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“Picoult at her fearless best . . . Timely, balanced and certain to inspire debate.”—The Washington Post
The warm fall day starts like any other at the Center—a women’s reproductive health services clinic—its staff offering care to anyone who passes through its doors. Then, in late morning, a desperate and distraught gunman bursts in and opens fire, taking all inside hostage.
After rushing to the scene, Hugh McElroy, a police hostage negotiator, sets up a perimeter and begins making a plan to communicate with the gunman. As his phone vibrates with incoming text messages he glances at it and, to his horror, finds out that his fifteen-year-old daughter, Wren, is inside the clinic.
But Wren is not alone. She will share the next and tensest few hours of her young life with a cast of unforgettable characters: A nurse who calms her own panic in order to save the life of a wounded woman. A doctor who does his work not in spite of his faith but because of it, and who will find that faith tested as never before. A pro-life protester, disguised as a patient, who now stands in the crosshairs of the same rage she herself has felt. A young woman who has come to terminate her pregnancy. And the disturbed individual himself, vowing to be heard.
Told in a daring and enthralling narrative structure that counts backward through the hours of the standoff, this is a story that traces its way back to what brought each of these very different individuals to the same place on this fateful day.
One of the most fearless writers of our time, Jodi Picoult tackles a complicated issue in this gripping and nuanced novel. How do we balance the rights of pregnant women with the rights of the unborn they carry? What does it mean to be a good parent? A Spark of Light will inspire debate, conversation . . . and, hopefully, understanding.
Praise for A Spark of Light
“This is Jodi Picoult at her best: tackling an emotional hot-button issue and putting a human face on it.”—People
“Told backward and hour by hour, Jodi Picoult’s compelling narrative deftly explores controversial social issues.”—Us Weekly
Jodi Picoult
JODI PICOULT is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of twenty-six novels. She is the recipient of numerous awards, including the New England Bookseller Award for Fiction, the ALA’s Alex Award, the New Hampshire Literary Award for Outstanding Literary Merit, and the prestigious Sarah Josepha Hale Award in recognition of her distinguished body of written work. She lives in New Hampshire with her husband. They have three children. You can visit her website at wwww.jodipicoult.com
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
May 23, 2025
Jodi Picoult always gives her readers a lot to think about and “ a spark of light”, raises the pro- choice and pro- life debate. It is a well worn debate with no winners but the novel obviously leans on the rights of the woman seeking an abortion.
Picoult always wrapped her “issue” in a interesting scenario and in this case the story revolves around an abortion clinic in Mississippi and a shooter who takes it over holding hostages. The detective doing the hostage negotiations has a daughter and sister inside. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Feb 16, 2025
My book club read this in January 2025 and it sparked a really good discussion. It deals with abortion and violence so it may not be for everyone but, on the other hand, it seemed like the author tried hard to present all points of view.
The plot is told in reverse chronological order which takes some getting used to but was effective in explaining the motivations of each character. So, as the book opens, we have a police detective negotiating with a man who is holding hostages inside the only abortion provider in Mississippi. One of the hostages is the detective's own daughter. Wren went to the clinic with her aunt in order to get birth control because she had a boyfriend and they were working up to having sex. Her father didn't know about Wren's decision or even that she was in the clinic when he first answered the call. When he did discover she was in there he should have stood down but he felt no-one else would be as invested in having a successful end to the hostage situation. The hostage taker was driven to his actions by discovering that his own daughter had gone there to terminate her own pregnancy. So we have two father-daughter relationships that revolve around teenage sexuality which creates problems since neither daughter felt they could discuss this topic with their father. Neither has a mother in the picture but Wren is fortunate in being able to talk to her aunt. One can't help but wonder if the hostage-taker's daughter had been able to confide in someone if this whole tragic event couldn't have been averted.
Roe v. Wade was still in force when this book was written which is no longer the case. If abortion was as difficult to access then, it must be even more so now. It makes me angry and frustrated that women's rights to choose what happens with their own body is still blocked in many countries. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Dec 24, 2023
Thanks NetGalley for the ARC. I love Picoult’s books so much. She does her research so well and it shows on every page of all of her books including this one. I love how she shows both sides of a debate and inspires so much conversation. I really like that she is willing to tackle the tough subjects. She makes you think hard about the issues she writes about. I think women and men both should read this one. I am so grateful to have read an advanced copy of this one. I will still purchase a copy for my collection. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Jun 18, 2022
Before I listened to Jodi Picoult's A Spark of Light, I had discussed the abortion issue,Pro and Con with several of my friends. I have not changed my position, it is not simple.
I appreciate that Jodi Picolt took so much time and trouble trying to present both sides for that I believe that she deserves a great deal of credit. I did want to hear both sides. Also, I now feel much better equipped to tell my stand on this complex issue and like the characters in this story, the side that they took stemmed from their own personal experiences. I am very fortunate to never have to make the decision but my experiences of have formed which side I take. I agree with the author, the two sides may never ever come to an agreement but they must talk to each other.
The characters stood out, I wanted to know what happened to them after the hostage situation in the abortion clinic.I am sad that I will never know how the rest of their lives went. I did get lost in the story a few times but her character were so well developed that I do not care about getting lost. I became attached to Wren, her father and her aunt who was better than any mother could be to Wren. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Mar 15, 2022
What I like about Jodi Picoult is you can always expect some kind of twist that you probably don't see coming. This one had not one but two twists. At first, the backward timeline disoriented me, especially since I was listening instead of reading, but I see why she did it and it was done to great effect. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Dec 8, 2021
Exceptional, provocative, and well researched. Once again, Jodi Picoult delivers a novel destined to “spark” controversy, conversation, and hopefully the dissemination of scientific information. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Sep 29, 2021
This starts off with a hostage situation in a women’s reproductive health services clinic. The daughter of one of the police is in there. Along with many others.
It was good, but hard to follow – maybe more-so because I listened to the audio. Lots of characters, and all over the place in time/chronology with all the different characters made it really hard to follow. I don’t even know if the hostage situation was finished or how it finished! If it was finished off somehow, I missed it. I suppose the book wasn’t really about the hostage situation, and there wasn’t really tension with the hostage storyline at all.
