEW what Rest was all about!

The Mental mind needs something to keep applying itself to, to keep wrestling with, something to keep the ego working and working at life according to ‘the world,’ but a life without connection. This is where mental unwellness, vibrational stress and fatigue comes from, through forced daily actions in life. It is trying to be good, trying to do the right thing, trying, trying, trying. It is forced doing, forced strategy, forced coercion that these systems of the world and religion keeps us busy in. We appear to be forced to live to a calendar and a time schedule. This must be emptied and released so that we can retrain our psyche to be in allowance, to BE in acceptance of Self and others and to be free of schedules. Floating in unfoldment of Being instead of doing by the force of the little Will. This allows access to the Greater part of ourselves, otherwise we are too busy running our lives by forced action in our little Will selves to gain pittance.

To live in Rest is not having to force Mental and Physical action, not having to fix, control or create through human force. The message wasn’t quite altogether yet, WHY was this the case?

I had a letter to post that morning, a little early though. So, I walked down the quiet street in this strange light mist. There was a massive rainbow over the mountain above me, with an inner rainbow encompassing my street. I walked in this magical expanding consciousness, with my awareness blowing out in New Beginnings and potential of what was coming. I got to the little park and on waiting for the Post Office to open, watched some jehovah witness’s gathering for their wednesday witnessing in town following their dot points.

A scripture came vividly, right then: For in six days the Lord made the heavens and earth, the sea and all that is in them and rested the seventh day, therefore the Lord blessed the seventh day and made it holy. New American Standard 1977.

On the seventh day the Lord RESTED! Even the Lord took his hands off it and let it go forever! It was done! The expansion of consciousness that hit my mind and my Heart knew all of a sudden that Creation and the Mental effort of the Divine Intelligence has already done the WORK. The Mental Creation was done in the Quantum field (before time) and is complete and I have absolutely nothing to do, but let it unfold! This Creation is perfect. And on the seventh Day He rested! This IS the seventh day; this is the Rest! We are living in the Rest, period. It was done! It was all created! It is all Created. And it is Holy!

This now moment, here, right now, of unpacked Creation IS the seventh day! This entire Creation is the seventh day. The seventh day is this creation we live in, is unfolding and is eternal! The Lord hasn’t lifted a finger since the sixth day. I don’t have to lift a finger now! My life is already created! It’s done! I am living in this time, in this unfoldment or evolution, this roll out of a magnificent Creation of expansion in the 21st century and in this ‘wrinkle in time.’ ALL has already been scripted, already been created and in my Divine Alignment, I CAN trust in the Divine Plan that unfolds in this perfect evolution, of the Divine Inner Genius! The I AM has Created it already. We will break it down and explain, but this foundational Knowledge brings us reprieve from trying, from seeking. It gives us automatic freedom and license to live, and to live without fear. This book is about the thrill of participation, the exhilaration of living life, not seeking life.

Technically I never came out of Rest, I just became better at it. Better at living in Alignment with my Divine within, who had already designed it with me, in Oneness with me. The Trust, Love and Peace came in blissful waves of Knowledge as I continued back out into the world with new sight. There is no need for human sabbath observances, sabbath is 24/7. The sabbath is the Holy Creation, you are of this Holy Creation, you are Holy. Be open to Soul Guidance, with the flexible ability to be in the right time and space 24/7. It is already written, your Life scripted safely and magnificently designed by a Loving and genius part of you, within you. The Opulence resides within you. Yes! I still had a lot of distorted teaching to undo, and scriptures that had crippled vast chunks of my life. To know that I was in good and in perfect hands made my inner journey thrive securely.

All that I speak and teach out of is this wondrous basis. Your life is safe, secure, you are from Source and you are of All that IS. You have nothing to overcome, nothing to prove, nothing to change or fix. Enter into this Rest and let your Physical and Mental Body relax. Right now, relax your body, right where you are. There is nothing to fix or change about you. I repeat there is nothing to fix or change about you. Repeat this sentence over and over until that sigh comes out. Let that sigh of relief come