Crawlspace: A Psychological Horror Novel for Adults

By Dan Padavona

They thought nobody was hiding in the attic. They were wrong.

Jerry moves into Kelli's decrepit apartment complex, where a series of bloody murders occurred years ago. Soon Jerry discovers a hidden entrance into the attic. To his shock, he can secretly enter his neighbor's apartment. But he isn't the only person aware of this entrance.

And now a neighbor is missing.

Is someone hiding in the crawlspace?

A heart-pounding psychological horror novel that terrifies and keeps you awake at night. Fans of Stephen King, Richard Laymon, and Jack Ketchum will love Crawlspace. 

"Just as Jack Ketchum, Richard Laymon, and the Splatterpunks did a generation ago, Dan Padavona's CRAWLSPACE represents a seismic shift in the horror genre. An instant -- and important -- classic." - Bram Stoker Award–winning author Brian Keene

Praise for Crawlspace:

"Best book I've read in 2016 so far. Padavona cements his own as a powerful voice in modern horror." - Michael W

"I have no clue how I will ever sleep soundly again because of this book." - Adonya

"Terrifying from start-to-finish. The tension and claustrophobia made my chest feel tight and my hands shake." - Mason A

"I loved it, could not put it down." - Christine H

"A horror home run!" - AtoZConsumer

"Five stars. Crawlspace reminds me of the small motels I pass on the way to the shore..." - Christian A

"Great writing, very creepy story, strong characters." - Billy Halpin

"Dan Padavona is a rare find. This author makes you FEEL like you are IN the story which is very rare! Buy it or read it on Kindle it's well worth it." - Annamaria B

"Crawlspace seduces you and then slams the door and locks it." - Chad Lutzke

"This book was extremely hard to put down, a genuine page-turner. With echoes of Laymon and Ketchum, Padavona has created a modern tale of terror for a new generation of horror readers." - Tim Meyer

"Dan Padavona is at the top of my short list of must-read authors, and he's just getting started." - Thomas T

• Language: English
• Publisher: Dan Padavona
• Release date: May 25, 2018
• ISBN: 9781386762874

Book preview

1

Iflew over the crest of Court Hill without a bike helmet. My headphones were on, which is why I never heard the pickup truck creep up on my back wheel.

When the driver laid heavy on the horn, I nearly jumped out of my skin. You can’t appreciate how loud a big truck’s horn is until the grille is two feet from your ass. You don’t just hear the horn, you feel it blasting hot air against the back of your neck while the wail rattles through your bones. The horn made me lose control and nearly careen over the curb, but I straightened the front wheel and managed to stay upright. I twisted my head around and saw the hardened, beady eyes of a man laughing at me over the steering wheel.

Doing what any sane person outweighed by 6000 pounds would do, I edged toward the curb to give the driver room to pass.

He didn’t pass.

He swerved the grille directly behind me again and blared the horn. I inched closer to the curb, afraid the bike pedal would clip the concrete and I’d tumble over the handlebars. He flicked on his high beams.

The smartest choice would’ve been to hop the curb and get onto the sidewalk, but it was too dangerous to attempt at high speed. The sun was almost down, and downtown, at the bottom of the hill, was still a mile away. I realized we were the only two people barreling down the incline. If the driver was crazy enough to run me over, there would be no witnesses.

When I looked over my shoulder, the driver stuck his middle finger up at me and rode the horn for several seconds. I swerved into the oncoming lane, hoping he’d finally pass. As I angled across the road at over twenty mph, the headlight beams swept across the pavement and followed. I veered back, the driver right on my tail.

We zigzagged again; I couldn’t shake him.

The horn brayed in triumph, and I did another stupid thing: I flipped my middle finger back at him.

The pickup lurched angrily forward and grazed my back wheel. The touch was so subtle that I wouldn’t have noticed if every nerve in my body hadn’t been on high alert, red-hot and standing at attention. The bike trembled dangerously. I white-knuckle-gripped the handlebars, knowing that if I so much as touched the brakes, the bike would fly out from under me, and three tons of steel would drag me under.

The faster I pedaled, the more the driver pressed down on the accelerator. We were one entity, the truck and I, accelerating in lockstep toward downtown. A quarter-mile below, a train of vehicles crossed the intersection, growing closer by the second. I felt the trap closing around me. The motor growled down the back of my neck.

Then the truck whipped around me and passed. He shot downhill doing highway speeds in a residential zone, the red eyes of the taillights glaring back at me. Watching the truck instead of the road, I lost control. The bike tires flew out from under me, and for one awful, frozen moment, I saw the cruel macadam rush underneath and imagined the amount of skin it would tear off my body when I landed.

In that precious split second, I had enough presence of mind to clutch my arms protectively around my head. The bike careened over the curb. I smashed shoulder-first against blacktop.

The air rushed from my lungs, and the pavement peeled away skin from shoulder to hip. It seemed as though I slid forever across that cheese grater of roadway before I finally stopped. Ringing trailed through my eardrums, and when I tried to make a fist, my hands refused to respond.