There were a couple of interesting twists that I hadn’t expected. Speaking of that, there was another storyline for one of the characters that I’m not quite sure how it ended, either. Actually there was more than one, now that I think of it. I could have done without the abortion descriptions. Good parts: I learned a few things, an interesting author’s note at the end. I was going to rate it “good” at 3.5, but the end (or too many ends that weren’t tied up – or if they were, I missed them all) brought my rating down a bit. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Oct 24, 2020
True to her M.O. of writing compelling fiction about key issues, here Picoult takes on abortion. The narrator states early on "We are all drowning slowly in the tide of our opinions." I found the story a bit confusing - probably the result of choosing the audio version of this book. I kept thinking I had accidentally hit "Random." She begins with the climactic moment - a shooter enters an abortion clinic in MS and opens fire. Then she works backwards through the day, telling the stories of the various people inside the clinic and the shooter that led them all to this moment in time. The stories are varied: one woman is a protester in disguise (Janine), another is a pregnant nurse who works there and is keeping her baby (Izzy), there is the doctor (Louie Ward) who travels around the country to work in various clinics, the clinic owner (Vonita), the shooter himself, George Goddard whose daughter is somehow linked to this. The main character is Wren McElroy, a teenage girl who came to the clinic with her Aunt for birth control. Her father Hugh is the hostage negotiator for the police, so there is added drama there once he figures out she's inside. Picoult covers lots of angles on the issue, both through the characters' beliefs and their backstory. As she says in her Afterword, "Laws are black and white. The lives of women are a thousand shades of gray." As usual, she handles the issue sensitively and shows the many facets of this complicated topic. There are also some last minute surprised, Picoult-style. I still feel My Sister's Keeper was the gold standard and this one falls far short, mostly due to the narration timeline and really taking on something almost too big. On the plus side, dialogue and understanding are encouraged rather than vitriol and condemnation. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Sep 28, 2020
A Spark of Light by Jodi Picoult
October 2, 2018
Fiction
I received this digital ARC from NetGalley and Ballantine Books in exchange for an unbiased review.
This is a very powerful book which delves into the delicate and controversial topic of abortion. The method of reverse story telling seemed effective initially but became confusing as more characters were added to the story. Each character has his/her own history and beliefs which allow for a multidimensional plot.
When Hugh McElroy woke up on his birthday he has no idea what challenges he would face on a seemingly ordinary day. As a police detective experienced with hostage negotiations, Hugh was prepared when the call came in for assistance at the Center. Things become more personal when he realizes that his 15 year old daughter, Wren and her aunt Bex are among the hostages in the reproductive health clinic.
There are many twists and turns as each person’s life and reason for being at the Center that day is revealed. Each person has a separate story which brings them all together to eventually unite during this shared tragedy.
Ultimately, we are all entitled to our beliefs and trying to force those values on to other people will always be counterproductive to the initial goal. Our values and ethics are often challenged by unexpected life events to which we might never imagine. No one has the right to judge or condemn another person’s right to choose what’s best. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Oct 11, 2020
Unfortunately the structure undermined the momentum of the story.
Abortion is the primary discussion throughout this book and although sometimes the research was a little more apparent than I want in fiction, I did like that the author attempted to approach the topic from several different angles.
While abortion is the main theme, the framework of the novel is built on a hostage crisis. A hostage taking scenario should be edge of your seat stuff, however, when you tell that story (for the most part) in reverse, you already know (for the most part), who survived, who was injured, whether or not an escape attempt worked, etc., nearly every moment of tension and suspense that existed in this book had the air taken out of it by what came before it. There wasn’t any point in the novel where I thought, oh, okay, so that’s why this needed to be told in non-linear fashion, it just ended up feeling like an unnecessary gimmick that stripped the story of the intensity that it should have had. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5
Sep 2, 2020
I’ve always liked this author but did not care for this book. It was a challenge to read the story backwards to my way of thinking. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
May 21, 2020
At a women's clinic in Mississippi, a sight where among other things, abortions are performed, the morning hours are disrupted when a shooter enters and takes out his aggression and frustration on the staff and patients who are in the building. Among those in the clinic are the sister and daughter of the policeman who is assigned to negotiate with the shooter from the outside.
In typical Jodi Picoult style, this novel centers on a controversial topic (abortion), and frankly, I'm surprised she hadn't chosen to tackle this topic sooner. The main reason I continue to read her novels is that I enjoy the way she confronts difficult subject matter such as this. However, this book was just a miss for me. As with all/most of her books, the story is told through a variety of character voices. This one, however, is told in a reverse timeline, starting at the end of the day and progressing by gradually jumping back one hour in time until we reach the beginning of the story. I've read books like this before and appreciated the backwards timeline, but in this case, I really don't see the purpose or how it added to the story. It made it more confusing than anything, and I think this was compounded on audio, where the transitions between chapters (hours) tended to run together, and if you weren't paying full attention, you miss the transition altogether and don't realize you've jumped back another hour. Bahni Turpin narrated this audiobook, and normally she's an excellent reader, but I didn't find her reading remarkable in this one. There is a small twist at the end of the book which I wasn't expecting (Picoult's good at that), but my overall impression of this book was a feeling of underwhelm. I didn't particularly connect with any of the characters and the story itself just felt flat. Though there were some good points brought up in this novel, I'd say this is one of my least favorites of Picoult's books. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Mar 24, 2020
Ms. Picoult is never one to shy away from a tough subject. This time it is the abortion debate. The
Book starts at the end of the day and moves backward thru the day. Very unusual, and took me a while to get with the flow of it. The characters and their reasons were developed well, some more than others though. In some cases I wanted to know more. The ending was as I expected, but really left me wanting more.
As always, Ms. Picoult’s research is impeccable. Her writing style makes sure we are always informed and entertained. This book, although not my favorite, will definitely stay with you. She definitely gets her point across in with this book.
Thanks to NetGalley and Ballantine Books for this ARC. Opinions are mine alone. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5
Mar 23, 2020
The book literally starts with a bang. The subject matter seemed interesting. But, for me, it all fell apart. I think I lost interest because the writing was just not good enough to keep me in thrall in a backwards storytelling situation. Pass on this. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Feb 19, 2020
I am a huge fan of Jodi Picoult and this book is a reason why! I think she did a great job of writing about both sides but I do feel like she leaned Pro-choice a little more. What I almost enjoyed the most, was her authors note that gave her thoughts and research. As always, she had two huge twists at the end, that of course, I didn’t see coming. Great book! - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Feb 3, 2020
4.5 stars.
A Spark of Light by Jodi Picoult is a fast-paced, thought-provoking novel which features a topical storyline.
