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    Not Otherwise Specified

    By Hannah Moskowitz

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    From the award-winning author of Break and Teeth comes a raw and honest exploration of complicated identities in a novel about a girl living on the fringe of every fringe group in her small town.

    Etta is tired of dealing with all of the labels and categories that seem so important to everyone else in her small Nebraska hometown.

    Everywhere she turns, someone feels she’s too fringe for the fringe. Not gay enough for the Dykes, her ex-clique, thanks to a recent relationship with a boy; not tiny and white enough for ballet, her first passion; not sick enough to look anorexic (partially thanks to recovery). Etta doesn’t fit anywhere—until she meets Bianca, the straight, white, Christian, and seriously sick girl in Etta’s therapy group. Both girls are auditioning for Brentwood, a prestigious New York theater academy that is so not Nebraska. Bianca might be Etta’s salvation…but can Etta be saved by a girl who needs saving herself?
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherSimon & Schuster Books for Young Readers
    Release dateMar 3, 2015
    ISBN9781481405980
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    Hannah Moskowitz

    Hannah Moskowitz is the award-winning author of the young adult novels Sick Kids In Love; Not Otherwise Specified; Break; Invincible Summer; Gone, Gone, Gone; and Teeth; as well as the middle grade novels Zombie Tag and Marco Impossible. She lives in New York City. 

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    • 4/5
      Etta is a messy, complicated, beautiful character.
    • 5/5
      I have never read a book with a character that had an inner monologue that felt so true. Go Etta!
    • 3/5
      I really liked the story of Etta, a black bisexual ballerina…well, former ballerina. Etta feels like she doesn’t fit in anywhere, because she’s bisexual, not gay or straight. She used to be a ballerina, but quit because she didn’t think she was skinny enough to compete. She’s a black girl in a small Nebraska town. Etta wants to get away, and sees her chance by auditioning for a theater school in New York. Except she’s a dancer, not an actress or a singer. This only adds to her problems with friends, an eating disorder, and more. But both Etta and Moskowitz juggle all of the topics very well. Moskowitz’s writing is sometimes confusing because it’s mostly written as stream of consciousness, with some run-on sentences, but once you get used to that, it’s really engaging.
    • 5/5
      For more reviews, gifs, Cover Snark and more, visit A Reader of Fictions.Not Otherwise Specified was my third Hannah Moskowitz novel, so I thought I knew what to expect. I liked the other two. Not Otherwise Specified, though, has this totally unfortunate cover compared to the others, and I don’t know. Basically, my body was not ready for the emotional impact this book had on me. Moskowitz blew my mind with this one, making me laugh and even cry.The thing about this book is that I’m sort of surprised I loved it so much. I mean, it’s written in this stream of consciousness style, which, let me just tell you, is very much not my thing. I’ve had a lot of bad experiences with it, because it generally feels very artificial or like the author was on a lot of drugs. That’s not the case with Not Otherwise Specified. Pretty much immediately, I was caught up in that VOICE. Etta’s voice is vibrant and real and she felt one hundred percent real to me.My heart ached for Etta throughout this book. She’s a black, bisexual former ballerina struggling with an eating disorder in Nebraska. She’s the very definition of not fitting in, but also fitting in too much. What Etta hates more than anything is that she’s not otherwise specified. She can identify herself as having an eating disorder and as being bisexual, but everyone still puts her in these boxes. She hates that she doesn’t qualify by the technical definitions as anorexic, which just makes her feel like more of a failure, even more out of control, the same reason she gave up ballet which she loves so much.You’re not supposed to look at a girl’s body when she dances, not in that way. She’s supposed to be unobtrusive. She’s supposed to just be part of the music, and here I come in all attention-grabbing and ETTAETTAETTA and you can make that sound as awesome and special0snowflakey as you want but at the end of the day that’s not what people want ballerinas to be.Etta sums herself up so well with this quote. She’s vibrant, full of life, and charismatic as hell. However, she tries so hard to fit in, like she did with the Dykes, her group of lesbian friends, who ejected her when she dated a guy, despite the fact she always said she was bi. She tried to be the ballerina that everyone wanted, but became so obsessed with control and how her body was wrong that she developed an eating disorder. Not Otherwise Specified is partially the story of Etta coming to terms with her Ettaness.A big part of Not Otherwise Specified is about friendship. Friends, even when they love you, can be bad for you. Etta loved the Dykes, but they’ve turned on her and are bullying her. Even so, she kind of wants them back. It’s hard for her to let go, especially of Rachel. She makes a new group of friends through an audition for Brentwood Academy, a school for theater. They still all make mistakes with one another, but the difference between the friendship dynamics is stark.Not Otherwise Specified gets dark. I mean, the issues are really heavy, but that’s counteracted by Etta’s voice, which is so full of life and humor. Etta doesn’t let things get her down for long; she’s really sweet and optimistic. She sticks up for people and cares so hard. Yes, it hurts, and I marked a lot of quotes for how much they saddened me but also struck this really honest chord. The ending, though, made me happy cry for the progress that’s being made.I fucking loved this book. I think it’s beautiful and important. READ IT READ IT READ IT.
    • 4/5
      Etta has such an amazing voice. She struggles with so many things, her weight, her sexuality, her desire to do ballet, and her desire to fit in...somewhere. She's like a lot of students I know. Even though in my small rural school, they won't recognize it from the cover.

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    • 4/5
      Etta is living in Nebraska which is, well, Nebraska. She wants out and her ticker out is dance. Happily, there is a prestigious school offering open auditions near her town. But Etta is also not healthy and meets Bianca, and through her, her brother James, and they become their own kind of family. There's a lot going on in this book, some things more successful than others but the rhythm of language makes up for it.

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