Shaking, I rolled gingerly onto my stomach. I didn’t want to see how much skin I’d lost. Strips of shirt were torn away and in pieces up the incline. What I saw of my arm I didn’t recognize: the layer of skin the macadam had excavated was as white as January snow, dotted by pinpricks of blood. I think my body was too shocked to bleed.

As I lay at the base of the hill, a car pulled up beside me. A middle-aged man in glasses leaned out the window.

Good Lord. Are you okay?

His wife stared from the passenger seat, both hands over her mouth. A young girl in the backseat held a stuffed dog in front of the window, making it dance for me. She seemed quite amused.

Putting his phone to his ear, he waved reassuringly and said, I’m calling 911.

No, don’t, I said to his amazement. My school health insurance had lapsed because I took the spring semester off, and my family’s health plan wasn’t worth the paper it was printed on.

Look, you could have broken bones and a concussion⁠—

I’m fine, I said, cutting him off. He shook his head, muttering something about idiot college kids, and squealed off toward downtown.

Then she was there.

A thousand wasp stings stabbed my skin when I moved my shoulder, but when she knelt down and offered me her arm, I took it and crawled up to my knees, vaguely aware of her car, a pearl blue Mazda RX-8, purring curbside. The first thing I noticed was her legs—tan, fit, and sexy beneath a jean miniskirt that barely caressed her mid-thigh. I must have stared for too long, because she said, My eyes are up here, Don Juan.

I rushed my eyes to her face, thinking she wouldn’t take kindly to them lingering elsewhere. My legs were gelatin, and if she hadn’t grabbed hold of my arm, I would have collapsed.

You okay now?

I don’t have a clue.

I looked into her eyes and gasped. I know how corny this sounds, and believe me, I’m no romantic, but I wanted to melt in the endless depth of those blues. My knees buckled again, and this time she ducked under my arm and let me lean against her. I caught scent of her perfume, subtle yet alluring, redolent of distant wildflowers after a warm rain. The sun flooded orange and red into her blonde curls, which draped down to her shoulders and tickled my nose.

Her eyes considered the bike—twisted, bent carbon, the brand name nearly scraped away by blacktop.

Hmm. No saving the bike, I fear. But if you want me to throw it in the trunk⁠—

Just leave it, I said.

I turned away. The scrapes across the bike’s body reminded me of what had become of my skin. I found no sign of my headphones or MP3 player. They were probably halfway up the hill, in worse shape than the bike.

All right. Can you walk to the car if I help?

I told her I could, though each step made my head swim and my stomach turn. She watched me closely as we took it one step at a time, concern etched into her face.

We should really get you to the hospital.

No doctors.

I expected her to protest, but she just shrugged her shoulders.

Good. I don’t trust doctors.

I pulled the passenger door open, and she eased me into the car. New car smell and pungent black leather met me as I slumped into the seat. I should have told her to drive me to the hospital, insurance or not. My head seemed to float off my shoulders, and the yellow stripe of dividing line snaked and slithered out the window as though alive. Maybe I had brain trauma. Maybe I was minutes away from an aneurysm.

Screw it.

I rolled the dice and put my life in her hands. There were worse fates than dying in the front seat of a sports car with the sexiest girl in Kane Grove beside me.

What do they call you, Don Juan? she asked, slipping into the driver’s seat. I would’ve stolen another glimpse of her legs, but I felt sure I would vomit if I didn’t keep my eyes fixed on the undulating road.

Jerry.

Jerry like Seinfeld, or Jerry like Cantrell?

I smiled to myself. An Alice in Chains fan. Could she be more perfect?

The last thing I remember was trying to form an answer.

Jerry…Laymon.

Everything went black.

My eyes squinted open to a blur of traffic lights whipping overhead, the windows rolled down, letting in a cold splash of upstate New York air. Where was she taking me? What if the short skirt and pretty face were meant to lure me into her car before she slashed a razor across my throat, stole my wallet, and left me in a countryside ditch?

I still hadn’t asked for her name. Or had I? My mind was a needle on a skipping record.

After losing consciousness for several minutes, I awakened to the grumble and jounce of tires along a gravel road. The high beams were on, painting field grass in monotonic whites and grays. A creek sluiced beyond a line of barren trees, reflecting the twilight, mirroring her eyes.

She swung the Mazda up a rocky incline of a driveway. Just up the hill, a long apartment complex seemed to grow out of the earth, like the dead rising.

Where are we?

She jumped, the dashboard lights cast back against her face.

Jesus, you scared me. I thought you were asleep…or dead.

I feel like I am, I said, trying to rub away the sensation that a layer of putty lay beneath my face.

The beams swept across an apartment on the lot’s right end and shut off. She killed the engine, and a chorus of cricket songs rang through the open windows.

Home, sweet home.

Home, sweet home?