Detective Lieutenant Hugh McElroy is a veteran hostage negotiator who is in the midst of a harrowing negotiation with a gunman holding hostages at a local woman's health center which also performs abortions. George Goddard burst into the Center hours earlier and after killing and wounding several of the people inside, the situation remains tense as Hugh attempts to convince him to free the hostages. The first victim Goddard releases is Hugh's older sister, Bex, who is seriously wounded. The remaining hostages include Hugh's fifteen year old daughter Wren, Dr. Louie Ward who is also gravely wounded, anti-abortion protestor Janine Deuerre, nurse Izzy Walsh, client Joy Perry and patient Olive Lemay.
With the narrative moving back in time, the chapters provide compelling insight to each of the hostages as they undergo this horrifying ordeal. Dr. Ward is a gentle man who feels called to provide this service although he is deeply religious. Wren is wracked with guilt for keeping the appointment from Hugh. Janine remains true to her pro-life stance but she is somewhat taken aback by what she learns during her time at the Center. Izzy goes into professional mode as she treats the wounded and calms the hostages. Despite never having children, Olive is extremely protective of Wren. Joy knows she made the right choice for herself but she also harbors regret for what might have been. Bex is contemplative as she reflects back on her life as she lies wounded. Goddard's motive for his actions at the Clinic are gradually revealed over the course of the novel.
With the novel set in Mississippi, there are restrictive abortion laws which are somewhat unfairly slanted to protect the developing fetus. This unfortunate circumstance is spotlighted in a parallel story arc in which a teenager finds herself in unexpected legal trouble after she is rushed to the hospital for emergency care. Despite her age, the Assistant District Attorney intends to prosecute her to the fullest extent of the law and he plans to use the case to further his political career.
A Spark of Light by is a powerful novel that presents both sides of an extremely controversial, emotional and politically charged topic. Jodi Picoult's extensive research adds incredible depth to the plot but some of the subject matter is described in graphic detail. Both sides of the abortion issue are presented and while personal opinions might not be changed, hopefully readers will glean a greater understanding of opposing viewpoints. I highly recommend this outstanding novel to readers of the genre. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Jan 31, 2020
Although in the past I've enjoyed a number of this author's books, I'd read a couple more recently which had felt rather too formulaic and therefore disappointing, so I haven't read any of her latest books. However, I felt drawn to this one because, in October of this year abortion in Northern Ireland was decriminalised, bringing that country into line with the rest of the UK. This means that women and girls there can now terminate a pregnancy without any fear of prosecution, and with this fear also being removed for the healthcare workers who support them ... although, until April 2020, when abortions will be available in a couple of hospitals in Northern Ireland, women will still need to travel to a UK mainland hospital or clinic for the procedure! So, the pro-choice/pro-life debates have been raging in recent months so I was keen to read more about the situation in the US.
True to her tried and tested formula, in this story the author has taken a highly topical, contentious and complex issue, has used her characters to represent the various, conflicting points of view, thus challenging her readers to examine their own attitudes, assumptions and prejudices as they become engaged with the developing story. However, in this story I felt as though some of the characters were created solely to carry specific aspects of the debate, meaning that I found many of them rather one-dimensional. I think this was, in part, due to how her use of the meticulous and detailed research she had done (another of her hallmarks!) informed what felt like almost every sentence of the narrative. There were times when I felt bombarded by it, possibly because it felt as though the flow of the story was being affected by her determination to find a space for every last fact she had unearthed. I found her reflections and summary in her "Afterword" to be very well-written and thought-provoking and, when I read that I thought that some of what she had squeezed in to the main story would have had a greater impact had it been included there.
I didn't enjoy the reverse-time narrative and thought there were times when this device detracted from my ability to read the story in a "seamless" way, mainly because it led to a certain amount of repetition rather than true revelation, but also because that meant that I found myself trying to sort out out was new from what I already knew! For me, knowing what had already happened detracted from what should have been a growing tension, whilst the revelations of the past histories and motivations of the characters never quite compensated for this. I also think that this is what led to me guessing, at a very early stage, a key "twist" in the tale. There was also one important storyline which was left hanging ... I can't say which because that would be a spoiler, but I'm left feeling frustrated that I don't know what the outcome was for one particularly central character!
I can't say that I didn't gain anything from reading this thought-provoking story, but it was, ultimately, a disappointment, and I did become weary of what felt like too many "sound-bite" homilies ... they verged on being just a bit too preachy! However, thinking about the important issues explored, it would be a good choice for book clubs. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Oct 6, 2019
I read A Spark of Light by Jodi Picoult for my RL book club. I'm afraid Picoult just can't write. She strings a bunch of facts together along with stereotypical characters and every social concern of the moment: abortion, racism, LGBT issues, disabilities, rape, coming of age, fathers and daughters, adoption, and domestic terrorism. She does try to present all sides of the abortion issue, and that's about all I can say for the book. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Oct 4, 2019
One thing I like a lot about this authors works are her attentions to detail. This was no exception, and introduced and interesting twist at the very end. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Sep 19, 2019
Jodi Picoult is a go-to author for my book club. We love her family conflicts told from multiple points of view. She covers topics that generate lively discussion. A Spark of Light generated much discussion because of the topic, but also because of the way Picoult ordered the events of the story. At first, it was disconcerting and confusing to read this book because it began in the present and flowed backwards. It dove deeper and deeper into the past to reveal what brought the characters to the abortion clinic. The situation more than any single character seemed to be the focus of the story.
One of the ladies in the club read the book twice. Once from front to back and once from back to front. She said the story made more sense reading it backwards.
While I enjoyed the story once I read it all, I felt like the structure of the story was gimmicky and distracting. I will continue to read Picoult's books, but this is my least favorite because of the backwards telling of the story. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jun 20, 2019
I received this e-book ARC of A Spark of Light through Net Galley from Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine in exchange for a truthful review.
The novel focuses on a hostage situation in a reproductive health clinic in Mississippi and the abortion debate is viewed for multiple angles.
This novel is unique in that it tells most of the plot going backwards in time, except for the epilogue which closes out the story. At first, I thought this device would give away the story, but in fact so much is revealed as the day progresses backwards and it works and surprises do occur.
I wished the epilogue would have discussed more about what happened to some of the characters, Beth in particular. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Jun 20, 2019
I was prepared to love this book before I opened it -- I'm an avid reader of Jodi Picoult and am never disappointed. The fact that this particular novel tackles a highly relevant issue about which I am passionate and well-informed added to my excitement. I will admit that I didn't love her use of backwards storytelling as a narrative device -- the book opens with the crucial denouement, then works backwards from the perspective of various characters to describe the events of the day. I wasn't confused, as some other readers have been, but I felt that this narrative device led to some unnecessary repetition that slowed down the movement of the story.
