I have always felt that I am not meant for this world. The world around me is cruel yet I feel as if I have been nurtured. I accredit my good fortune not to my unfortunate upbringing but to an even...view moreI have always felt that I am not meant for this world. The world around me is cruel yet I feel as if I have been nurtured. I accredit my good fortune not to my unfortunate upbringing but to an event that happened when I was about eleven years old, the day I was reborn. It was seemingly an ordinary day but when I awoke from a midday nap I was rendered in a state of extreme meditation. I was in the realm of Truth. It is nothing that can be described but it is everlasting. I remember trying to convince myself to absorb the experience so I would remember it when I returned to the natural. I was afraid but I mustard the courage to use my new sense to survey this realm through brief peeks. I realized that The Divine encompasses everything. This made me uncomfortable. I have always been good natured and a good Christian but I was taught that God is a harsh judge. I then opened my consciousness to interpret the communication that was trying to be received. I was told “do not fear. This is familiar to you.” I responded fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom. Then I understood, what I was taught was inaccurate. After this I allowed myself to experience what it is to be. This forever altered me. I became more aware and intuitive. I was created from nothing, into something, and then multiplied by divine will. Do to my rebirth nothing was able to deter me in the natural.view less