The L-shaped complex, with its chipping paint and dingy windows, made me think of the Bates Motel. One of the apartment’s shutters hung askew like the broken wing of an injured bird, and there was a smell—a stale, musty odor that blotted out the scent of spring rising off the dewy grass. I wondered why she chose to live here, why she of all people scraped my carcass off the blacktop and drove me to her house without knowing the first thing about me. That got me thinking again about who she was and whether or not I should trust her.

As she helped me up the steps, I took in the string of connected apartments, a queer familiarity tickling recollection down the less-traveled corridors of my memory. I’d seen this place before. But where? A faded wooden sign welcomed all to Gardenia Apartments. At the base of a pitched roof, five dark letters spelled MOTEL, each letter flickering and dying like moths to a flame. I should have known this place, but the memory hid lost and unrecognized, like a ring in the dark, smutty murk of a catch pipe.

She unlocked the door, and I limped with her assistance from the entryway to the couch. The downstairs barely looked lived in—little in the way of furniture, a small television, an absurdly small dining room table. While I slouched against the cushions, she disappeared around the corner to the kitchen. I heard cabinets opening and closing and the sound of running water, and a few minutes later she returned with a first aid kit, a box of gauze bandages, and a glass of water.

You look prepared for the worst, I joked, as she dunked cotton into a bowl of iodine. She didn’t answer.

This is gonna hurt, she said, holding my gaze until I nodded that I was ready.

She dabbed the cotton, soaked with purple savagery, against the newly-exposed layers of my excavated skin. It felt as if she’d run a blowtorch across my arm. I bit down on my tongue to keep from screaming. Even after she took the cotton away, the burning went on incessantly.

The hurt means it’s working, she said, giving me a wink. At least that’s what Mom always told me.

My mother said the same, I said through gritted teeth. I thought she was full of shit back then, and that iodine is payback for all the hell kids give their parents. Iodine and Bactine—the suburban parent’s favored choices for torture devices. Nothing since has changed my opinion.

Now she held a pair of scissors. A needle and thread rested on the end table, and I hoped to hell she didn’t intend to stitch any wounds. She cut the gauze to size, and I looked away as she moved it toward my bleeding arm.

"You never told me your name." I tried to change the subject, hoping she’d slow down and let me recover between torment sessions.

Yes, I did. But you kept falling asleep during the ride.

Don’t take it personally.

I didn’t. You had a valid excuse. This time. The bandage felt like sandpaper against my arm. She moved her attention toward lesser wounds, applying a dab of antibacterial cream here, a small bandage there. And it’s Kelli Tyler, by the way. Kelli with an ‘I’, not a ‘Y’.

Nice to meet you, Kelli with an ‘I’. Do you always make it a point to pick up roadkill and take it home?

You needed help.

I didn’t ask for help.

In a fair world, you shouldn’t have to ask.

Something flashed in her eyes when she said it. Anger? Hurt? It came and went before I could decide.

She pulled the bottom of my shirt up to my armpits and cursed. I glanced down at a trail of gravel buried into flesh which appeared as though someone had gone at it with an acetylene torch. Feeling such pain made me regret my decision not to see a doctor. If it were up to me, I would’ve given up and gone to the hospital no matter the cost, but she bit down on her lower lip and went to work.

Kelli nursed my wounds for what seemed like the entire night but was probably about thirty minutes, removing every last bit of gravel, applying ointments, washing and rewashing wounds. When she finished, I still looked like hell, but I was clean. No infection could have survived the nuclear assault of ointment applications she administered.

Expect the skin around your wounds to feel tight for a few days. You should feel a lot better by next week. Do you still feel dizzy, nauseous?

My stomach felt unsettled, but the room wasn’t spinning.

Not as bad as before. Look, if you could just drive me back to my⁠—

Not a chance. You’re staying here. On the couch. Someone has to keep an eye on you tonight.

How do you know I don’t have someone to look after me at my apartment? She raised an eyebrow. Okay, yeah. I’m a loser, and I live alone. That’s my story. But what’s yours? I still don’t know why you’d pick up a total stranger and let him sleep on your couch.

You’re not a total stranger. I’ve seen you around campus.

Kane Grove University?

Yes. I’m working on my psychology masters. We’ve crossed paths in the Jamison Science tower. I recognize you, though I don’t think I’ve seen you around lately. Did you graduate?

I took a leave of absence.

Her eyebrow cocked higher.

Any particular reason?

There was a lot I chose not tell her. I was already $35,000 underwater in loans, and this year’s aid package had fallen much below last year’s. True, I was only 36 credits from a bachelor’s of science, and conventional wisdom stated that I should have bitten the bullet and paid the last forty grand of tuition and board. But conventional wisdom wasn’t paying my bills. I was. And to be totally honest, I’d started to hate university life—the sense of entitlement among the student body, star professors who were more interested in getting their research papers published than in teaching, the whole scam that is higher learning in the twenty-first century.

I mean, it’s just a shell game