That said, I highly recommend A Spark of Light. Picoult endeavors to capture both the pro-choice and anti-choice (I cannot call them pro-life) characters' points-of-view (though I think an anti-choice reader might find the portrayal of those characters to be underwhelming). Emotions run high throughout the story, accurately portraying the highly-charged nature of the abortion debate in both high-level public discourse and individual, daily interactions. The clinic's physician, modeled on Willie Parker, is the kind of doctor more women need in their corners, especially today. As always, I'm grateful for the amount of research and hands-on experience Picoult undertakes before writing and her efforts to be as truthful in her fiction as possible. Great read, 4.5 stars. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
May 26, 2019
And then on the darker but oh-so-politically-relevant side, I read Spark of Light by Jodi Piccoult. It's about a shooting at an abortion clinic. The police hostage negotiator knows one of the captives inside the center. He didn't know this at the start and feels he can no longer recuse himself as he has already made a connection with the shooter and besides he'll be damned if he'll leave her fate to anyone else. Then there are also: "A nurse who calms her own panic in order to save the life of a wounded woman. A doctor who does his work not in spite of his faith but because of it...a pro-life protester, disguised as a patient, who now stands in the crosshairs of the same rage she herself has felt. A young woman who has come to terminate her pregnancy. And the disturbed individual himself...."
With this cast of characters, there are obviously thoughts from both sides of the abortion issue, and it has a really good plot, too. Picoult moves us back an hour in time with each chapter until the final chapter jumps forward and reveals the ending. Thought-provoking and riveting. Highly recommended. FYI I am definitely pro-choice. I wonder how it would read for someone pro-life? - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
May 13, 2019
This is another Jodi Picoult book on a timely, controversial subject that presents a myriad of characters, this time in mortal danger because of their participation in following their own consciences. I didn't particularly like the reverse order of events, but was able to follow each character's story (in reverse) fairly well. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5
Apr 25, 2019
When Hugh, a hostage negotiator, arrives at an abortion clinic, he is shocked to find that his daughter and sister are trapped inside with an active gunman. Moving backwards through time, the book slowly unravels the story of those inside and out of the clinic.
I don't understand why the author chose to move backwards in time. It really took away from the book and the story. The entire book felt like a runaway train, with the characters and story all mixed up and muddled. What could have been a great book, was just a mess. Overall, a bust. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Mar 24, 2019
Wow! A whirlwind of circumstances and a volatile subject takes readers through an emotional journey that will stay with them far past their reading time.
In an era of "Me Too" the discussion of abortion needs to be revisited. Picoult, as always, draws the reader into this discussion through her masterful storytelling. This is a book everyone should read! - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Feb 9, 2019
Excellent as always, thoughtful. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Feb 6, 2019
I wanted to read this book as I do love Jodi Picoult. I waited patiently until my name got to the top of the list at the library and then hurried to pick it up. Now I am not sure. I knew this book was dealing with pro-choice vs pro-life, but I am not sure how I feel after reading the book. I believe I am pro-choice, but I am also pro-life. I do not believe in using abortion for birth control, but in some situations, I can understand somewhat. Having said all that, how did I feel about the book. I did not like the way it was written. I am not a big fan of a backwards timeline and that really bothered me as I read this one. I did like the characters and how they were written and developed, this is a huge strength in Picoult's writing. The plot was well developed if you read the book backwards, as the story was interesting and a good one. There was even a bit of a twist, although I had pretty much figured it out before it was revealed. All in all, this was a good book, but not a great one as I have come to expect from Jodi Picoult. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Feb 3, 2019
Jodi Picoult is known for taking on newsworthy topics - suicide, school shootings, etc. - in her realistic fiction, and in this case she's also taken on a controversial one - abortion. The action occurs in one day, starting with the five o'clock hour and the pre-climatic scene - and then goes backwards, hour by hour, to eight a.m., followed by an epilogue at six p.m. The setting is Jackson, Mississippi, primarily in a women's clinic there that is the only place in the state providing abortions - although they also offer gynecological exams and birth control, which is what 15-year-old Wren McElroy is seeking. When George Goddard arrives at the clinic and starts shooting, it's Wren's negotiating-expert cop dad, Hugh, who's trying to get Wren and the other hostages released.
As the book moves back in time, the reader learns more about the backgrounds and stories of each of ten main characters: Wren, Hugh, and his sister Bex; George; Louis Ward, a traveling doctor at the clinic; nurse Izzy; patient Joy; anti-choice protestor Janice (in the clinic pretending to be a patient to obtain evidence that abortions are forced, she becomes another hostage); Olive, an older lesbian; and Beth - who has just been arrested while in a hospital three hours north in Mississippi for performing an illegal medication abortion on herself.
It's pretty easy to figure out how Beth fits into this story. While the resolutions are pretty clear for the other characters by the end of the book, I was left wondering what ultimately happens to Beth. The meaning behind the title is not so obvious but is explained later in the book. I won't spoil that, nor another surprise in the 8 a.m. hour.
I really liked this book a lot as it presents different viewpoints on the abortion issue and makes the reader think. I re-read it in chronological order and found the book not quite as compelling as reading it in the order written. Picoult interviewed pro-life activists as well as numerous women who'd had abortions, medical professionals, abortion clinic staff, lawyers, and police hostage negotiaters. She cites various laws and cases related to abortion in different states, and also includes a three-page (in the large print version) bibliography. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5
Feb 3, 2019
I remember the first Jodi Picoult book I read, back in high school. My best friend had just read "My Sister's Keeper" and told me I just had to read it. And you know what? She was right. I devoured that book and loved every second of it. Oh sure, now that my tastes have become more sophisticated I see some of the emotional manipulation behind the scenes, but that book still has a spot on my shelf. The problem with A Spark of Light, Picoult's latest work, is that she's still hitting the same emotional notes as that first one I read several years ago.
A Spark of Light tries a somewhat novel storytelling device by telling the story backwards, starting from the climactic moment and working its way back throughout the day to let the reader piece together how we got there. The problem with that device, in this and many other books, is that if done poorly it saps all the suspense out of the plot. The thing is, this book is about a man shooting up an abortion clinic. If I know on page 5 that the main character is still alive...well I don't really feel her danger in the same way.
That said, my main complaint about this book is that everyone is 'complicated' in a very easy to swallow way. The anti-abortion activist had an abortion. So did the doctor's mother. The woman there to get an abortion was abandoned by a man who turned out to be married. Between that and the tie ins between characters (the married man is a judge who went on a getaway with his wife to save their marriage...and wasn't there to rule on a teenage girl's request to get an abortion without telling her father), it just felt too simple for such a complicated topic. I picked this one up because the premise sounded interesting...but the execution really lacked for me.
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A Spark of Light - Jodi Picoult
Praise for A Spark of Light
[A] nail-biting thriller.
—O: The Oprah Magazine
Drama abounds in [Jodi] Picoult’s latest issue-driven novel….Picoult’s extensive research shines throughout….This is a powerful story that brings clarity to the history of abortion and investigates the voices on both sides of the issue.
—Publishers Weekly
Praise for Small Great Things
"Small Great Things is the most important novel Jodi Picoult has ever written….It will challenge her readers…[and] expand our cultural conversation about race and prejudice."
—The Washington Post
A gripping courtroom drama…Given the current political climate it is quite prescient and worthwhile….This is a writer who understands her characters inside and out.
—ROXANE GAY, The New York Times Book Review
A novel that puts its finger on the very pulse of the nation that we live in today…A fantastic read from beginning to end, as can always be expected from Picoult, this novel maintains a steady, page-turning pace that makes it hard for readers to put down. It also allows for conversations to be had and for people to sit back and look at their lives, actions (past and present) and wonder how they will move forward. This is a fantastic book not only because it addresses something that happens in America and around the world every day, but it also shows us that change is possible too.
—San Francisco Book Review
"Given that Picoult is wrestling with the subject of white privilege, writing Ruth’s story in the first person might seem like an exercise of that very prerogative. Can Ruth be the hero of her own story? Or must she be saved by Kennedy? Turns out, this is Picoult’s driving concern, too. That Small Great Things embraces this question with empathy, hope and humility is no small feat."
—Newsday
The gem of this novel lies in the characterization of Picoult’s three narrators: Ruth; Ruth’s white public defender, Kennedy McQuarrie, who prefers to keep race out of the courtroom; and Turk Bauer, the baby’s father. As the narrators alternate throughout the novel, their perspectives on the case are strikingly distinct.
—Vox Magazine
It’s Jodi Picoult, the prime provider of literary soul food. This riveting drama is sure to be supremely satisfying and a bravely thought-provoking tale on the dangers of prejudice.
—Redbook
Praise for Leaving Time
"Count on blockbuster novelist Jodi Picoult for two things. First is a smart, accessible yarn with a suspenseful puzzle at its core that will keep readers enthusiastically turning the page. Second is impressive insight into any number of topical issues….Picoult does her homework, and her main themes are thoroughly researched and engrossingly presented. With this new novel, Leaving Time, her fans will not be disappointed….Both pierc[es] and uplift[s] the hearts of those willing go along for the ride…Picoult’s stories reinforce the significance of the bond between mother and child."
—The Boston Globe
"With plenty of twists and a surprising ending, [Leaving Time] explores the grieving process and what happens when we cannot move on."
—Woman’s Day
Bestselling, reliably entertaining, and thought-provoking, Picoult’s newest multifaceted novel is redolent with elephant lore that explores the animals’ behavior when faced with death and grief, and combines a poignant tale of human loss with a perplexing crime story that delivers a powerhouse ending.
—Booklist
A truly engaging read…perfect for Picoult fans and book clubs.
—Library Journal
Picoult’s novel explores grief, memory, and motherhood through the unlikely lens of elephant behavior….The pachyderms are as complex as the humans, making the journey memorable and poignant.
—Publishers Weekly
Praise for Jodi Picoult
Picoult writes with unassuming brilliance.
—STEPHEN KING
It’s hard to exaggerate how well Picoult writes.
—Financial Times
Picoult writes with a fine touch, a sharp eye for detail, and a firm grasp on the delicacy and complexity of human relationships.
—The Boston Globe
Picoult is a master of the craft of storytelling.
—Associated Press
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Names: Picoult, Jodi, author.
Title: A spark of light: a novel / Jodi Picoult.
Description: New York: Ballantine Books, 2018.
Identifiers: LCCN 2018018966| ISBN 9780345544988 (Hardcover) |
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Classification: LCC PS3566.I372 L43 2018 | DDC 813/.54—dc23
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Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Epigraph
Five p.m.
Four p.m.
Three p.m.
Two p.m.
One p.m.
Noon
Eleven a.m.
Ten a.m.
Nine a.m.
Eight a.m.
Epilogue: Six p.m.
Author’s Note
Dedication
Acknowledgments
Bibliography
Reading Group Guide
By Jodi Picoult
About the Author
Excerpt from The Book of Two Ways
The question is not whether we will be extremists, but what kind of extremists we will be. Will we be extremists for hate or for love?
—REVEREND DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.
Five p.m.
THE CENTER SQUATTED ON THE corner of Juniper and Montfort behind a wrought-iron gate, like an old bulldog used to guarding its territory. At one point, there had been many like it in Mississippi—nondescript, unassuming buildings where services were provided and needs were met. Then came the restrictions that were designed to make these places go away: The halls had to be wide enough to accommodate two passing gurneys; any clinic where that wasn’t the case had to shut down or spend thousands on reconstruction. The doctors had to have admitting privileges at local hospitals—even though most were from out of state and couldn’t secure them—or the clinics where they practiced risked closing, too. One by one the clinics shuttered their windows and boarded up their doors. Now, the Center was a unicorn—a small rectangle of a structure painted a fluorescent, flagrant orange, like a flag to those who had traveled hundreds of miles to find it. It was the color of safety; the color of warning. It said: I’m here if you need me. It said, Do what you want to me; I’m not going.
The Center had suffered scars from the cuts of politicians and the barbs of protesters. It had licked its wounds and healed. At one point it had been called the Center for Women and Reproductive Health. But there were those who believed if you do not name a thing, it ceases to exist, and so its title was amputated, like a war injury. But still, it survived. First it became the Center for Women. And then, just: the Center.
The label fit. The Center was the calm in the middle of a storm of ideology. It was the sun of a universe of women who had run out of time and had run out of choices, who needed a beacon to look up to.
And like other things that shine so hot, it had a magnetic pull. Those in need found it the lodestone for their navigation. Those who despised it could not look away.
—
TODAY, WREN MCELROY thought, was not a good day to die. She knew that other fifteen-year-old girls romanticized the idea of dying for love, but Wren had read Romeo and Juliet last year in eighth-grade English and didn’t see the magic in waking up in a crypt beside your boyfriend, and then plunging his dagger into your own ribs. And Twilight—forget it. She had listened to teachers paint the stories of heroes whose tragic deaths somehow enlarged their lives rather than shrinking them. When Wren was six, her grandmother had died in her sleep. Strangers had said over and over that dying in your sleep was a blessing, but as she stared at her nana, waxen white in the open coffin, she didn’t understand why it was a gift. What if her grandmother had gone to bed the night before thinking, In the morning, I’ll water that orchid. In the morning, I’ll read the rest of that novel. I’ll call my son. So much left unfinished. No, there was just no way dying could be spun into a good thing.
Her grandmother was the only dead person Wren had ever seen, until two hours ago. Now, she could tell you what dying looked like, as opposed to just dead. One minute, Olive had been there, staring so fierce at Wren—as if she could hold on to the world if her eyes stayed open—and then, in a beat, those eyes stopped being windows and became mirrors, and Wren saw only a reflection of her own panic.
She didn’t want to look at Olive anymore, but she did. The dead woman was lying down like she was taking a nap, a couch cushion under her head. Olive’s shirt was soaked with blood, but had ridden up on the side, revealing her ribs and waist. Her skin was pale on top and then lavender, with a thin line of deep violet where her back met the floor. Wren realized that was because Olive’s blood was settling inside, just two hours after she’d passed. For a second, Wren thought she was going to throw up.
She didn’t want to die like Olive, either.
Which, given the circumstances, made Wren a horrible person.
The odds were highly unlikely, but if Wren had to choose, she would die in a black hole. It would be instant and it would be epic. Like, literally, you’d be ripped apart at the atomic level. You’d become stardust.
Wren’s father had taught her that. He bought her her first telescope, when she was five. He was the reason she’d wanted to be an astronaut when she was little, and an astrophysicist as soon as she learned what one was. He himself had had dreams of commanding a space shuttle that explored every corner of the universe, until he got a girl pregnant. Instead of going to grad school, he had married Wren’s mom and become a cop and then a detective and had explored every corner of Jackson, Mississippi, instead. He told Wren that working for NASA was the best thing that never happened to him.
When they were driving back from her grandmother’s funeral, it had snowed. Wren—a child who’d never seen weather like that in Mississippi before—had been terrified by the way the world swirled, unmoored. Her father had started talking to her: Mission Specialist McElroy, activate the thrusters. When she wouldn’t stop crying, he began punching random buttons: the air-conditioning, the four-way flashers, the cruise control. They lit up red and blue like a command center at Mission Control. Misson Specialist McElroy, her father said, prepare for hyperspace. Then he flicked on his brights, so that the snow became a tunnel of speeding stars, and Wren was so amazed she forgot to be scared.
She wished she could flick a switch now, and travel back in time.
She wished she had told her dad she was coming here.
She wished she had let him talk her out of it.
She wished she hadn’t asked her aunt to bring her.
Aunt Bex might even now be lying in a morgue, like Olive, her body becoming a rainbow. And it was all Wren’s fault.
You, said the man with a gun, his voice dragging Wren back to the here and now. He had a name, but she didn’t want to even think of it. It made him human and he wasn’t human; he was a monster. While she’d been lost in thought, he’d come to stand in front of her. Now, he jerked the pistol at her. Get up.
The others held their breath with her. They had, in the past few hours, become a single organism. Wren’s thoughts moved in and out of the other women’s minds. Her fear stank on their skin.
Blood still bloomed from the bandage the man had wrapped around his hand. It was the tiniest of triumphs. It was the reason Wren could stand up, even though her legs were jelly.
She shouldn’t have come to the Center.
She should have stayed a little girl.
Because now she might not live to become anything else.
Wren heard the hammer click and closed her eyes. All she could picture was her father’s face—the blue-jean eyes, the gentle bend of his smile—as he looked up at the night sky.
—
WHEN GEORGE GODDARD was five years old, his mama tried to set his daddy on fire. His father had been passed out on the couch when his mother poured the lighter fluid over his dirty laundry, lit a match, and dumped the flaming bin on top of him. The big man reared up, screaming, batting at the flames with his ham hands. George’s mama stood a distance away with a glass of water. Mabel, his daddy screamed. Mabel! But his mama calmly drank every last drop, sparing none to extinguish the flames. When George’s father ran out of the house to roll in the dirt like a hog, his mama turned to him. Let that be a lesson to you, she said.
He had not wanted to grow up like his daddy, but in the way that an apple seed can’t help but become an apple tree, he had not become the best of husbands. He knew that now. It was why he had resolved to be the best of fathers. It was why, this morning, he had driven all this way to the Center, the last standing abortion clinic in the state of Mississippi.
What they’d taken away from his daughter she would never get back, whether she realized it now or not. But that didn’t mean he couldn’t exact a price.
He looked around the waiting room. Three women were huddled on a line of seats, and at their feet was the nurse, who was checking the bandage of the doctor. George scoffed. Doctor, my ass. What he did wasn’t healing, not by any stretch of the imagination. He should have killed the guy—would have killed the guy—if he hadn’t been interrupted when he first arrived and started firing.
He thought about his daughter sitting in one of those chairs. He wondered how she’d gotten here. If she had taken a bus. If a friend had driven her or (he could not even stand to think of it) the boy who’d gotten her in trouble. He imagined himself in an alternate universe, bursting through the door with his gun, seeing her in the chair next to the pamphlets about how to recognize an STD. He would have grabbed her hand and pulled her out of there.
What would she think of him, now that he was a killer?
How could he go back to her?
How could he go back, period?
Eight hours ago this had seemed like a holy crusade—an eye for an eye, a life for a life.
His wound had a heartbeat. George tried to adjust the binding of the gauze around it with his teeth, but it was unraveling. It should have been tied off better, but who here was going to help him?
The last time he had felt like this, like the walls were closing in on him, he had taken his infant daughter—red and screaming with a fever he didn’t know she had and wouldn’t have known how to treat—and gone looking for help. He had driven until his truck ran out of gas—it was past one A.M., but he started walking—and continued until he found the only building with a light on inside, and an unlocked door. It was flat-roofed and unremarkable—he hadn’t known it was a church until he stepped inside and saw the benches and the wooden relief of Jesus on the cross. The lights he had seen outside were candles, flickering on an altar. Come back, he had said out loud to his wife, who was probably halfway across the country by now. Maybe he was tired, maybe he was delusional, but he very clearly heard a reply: I’m already with you. The voice whispered from the wooden Jesus and at the same time from the darkness all around him.
George’s conversion had been that simple, and that enveloping. Somehow, he and his girl had fallen asleep on the carpeted floor. In the morning, Pastor Mike was shaking him awake. The pastor’s wife was cooing at his baby. There was a groaning table of food, and a miraculously spare room. Back then, George hadn’t been a religious man. It wasn’t Jesus that entered his heart that day. It was hope.
Hugh McElroy, the hostage negotiator George had been talking to for hours, said George’s daughter would know he had been trying to protect her. He’d promised that if George cooperated, this could still end well, even though George knew that outside this building were men with rifles trained on the door just waiting for him to emerge.
George wanted this to be over. Really, he did. He was exhausted mentally and physically and it was hard to figure out an endgame. He was sick of the crying. He wanted to skip ahead to the part where he was sitting by his daughter again, and she was looking up at him with wonder, the way she used to.
But George also knew Hugh would say anything to get him to surrender to the police. It wasn’t even just his job. Hugh McElroy needed him to release the hostages for the same reason that George had taken them in the first place—to save the day.
That’s when George figured out what he was going to do. He pulled back the hammer on the gun. Get up. You,
he said, pointing to the girl with the name of a bird, the one who had stabbed him. The one he would use to teach Hugh McElroy a lesson.
—
HERE WAS THE primary rule of hostage negotiation: Don’t fuck it up.
When Hugh had first joined the regional team, that’s what the instructors said. Don’t take a bad situation and make it worse. Don’t argue with the hostage taker. Don’t tell him, I get it, because you probably don’t. Communicate in a way that soothes or minimizes the threat; and understand that sometimes the best communication is not speaking at all. Active listening can get you a lot farther than spouting off.
There were different kinds of hostage takers. There were those who were out of their head with drugs, alcohol, grief. There were those on a political mission. There were those who fanned an ember of revenge, until it flared up and burned them alive. Then there were the sociopaths—the ones who had no empathy to appeal to. And yet sometimes they were the easiest to deal with, because they understood the concept of who’s in control. If you could make the sociopath believe that you were not going to cede the upper hand, you’d actually gotten somewhere. You could say, We’ve been at this for two hours (or six, or sixteen) and I get what’s on your mind. But it’s time to do something new. Because there is a group of men out here who think time’s up and want to address this with force. Sociopaths understood force.
On the other hand, that approach would fail miserably with someone depressed enough to kill himself and take others with him.
The point of establishing a relationship with a hostage taker was to make sure that you were the only source of information, and to give you the time to find out critical information of your own. What kind of hostage taker were you facing? What had precipitated the standoff, the shoot-out, the point of no return? You might start trying to build a relationship with innocuous conversation about sports, weather, TV. You’d gradually find out his likes and dislikes, what mattered to him. Did he love his kids? His wife? His mom? Why?
If you could find the why, you could determine what could be done to disarm the situation.
Hugh knew that the best hostage negotiators called the job a ballet, a tightrope walk, a delicate dance.
He also knew that was bullshit.
No one ever interviewed the negotiators whose situations ended in a bloodbath. It was only the ones with successful outcomes who got microphones stuck in their faces, and who felt obligated to describe their work as some kind of mystical art. In reality, it was a crapshoot. Dumb luck.
Hugh McElroy was afraid his luck was about to run out.
He surveyed the scene he had spearheaded for the past few hours. His command center was an event tent the department had used a few weeks ago at a community fair to promote safe child fingerprinting. Beat cops were posted along the building’s perimeter like a string of blue beads. The press had been corralled behind a police barricade. (You’d think they’d be smart enough to get further out of the range of a madman with a gun, but no, the lure of ratings was apparently too high.) Littered on the sidewalk like empty threats were placards with giant pictures of babies in utero, or hand-drawn slogans: ADOPTION, NOT ABORTION! ONE HALF OF PATIENTS WHO ENTER AN ABORTION CLINIC DO NOT COME OUT ALIVE!
Ambulances hunkered, manned by EMTs with foil blankets and portable IVs and hydration. The SWAT team was in position waiting for a signal. Their commander, Captain Quandt, had tried to boot Hugh off the case (who could blame him?) and take the shooter by force. But Hugh knew Quandt could do neither of these things in good conscience, not if Hugh was on the verge of getting George Goddard to surrender.
This was exactly what Hugh had been banking on when he broke the second rule of hostage negotiation five hours ago, screaming onto the scene in his unmarked car, barking orders to the two street cops who’d been first responders.
The secondary rule of hostage negotiation was: Don’t forget that this is a job.
Hostage negotiation is not a test of your manhood. It is not a chance to be a knight in shining armor, or a way to get your fifteen minutes of fame. It may go your way and it may not, no matter how textbook your responses are. Don’t take it personally.
But Hugh had known from the get-go that was never going to be possible, not today, not this time, because this was a different situation altogether. There were God knew how many dead bodies in that clinic, plus five hostages who were still alive. And one of them was his kid.
The SWAT commander was suddenly standing in front of him. We’re going in now,
Quandt said. I’m telling you as a courtesy.
You’re making a mistake,
Hugh replied. I’m telling you as a courtesy.
Quandt turned away and started to speak into the walkie-talkie at his shoulder. We’re a go in five…four…
Suddenly his voice broke. "Stand down! I repeat—abort!"
It was the word that had started this disaster. Hugh’s head flew up, and he saw the same thing Quandt had noticed.
The front door of the clinic had suddenly opened, and two women were stepping outside.
—
WHEN WREN’S MOTHER still lived with them, she’d had a spider plant that she kept on top of a bookcase in the living room. After she left, neither Wren nor her father ever remembered to water it, but that spider plant seemed to defy death. It began to spill over its container and grow in a strange verdant comb-over toward a window, without playing by the rules of logic or gravity.
Wren felt like that now, swaying on her feet toward the light every time the door opened, drawn to where her father stood in the parking lot outside.
But it wasn’t Wren who was walking out of the building. She had no idea what it was that her father had said to George during their last phone conversation, but it had worked. George had pulled back the trigger and told her to move the couch that he had used to buttress the door. Although the hostages couldn’t talk freely without George hearing, a current had passed among them. When he instructed Wren to open the lock, she had even begun to think she might get out of here in one piece.
Joy and Janine had left first. Then George told Izzy to push out Dr. Ward in the wheelchair. Wren had thought that she’d be released then, too, but George had grabbed her by her hair and yanked her back. Izzy had turned at the threshold, her face dark, but Wren had given a small shake of her head. This might be Dr. Ward’s only chance to get out, and he was hurt. She had to take him. She was a nurse; she knew. Wren—
Izzy said, but then George slammed the door behind her and drove home the metal bolt. He released Wren long enough to have her shove the couch in front of the doorway again.
Wren felt panic rise in her throat. Maybe this was George’s way of getting back at her for what she’d done to him. She was alone in here now, with this animal. Well, not quite—her eyes slid along the floor to Olive’s body.
Maybe Aunt Bex was with Olive, wherever you go when you die. Maybe they were both waiting for Wren.
George sank down on the couch in front of the door, burying his face in his hands. He was still holding the gun. It winked at her.
Are you going to shoot me?
she blurted.
George glanced up as if he was surprised she would even ask that question. She forced herself to meet his gaze. One of his eyes pulled the tiniest bit to the right, not so much that he looked weird, but enough that it was hard to focus on his face. She wondered if he had to consciously pick which view he took in. He rubbed his bandaged hand across his cheek.
When Wren was little, she used to hold her hands to her father’s face to feel his stubble. It made a rasping sound. He’d smile, while she played his jaw like an instrument.
Am I going to shoot you?
George leaned back on the cushions. That depends.
—
IT ALL HAPPENED so fast. One minute Janine Deguerre was a hostage, and the next she was in a medical tent, being checked over by EMTs. She looked around, trying to find Joy, but the other hostage with whom she had walked outside was nowhere to be seen.
Ma’am,
one of the first responders said, can you follow the light?
Janine snapped her attention back to the kid, who in fact probably wasn’t much younger than she was—twenty-four. She blinked at him as he waved a little flashlight back and forth in front of her face.
She was shivering. Not because she was cold, but because she was in shock. She’d been pistol-whipped earlier across the temple, and her head was still throbbing. The EMT wrapped a silver metallic blanket around her shoulders, the kind given to marathon runners at the finish. Well, maybe she had run a marathon, metaphorically. Certainly she had crossed a line.
The sun was low, making shadows come to life, so that it was hard to tell what was real and what was a trick of her eyes. Five minutes ago Janine had arguably been in the worst danger of her life, and yet it was here underneath a plastic tent surrounded by police and medical professionals that she felt isolated. The mere act of walking past that threshold had put her back where she had started: on the other side.
She craned her neck, looking for Joy again. Maybe they had taken her to the hospital, like Dr. Ward. Or maybe Joy had said, as soon as Janine was out of earshot: Get that bitch away from me.
I think we should keep you for observation,
the paramedic said.
I’m okay,
Janine insisted. Really. I just want to go home.
He frowned. Is there someone who can stay with you tonight? Just in case?
Yes,
she lied.
A cop crouched down beside her. If you’re feeling up to it,
he said, we’re going to take you back to the station first. We need a statement.
Janine panicked. Did they know about her? Did she have to tell them? Was it like going to court, and swearing on a Bible? Or could she just be, for a little longer, someone who deserved sympathy?
She nodded and got to her feet. With the policeman’s hand gently guiding her, she began to walk out of the tent. She held her metallic blanket around her like an ermine cloak. Wait,
she said. What about everyone else?
We’ll be bringing in the others as soon as they’re able,
he assured her.
The girl,
Janine said. What about the girl? Did she come out?
Don’t you worry, ma’am,
he said.
A surge of reporters called to her, shouting questions that tangled together. The cop stepped between her and the media, a shield. He led her to a waiting police car. When the door closed, it was suffocatingly hot. She stared out the window as the policeman drove.
They passed a billboard on the way to the station. Janine recognized it because she had helped raise money to erect it. It was a picture of two smiling, gummy-mouthed babies—one Black, one white. DID YOU KNOW, it read, MY HEART BEAT EIGHTEEN DAYS FROM CONCEPTION?
Janine knew a lot of facts like that. She also knew how various religions and cultures looked at personhood. Catholics believed in life at conception. Muslims believed that it took forty-two days after conception for Allah to send an angel to transform sperm and egg into something alive. Thomas Aquinas had said that abortion was homicide after forty days for a male embryo and eighty days for a female one. There were the outliers, too—the ancient Greeks, who said that a fetus had a vegetable
soul, and the Jews, who said that the soul came at birth. Janine knew how to consciously steer away from those opinions in a discussion.
Still, it didn’t really make sense, did it? How could the moment that life began differ so much, depending on the point of view? How could the law in Mississippi say that an embryo was a human being, but the law in Massachusetts disagree? Wasn’t the baby the same baby, no matter whether it was conceived on a bed in Jackson, or on a beach in Nantucket?
It made Janine’s head hurt. But then, so did everything right now.
—
SOON IT WOULD be getting dark. Wren sat on the floor cross-legged, keeping an eye on George as he hunched forward on the couch, elbows balanced on his knees, and the gun held loosely in his right hand. She tore open the last packet of Fig Newtons—all that was left of the basket of snacks taken from the recovery room. Her stomach growled.
She used to be afraid of the dark. She’d make her dad come in with his gun in his holster and check out the whole of her bedroom—beneath the bed, under the mattress, on the high shelves above her dresser. Sometimes she woke up crying in the middle of the night, convinced she had seen something fanged and terrible sitting at the foot of her bed, watching her with its yellow eyes.
Now she knew: monsters were real.
Wren swallowed. Your daughter,
she asked. What’s her name?
George glanced up. Shut your mouth,
he said.
The vehemence of his words made her scoot back a few feet, but as she did, her leg brushed something cold and rigid. She knew right away what it was—who it was—and swallowed her scream. Wren willed herself to inch forward again, curling her arms around her bent knees. I bet your daughter wants to see you.
The shooter’s profile looked ragged and inhospitable. You don’t know anything.
I bet she wants to see you,
Wren repeated. I know, she thought, because it’s all I want.
—
SHE LIED.
Janine sat in the police station, across from the detective who was recording her statement, and lied. What brought you to the Center this morning?
he had asked gently.
A Pap smear,
Janine had said.
The rest that she had told him was true, and sounded like a horror film: the sound of gunfire, the sudden weight of the clinic employee slamming into her and knocking
